Sunday, July 09, 2006

What Do Guys Love About You?

What Do Guys Love About You?

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NOVEMBER RAIN -GUNS AND ROSES

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this auch a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Duuuuuuuuuuppppp...terantuk!!!! Nieh sume sbb aku bukak mulut dulu pasal Guns and Roses. Aku mmg la suke lagu nieh, but aku tak pernah2 amik tau pasal lyrics cuz lagu nieh bukan top list aku. Kdg2 bile kite nyanyi lagu tuh kite bukan prasan lyrics kan...pakai nyanyi jek. Skali tibe2...dis song wuz dedicated to me. Bukak lyrics...rase terantuk la plak...Ampeh tullll!!!Semlm we had our 1st misunderstanding...hehe. Lawak aaa. Aku tak tau aaa plak yg lyrics nieh pasal time..Kesimpulannye..lenkali kalo nyanyi...tgk lyrics dulu...hehehe...

It's about time. Aku tak kate lagu nieh tak relevant. In fact, sangat relevant. Mase aku cakap,"I just need sum time", die diam jek. Aku paham bukan senang nak trime decision yg aku dh wat. Kdg pangai aku yg "so near yet so far" nieh buat die pening ngan aku. Aku pon tak tau sampai bile die nak tahan. Die diam...then die ckp, "Give dis relationship a chance, Sha". Aku jawab balik, "Am i giving u chance now?" Die terus pandang aku n jawab yes. Tp tgk muke die mmg tak puas ati kan...so aku diam...n aku cume ckp, "I don't want us moving too fast.." N last2 die senyap...drove until we reached my parents'. Itupon...gua tak bagi masuk rumah...sum other time!!! Mmg masak kalo die jupe parents aku nanti!!!Looking at his expression...mmg sangat bengang!


I've never met such a straightforward person in my life. Senang2 ati die tak berkias2...terus tanye soklan2 pelik nieh. Langsung takde pusing ape, ajak aku kuar. N as usual...aku yg suke buat pangai loyar buruk nieh kadang2 bisu dibuatnye. I said,"I dun think I'll get married before 30...". Jawapan die buat aku terdiam trus,"Then macam mane i nak kawen ngan u nanti?"Amboi2...senang nye die cakap.

But back to the things I wanted, these are the things yg aku nak, kan. I mean...I had enuff of kias n malu dlm relationship mase aku dgn ex aku dulu. Aku malas nak memahamkan sniri sumenye. But come to think about it again...aku tergamam pulak bile jupe yg macam nieh!

Jawapannnye, aku suke ke tidak ngan die, kan. Owait...i feel safe wit him, feel useful...If u dare ask me about whether he is intelligent enuff for me, he is. He understands what I'm talking about. He luvs futbol...he luvs F1...he luvs dining out like me...He appreciate my interest in books...in fact die pon bace buku. He met me expectations? Hahaha...nieh susah sket nak ckp. Basically my gals akan terkejut la kalo nak judge bab apperance sbb die sangatla tak ensem. 1st kalo ikut dr segi rupe....dah out, beb!!!! Tp lepas tuh aku pk rationale balik, mende nieh tak bawak ke mane...aku diamkan aje. At the end of the day...tak kisah pon. Then come to think about which skool he was from...RMC...dah kantoi! Aku punye la tak minat RMC boys dulu...n I'm dating to one now? Adoiiii...n so many other things yg langsung tak kena in principles pasal die nieh...

Back at home...bile aku 1st kuar ngan die. I just mentioned his age to my mum...mak aku terus gelak tak ingat. Tau ape ibu aku cakap?Bagusla tuh!!!Older guys knows what they want...". Me trying to explain macam mane directnye die nieh punye approach...ibu aku dgn muke relax berkate, "baguslah tuh".

Bile die anta aku balik, ayah ternampak. Ayah tak tanye, but ibu explained to ayah depan aku. Malu tah hingat aku jdnye. Penat jugak aku nak explain die bukan bf aku, just kwn satu tpt keje. Guess what ayah said? I can't believe dis is my father's sentence:"Sayang org yg sayang kite..." N aku terus blur...

Smalam, aku smpai2...die tgh bz. Die gamit aku, sbb die takleh ckp (tgh dok melayan mat salleh tuh!). Tibe2 die letak ferraro rocher kat dlm tangan aku. Aku pandang die, die dok sengih2 jek. Bodoh tul. Last2 aku bla. Before die balik, die singgah kat table aku, ckp nak balik. Punye hebat kitowang cover...tp tibe2 die bukak aspect aku, tgk AHT. Aku punye hangin sbb aku bad mood! AHT aku tinggi....n the only person yg aku taknak menyakitkan ati aku is:HIM. Aku pandang die, aku terus bla jek...die blur...

Mase break, lepas Isya' die call. We had our talk...all went well...tuh yg jd smpai topik November Rain nieh kuar..sbb die tgh dgr Guns and Roses mase call aku...n...last2..."I'm falling for u...". As usual...aku senyap. What i can say..."I can't reply anything u say..." n...."I'll wait.". He doesn't know at dat point of time I wuz going to cry. I'm still wondering why it hurts so much...n he's the victim of the situation at last...

Macam lagu Melly ngan Kris...Naluri ku berkata...tak ingin terulang lagi....kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa...

Teruk jugak bile dah sekali putus cinta nieh...

p/s: Aku wat quiz nieh...poyo jek!

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