Monday, January 30, 2006

purple hanami



Satu Muharram detik permulaan
Penghijrahan tahun Islam Hijrah
Perpindahan Nabi dan umat Islam
Dari Kota Mekah ke Kota Madinah

Atas keyakinan dan iman yang teguh
Kaum Muhajirin dan Ansar bersatu
Rela berkorban harta dan nyawa
Demi menegakkan Islam tercinta

Hijrah itu pengorbanan
Hijrah itu perjuangan
Hijrah itu persaudaraan
Hijrah membentuk perpaduan

Oleh itu mari semua
Kita sambut Maal Hijrah
Tingkatkan semangat tegakkan syiar Islam
Untuk sepanjang zaman



SLAMAT MENYAMBUT MAAL HIJRAH!

Nk bebel2 cakap....smoge hijrah ke yg lebih baik la...berfalsampah...aku tak reti..n furthermore takmo jd hipokrit nak nasihat agame kat org bla..bla..

So, just wish better life for everybody...masing2 pon blaja pasal Hijrah mase sekolah...so, praktikkanlah ilmu2 anda ye...An ustazah, I'm not. Takmo over perasan wokeh!

Well....apepon, lagu atas nieh slalu mengingat kan aku sal Maal Hijrah....kefahaman yg cukup mendalam sal peristiwa hijrah nieh boleh diketahui pakai lyrics lagu nieh. Meaning dat, owang yg wat lyrics nieh senang nak memakukan ingatan sal Hijrah the moment org2 cam aku dgr lagu nieh.

Kecik2 dulu, kalo tgk klip lagu nieh, mesti ingat urup "ha" gulung tuh kuar kan..simbol maal hijrah dr thn ke thn kat Mesia nieh. Pastuh kat sekolah ade sambutan, ade cerite..kire clear pasal Maal Hijrah nieh...

Cume balik kg arituh aku tak paham asal adik2 sepupu aku cam blur...tak paham sal Hijrah. Bile tanye, diorg cume tau pasal "Hijrah Minda"- dr yg buruk ke yg baik. Peristiwa Hijrah...dowang blur...n diorg langsung tak hapal lagu Hijrah macam mase aku kecik2...uikkks?

Tak tau la ustazah tak ajar ke, diorg mmg tak amik tau ke...tp macam len jek style blaja aku mase budak2 ngan budak2 skang. Apasal diorg byk tak reti ek?

Tak pandai aaa...just wondering...

Okeh aaa...mende nieh aku amik kat satu site tuh...carik purple cherry blossom yg aku sangat minat, jupe gambo nieh. Menurut kate tuan punye site, dis sakura pix are from Kobayama, Japan. Dunno kat ne! Hihihi..Penat carik greetings awal muharram tak jupe...sowi!

Sunday, January 29, 2006

mcd cine!

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LOVE FOOL- THE CARDIGANS

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there's nothing
That I can do to make you do

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do!

So I cry, I pray, and I beg

Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me

Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you

Lately I've desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done
In another way to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go

Gong Xi Fat Caiii...Kong Hi Fatt Choy!!

Bile ek...makan mende nieh. Lame dah. December last yr kot gambo nieh. Mase tuh gi visit Siti kat tpt keje die. Tapau McD, makan ngan die. Dun ask...kalo aku dh makan merapu2 mahal camnieh...adelah org yg banje! Ntah bilenye nak banje org, tak tau laaa...:(

Arinieh Chinese New Year...nieh dh on the way nak balik umah wan. Ape2 nnt aku story kendian. Tp doa2 jelah sumenye okay ek...Okay mmg okay la nak balik umah wan...Tp slalu kalo dh balik, dh nak balik umah parents aku balik leceh betul!

So, no stories aaa...arinieh nak balik kg...then bile korek2 gambo jupe gambo Prosperity Burger...burger CNY kan. Hihi. Mase student dulu every CNY prosperity burger is a must. Macam sushi every sem jugak. Anything ade black pepper mmg jd fav aku slalunye:D

Okeh aaa...nak story kenangan...malas plak rasenye! Hihi. Nk sambung tgk cite Cine. Doakan malam nieh leh tgk bola...cuz atuk ade Astro. Tp, kalo die nak tgk Ria/P.Ramlee...lupekan yg lain...huwaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

p/s: Lagu mengade ku:D

Saturday, January 28, 2006

s.h.e


KISS ME- SIX PENCE NON THE RICHER

Kiss me out on the bearded barley
Lightly beside the green green grass
Swing swing swing the spinning steps
You wear that shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, Kiss me
Beneath the milky twilight
Lead me, out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hands strike up the band
And make the fireflies dance silver moon sparkling
So, kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken treehouse
Swing me up on it's hanging time
Bring bring bring the flowered hat
We'll use the trail marked down your father's map

Malam nieh makan busat! Ahaks! Aku tak makan busat pon arinieh...huhu..macam biase jek. Arinieh, hari ulam. Jupe pegage, rebus jantung pisang, amik cherry tomato, ngan petai. Amik smbal belacan, nasik sikit. Makan! Sudah! Kenyang jugak jd kambing arinieh:D

Takmo story sal makan aaa arinieh. Arinieh frust sbb takleh tgk Last Christmas...huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....ceeeediiiiiihhhhhh!!! Penat tunggu dr siang td...huuuuuuuu:(

