Friday, August 27, 2004

Like A Stone



LIKE A STONE - AUDIOSLAVE

On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go
In your house I long to be
Room by room patientlyI'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you thereAlone
On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone I'll wait for you there
AloneAnd on I read
Until the day was done
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on

Nak balik kg dah nieh.
Takde story ape yg best ari nieh cuz yesterday I just helped the gals prepare themselves for dinner.
Aku buat part foundation ngan lips jek laa...yg part mate aku ade sedikit masalah.
Byk Za yg buat.
Mlm td mase balik, Yatmo n Yati called.
Tangkap gambo sume.
Pastu, aku lepak ngan Ana, Za, n Yatmo sampai kul 2.30.
Bgn pg trus kemas beg n masukkan cadar sume dlm beg.
Ibu called...tanye aku merajuk ke sampai taknak blk.
No laaa mummy dearie..aku cume merajuk ngan keadaan.
Sampai ari nieh account masih zero.
Pastu aku gi makan kat COE.
Then, gi KMC.
Huhuh..so, after dis leh balik kg setelah dah abis memberikan ape yg patut diberi.
Ash merajuk ngan aku ari nieh.
Ish, buat geram jek.
Macam budak kecik tulah Ash nieh..
Geram pon ade geram nieh.
Takpelah, suke ati die lah.
Aku mungkin selepas ini:
1. Tak online. So, dis blog will not be updated daily.
2. I'll type whatever I'll do in my holiday.
3. I'll copy them in my blog later.
4. No YM or whatsoever, so plz call me my frenz.
5. Finishing my assigments.
5. Go to UNITEN's konvo.
6. Not going to Kaynet's gathering.
7. Studying.
8. Missing dat sumbody very very much. (abaikan!)

SMS Ash: Eh. Memain la. Lek ar. Jgn anggp serius lak. Saje je nk pekena org. Nk balik umah dh ek. Jaln leklok. Epi holiday.

Sejuk sket. Apepon ken chow dah nieh.
Tgh chat ngan Wan jek tak abeh2 nieh (bukan Azwang, die takde mood ari nieh).
Kang dah kena balik.
So frenz, it's time to say good bye.
Papehal drop me a msg here or sms me!
Tp aku takkan reply aa..sowi maaa!!!
Whatever it is...til my fingers meet the keyboard.
Taaaa...

p/s:
1. picture above pasal hadiah yg aku bg fairuz last year (background name die dlm frame)
2. aku ratu bola kaynet? biar betik!!!!

Thursday, August 26, 2004

When I'm Gone

WHEN I'M GONE - 3 DOORS DOWN

There's another world inside of me that you may never see.
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide.

Somewhere in this darkness there's a life that I can't find.
Maybe it's too far away or maybe I'm just blind, maybe I'm just blind.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down even if I could.
I'd give up everything if only for your good.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

You can hold me when I'm scared but you won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone
When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin.
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends.
Now roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone.

Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am and everything in me.

Wants to be the one you wanted me to be,
Ill never let you down even if I could.
I'd give up everything if only for your good.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong

You can hold me when I'm scared,
you won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone. (Maybe I'm just blind)
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am and everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down even if I could.

I'd give up everything if only for your good.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there.
So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone.

Semalam makan kay Yankee's Hut kat Bangi.
Silapnye takde duit jelah, kalo ade duit sure aku leh makan byk. Hehe.
Itupun aku dah buat silap, pi order air kelape.
Dah aaa mahal, terbeliak mate aku kejap semalam.
Tp aku makan "Cendawan Goreng Yankees" macam sedap la pulak.
Tp kering sangat sbb aku makan ngan nasik putih.
kenalah aku mintak kuah sup Esther sket.
Cume semalam kitowang ade sedikit cuak..
Sbb masing2 tak beringat nak pi kuarkan duit kat bank..
Ape sekali makanan tuh taklah murah sangat.
Nasib baik Yankee's Hut nieh jenis kira nasik sekali jek.
Terkejut aku.
Sampai akak cashier tuh pon tanye, "Apasal dik?"
Hahaha...kasik malu saja la!
Pastuh, semalam aku dok borak ngan Sue.
Sedar2 dah kul 4 pg.
Aku maintan laa..pas Subuh kot aku lelap.
Sampai kul 2 ptg...hoho..hebat seh!
Bgn2..aku basuh baju, then aku gi lab.
Nieh aku nak makan la nieh.
Pi beli kat Wak sat lagik aa..
Pastu, aku nak gi umah Yati ke Yatmo nak tgk dowang bersiap.
Kang dowang nak gi dinner.
After dat aku tak tau.
Tgk keadaan...ke melayan sket kot.
Aku bukak cite sal luv life aku kat gebang ari nieh.
Tak best tul aaa ingat mende tuh.
Ntah, cam2 la aku nieh.
Dat's why aku letak lagu When I'm Gone tuh..kenangan lame.
But the experiences dat I got were beyond my wildest imaginings.
Harap2 tabah le aku nnt yek!
See ya 2morrow!!
Dah kena gi dah nieh.
Dowang dah msg.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Kejoraku Bersatu

KEJORAKU BERSATU -SEARCH

Dirimu persis bintang terbit dari langit
Bukanlah mimpi-mimpiku
Di sini telah datang sayang paling dalam
Bawaku pulang berteman pelangi
Kamar hati ku hiasi
Biar cantik biar baru
Semuanya keranamu
Oh yang lemah kini gagah
Asal buruk jadi indah
Kerana sentuhan cintamu
Ku susun langkah melayarkan hari indah
Bersamamu
Lilin diri takkan padam
Seandainya engkau adalah sumbunya
Kaulah puteri ku dambakan
Bidadari syurga jelmaan dunia
Akan ku jaga
Seluruh jiwaku
Biarlah karam berdua
Asal kau tak terlepas
Dari genggamanku
Biar kulamar
Sahih darimu
Menjadi ratu
Beradu dalam pelukanku
Kejoraku bersatu


