Tuesday, July 11, 2006

meset...



IT'S GONNA BE ME- N'SYNC

It's gonna be me
Ooh, yeah

You might been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen 'em all come and go, oh
I remember you told me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that’s why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
Guess what?
It’s gonna be me

You've got no choice, babe
But to move on, and you know
There ain't no time to waste
Cause you're just too blind to see
But in the end, you know it’s gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
(Somebody)
Guess what?
It's gonna be me

It's gonna be me
Ooh, yeah

There comes a day
When I’ll be the one
You'll see
It’s gonna...
It’s gonna be me

All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don't wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When finally you get to love
Guess what, guess what

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
Guess what?
It's gonna be me

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
(Don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
(Love somebody)
Guess what?
(Guess what?)
It's gonna be me


Hmmm...aku tgk feedbacks kat sini kasik aku gelak. Ape deiii....adik2 skalian! Kowang ingat senang ke nak kawen beb. If u ask, dlm seumo idup aku inilah topik yg paling aku avoid...seavoid2nye!!! Woooooo...hot topic!!! Ouch!!

Bukan taknak fall in luv. But I dun wanna make it easy. Aku paling fobia kalo org kate aku nieh senang nak dpt, kay! Org kate me gedikz wa boleh trime...tp org kate wa easy...hm..alangkah tak seronoknye!

Btw...we went to see each other again last weekend. As usual, it was fun. We went to Haagen Dasz. Kadang2 aku rase die macam paham jek ape aku suke. Die tak rase weird nak makan Tepanyaki ngan aku, brought me to Chillis...n knew how to order for me. Bab yg ini...die langsung tak kantoi! U can say he's into dis romantic mood where he can make me flattered...tp...as usual...GUARD YOUR HEART, CIK SHA!!!

He talked about marriage. Nganga luas2 Cik Sha?! Yess...nganga. Direct, takde nak sorok2...looked into my eyes when mentioning it. Senang2 cakap he wants to take me as his wife? Gilo pooooo...??? Nganga macam BlueHyppo. N as usual...aku diam membisu seribu bahasa...

Honest- aku caring when it comes to him. But no sweety2 matters. Aku suke die call n amik berat sal aku? Yes. Aku suke die sayang2 aku? Yes. Things are nice in its own way. Cume aku yg tak tau ape aku rase. Macam dulu bile aku fall in luv...ko rase cam melayang n suke giler bangat ngan org tuh. Tp skang ape aku rase? I like to have him around me. I like what he's doing for n to me. But there's sumthing inside here makes me take a further step behind...aku taknak mende nieh sume hanye bile die nak mengusha jek! Sok2 dah jd awek mampus aku kena bantai...Tuh pasal aku wisau!

Die kate aku cruel. Yeke? Hehehe...kalo die tgk dulu org yg cruel kat aku...mesti die kate aku tak cruel dah. Care die macam lagu N'SYNC kat atas nieh, sangat2 kompiden buat aku tertanye2 betul ke ape yg aku tgh lalui skang. Die mintak, aku wat solat istikharah banyak2 so dat aku leh pk mane aku nak pilih...so does ibu.

I talked to ibu. Cian aku tgk ibu aku nieh. Rasenye die paham nape aku susah sangat nak menerima, ape lagik speaking about marriage. She's hepi enuff nak bagitau aku yg die suke kalo aku kawen. Even aku still tak bawak orgnye lagik...n mende nieh just discussions. Sbnrnye...sume nieh pasal family, penerimaan n tanggungjawab. Susah nak bagitau org pasal ape yg jd...ape yg aku ade. Boleh ke die nak accept lagik when he knows the whole truth? Even if he is, what about his circle of people...boleh ke?

I dun have luv to offer. Dat why when he's speaking about luv...looked at me n said, "I luv u"...calling me "sayang"...i just look at him. Frustrating kan care aku nieh? I am lucky enuff when he just said, "We'll heal each other" "Let me take care of u"...at least, at the moment die leh paham.

Ntahla...tak tau smpai bile macam nieh. Just rase, kalo die betul2 sayang...tunggulah...

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