Takde mende nak cite. Arinieh tak best. Sbb...dpt call suh balik kampung! Ergghhh...bkn kampung tuh umah mak ayah aku, umah mak ayah aku takpe. Nieh balik umah wan aku. Takpe laaaa....cerite merajuk nieh biarlah aku simpan dlm ati. Sok balikla aku...kite tgk jelah ape citenye. It's an order tuh...sian parents aku. Tak ckp pon ngan parents aku nak suh aku balik. Kot ye pon ckplah ngan parents aku, mane tau diorg ade plan diorg. Ni trus order aku balik jek. Aku ni anak sape. Kalo la ckp elok2. Marah jugak nieh sbnrnye. Sabo jelah Cik Sha:(

Okeh...cite len aaa. Tak besh cite nieh! Arinieh aku tgk S.H.E nye videoclips. Dh kate malam nieh makan busat, takleh tgk Last Christmas...so, last2 tgk S.H.E! Hmm...best gak lagu2 dowang nieh. Not bad. Video clip pon best. Kire Destiny's Child Chinese Style la!:)

Tp Cik Sha more to Hong Kong la...so, takleh challenge lagik la minat kat Hong Kong style nieh:) Taiwan bukan pe..bile Mandarin bunyi tak best...agikpon cam jiwang sket. Hong Kong style sempoi:)

So, tonite...gua mau spend my nite tgk cite Cine!!! Lau Tak Kwah!!! Hihi. Yeayyy...pasal besok...we'll talk tomorrow la. Ntah ape akan terjadi kan!;)

p/s: lagu nieh 1st song nyanyi karaoke depan kengkawan...uhukk...tak best pon! Just pilih lagu nieh becuz nieh lagu paling senang nak nyanyi:P

Friday, January 27, 2006

pretzel

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I WANT IT THAT WAY-BACKSTREET BOYS

You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never want to hear you say
I want it that way

Am I you fire
The one desire
Desir...it's too late
I want it that way

Now I can see that we're fallin' apart
From the way that it used to be...yeah
No matter the distance I want you to know
That deep down inside of me....

Skali imbas, rasenye ape aku nak highlight dlm gambo nieh ek. Hmm....sbnrnye dh silap amik gambo nieh. Hihi...patut zoom dulu baru click. Tp nak angkat camera lame2 kat public cam malas plak...So, ended up...gambo nieh pon not bad jugak kan?!:D

Hmmm...sbnrnye aku nak mkn mende dlm gambo nieh. Tuuuuuhhh....yg ade name Aunty Anne's tuh! Bkn yg besar gantung tuh laaa..yg jual kat stall tuh..huuuuu...lamenye tak mkn pretzel!:(

My sifu for pretzel was Fairuz. She was the one who ate these kinds of things la. Becuz die nye makanan leh jd weird, but in gud ways. Die adelah sumone...yg kalo gi buffet sangat rugi, sbb die makan ciput sangat (which is why her body is beautiful). Pastu, die makan satu jenis lauk je setiap kali makan, nasik setengah. Hehe. Best kan, dpt selera die nieh. Kalo Cik Sha ikut sure kurus bangat! Taklah tembam cenggini, ye tak?!:P

Since memperkenalkan pretzels kepade aku, aku pon jd sangat suke pretzels....except aku suke flavour len, die ske len...Die suke almond, cinnamon sume tuh...ade honey...the sweet ones, but Cik Sha alwiz like the salty one. Masam2 masin. Sour cream and onion. Yg powder putih2 tuh. Masam la...tak ramai suke. But kalo ikutkan sbnrnye kalo pastry mmg aku suke whatever pretzels pon. Kenyang....no need to eat rice! Yeayyy....

But now, pandang pretzel pon beragak. Pandang kedai jelah. Missed those days makan pretzel ngan lime juice kat Aunty Anne's jek! Huuu...satu agik teman nak mkn pon takde gak. Su ade...but sure die nak makan nasik nye lepas tuh! Hehe. My bros....giler pe...sniri nak beli skeping pon takde duit...inikan plak nak blikan utk adik2....so pandang jek!!!

Sbnrnye kan...aku rase pretzel Aunty Anne's tuh dh besar dh...tp ade skali aku tgk Travel and Living...tgk la org German nye lifestyle kan. Pastuh, skali tgk2 diorg mlm2 kalo gi bar, ade satu bar yg menempatkan ramai sangat org. N die nye activity...drinking beers. Beer mug die jenis yg gabak giler macam float kat A&W, tp lagik besar dr tuh. Pastuh, what they eat....they're eating pretzels. Except dat, tak se-commercial kat Aunty Anne's, dowang nye ade syrup jek tuang kat pretzel tuh. (manis...erghhh..!!!).

Diorg nye waitress, jenis yg musculars sumenye. Sbb skali angkat....2 tray pretzels, 10 mug beer besar sekali peluk. Gempaq tul strength dowang angkat air haram tuh. Uiyooo. Diorg nye bar nieh tak gelap laaa...it's for friends and families. Jenis yg happening sbb sekampung ade kat situ kot! But, aku tak impress la ngan tuh sume (what is haram is still haram kan). I was just impressed the way they made the pretzels...macam senang tp susah jugak for me! N then, the size of the pretzels was about twice of the size I ate here! Giler...sini pon aku amik mase seari nak abiskan...inikan pulak yg kat sane tuh...ish!