Ari nieh bgn awal nak study SM.
Pastu gi kat kelas, kena tukau class pulak.
Kat tingkat 3 pulak test aku.
Sampai2, rupenye Zul ngan Siva cam spare tpt utk aku.
Zul tunjuk tpt sebelah Siva, yg aku duduk sebelah Deyra.
Amik sekali...merah muke die.
Yg aku pon dok selambe jek buat die camtuh.
Kesian pulak aku tgk.
Mase aku nak cakap ngan die, die cam taknak ckp jek.
Segan kot?
Huhuh...kesian die!
Dahle semalam mase aku jumpe Irma, Irma cakap sal die.
Adedeh..kisah sudah lame berlalu beb..
mungkin die nak baik2 ngan aku.
Tp aku pulak, macam dunno jek!
Test SM ari nieh senang.
Tp aku tak sangke sesenang nieh sampai aku naik pening.
Soklan satu yg Michael Potter's forces tuh aku tak dapek nak jawab.
Tp bebudak nieh panggey aku scorer.
Cet....macam aku tera!
Padahal case aku dpt 7/10 jek.
Siva lak mase balik td beriye wish aku happy holiday.
Die nak balik Johor besok.
Mase tuh aku on the way balik dr lunch ngan Wahid.
Aku jumpe Pink ngan Is ari nieh.
Sebok gamaknye bebudak tuh.
Pink sempat sebut Chery..ajek.
Ape lagik ek?
Hohoh..ari nieh pergaduhan cyber telah berlaku.
Aku gaduh ngan sowang mamat bername dengkol.
Mase tuh kat kaynet.
Selambe badak die sound aku.
Luckily, zapa ade n surefire dok rajin cite sal bola ngan aku.
Pastuh aku telah terkejut melihat posting azumiru kat laypark.
Die tau sal bf aku?
Sape bf aku yg die tau?
Wuikss..sejak bile pulak aku hebat sangat ade bf yg pemes?
Hahaha..
Ape lg..nieh dak Sue tgh miskol.
Die ade kat luar KMC, tgh tunggu.
Nak gi makan.
Abg Mie msg td, die kat kedutaan.
Thanx Abg Mie! Sowi credit takde, mahal sms Abg Mie tuh!
Til then, see ya.
Aku nak tanye, apasal Wan ngan Nini anto msg pelik kat shoutbox aku nieh?

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Kejora

KEJORA -SEARCH

Sinaran matamu bak kejora
Di tengah malam
Menyuluh kedamaian hati
Halusnya lengang sehalus
Sutra cinta
Melembutkan setiap kata
Harum kasturi harum rambutmu
Ingin ku belai
Bertambah harum kita
Indah keperibadianmu
Indah bicara
Menyegarkan semangat daku
Bila kau berada di sampingku
Semuanya menjadi keindahan hidupku


Today is perfect, Alhamdulillah.
Sbb ape?
Becuz awal2 pagi dah bangun pergi HRP.
Then, mase break HRP dapat pulak pergi breakfast.
Part paling best, bile dpt makan.
Hepilah.
Then, habis HRP kitowang exchange tips SM.
Pastu dok borak2 ngan dak2 nieh.
Then, pergi discussion IA.
After dat, jumpe Irma kat Suisse pulak. Borak.
Balik apartment...makan Mamee Monsters!!!
Yeay....ingat lagi dulu kecik2 suke makan mende nieh.
Dat thing is my fav from the moment I was born.
Huhuhuhu...
Kul 3 gi kelas ATP - it was a very good lesson.
Puan Shazlini pun dok senyum2 jek ari nieh.
I got another assignment, but I don't feel the heat yet.
Not now.
After class, I called Kak Sya.
Br tersedar yg tak tanye die pasal baby!
Alamak...my anak buah...I totally forgot about u!
Beriye nak tanye pasal baby, skali lupe!
Tulah, Aunty Sha (aku le tuh!) sibuk sangat bergossip!
Lepas tuh, pergi lab.
And dpt tgk Irma hantar testimonials.
Alamak....terharu sangat dgn testimonial die.
Dahla 3 kali die anta.
It states: She's always nice in EVERY ways...:) love being fren with u...
aiceehh...malu la aku!
I felt the rush up on my cheeks...
Thanx Irma, I really appreciate ur frenship.
Irma nak grad nnt..congrats!
And...of course I won't forget about my sister sowang tuh.
Lupe lagik nak tanye, die pergi konvo dgn baby tak.
Huhhu...got to go really soon..
Cuz kena bace buku SM pulak!
'Til then...gambo nieh amik kat site budak2..
Teringat aku dulu mase baby sepet macam nieh..hihi.
Bile dpt dukung anak buah Jepun aku nieh ek?
We'll see.
Nnt kena tipon Kak Sya balik!
Ooppss...by the way, another rock kapak song..
My ultimate fav..KEJORA.
Bilelah kejora aku mau timbul nieh ek?
Aicehh...malam nieh harap bintang terang.
Okay...bubye...see ya soon!

Monday, August 23, 2004

Sinar

SINAR - MAY

Kiranya ku tahu kau kan muncul semula
Pastiku tak memandang gapai selainnya
Hampir terluka, parah di dalam
Fana tanpa erti
Hingga kusedar, apa di sisi
Pasrah dan belenggu
Pada sinar kupastikan suluhnya
Agar dapatku menentukan
Terang gelap jalanan
Dalam carian iniI
ndah bicara menusuk tepat didada
Pertama kali bagaikan terasa ada kesangsian
Namunku tabah tulus hayati
Nilainya kiasan
Hinggaku sedar, apa disisi
Pasrah dan belenggu
Ku hamparkan segala di dalam harapan
Agar tiada lagi disisi
Pasrah dan belenggu..oo
Ku laungkan...bagia panah yang sasarnya merata...ooo
Impian...satu damai yang seia sekata..yeah
Walaupun...halangan datang mengoda
Kiranya kutahu kau kan muncul semula
Sinarnya pasti bererti


Weekends tak balik umah ibu.
I was afraid of losing my pocket money.
Yelah, sah2 kalo nak balik..
Mesti pakai duit sampai RM30 yg boleh gune utk makan dll.
N then, aku jugak ade SM punye test nnt.
So, fikir2 kalo ade test tak payah la balik.
Last weekend, I spent my time with Pink, Yatmo n Yati.
Enjoyable n nice weekend, I'd say.
Kira okaylah.
Except I couldn't change wat happened to Pink.
Huhu...kesian die, but what should I do?
Aku gak tak contact2 ibu.
Bukan aku tak mo contact, tp biarlah keadaan tenang.
Aku tau, die mesti frust aku tak balik.
But I'm doing this for her own good.
Aku tau appreciate ape mak aku dah bg.
Not like sum people who just igore her existance.
By the way...I'm missing her rite now..
Windu ibuuu!!!!
Hmm..smalam chat ngan Abg Mie n Wan..
Best gak..tp laptop hang.
Huhuhu...bile nak chat lagik nieh?
Wokeh aaa..kena chow, sok kena pi HRP.
Tgh chat ngan mances.
==>gambo Nathan...haha...ari tuh tgk cite nieh!

