Wednesday, March 02, 2005

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?

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What Lies Behind Your Eyes?


In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

KARMA -ALICIA KEYS

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave
Now you're
Talking bout a family
Now you're saying I complete your dreams
Oh
Now you're sayin I'm your everything
You're confusing me
What you saying to me, don't play wit me, don't play wit me
Cause....
[Chorus:]
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin, desirin', to come back
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you til 3 o'clock in the 'morn
And when you came home you'd always have some sorry excuse
Half explaining to me like I'm just some kind of a fool
I sacrificed the things I wanted just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come thru
Now you wanna be up under me
Now you have so much to say to me
Now you wanna make time for me
Whatcha doin to me, you're confusin me
Don't play with me don't play with me cause
[Repeat Chorus 2x]
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you till 3 o'clock in the 'morn
Night after night knowing something goin on
Wasn't long before I be gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what you're supposed to do
No need to approach me fool, cuz I'm over you
[Repeat Chorus]
Gotta stop trying to come back to me
[Repeat Chorus]
It's called Karma baby and it goes around

Okeh..so what's up?
Aku rase aku takmo cite pjg arinieh sbb aku ade plan nak balik jap lagik.
Hihi.
Takdelah..smalam aku pengsan!
Camnieh citenyeee...
Aku balik umah lepas maghrib smalam.
Tunggu acik van tuh lambat sangat.
Tp oklah sbb aku sms abe sume..die bru balik keje.
So, ade gak mende aku buat.
Pale aku dh pening mase tuh...tp aku wat bodo jeee...Tahan...

Seakan mendengar jeritan batinku, ade dua org anak keling bukakkan pintu van utk aku.
Macha ngan minachi awek die nieh nak balik Bistari jugak..samelah.
Diorang baru balik kelas agaknye..Punyelah manje minachi tuh aku tgk..hihi...jeles pulak aku..haha..Dlm pade tuh, agaknye diowang nampak aku tak sihat, si macha nieh tolong alihkan seat bg aku duk kat tpt yg berangin sket.Baik gak anak keling 2 org nieh...kire respect org gaklah...tak macam anak kling yg dok kat lab..slalu nyusahkan aku..Taulah fon folifonik...takyah la pasang gilers kuat...huhu..(lagu rap tamil lak tuh..tolong!)

Aku smpai aku trus balik umah.Nmpaknye takde org lagik...elok jugak..hehe..aku ingatkan ade org td..Aku smpai jek, aku mandi..Kali nieh tak dpt aku nak gune Organics yg abe aku beli tuh, walopon aku nak sangat basuh kepale.Aku nak tanye, nape syampoo Ornagics dah takde kat pasaran ek?Puas aku carik Organics dr Seremban smpai ke KL...Last2 ade skali tuh abe aku kuar gi kedai biase, bru jupe syampoo tuh..Itulah yg die tlg belikan.Pale aku nieh pon nakal..suh pakai Sunsilk ke Pantene...mulelah kelemumur.Huuuhh..ntahlah!

And then..lepas mandi..aku amik lauk ikan bilis yg ibu kirim kat aku tuh.Aku tak slera makan sbrnye..so, lauk ikan bilis ngan kentang goreng tuh tak dpt aku nak makan ngan nasik.Aku amik makan cenggitu jek..Sebbaikla mak sniri masak..so, dtg gak slera aku..

And then, aku masak air and minum soluble.Truk tul..lepas dr tuh aku mule rase mamai jek...Dh la aku ade satu prob malam td ngan badan aku...adeh...(Ade part tak slesa sket)Skali, tibe2 aku tersedar...dah 6.30 pagi.Rupenye tah hape aku sms abe aku malam td aku tak sedar!Smpai last skali die sms aku...tanye asal aku senyap je..aku marah ke kat die..(aku dh tidolah tuuhh)
Pg td mase aku bgun n sms die...die cam kecik ati gak, aku tido tak warning die.Seriously..aku pengsan! Tak sedar ape dah...huuu...

Cite punye cite..aku naik bas kul 8 pagi td.Bas lambat smpai..tp aku berjaye sampai...yeay!Aku makan bekpes arinieh sbb aku takut sakit perut..Spt biase...tak de rase ape lidah nieh...

Mase classmates aku smpai kelas, rumet aku nye muke brubah nmpak aku dh smpai dulu.Mestilah aku naik bas, takkan naik keta kan?Die trus dok tpt len.Then tah cammane..dlm tempoh pengajaran tuh, Mr Baha amik notes aku.Rupenye formula2 yg die bg slame nieh, aku jek yg salin.Uiks, berhemah jugak Cik Sha rupenye?Hahahhaa..sepemalas2 aku...

Aku wilex jek...dlm kelas sume.Mase die pulangkan aku punye tutorial, die discuss balik.Yg best tuh die leh komen ade satu tuh aku tersalah formula.Aku letak pembawah dekat penyebut...kire nominator ngan denominator aku salah laaa..Terkejut aku..sbb kali nieh die layan aku baik jugak.Dulu mase FM dielah lecturer paling tak considerate skali...Kali nieh baik pulak die tegur aku..

"Nurshahida...u dah siap keje I, kan? Jawapan u betul tak?"

Hmm..tak sia2 aku wat tutorial die arituh...Kalo tak sah2 aku kena soal byk2 macam rumet aku (tuhla...aku jage wat tutorial pg2, marah)Aku rase rumet aku tuh marah kot sbb Mr Baha tgur2 aku td...Die trus bla dgn jeling jek kat aku..arrgghh...lantak...lepas nieh aku nak balik.

Okeh..itu jek story aku kali nieh...

Sbrnye aku ade plan utk arinieh..Tp ntah leh jadik ntah tidak plan aku tuh..Ape plannye? Kite tunggu laaa nnt bile aku update blog..aku takut tak jadi..See u next episode!:P


p/s: Nieh lagu fav aku... Alicia Keys!!!(tak tau la brape byk lagu Karma aku minat (Cokelat, Wings, alicia Keys)and quiz aku...uiks...? Pelik tp benar jawapan kuiz aku kali nieh..huhu

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