Pastuh....mase kat One Tree Hill...Nathan ade keje wat pretzel mase die br kena halau ngan bapak die....pon besau jugak...mak aiiiihh...melantak gak omputih nieh kan!:P

Angan2 jek aaaa arinieh....nak makan pretzel....huhuhuuuu....dreamy....:(

p/s: lagu sedia ade agik!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

my robbie





Team aku kalah!
N9 kalah ngan Pahang. Ahahahaahahhahah...gelakkan sket! Mmg la tak best kalah kan...mane best, tp pandang2 balik....biarlah! Sbnrnye team N9 nieh bknlah team yg konsisten, jd aku hanye boleh gelak tp ttp sokong la! Dulu pernah nak jd champion league...last minute kena potong satu mate. So, cam skang kalo dowang teruk pon...tak heran! Gua sokong jugak! Lagikpon kesian org Pahang dh lame tak hepi2....hihi...Kay siap kem salam kat aku, tak gune tol...huhu. Su contact aku siap sampaikan salam si Kay. Cet! Dgn banggenye die tergelak. Siap mengatekan Pahang macam hero tamil agik, kalah dulu menang kendian. Yeke hero tamil? Hakhakhak..meh kite tgk manager Pahang. Hmmmmm....ade rupe nieh :P Minggu nieh mmg suwey....uhuhuhu...

Korean Hero
Ingat tak hero Korea mase World Cup 2002? He was the one who scored against Italy (terus tergolek kuar dr saingan..hihi). Kire golden goal la mase tuh! Pastu, kelab die mase tu -Perugia (Italian Club), mengamuk sbb Ahn tak men bagus pon kat club, tp utk negare tera plak. So, diorg nak sack die. Tp abes World Cup, die tak kena sack. Cerite pasal Ahn, tak brape menyerlah lepas tuh since Ahn adelah sowang striker. Bape byk plak striker yg lagik bagus dr Ahn kan? Lgpun apelah sangat Perugia. Seperti mane Ilhan Mansiz glamer kerana cute satu mase dulu (Ahn pon ade yg kate cute jugak), akhirnye bile dh abes World Cup tak menyerlah lagik, macam tuh jugak dgn Ahn. Tp lepas tuh, aku terbace...Ahn masuk Shimizu S-Pulse pastuh pindah Yokohama. Dua2 J-League tak silap aku la (Yokohama tuh kat Jupon...so takkan Liga Super kan? Hihi). Tak lame dulu, kuar agik cite Ahn, pindah kat Metz plak. Metz nieh rasenye French club. However, dgrnye jugak...ade strikers len yg dtg utk amik tpt Ahn. So, Ahn cam panicked la. Kebetulan...Blackburn Rovers mintak la die masuk trial...utk jd player Blackburn. Hmm..kalo sape tak paham trial nieh, die macam men CM jugak. Player dipanggey utk trial...dowang test, tgk okay ke tak okay. Pastuh, kalo puas ati...amik jd player. Slalu player utk trial nieh scout punye keje. Akan tetapi!!! Ahn-jung hwan dh masuk trial...menarik diri dr trial tuh. Sbb die rase, Blackburn Rovers tak beriye nak amik die jd player. So, he's staying with Metz. So...kite takkan nampak la hero Korea nieh men kat EPL. So, it will be Park n Lee only setakat ini. Ape pendapat Cik Sha? Aku rase kan..kite tgk jelah game World Cup sok2 ek...bagus agik ke tak si Ahn nieh. Pade aku, biase jek...taklah bagus giler:D

Zidane brenti...
Zidane tak men utk EPL..tp sbb die men utk France, aku tulih gaklah (aku kan minat byk player France). Zidane nye buzday June nieh. World Cup plak lebih kurang date buzday die kan. Buzday die yg ke-34 nieh mungkin buzday terakhir sebagai player bola (kire okay aaa tuh...Klinsmann pon quit time umo cenggini gak kan). Menurut kate Zidane...walopon die ade contract smpai 2007, tp die mungkin akan brenti awal. Sbb die sakit belakang yg tak boleh brenti. (alaaa...Real mmg susah nak jage kebajikan players, tgk jelah Woodgate injured almost a yr takde sape amik tau, kan!) Tapi, org paling tamak dlm dunia nieh (sape agik kalo bukan president Florentino Perez) kate die nak Zidane stay kat Real. Tp taklah men sangat...dlm pade smpai 2007 nieh die nak Zidane jd org tgh antare players ngan directors. Aku letak question mark kat sini. Players n directors? Hmmm...yeah rite! Mesti die nak Zidane jd sumone yg leh hubungkan die ngan players yg die nak bli. Who knows maybe Henry? Yelaaahh....dah Barca nak bli Henry...Kan Perez tuh tak ske org len lagik hebat? Think about it...

Kes tipu
Ingat tak kes tipu Reyes bile die konon2 disoal "Perez" nak ke tak masuk Real Madrid. Yg die terkantoi kate die nak men utk Real Madrid tuh. Walhal yg kantoikan die tuh wartawan ngaku jd Perez. Kali nieh, pihak yg same, menyamar jd "Pak Arab" bisnesmen yg Eriksson nak jupe. Pastuh, Eriksson pon kantoi....kena perangkap yg same. Yg teruknyeee..kantoi plak die sound2 players England nieh. Die kate Rio Fedinand -lazy. Die kate, Michael Owen tuh tak hepi kat Newcastle, die men utk Newcastle sbb die nak duit. Pastu, die kate Rooney ade temper. And die komen kate yg Beckam frustrated dok kat Real Madrid. Maybe...mende nieh betul. Tp, bile die ckp camnieh, effects kat players aaa. Dh aaa termalu kantoi, fans plak mule mempersoalkan komitmen players. Cthnye Owen. Tgh recover injury, pastu Liverpool ade hajat nak bli balik die. Tgk2...ckp camnieh, fans Newcastle dh mengungkit. Bosan aaa...br nak mengharap die balik Liverpool! :( Beck, slamat agik...arituh score byk goal utk Real. Rooney, temper2 pon bagus kan? The luckiest man in the planet rite now is definitely....Rio Ferdinand! Huhu...die score late goal tuh kan...huh, nyampah!:P N England is going to get a new manager! Ho Yeah!:)