Friday, August 20, 2004

Segalanya Ku Terima

SEGALANYA KU TERIMA -ILUSI

Aku yang kehilangan
Dalam diri sendiri
Terkurung dalam bayanganmu
Gelak ketawa engkau
Bagai bertahun dulu
Menyeretku ke syurga kita
Itu mimpi yang terkenang
Membuat aku terbuang
Tika memapah semangat
Yang masih ada
Cerita silam ini
Menjadi racun bisa
Dan kini aku pun melara
Terlemas di dataran
Dilambung ombak hidup
Pun aku masih menantimu
Akan tersingkapkah cinta
Yang telah sekian lama
Kita dodoikan bersama
Di mimpi ngeri
Biarpun masih tergagah
Menjulang cinta yang patah
Sebenarnya aku kesepian
Dan aku masih cinta
Diri ini penuh luka
Yang tidak akan tertutup
Meskipun ada pengganti
Seiras wajah


Ari nieh aku dr umah Pink.
Woo..ari aku tido nieh.
Mlm td tido ngan Pink kul 4.
Pastu, die gi kelas, aku tido..sampai kul 11.
Die balik, aku borak2...then makan.
Pastu, aku tido balik sampai kul 4.
Gile ape?
Asek tido jek.
Ibu called tanye aku balik ke tak.
Maybe aku tak balik kot.
Test SM next week.
Pastu tak lame ade cuti pulak.
Biarlah aku tak balik kalo itu mengamankan.
Lgpun aku nak cut cost.
Huh...gilos si Pink ari nieh.
Tgh ade prob ngan Shah.
Kesian woo...aku bg die word "watashiwa aishiteru"
Pastu Shah balas balik "watashiwa aishiteru dewa arimasen"
Lepas tanye kat Kak Sya rupenye mende itu ialah:
"I DON'T LOVE YOU"
Hampeh aaa mamat tuh!
Ari nieh Pink dok sedey2.
Aku lak kesian.
Ntah aaa...ape nak jadik nie?
Aku lapar.
Nak try carik mende makan.
Nie lagu rock kapak fav lg.
Chow.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Hilang Dalam Terang

HILANG DALAM TERANG -SEARCH

Fajar menyingsing
Bulan masih mengambang
Dan kita pun berhenti
Di pinggir jalan
Di sinilah keluhan yang membuka mata ku
Dan layu sekuntum mawar
Yang hendak ku berikan pada mu
Mengapa kau membuat ku serba salah
Melayani perasaan
Menolak kebenaran
Setelah aku dilanda gelora
Mabuk asmara
Sedangkan engkau tahu
Kelemahan ku mudah jatuh cinta
Mengapa begini kau akhiri
Dengan menyingkap tabir rahsia
Percintaan kamu berdua
Terjaga mentari
Melenyapkan bulan
Dan mimpi semalam meluncur
Kesunyian sepanjang malam
Ku hilang dalam terang
Melenyapkan bulan
Dan mimpi semalam meluncur
Kesunyian sepanjang malam
Ku hilang dalam terang

Hari nieh taklah serik sangat.
Sbb ari nieh takde kelas.
Tp, td call..jawapan masih same.
Besok.
Tak terfikir ke bile ckp besok tuh maknenye aku tak makan?
Maknenye silap ari bulan aku nieh boleh mati kebuluran?
Aku dah pernah pesan dulu, jgn bg aku dlm keadaan macam nieh.
Tp macam tak diendahkan aje ape yg aku ckp tuh.
Dah 3 ari delay.
Dlm 3 ari nieh pandai2 aku nak hidup sendiri.
Yg sowang tuh boleh buat bodoh jek.
Aku paham ape ibu boleh buat.
Aku pun kesian.
Cume aku geram takde tindakan yg dibuat.
Ingat aku nieh bukan manusia ke?
Ya Allah...geramnye aku.
Aku pandai2 uruskan ari nieh.
Mmg tebal lah muka aku.
Tak payah dok cakap aaa..
Mmg aku pandai2 nak idup ari nieh.
Aku pun tak tau nak ckp ape.
Sedih gilers....sebak...
Lembik tul aaa aku skang.
Nieh lagu aku.
Dr dulu aku suke lagu nieh.
Layan jek aaa...

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Eternal Flame

ETERNAL FLAME -BANGLES

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame
I believe it's meant to be, darlin'
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame
Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling, ohhh..
(Instrumental)
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling, ohhh..
Close your eyes, give me your hand,
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame x2
am i only dreaming
is this burning an eternal flame
Close your eyes, give me your hand (your hand), darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating (do you understand)
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming (dreaming)
Is this burning an eternal flame (aah)
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darlin' (oh ohh oh)
Do you feel my heart beating (do you understand)
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming (dreaming)
Is this burning an eternal flame (aah
)

Ari nieh submit keje SM.
Yg lenlain amende ek?
Ntah..aku blaja jek
Beli mende2 nak potostat..dah zero duit aku.
Aku pon pening kepale nak buat ape.
Td dah called ibu, die janji nak call balik.
Biaselah, mesti takde buat ape2.
Kadang2 aku rase org nieh tak kisah pun aku.
Ape nak jadi, jadilah.
Aku dpt makan ari nieh.
Tp besok belum tentu lagi.
And then? Expect aku handle sume?
Bukan aku taknak pinjam kat owang.
Tp aku mmg tak tahan nak pinjam kat Sue.
Kang mesti die cuak duit abis.
Aku paham sangat.
Semalam aku print keje pon die dah cakap macam2.
Aku tau, die ingat die gurau.
Tp masalahnye aku nieh mmg tgh fragile gile skang nieh.
Aku rase dlm dunia nieh macam takde org yg pk sal aku.
Ibu boleh ckp die kesian kat aku.
Aku paham die susah.
Tp masalahnye kan, kenape mesti jadi macam nieh?
Aku jadi mengumpat dlm ati bile aku rase cenggini.
Aku tau sape yg jadikan aku macam nieh.
Dan lebih menyakitkan ati aku,
bile org yg patutnye bertanggungjawab,
lepas tangan macam tu aje!
Aku tak tau aaa..kadang2 aku rase macam nak bla aje.
Tp aku tau, tanggungjawab itu satu kewajipan.
Biarlah, selagi aku boleh sabar nieh aku sabar.
Aku tak tahan dah kena dok lab nieh.
Sakit mate aku.
Tp kalo aku balik, nnt aku lapar.
Ish..sedihnye aku!
Kenape mesti macam nieh!
Kenape?Kenape?Kenape?
Nasib baik skang aku dah sowang2...
Alhamdulillah..ari nieh aku ade rezeki...
Well, aku layan love songs kat LAUNCH.
Ape nak buat, kepale aku sakit...
Nak demam...

