Monday, June 27, 2005

What Type of Killer Are You?

What Type of Killer Are You?


Revenge killer



You kill for
revenge.

That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes



INCOMPLETE -BACKSTREET BOYS


Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don'twanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete


Sepanjang dua ari nieh aku off hp. Sowilah utk geng lemak yg tercayang...aku tak perasan ko call aku. Aku tak keje ari Sabtu arituh. Saje aku letakkan fon jauh2 sbb aku malas nak melayan fon tuh. Kesian 3210 aku...slalunye die jek yg melekat ngan aku. Nak tido pun peluk die. Tp skang apekan daye...tuan die takde mood nak melayan die...huuuuu...


Credit pun sengaje aku tak topup wat mase nieh. Bukan aje sbb nak berjimat, duit boleh gune utk tambang gi keje...tp aku sniri takde ati nak topup. Dulu walopon sikit2...aku akan kumpul utk topup....tp skang...I just simply feel nothing. Aku nak topup pun Yati kat Kota Tinggi...Kak Sya dah pergi...kwn2 aku sniri aku jarang nak call...wat mase nieh pulak aku dok umah...so, what's the purpose? Dulu bolehlaaa....topup sbb aku tau sape yg aku nak sms, nak call...skang...? I just need sumtime for myself...


Ari Sabtu aku tak buat ape. Just lepak jek.Aku bangun lambat gak...lepas Subuh aku trus tido. Aku rase ibu pon kesian kot tgk aku. So, die bagi jekla aku tido. Aku penat sbnrnye bukan sbb keje, tp mase nak balik keje arituh. Bas aku lambat...dah dekat nak maghrib baru sampai. Dahla aku bawak banyak barang arituh. Tambah pulak balik2 jek trus masak...last2 dpn tv tuh aku dah lentok dah.


Aku pun bukan suke sangat jage malam2 skang nieh. Bukan ade sape2 yg jage. Nanti aku tgk tv sorang2. Kalo takpun aku melangok dlm bilik. Dulu malam2 aku men sms kee..ape ke..Skang dah takde mende aku leh wat malam2. Aku malas, Nanti kalo dibiar aku nieh menung...paham2 sniri ape jadik...


Ahad, lepas Subuh aku pi naik bas, beli ikan...beli sayur. Like I said before...keep myself busy at the moment. Balik, aku masak...aku join adik2 aku wat pape pon....kemas..watlah ape aku nak buat pon. Yg pasti jgn masuk bilik. Bilik tuh utk tido jek...jgn menung2..wilex...keep myself busy. And dats why fon aku terpakse kuar dr agenda aku...


Arituh, mase aku nak balik dr keje...aku dpt satu sms. Die anta...msg forwarded sbnrnye, yg diedit...Last skali ade phrase "SAJE NAK SHA". Aku dah agak....msg nieh bile aku bace macam tak logik jek...Tak serupa ngan ape yg berlaku. Tp biarkan jeklaa.. Pg Sabtu, die anta sms lagi...die cakap...die tertinggal perkataan "kacau".
See...aku dah agak. Since then sampai ke pagi nieh..no more sms from him. Hmm...jgnlah risau...aku tak perasan pun..if itu yg die fikirkan...Aku berpijak pade bumi yg nyata...sms nieh aku dpt skang, bukan dulu...


So, arinieh my boss gi KL. Nie yg aku gune jap internet sementara fax tak masuk lagik. Itupun jgnla amik kesempatan kan...


So, nanti2la gua story lagik ek....Wat mase nieh byk keje nak wat...hehee..see yaaa...thanx sbb membace :D
p/s: nieh lagu fav wat mase skang....BACKSTREET'S BACK...ALRITE!

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