Then Who....?
Alan Curbishley (Charlton), Steve McLaren(Boro) n Paul Jewell (Wigan) are the candidates for next England manager. Nampaknye dowang dh back to the roots balik la. Eriksson is the only non-English manager for England. So, sape pilihannye ek...?Hmmm....meh aku pk. Curbishley, bkn aku tak ske. Die nieh cam low profile sket. Tp, ade mase bile die mengkritik....podeh! Cam die kritik linesman dulu tuh kan. Tuh baru men utk club tuh! McLaren...macam hero 50's. Tp kat aku die okay pe. Setakat aku tgk penglibatan die utk England (ade satu game die act as assistant manager cenggitu laa....yg aku tau England's official. Tp tak ingat game mane, yg ingat qualifying round WC arituh!), boleh tahan. N one thing pasal Mclaren, die leh tgk org muda utk men utk England nieh, cam die amik dak Moorison tuh men utk Boro. Tp!!! The latest yg aku bace, diorg nak Jewell. Cewwwaahhh...org Liverpool lagik, walopon manager Wigan. Hehehe. Ntah aaa!!! Aku tak tau la si PJ nieh bleh ke tak...sbb die nieh cam leh tahan, care pemilihan player die tak glamer, tp effective. Tp die tak pandai pilih simpanan! Cube kowang tgk...players Wigan balik2 org yg same men sume game...mane tak penat....risk for injuries pon tinggi kan...?!!!

Emirates Stadium
Arsenal fans....lelong...lelongggg!!! Nnt before diorg robohkan Highbury, dowang akan lelong sume brg2 dlm tuh. Ade lebih kurang 5,000 items. Fuiiyooo!!! Ade...seats, signage, mende2 kat padang....huhu. Kire best gak kan? Ntah aaa...takde feeling aaa. Tp kalo Anfield roboh, mau meraung aku...huuuuuuuuuuuuu:(

Auuuuuu..auuuu....aauuuuuuu....
Macam lagu Siti Sarah yg awww...awww....tuh...Tajuknye Jgn Ko Mimpi. Hehehe...Bile aku bace tajuk news nieh nak tergelak plak aku. "Don't dream of me!" Itulaaa kate Nicholas Anelka. Everton nak bli die, tp die takmo. Sbb konon die dh ske aaa nak men kat kat club die skang, Fenerbahce. Tp yg gli ati aku bace tuh, "Having played for Liverpool, and worn Liverpool jersey, I will never wear Everton's". Konon la setia kot! Aku rase rubbish jek. Mmg Liverpool nye player susah nak pi Everton. Sbb musuh. But it is not impossible. Steve McMahon (bkn yg wrestling tuh, nieh former player Liverpool tau!), die men utk Everton, men utk Liverpool. Abel Xavier yg kena banned kes dadah tuh pon Everton-Liverpool. So, cam tak la dilarang sangat. Ke die nak promo balik Liverpool balik? Kat aku tak payah laa...22 games, 5 goals. Macam Crouch jek. Crouch pon dh byk goal dr 5 tuh. Aku mengaku die bagus, tp die tak bersungguh n setia. Tgk ape jd ngan Liverpool, die slalu kena banned jek. Wat pangai red card laa...itulah..inilah....prasan bagus kebykan masenye. Ngan MCity plak, bile team tuh tukar manager, ade prob sket...die takde pon nak stay. Tak payah laaaa....

Pujuk-memujuk
Thierry Henry memujuk...ihik...cam tak caye. Aku ingat keje pujuk-memujuk nieh cerite Beckham ngan Shearer jek. Rupenye Henry pon same. Die memujuk Theo Walcott...player mude Southampton. Bagus ke mamat nieh aaaa?!!! Chelsea pon nak bli die smpai tawar harge 12M. Gile ak? So, lepas diusha2...baru la aku tau, yg die nieh kononnye...men macam Henry. Org panggey die young Henry. Umo baru 16. Tp leh ke men 1st team? Aku tak rase die men 1st team kot. Len la die cam Rooney tuh...mmg hebat kan. Owen pon men umo2 gitu gak. Dh leh men utk England. So, I can't say la die bagus ke tidak. Yg pastinye org sume kate die nieh bagus...smpai kan Arsenal takmo ade satu team pon beli die. Die akan pakai jersey number 32 (awat la tak amik 27...lucky number aku...hehe). Rupe die tak ensem sangat cam pakwe aku si Pires, lebih kurang Ashley Cole jek aku tgk. Die akan men 1st team mungkin....lepas buzday die yg ke-17, itupon March 16 sok. (sbb rules=player mesti at least 17 br leh men 1st team). Wat mase nieh die cume scholar kat Arsenal. ITUPUN lepas dowang dh bayar 5M kat Southampton. Aiyaaakk...complicated bunyi mende nieh. Aku nampak so complicated, smpai aku teragak2 plak. Hehe. Sbb dlm pale otak aku, kalo dah macam nieh...nak tunggu buzday, bayar 5million baru leh jalan...macam ade chances team len nak pancing die sambil2 tuh. Mmg...die ade kate, die minat Arsenal jek...but who knows, rite? Tp...kate vice chairman Arsenal...diorg ade almost 10 dicuments nak sign so dat Walcott takleh gi memane. Yg kesian pasal si Walcott nieh, president Southampton la. Kena boo bile die kalah ngan Ipswich sbb die jual Walcott. Fans nieh macam la tak paham yg 12M tuh mahal utk team kecik cenggitu....aparaaaa.....