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

You'll Never Walk Alone

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE -LIVERPOOL THEME

When you walk through the storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
There's a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of the lark
Walk on, through the wind
Walk on, through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone

Ari nieh tgh bengang sbnrnye..
Aku tak paham asal aku tensen sangat.
Pakai pun, jeans, t-shirt ngan jaket.
Slalunye ari2 bile pakai jaket tuh maknenye takde mood.
Baju pon tak payah gosok.
Tak pergi HRP.
Sbb macam exhausted semacam ari nieh.
Pastu ATP pon aku tak gi jugak
Huhu...ape nak jadik ngan aku ari nieh.
Tp, dlm pade aku tak pergi aku menghabiskan keje2 SM.
Cume satu yg aku risau sbb aku takde mende
yang Puan Rusini suh potostat tuh.
And then ari nieh, aku makan nasik goreng jek
Ptg2 aku dah pergi beli mende makan.
Kay ade called cakap sal ATP.
Takde mende pon blaja ari nieh.
Intan ajak aku gi umah die.
Aku sbnrnye nak menumpang print mende kat PC Sue.
Adeh..tarak duit maaa..cammane nieh?
Aiseh...mati gua!
Apepon, ari nieh aku mmg dok depan PC.
Tak chat tak ape.
Elok gak tuh.
Aku reply email Haze ari nieh.
Okay aaa...besok aku kena pk sal IA pulak.
'Til then...see ya!

Bulan Rejab

HARI INI SATU REJAB

Bulan Rejab : apakah fadilatnya melebihi dari bulan-bulan yg lain?

Rejab bulan menabur benih
Sya'ban bulan menyiram tanaman
Ramadan bulan menuai
Rejab menyuci badannya
Sya'ban menyucikan hati
Ramadan menyucikan rohnya
Rejab bulan marghfirah
Sya'ban bulan syafaat
Ramadan bulan menggandakan kebajikan
Rejab bulan taubat
Sya'ban bulan muhibbah
Ramadan dilimpahi pahala
amalan seperti hujan mencurah banyaknya
Rejab digandakan 70 pahala
Sya'ban diganda 700 pahala
Ramadan diganda 1000 pahala


Menurut Tafsir Jalalain, yg dimaksudkan dengan
"diantaranya empat bulan yg di hormati" ialah:
"Empat bulan Haram - Zulkaedah, Zulhijjah, Muharam dan Rejab"[2]

DISUSUN SEMULA OLEH :
USTAZ HAJI MOHD KHALID BIN HAJI ISA AN NADWI
PEGAWAI AGAMA/KAUNSELOR
KUB MALAYSIA


Monday, August 16, 2004

Cintamu Mekar Di Hati Ini

CINTAMU MEKAR DI HATI- MAY

Kau umpama bunga yang mekar di hatiku
Ku harap kau mekarlahselama-lamanya
Kau umpama bintangmenyinari hidupku
Ku harap kauterus bersinar
Di ketika kau
Perlukan aku
Sentiasa aku
Ada di sisimu
Di ketikaku
Rindu padamu
Terasa cinta
Semakin dalam
Sayang
Kasihku abadi
Cintamu mekar
Di hati ini
Kau dalam ingatan
Di sepanjang hayatku
Demi teguhnya cinta
Selama-lamanya

Pagi2 lagik dah bgn nak balik UNITEN.
Then, siap2 balik.
Tunggu bas kul 6.30, tp dpt bas kul 7.30.
Ari nieh silap naik train.
Pi naik train express.
Nasib baik leh berenti kat Kajang.
Then pi tuko train lain.
Sampai UNITEN dlm kul 8.30.
Pakcik teksi ari nieh anto ramai org.
Kul 10.00 a.m gi meeting IA.
Lepas tuh, sempat check email.
Hihihi...Haze anto email ari nieh!
Tak pjg aaa email die...stakat gitu2 jek.
Die kate die maleh nak nganto email.
Tp die anto jugak (he's really complicated).
In general, die cite sal summer laaa...
Skang die tgh cuti.
Die keje macam2, pastu ade gak dok umah.
Pi bersihkan kubur Jepun n keje2 len utk dpt income.
Huhu...gile pelik keje mamat nieh.
Apepon, sronok aaa dpt email die ari nieh.
Tp tak tau aaa bile nak balas...hehe.
Sbb pk die jugak.
Kang muak pulak die dpt email aku.
Apepon, it was great...getting emails from him.
Sronok aaa...(tak tau aaa die cammane)
Nnt nak kena pk dulu kot.
Ade idea aku balas.
Malam nieh kena tgk bintang aku gamaknye...hahaha...
Thanx Haze!!!
I really appreciate ur email...
Another rock kapak song for today...
Yeay....yg paling aku minat skali!

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Hanging By A Moment

HANGING BY A MOMENT - LiFEHOUSE

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking

Completely and completeI'll take your invitation
You take all of me
Now, I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing left to lose

Nothing left to fly
There is nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing

Starving for truth
Closer where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment

Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

Nak tido dah nieh.
So, what’s on Sunday?

PART 1
Sabtu malam Ahad –watched TV.
Enjoyed “One Tree Hill”
Ari nieh bermule cite Nathan (my fav in the series) with Haley (also my fav)
Nathan at last admitted he likes Haley.
And he kissed her.
Brooke and Lucas has sumthing going on there but it’s not serious dis week.
Anywayz, I never liked Lucas. (I alwiz hate heroes!)

PART 2
Bgn pagi.
Mandi air panas kat Chengkau.
Hasilnye? Aku sakit kepale.
Mungkin sbb sblm tuh ujan.
Air ujan dah bercampur ngan air panas.Best aaa..
tp balik je dr tuh aku terus baring.
A bit bengang ngan Shahmi sbb duit aku abis ari nieh.
Die ade duit, simpan.
Tp duit aku kena pakai.
So, besok nak balik UNITEN ntah cammane aku.
Survive ke tidak, wallahualam.
Tensen tul, duit loan aku takde lagik.
Tp ape gune nangeh, same jek!
Keje makin byk, besok kena buat SA.
Kadang2 rase tensen tahap maksima.
Mende kat umah nieh tak pernah berubah.
Aku makin risau, ape jadi kalo aku dah takde nnt?
Tanggungjawab bukan sumthing yg boleh ditinggal camtu aje.
Cuma minta kuatkan iman, jauhi kemungkaran.
Smoge aku makin kuat nnt…
Hanging By A Moment…lagu fav.
Suke gile lagu nieh.
Bile bz nieh kadang2 aku rase die tenggelam…
Tp as usual, saat2 aku rase kejora hilang kat langit…
Bunga2 sakura gugur menghiburkan hati.
Adeh, jiwangnye ko Sha oii!!!
Tp, ini hakikat.
Dlm pd aku tak boleh nak lupe, aku luke dgn yg depan mate…
Yg jauh bagi aku kekuatan diri.
Cume mungkin, susahnye cinta nak wujud.
Aku cume tau windu tiap2 ari!
So, I’ll treasure dis frenship while it last…
Die akan jd kawan, sumone special forever…
A very special fren of mine…
Sorry, aku cume nak berhati2…
Tak mau sakit lagiikk….
Go, on Sha…live ur journey…

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Broken

BROKEN -SEETHER feat AMY LEE.

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

Sue introduced dis song to me 2nite.
Macam best jek lagu nieh...
Unfortunately, lagu nieh yg buat aku punye laptop tuh mengong.
Tak dpt nak anta files pakai YM!!!
Terus aku tak brani nak connect internet dah.
Apepon, aku happy sbb lagu nieh ade.
And...it states what's in my heart!
Gile aaa...aku sendiri pon tak paham.
Ari Selase ari tuh...Wan ade cakap ngan aku sumthing.
And aku sungguh tak sangke aaa...
Luke lame tuh sangat dan sangat dan sangat dalam.
Rupenye terusik jugak aaa ati bile sebut2 pasal zaman2 aku menangeh dulu.
How can I ever forget the day when my heart was stolen?
Gile aku nieh!
Skang dah hepi, tp aku masih dpt rase bayang2 die ade lagik ngan aku.
Sedangkan die dah lame bla dr idup aku.
Since 2003 lagik!
Gile....keje gile...nape name die pon boleh buat aku goyang!
Aiseh...aku mmg tak adil dgn yg berhak..
What is happening Sha?
Can u just take all the pain away?
Forget the past...
And I can't....cuz he was the 1st one. Mr D.

Friday, August 13, 2004

Sketsa Sebuah Cinta

SKETSA SEBUAH CINTA -MAY

Oh kekasih hatiku selamanya
Keindahan maya itu milik kita
Terciptalah... sebuah cinta
Jiwa sama bergelora
Kaulah satu dalam hidupku ini
Penawar di kala rindu
Kanku curahkan seluruh cintaku
Padamu... oh... kasihku
Akan kubina istana untuk kita
Dan menikmati gelombang cinta
Di dadaku... dan di dadamu
Degupan seiring irama
Ayuh kupimpinkan tanganmu
Menuju mahligai bahagia
Kitakan bersama
Mengecap nikmat cinta
Hidup bagai di syurga

Nak gi Warta ngan Sue kejap.
So, takleh menaip lelame.
Takde mende ngat ari nieh.
Pagi2 aku dah pergi lab.
Pastu buat annual report GoldenHope.
Aku harap groupmate aku tak buat mende tuh.
Sbb aku dah siap pon buat ngan Kay td.
Makan ngan Kay ngan Anne (lunch).
Dinner ngan Sue.
Ayaa ade msg kate duit dah kuar.
Doa aku, hanye satu.
Duit aku ade utk survive.
Then, satu lagik...adik aku balik!
I luv my Shahmi!
Yeay! Tak sabo nak bergebang.
Windu seh!
And then, ari nieh aku ade tambah sket2 features mende nieh.
Smalam tido ngan Pink a.k.a Dilla.
Okeh aaa..kena chow!
Sok balik Semban!
Ari nieh layan rock kapak lagik!Go May!!!

My Fav Tv Show: Queer Eye For The Straight Guy




TV Show: Queer Eye For The Straight Guy
Time on air: 12.00 a.m, Saturday
TV station: 8TV
Classification: reality show
From: U.K
Website: http://www.bravotv.com/Queer_Eye_for_the_Straight_Guy/
My rating: 4 stars

Description:
Five gay men, out to make over the world
— one straight guy at a time.
They are the Fab Five:
an elite team of gay men dedicated to extolling the simple
virtues of style, taste and class.
Each week their mission is to transform a style-deficient
and culture-deprived straight man from drab to fab in
each of their respective categories:
fashion, food & wine, interior design, grooming and culture.
i like the interior design and the food part...
but of course i hate gays!
yerrrkkkk!!!
whatever it is..aku suke tgk mende nieh! :D

Thursday, August 12, 2004

With Arms Wide Open

WITH ARMS WIDE OPEN -CREED

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open
Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the man I have to be
I'll take a breath, I'll take her by my side
We stand in awe, we've created life
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open
I'll show you everything ...oh yeah
With arms wide open..wide open
If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he's not like me
I hope he understands
That he can take this life
And hold it by the hand
And he can greet the world
With arms wide open...
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open
I'll show you everything..oh yeah
With arms wide open....wide open

HuWAAAA....windunye ngan lagu nieh!!!
Dah lame ngat tak dengar lagu nieh since Creed berpecah!
Whatever it is, 2day I went to Midvalley with Sue!
Sue nak buat makeover.
Die suh aku jadik PR die (ade bakat ke aku jd PR?)
Then, aku pon gi leee..
Survey punye survey...
Nampak Ponds punye makeover...
Leh tangkap gambo, bayar at least rm35.
Kire worth it leee.
Kalo aku ade duit, mesti aku dah buat.
Anywayz, duit aku takde...huwaaa!!!
Kad bank aku kat ibu, cammane nak kuar duit nieh?
Aku pon pening, tak tau nak cakap ape.
Malas nak mintak tlg Sue, kesian.
Ape pon, ari nieh kire kenyang aaa.
Alhamdulillah...rezeki masih ade.
I'm missing 2 persons rite now.
Adeh, tiap2 ari aku ckp windu!
Hape mau jadik aaaa?
Gile aku nieh....bodoh pon ade...hahahhaa
...chow!

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Gugurnya Bunga Cinta

GUGURNYA BUNGA CINTA - LAKSAMANA

Izinkan aku sayang
Menyentuh perasaanmu
Biar gelora cinta semalam
Izinkan aku sayang
Merinduimu selalu
Biar bergetar nalurimu
Walau berkali kau membenci
Cintaku takkan hilang
Himpunkan semua kemaafan
Dengarkan oh! rintihan
Andainya kau pergi
Gugurlah bunga cinta
Terpadam mentari
Yang menyinar oh
Pulanglah oh! sayang
Kau ku nanti penuh past
iRintihan kecundang
Untukmu oh! sayang..