Sumenye mude
Kite tgk Arsenal purchase pattern in dis 2 3 weeks. Players under 21 sumenye. Emmanuel Adebayor (org Perak ke die nieh...hihi...macam Ada Bayar style Perak plak! Hihi). Taklah...Adebayor nieh org Togo (mungkin jugak Teluk Intan..hihi). Die men forward...hmm...boleh la. Ramai yg dah tua kan kat depan tuh. Vasiriki Abou Diaby (name gempak siot!) plak midfielder. Umo baru 19. Tp sumenye pelik2 aaa. Macam dr Afrika jek. So Walcott tuh kire okay aaa tuh, England. Tapi kehebatan...ntahlah! Kalo pon Afrika...bagilah yg sehebat Kanu!!!Adebayor tuh...die dh wat pangai tak baik ngan manager Togo die. Takmo men plak. Hish...ntah aaa..

Kalah!!!
Masih bercerite sal Arsenal. Byk story Arsenal kali nieh! Hehe. Arsenal kalah ngan Everton. Memalukan ke? Tak malu. Sbb aku pernah tgk MU berhempas pulas gak lawan Everton tuh. Kat Old Trafford plak tuh. So, aku nak kate Everton tak bagus...tak boleh sangat. Sbnrnye, nieh bkn soal bagus tak bagus....tp nieh soal relegation. Kowang tgk last season Norwich City nak kena relegated, diorg bersungguh sampai kalahkan MU kan? Teams yg nak kena relegated nieh (terkuar dr EPL), adelah teams yg spirit dowang tinggi2 blake sbb diorg terpakse! So, kite takleh kate bab bagus tak bagus la. Tp, yg aku perasan la...Arsenal, bile away games mmg teruk. And Everton taklah teruk bile kat home. Tul tak? Which one went wrong or rite? Aku pon wisau gak aaa tgk Arsenal cenggini. N aku plak takmo Everton relegated. Ntah aaa!! Memikirkan quality players tp team tak perform...cam tak feel la nak follow sal bola. Balik2 cerite Chelsea tp game diorg takde feel. Jenis players yg berlagak n takde passion nieh leceh nak tgk! Tp sume team dh tak konsisten...aiseh...bowing!!!

Draw la plak!
Arituh, aku kate...aku tak tau sape nak masuk Champions League selepas Chelsea, MU and Liverpool. Bkn nak kate pe, tp 3 tpt nieh nampak secured. Tp Spurs seri lak ngan Villa. So...kate Martin Jol, diorg frust aaa sbb patutnye dowang leh la rebut tpt dr Arsenal sbb Arsenal dh kalah. Tp yg aku rase impressed sket nieh statement David O'Leary (manager Villa) lepas game. Die puji la Spurs bagus, ade chance gi Champions League. Pastuh die puji la investments Spurs bagus...sume ade potential....bla..bla..bla...And he even commented yg season nieh the best Spurs team ever la. And I agreed with his opinion. Tp...ape yg menarik tuh....O'Leary nieh rupenye adelah former player Arsenal. Center Midfielder. Tp die tak kate pape sal former team die lak kan? Hmm...tak patriotic la kat aku. Even Hughes pon reti nak komen sal MU. Harry Redknapp for Liverpool. C'mon man...lift up ur old team la! Tak paham aku former players Arsenal nieh. Arituh Winterburn, skang O'Leary lak. (becuz in Liverpool, all I know is the former players; even if they become manager for other clubs, they still come to Liverpool' matches. e.g: Kenny Daglish n Ian Rush!). Yg best, Petit. At least die tak kutuk aaa...Die kate, Arsenal perlukan mase nak develop player mude2...Ish..ish..br satu season drop dh cenggini pon...Takde ke former players dowang yg nak bg guidance sket? Sian players mude2 tuh!

More about O'Leary
Villa dikatekan nak kena takeover kan? Aku rase aku ade tulih dlm nieh kot. Cormer brothers kot namenye. Well, skang kan kecoh..diorg kate mende tuh speculation, tp aku pon cam tak sure speculation ke mende ke...tp kate O'Leary, diorg cam susah nak wat defense yg elok sbb team diorg inconsistent. Tp, kalo tgk pade performance Sorensen last weekend, kire leh tahan la kan? (kuar kat byk gak newspaper yg aku dpt carik aaa) Ape yg aku dpt tau die byk wat saves. Cume yelaaa...cam Barry, Ridgewell...mmg slalu kena card. So, paham2 la...mmg leceh bile players slalu kena card nieh, nak2 plak Ridgewell tuh, slalu wat pangai aku tgk (tp die nieh ensem gak...huhu). Tp dek sebok konon nak takeover amende nieh sume, kecoh gak...kalo ade takeover, nnt Eriksson nk ganti O'Leary. So, cam kelam kabut laaa...mane plak nak campak mamat nieh kalo Eriksson jd manager kan? So, dowang pon interview la mamat nieh. Die kate, yg penting skang die concentrate kat football. Cettt...jawapan artis! :p So, sape ek yg rasenye nak dijadikan manager Villa? (macam org akan jwb who cares, Villa bukan tera kan!) Tp club nieh legend gak sbnrnye...ok pe players dowang. Who knows, one day die naik macam Spurs:)...back to zaman lame2 plak...Liverpool, MU, Spurs, Villa....(Chelsea tak masuk list! huhu)