Ari nieh aku buat manyak keje gile.
1stly, aku tak terjage langsung nak pi SM.
As I expected, aku mmg tak gi.
Pastu, aku lambat gi meeting ngan Ananthi.
Then, aku tunggu kat lab sampai kul 2.
Ntah ape mood aku.
Aku mengerjekan blog nieh.
Kul 2 aku jumpe Ananthi.
Pastu, aku sambung balik keje gile aku.
Dalam pd tu, aku bukak rockcintan
Pi berhibur ngan lagu2 fav aku.
Then, all of the sudden...
Aku berkenalan ngan ika n whyda!!!
Yeay...very nice gals...
Kat kaynet sane.
Dowang ade blog gak...lagik cun!
Anywayz, 5 mins to go.
Aku kena teman Cik Sue gi Bangi.
N makan.
Mintak2 aku ade duit kat ATM nnt.
tolong laaa!!
Enjoy dis song...dis is also my fav!

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Mentari Merah Di Ufuk Timur

MENTARI MERAH DI UFUK TIMUR -SEARCH

Ada yang tertinggal
Setelah terbenam
Mentari
Ada yang tertinggal
Setelah kering air di kali
Alam telah menyakinkan
Kau mesti pergi
Kau mesti
Alam telah menyakinkan
Kau mesti kembali
Bagai yang telah dijanjikan Illahi
Ada yang tertinggal
Setelah musnah semua mimpi
Kekal selamanya
Cintaku dengan cahaya mu
Kekal selamanya
Tetap dalam ingatanku
Lemas dalam rindu
Tenggelam dalam tangisan
Engkau telah pergi
Tapi masih ada...
Yang kau tinggalkan dalam kalbuku
Yang tinggal...

Hari nieh perhimpunan pelajar2 Muazam telah diadekan kat kelas ATP.
Parveen, aku, Anne, Sue, ngan Eddy berkumpul utk cite pandangan masing2 pasal kena pindah kampus.
Aku tgk Ezzah kelam-kabut tanye aku pasal same ade aku akan pindah Muazam ataupun tak.
Yeah, it's time to tell the truth.
AKU MMG KENA PINDAH MUAZAM SHAH sane!
So what?!
Aku tau ade yg pasang telinga pasal aku kena pindah.
Whatever it is, gua hepi wooo!!!
Skang aku dah tak kisah pasal ape2 lagik!
Janji gua hepi! Kitowang siap main2 cakap nak pi Cherating la, nak pi sane sini.
Apepon, aku arap...semua okay!
Aku tak siap lagik assignment SM aku.
Rase macam malas jek nak ke kelas besok.
Serius aku tak larat nieh sbnrnye!
Lagipun utk print keje SM tuh satu bebanan pulak bagi aku memandangkan aku kena tumpang printer Cik Sue.
Tuh yg aku maleh sangat tuh.
Kesian pulak aku kat die nieh.
Nak ke taknak pergik SM besok?
Aku pon tak tau agik sbnrnye cammane.
ATP aku dah anto td.
Adeehh...cammane nieh ek?
Mane boleh tak pergi kelas?
Tp masalahnye aku mmg tak dpt nak print kat umah Sue...kesian die...
Okay...enjoy lagu nieh, my fav..from Search...idup rock kapak!yiiiihaaa...!!!

Monday, August 09, 2004

Here Without You

You Are Cereal

Playful and lighthearted, breakfast is likely your favorite meal of the day.
(In fact, you're probably the type who sneaks cereal as a midnight snack.)
Your culinary skills are probably a bit lacking... and you are a sucker for junk food.
Some people accuse you of eating like a kid, but you prefer to think of yourself as low maintenance.


HERE WITHOUT YOU - 3 DOORS DOWN

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it’s only you and me

Nieh antara lagu kegemaran aku.
Pagi tadi aku dok dengar lagu nieh sementara ayah kuar gi minum pagi.
Malam td aku tido lewat, so agak2 kul 9.30 baru bangun. Ingatkan nak bangun awal, tapi rupenye lambat jugak aku.
Maklumla, kul 3.30 dekat nak kul 4 pagi br tido.
Apepon ari nieh mmg hampeh.
1stly, aku tak sempat gi kelas SA.
Secondly, bas mengong tuh tak reti2 nak berenti kat sekolah ibu.
3rdly, aku terus tunggu komuter kat Seremban (lagik mahalle).
4thly, aku punye duit blanje kurang (tak aaa kisah sangat, tp kisah la jugak).
And then lastly, aku bengang sbb kelas IA pulak cancel!
Huhu...macam2 hal. Apepon, ari nieh aku nak dok sini sampai malam.
Ecewah, mentang2 la period...hahahha...
Gua mau chow dulu aaa...nnt2 aku tulih lagik ape aku nak tulih...

p/s: kalo aaa aku leh cakap kat die, aku windu die...kan best! Huh...tidak...ego akan mengatasi segalenye! Biar die yg sedar sendiri!

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Karma-What Season Are You?

You Belong in Spring
Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

KARMA -COKELAT

Sekian lama kita bersama
Ternyata kau juga
Sama saja
Kau kira kupercaya semua
S'gala tipu daya
Oh percuma
Kau buat sempurna awalnya

Berakhir bencana
Selamat tinggal sayang...
Bila umurku panjang
Kelak ku 'kan datang'
Tuk buktikan satu balas 'kan kau jelang
Jangan menangis sayangKu ingin kau rasakan pahitnya terbuang
Sia-sia, memang kau pantas dapatkan
Akhirnya, usai sudah semua

Kudapat tertawa
Bahagia
S'lalu tampak indah awalnya
Berakhir bencana....

Ari nieh pagi2 Cik Sue dah called.
Die nak pi kat air panas kat kg ibu tuh.
Wokeh aaa…die dtg sini naik 2 keta, Intan, Suzie ngan Sharina naik satu keta.
Aku, ibu ngan adik satu keta.
Kire okay aaa tempat tuh.
Tp ade pulak pakcik gatal kat situ…adehhaaaii…sejak bile pulak org Rembau nieh gatal2 belake!
(buek malu oghang kampong den yo!).
Pastu, singgah kat cendol Kudang.
Kire okay aa tuh.
Pastu, amik brg kat umah wan, then terus balik.
Ibu masak utk Sue ari nieh.
Seronok ke tak?
Hmm..okay aa tuh, mende makan bukan byk kat umah nieh, anything aku leh offer, aku offer lee.
Pasal air paneh tuh pulak, sbnrnye aku tak aaa syiok memandangkan tpt tuh cam teruk sket (terbiar sket)….and then kehadiran pakcik gatai tuh pulak menyebabkan aku takleh mandi!!!
Apo nak jadi lah ngan oghang tuo zaman skang!
Ape pon…aku kire okay aaa ari nieh, not much of a story…tp kire okay aaa…
By the way, dis song goes out to my ex-boipren kat Ganu sane…huhu..
sesuai tul aaa lagu nieh kat die!
He was the one who cried,
(cammane aku leh kapel ngan laki yg suke nangis, aku pon tak tau) and then he was the one yg dok percaye cakap pompuan tuh!
(Power Puff Gal yg bulat dan menyusahkan…sampai bile aku tak maafkan!).
Dgn ucapan smoge berbahagie ngan web die yg tersayang!
Aku percaye ade balasannye satu ari nnt bile ko asek menyakitkan ati aku…karma!
Apepon gua hepi..chow!

Friday, August 06, 2004

Trouble With Love Is-How Quirky Are You?

Your Quirk Factor: 53%

You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.
Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!

TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS - KELLY CLARKSON

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all
(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)


What happened today? Nuthing much. Dok umah jek. Smalam Eriy called. Tp tak dpt nak cakap habis sbb battery fon abis pulak. Kesian pulak aku kat minah tuh. Pastuh, ayah pi bawak lari pulak fon tuh gi minum. Cite sal ape? Pasal cik abg Eriy aaa…termasuk gak cite “org tuh” (aiseh….miss him…Hampeh tul!) Aiseh! Riza pulak called siang tuh. Yati pon. Mane fon buruk tuh tak mengong!Whatever it is, it’s nice leee bile ade yg sudi nak call and tanye kaba. Adeeh..betape terharu nye aku ngan kawan2! Tgk TV ngan abiskan nota HR jek ari nieh. Cite ape? Hmm…macam2. Al-Kuliyyah, Iqra’ (kan ari nieh Jumaat!), A Step into the Past (dah nak abis, Hong tgh gatai), Cite Jepun 8TV (cite best, tp tak tau tajuk), berita, Jake 2.0 (best gak cite sal Lou), Mesia Idol, Iron Chef, American Idol…dah tak larat…nak abiskan notes…ari nieh lagu Kelly Clarkson sbb tgk die kat TV td. Suke gilos lagu nieh…nice melody…deep meaning…’til then…see ya.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Strawberry-Be The Man



BE THE MAN (JAPANESE VERSION) -CELINE DION

ai ga sodatsu koto nado
nai to shinjita
fukaku kizutsuku yori mo
samishisa o eranda
sahara ni furu
yuki yori hayaku
koi ni tokete yuku wa
anata o shinjite

be the man douzo
kienai eien o misete
tokimeku wa nakisou na hodo
futari no `heartbeat` itsumade mo
iki ga fureau no sae
osoretekita wa
demo itsu ka
kou naru koto okokoro no doko ka dewa
kanjitekita no yo

Be the man douzo
hoshi yori mo kagayaku sekai e ima
shinu koto sae mou
kowakunai no yo
ima naranido to hitori ja nai
I will follow you
doko made mo
I will run, I`ll run to you
tamesareta futari no
ai wa tsuyoku naru no

Be the man douzou
mi yori mo setsunaku fukai yoru e to
kasaneta kokoro itsu made mo
mitsumeau no yo kono ai o
tokimeku wa nakisou na hodo
futari no heartbeat
itsu no hi made mo

Always be with me
Be the man

Japanese version of BE THE MAN. Uiiikkss? Since when? Dulu kemain tak suke lagik ngan mende2 Jepun nieh? Haku dah gileeee!!! (meh kasik sembelih aku punye leher). Sebenarnye aku suke lagu Be The Man nieh dah lame. Disebabkan lagu Be The Man nieh la Fairuz hadiahkan aku Celine Dion nye kaset tuh. Dengan sand card Liverpool FC. (huh...macam mane aku tak syang die, walopon kadang2 aku rase sakit ati!) Tp die kasik yg version Jepun punye. Mase tuh aku tak sangke pulak aaa yg lagu nieh ade Japanese Version. Ape pon, lagu nieh mmg best...kasik aku melayang kat udare....even though sumtimes Celine Dion punye menjeritt...mak aaiiihh...Wokeh aaa...aku dah nak balik Semban. Ayaa anta sampai komuter. Aku gi UKM tadik carik bahan. Huh...jenuh aku, dah hampir 24 hrs aku tak makan nieh. Lapar betul...huh...sabo...sabo...balik nieh jumpe ibu aaa...!!!

img updated 27/06/07 fr flickr.com

My Fav TV Show: 3R

TV Show: 3R
Time on air: 7.30 p.m
TV station: tv3
Classification: Informative Show
From: Malaysia Boleh!
Website: http://www.3r.com.my
This Week On 3R:
Kebersihan Diri!!!

Respek, Relax, Respon.
Aku tabik spring ngan penerbit rancangan nieh sbb rancangan nieh sangat informatif!
Dan aku slalunye akan tgk cite nieh.
Kalo tak tgk rase macam miss ape jek!
Anywayz, dis thing boost up my confidence and give me loootttsss of information!
My fav VJ?
Sumelaaa...sbb masing2 ade kelebihan sendiri.
Well done 3R!
Keep up the good work!

Are You A FeministKau Ku Rindukan

You Are 64% Feminist

You are certainly a feminist - whether you know it or not.
You believe in gender equality, at least most of the time. You also believe there are a few exceptions.