Ramai2.....!!!(sebut style Mawi bile lupe lirik...ehehehe)
Mawi, bile die salah lirik nyanyi, die sebut...ramai2!!! Konon macam konsert aaa tuh. Bab nieh la yg kasik org kutuk die kan! Kat aku care yg tuh mmg stupid aaa...tak sesuai langsung. Sebbaik die improve kan! Okeh, forget about mamat glamer tuh. Tp ade satu team nieh, mmg improve tetibe. And die pon macam Mawi gak...tetibe cam ramai2!!! nak score gol. Gempak ak? Ntah aaa...aku tgk team nieh, kalo ikut name players, mmg macam star-studded team. Forsell, Dunn, Pennant...sumenye gud players pe. Skang diorg even ade Chris Sutton! Fullamaaakkkkk...1st boipren aku kat EPL nieh (dulu die men utk Norwich City mase 90s, then pindah Blackburn Rovers di zaman kegemilangan 3S-Shearer, Sutton and Sherwood, pastu pindah Celtic...and skang dh tua pindah Birmingham). Sayang aku tak dpt tgk game diorg hentam Portsmouth nieh. 5-0, and dowang kuar trus dr relegation area. Portsmouth plak yg kantoi. Tp Pennant la yg paling dpt byk pujian (aku pon slalu puji dak nieh). Satu jek kalo aku leh ckp ngan Steve Bruce....buang la Emile Heskey! Die tuh mmg suwey kat mane team die gi pon:P

So if Steve Bruce won dat game...
sambungan ayat di atas...so if he won dat game, Harry Redknapp, Portsmouth's existing hero...lost the game. Portsmouth....what when wrong ek? Sbb diorg jual players ke? Ntahlah...tp diorg mmg jatuh bile Perrin yg takeover tpt Redknapp dulu kan? Lps tuh Perrin was sacked n Redknapp came back. Macam cerite Industan plak! Huhu. Oooppss...by the way, Schwarzer (boro's keeper, Australian keeper) dgrnye pi Portsmouth? Aku cam tak pham gak die nye pilihan nieh. YG pastinye aku tak nampak langsung strategy Portsmouth nieh...dh nak kena relegated dh pon. Nak bersaing ngan Everton, WBA, Birmingham, Boro. Sume tuh leh tahan sbnrnye (kalo kite bace name players teams nieh kite still recognize agik kan?). Sape la nak kena relegated nieh...Aku takut dowang lawan Liverpool wehhh...Kdg2 games camnieh leh jd mengong n Liverpool kalah!:(

EPL African players
Not going to talk about Samuel Eto'o cuz he's playing for Barca. Tp kat African Cup nieh...byk kan, yg menyerlah? Cthnye....Drogba. Improved n improved...leh la kalo nak jd player yg dihormati (cume ntah apasal aku tak hormat...hehe). Aku tgk Drogba pakai baju Ivory Coast kaler oren, aku nak gelak besar2 plak. Haperah aku nieh. Hehe. Tp the orange jersey looked gud on him compared to the blue ones, kalo yg biru tulih Samsung tuh nampak kepam semacam jek..hihi. Okeh..we're not talking about jerseys, tp kebolehan players nieh. Aku sniri tgh menunggu time agaknye bile nak tgk sape paling menyerlah skang. Tp aku nak sangat tau bape ramai yg men utk African nations nieh kat EPL. Aku leh list sket jek aaa...aku tak pandai sangat bab2 org2 gelap nieh, mintak maaf! Nnt sape2 yg bace nieh, tlg la bg info if ade mase ek!

1. Michael Essien -Ghana/Chelsea
2. Didier Drogba-Ivory Coast/Chelsea
3. Mohamed Sissoko - Mali/Liverpool
4. Jay Jay Okocha - Nigeria/Bolton
5. Nwankwo Kanu -Nigeria/WBA
6. Mido -Egypt/Spurs
7. El Hadji Diouf- Senegal/Bolton
8. Lomana Lua Lua- Togo
9. Emmanuel Adebayor - Arsenal/Togo
10. Popa Bouba Diop - Senegal/Fulham

11. Henry Camara -Senegal/WBA

Pengetahuan kurang. Tak besh aa tak tau...aisehmen...

Diouf tolak ex bini org~!
Ade aaa ex-wife player Senegal nieh dtg kat nightclub. Fadiga, aku tak tau die men team mane aaa...tau die men utk Senegal jek. (name cam familiar tp aku yg blur) Pastuh, cam gaduh la. Skali si Diouf nieh tak pasal2 tolak ex wife org tuh. Pompuan tuh kate, Diouf pukul die, tp lawyer kate small contact aaa konon! Pastuh, die kena fined US$918 (sket kan?!). Org tuh unfit 25 days...die kena denda sket jek. Cam tak best kan cerite player bile die pukul2 nieh?

Fulham-Life after van de Sarr
Bile VDS decide nak join MU dulu, Fulham ilang keeper yg bagus. In fact, aku rase MU adelah pemerhati Fulham yg paling byk kot. Dulu Saha kan? So, now..Fulham dh pk nak bli players balik. So, the new one -Antti Niemi (macam anti-pepijat...hahaha). Org nieh keeper, men utk Southampton dulu, n pernah men utk Rangers ngan Hearts kat Scotland. Berketurunan Finland, same ngan Forsell n Hyppia. 34 yrs old....kat aku dh tua gak, tp keeper takpe kot? So...kire skang dh start bli balik, aku tak tau aa nasib. Yg the latest nasib die kena dgn Anton Ferdinand. Hehehe...tak dpt saved plak. Yg mamat Anton nieh (macam Sheila on 7 nye member plak name die! Hihi), abg die dh score arituh...so die pon cam nak tunjuk die bagus gak aaa...ntah aa!!! Dis season Fulham tak bagus sangat, tp kejayaan dowang mengalahkan Liverpool awal season dulu aku puji:)