KAU KU RINDUKAN -GINGERBREAD

Telah lama ku pendam rindu
Dalam diamku
Menantikan ucapan
Mesra darimu
Hingga kini kau membisu
Seribu kata
Mata bertentang Mata
Oh... ku gelisah
Kini kau berjauhan
Seribu perjalanan
Hati merintih sedih
Tiada berairmata
Kian ingin kau ku lupakan
Kian kau ku rindui
Kesal bertahun lama
Kerna kau tiada
Hidupku kian hampa
Semenjak perpisahan
Hilang tanpa berita
Rindu pada mu jua
Di mana ku cari ganti
Serupa denganmu
Kesal bertahun lama
Kerna kau tiada
Kesal bertahun lama
Kerna kau tiada
Hilang bertahun lama
Kau ku rindukan

Semalam, aku jumpe Puan Normazalila (Maza). Maza cakap, aku kena pindah pi kampus muazam. Sedih beb, rase nak gugur jek jantung aku semalam. Ape yg aku risaukan dr dulu sampai sekarang, dah jadi kenyataan. Aku cuba bersikap rasional dalam mende nieh. Aku fikirkan, bukan semua yg teruk bile pindah sane. Mungkin result aku akan lagik elok. Mungkin aku akan berjaye grad pade waktu yg ditetapkan. Mungkin aku leh start idup br since aku dah takde sape2 kat sane. Mungkin, aku boleh lupakan ape yg berlaku kat umah sekejap. Tp, disebalik tuh, tak mungkin kerisauan aku berkurangan. Ape akan jadik dengan ibu n adik2, kalo aku takde? Itu nombor satu. Nombor dua, aku fikir lagik...betul ke result aku akan bertambah elok? Nombor 3, mungkin ke aku tak akan seceria dulu? Apa lagik yg tinggal...byk yg aku akan tinggalkan kat Bangi nieh sungguhpon aku dpt lari dr byk mende yg slame nieh merunsingkan. Aku sayangkan life aku skang...tgh berusaha menjadi anak yg baik utk ibu. Aku akan cube jernihkan keadaan...mane lagik tpt ibu nak mengadu kalo bukan aku? Ya Allah...dugaan ape yg ko berikan pade aku kali ini? Boleh ke aku menahan budget dok sane nnt? Ade ke duitnye? Mane aku nak carik? Macam2 berlegar dlm kepale otak aku skang. Dan aku sayangkan gebang, hendak tak hendak....aku mmg sayangkan kawan2 aku kat situ. Tpt jatuh bgn aku kat situ (dulu kk le!) Peritnye ulu ati nieh...nak cakap pun tak mampu...Why must these things happening to me? Aku mule nak tgk sakura aku berkembang....(aku hampir lupe sal die). Br nak mesra balik...dah bape thn aku ignore die dalam idup aku! Kalaulah ini penyudah? Aku buntu....air mate tak dpt aku tahan lagik...!!! I'm crying!!!!
p/s: utk ko yg aku windu!

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Purple Flower-Unwell



UNWELL -MATCHBOX 20

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

Haku tak tau aaa masalah nieh akan selesai ke tidak... Tp haku mmg kena sabau sesabau2nye dalam mase dua bulan nieh! Haku dah anto agreement PTPTN aku lame dah.... mase aku anto dulu, aku tanye....ade ke tak yg salah.. die kate takde... lepas seminggu, uniten contact suh aku initial satu part dlm agreeement tuh. Tp tuh dah berkurun yg lepas! minggu lepas, kawan2 aku sume dah dpt duit dowang... dekat seminggu aku berjln kaki/menumpang kawan gi ATM. Hasilnye? Mmg aaa menyedihkan...takde duit pon.. So, pg nieh aku pi office, aku tanye...ape masalah aku tak dpt2 duit aku nieh...aku ade prob ke ngan Uniten? Die check, die kate takde pape... Dr dulu pon aku tanye, takde pape.... Bile aku call PTPTN, tgk2 PTPTN kate, uniten anto agreement aku ujung bulan 6!!! Padahal aku anta sebelum tuh lagik! Yg menyedihkan aku...aku tak tau pon bile duit aku nak masuk.... Org PTPTN tuh cakap, mungkin die akan try dptkan utk aku SEAWAL2NYE ujung bulan 8/awal bulan sembilan. SEAWAL2NYE! Bengangnye aku....rase nak pi menyumpah jek Uniten nieh... Mane gua mau carik duit maaaa.... Duit simpan aku pon dah kena kebas....(last minute tiket peksa aku kena tahan, so aku kena bayar pakai duit simpan aku utk dpt tiket peksa) Minggu depan aku dah nak test...buku pun tarak... Aku kena carik at least 200 nak beli buku nieh! Takkan aku nak mintak mak abah aku, adik aku br naik blaja nieh byk pakai duit....tak sampai ati aku nak tanye dowang... hampeh tul laaaa....asal aaa dowang buat camnieh kat aku... pk aaa kalo mende nieh jadik kat anak dowang... Haku dah break down abes dah nieh... Duit makan aku leh catu beb...duit buku mane aku nak carik...adeeehhh....

Monday, August 02, 2004

What's Your Summer Love Style?-Follow Me

Your Summer Love Type is Go With the Flow

A great summer love may be in the cards for you ... or not.
You'll have a fantastic time this summer, taking what comes.
What you want is flexible - what you'll get is up in the air.
No matter what, you'll have fun - and maybe a few flings!


FOLLOW ME -UNCLE CRACKER

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'
Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear
Cuz as long as no one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin' guilty and I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed and baby I'm not scared
I'm singin'
Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
You're better off if you don't ask why
I'm not the reason that you go astray and
We'll be all right if you don't ask me to stay
You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

A fav song of mine. Td aku dengo lagu nieh mase sblm lelap kat dlm bilik. Yanie pasang. Kenangan lame timbul balik. Hehehe...lagu aku ngan Girl. Bestnye zaman tuh. Anywayz, what happened today? I was absent from both classes, IA and SA. Tarak mood beb! Hari nieh Shahmi balik ALAM balik. And sumthing happened at home buat aku bengang seharian....whatever it is, enjoy my song...

Sunday, August 01, 2004

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?-Leaving on A Jet Plane

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

LEAVING ON A JET PLANE - A TRIBUTE TO LINDA

All my bags are packed.
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door.
I hate tyo wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn.
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn,
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry.
So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh Babe, I hate to go.
There's been so many times
I've let you down,
and so many times I've played around,
I tell you know, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go,
I'll think of you,
Every song I sing,
I'll sing for you,
When I come back,
I'll bring(wear) your wedding ring.
So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh Babe, I hate to go.

Br balik dr umah atuk nieh. Kang sat agik aku nak balik umah ibu lak. Ape2 pon, nuthing much to say today. Makan gulai keladi Mak Lang masak ari nieh. Best wooo....and 2nite nak tgk result Malaysian Idol. Huhu..smalam tgk AF...Linda was voted out!!! Alamak..tak pueh ati boto! I thought it was Mas!!! Punyelah tak best....Hmm....dats why I hate to see dis kinda show in the 1st place. Unprofessional voters. Tapi takpelah...maybe nieh le realiti idup kat Mesia...just a piece of entertainment for me..nothing more...so how would I care?