Kekalahan itu....
Sengaje amik mase nak cerite sal MU vs Liverpool last week. Hahahahaha. C'mon la....sape yg nak bet ngan aku aritu? Aku kate MU menang kan? Okay....aku bentangkan nape prediction aku mengatekan Liverpool akan kalah last week. Walopon aku tak tgk game n susah nak update lately. There are few things u have to know about Liverpool yg membuatkan predictions tuh senang nak dibuat:

1. Game kat Old Trafford- well known. Spirit bile men kat home ground especially between MU ngan Liverpool ditentukan kat ground mane. Liverpool's games...walo diorg top form camne pon, jarang menang kat Old Trafford. Like betape bagusnye Liverpool di Anfield, slalu kat Old
Trafford Liverpool mmg tak bagus! (aku admit berdasarkan facts n history ek....bukan mengaku kalah nieh tau! Huhu)

2. Old Trafford strategy- C'mon...well known dowang nye rivalry dr zaman atuk2 kite agik. N kalo kowang gi Old Trafford (yg aku tau dr pembacaan), hanye ade lebih kurang 3,000 tickets utk opponent fans. N aku tak rase fans Liverpool ramai kat situ arituh. So...kat aku, Liverpool nak menang, slalu bergantung kat fans gak...:)

3. Luis Garcia injured- Luis Garcia, the moment aku bace die injured jek, aku tau susah nak menang. Sbb...senang jek! Strikers Liverpool tak brape bagus, yg bagus forwards and midfields...Tp yg paling bagus, defence (bukan aku ckp, tp bace graf Liverpool yg dikuarkan mase UEFA Champions...dowang letak comparison ngan AC Milan, Juventus n len2 team...Liverpool nye defence leh kate one of the best!). So...as for Luis Garcia...die adelah sumone yg leh diharapkan setiap kali ade harapan utk goal. Sbb die bukan striker. So, org tak target die sangat. With Crouch, Morientes and Ciise...aku rase impossible bile Garcia takde. Strikers Liverpool lagik senang bergerak kalo die ade. N aku tak payah elaborate....most Liverpool strikers are useless:D

4. Crouch-Ciise combination - mase aku wat bet tuh, aku mengagak yg Morientes injured or sedang recover. Not totally fit. So, the combination between Crouch n Ciise leh jd weird....ade time jd, ade time tak jd. Yg aku bayangkan, tak jd. Ciise tuh one man show. Crouch, kowang paham2 sniri (sumtimes I even feel dat he is outclass to play against big teams like MU or even Chelsea). So, aku tak nampak die punye power kat depan tuh. Pastuh, aku bayangkan Sinama Pongolle men forward, macam kureng jek...die tuh dh lame tak men. Aku bayangkan Kewell plak kat in front...macam tak brape best gak. Dgn Crouch, dua2 striker jd tinggi. Ciise pon same...tinggi. So, cam tak best la combination...Haiyaaaa....the only time Liverpool pernah menang vs MU aku tgk, Michael Owen yg jd striker...huhuuuuu.........

5. Stevie G - Stevie G adelah sumone yg dibenarkan men kat almost every position. Itu bkn aku kate, manager kate...org komen pon kate. Sbb, kalo kowang prati die nye kedudukan sebenar...midfielder center. Tp, slalu gak die men rite skang nieh. Sbb, Liverpool kurang player yg bagus sebelah kanan. However, perlu diingat...Stevie G senang nak tukar2 kedudukan kalo ade dua players nieh: Luis Garcia, Kewell, ngan Hamann. Especially ngan Luis Garcia, there are times yg kalo kowang prati game betul2...ade time, Stevie G kat kanan, ade time kat tgh...and ade time tibe2 forward. Die leh switch these positions ngan Garcia, n Alonso mase game. Ngan len2 players, jd....cume kurang effective. N with his reputation, takkan la players MU tak jage Gerrard kan?

6. Becuz they want it more than we do- Yup! paham ayat aku tulih nieh <----------sbb diorg lagik desperate nak mng dr Liverpool. In fact, their expectations are higher than us. Utk fans Liverpool, tak pernah mengharap langsung nak menang league. Kalo ikutkan...just dpt masuk UEFA cukup la. Tak UEFA Champions, UEFA Cup, Becuz dr dulu....mmg itu je harapannye. Janji games exciting, tak turun below 10...fans Liverpool tak kate ape. But for MU, of course dowang nak menang since diorg still simpan harapan potong Csea. Dowang pon perlukan kemenangan cuz...kalo kalah ade harapan Liverpool pintas, sbb Liverpool ade spare 2 game. Since their dreams are bigger that us...tak heran dowang menang! So...for me, kalah ke menang tak jd hal. Aku tau jek kalah, momantai! Gua relax jek. Asalkan game ade fight...aku bace tak sakit ati, sudah. For Cik Ayen yg mengatekan MU conquer game, well...hihi...fan MU sowang nieh. So, for me...aku leh bajet Liverpool men camne. Since men kat Old Trafford, mesti diorg akan men defensive. Dh style dowang men away camtuh..cuz the best target dowang ialah utk seri sahaje. Cth dowang defensive, mase lwn Juventus-away. Lwn Chelsea-away. N for counter attack tuh....mmg strength Liverpool kat counter attack. Kalo tak, takkan Capello leh kate, jgn bg Liverpool wat counter attacks kan? Hmmm...itulah penjelasan saye... Nak kate frust..tak, Liverpool dh biase kalah. Season nieh pon dh kire bagus dh diorg men. N, never ever ade dream Liverpool nak menang league slame nieh. So, dis season is consider....HEAVEN:)

Dun mess with me laaaaa...
MU-Liverpool. Bace sokkaba baru nieh gelak! Hihi. Org kate rivalry la. Mmg dr dulu pon rivalry...sbb team len nieh nak top form, lambat. Skang boleh la org nak kate, diorg Blues fans....diorg Spurs fans...Aku leh kate, if org yg minat Spurs tuh baye2 bapak aku (let's say Shebby Singh), mmg betul die Spurs fan...sbb mase zaman diorg Spur top. Dulu Spurs ade Adilles, Archibald (ejaan tak betul, mintak maaf...sbb nieh aku bajet ikut pronounciation parents aku yg rajin bercerite kat aku nieh!). N then...Spurs pernah turun kan! Since then, besides bapak2...aku tak tau plak ade yg baye2 aku minat Spurs. I can accept if they are MU fans, Arsenal fans...zaman kitowang membesar these 2 teams WERE the kings. As for Liverpool...I alwiz have the chances dok ngan org tua, since Liverpool tak ramai fans dr kalangan baye aku. Kalo pon ade yg minat...atas2 sket umo aku mungkin kot. Itupon, if they crazy enuff about Fowler, Collymore n Mcmanaman. Zaman tuh pon biase je, tak power sangat sbnrnye. Except dat aku jek yg giler tgk pale si Collymore tuh (muke notty....comey!). But pandang establishment la, mat! Sejak bile teams tuh bagus. Org yg baru minat bola boleh aaa nak men minat2 Chelsea. Tuh suke ati kowang aaa. Tp sbg nak men kutuk2 ngan aku...I dun accept posers. Hihi. Mintak maaf, pak! Walopon aku tak suke MU, kadang2 ade fans die yg aku nak campak terjun bangunan...sum of them, yg BETUL2 minat bola, gua layan aaa. Arsenal fans, acceptable kot (aku kan giler kat Pires n Henry!). Spurs fans...aku layan. Villas, layan. Wigan pon aku layan! Tp...jgn men kutuk kalo tak tau. Aku melayan kutukan...but! Dgn org2 yg betul2 minat bola<-------------pandang gua underline 2 words tuh!

Too many Liverpool posers lately...
Oh damn...aku benci dowang. (sowi, penggunaaan bahse skang agak teruk, tak pe la ek..aku taknak hipokrit!). Since menang UEFACL nieh, sume nak ngaku Liverpool fans. Lagik2 budak2. Budak2 pon aku trime...biase aa..dulu mase MU ke, AC Milan ke tera dowang tau sal team tuh sbb knowledge n exposure sal team bawah2 nieh tak byk. Tp yg dh tua2 nieh, aiseh....rentikanlah! Ade org tanye nape aku dh tak join any community macam dulu. Sbb yg simple: Community aku join dh takde, n kalo ade pon aku bla. Aku taknak bace la whatever dis posers tulih. Siap letak crest Liverpool lagik! Aisehmeenn...whyyyyyyyyy laaaa.....!!!! Bukan aku tak bagi minat....but I hate people yg baru nak tau, tp poyo. Pastuh carik gaduh ngan team len. Tak ke bangang tuh. Fans Liverpool yg pure, tak pandai nak men ejek2 melebih2 nieh weh! Kalo tak, aku takde kawan aaa. Kwn2 aku sume MU n Arsenal! Apasal aku leh harmoni kowang tak boleh nie wehhhhhhhhh....

Carling Cup final...
MU vs Wigan? Mane nak sokong nieh...MU ke Wigan. Same jek dua2 pon bkn team aku. Hehehe. Tp experience ade kat MU. Wigan tarak. Tp nak sokong sangat MU pon tak boleh, dah melanggar etika! Hahaha. Kang takde modal plak nak gaduh ngan Ayen...kihkih...Ntah aaa!! Kite tgk final nnt. Kalo Christiano Ronaldo men....aku sokong Wigan! Kalo Park Ji Sung men....leh la tgk MU (tp takkan cakap jugak word sokong MU tuh...mane boleh...nehiii!!!:p)

John Arne Riise until 2009
Huiyyooo....now I can call dis man one of the most loyal player in Liverpool. 1st yg aku panggey cenggitu dulu, Jamie Carragher. Sbb dr umo 8 thn dh men utk Liverpool until now...dh 30 kot. Pastuh komited lak tuh! And then....sape agik kalo bkn pakwe aku yg tak encem tp best...Stevie G, kerane sanggup menolak pinangan Chelsea yg bg gaji banyak. N now...the 2nd highest paid player in Liverpool- John Arne Riise akan stay with Liverpool until 2009. Huiiyooo...cam tak caye aa si pengganas sowang nieh punye statement. Tp bile aku tgk camnieh, cam lega gak aaa. Loyalty amat penting dlm Liverpool nieh, bkn masalah len. Sbb Liverpool bayar gaji tak semahal club len, cume yg penting men as a team. Bkn glamer yg dicarik kalo men utk Liverpool nieh! (ape sangat la glamer Liverpool kalo nak compare ngan MU or Real Madrid!). Tp...still ade players yg dh menyatakan kesudian nak pencen kat Liverpool. Hamann, Hyppia, Carragher, Luis Garcia...n maybe kalo tak silap aku, Zenden. Yg aku tak sure skang Alonso. Huuuuhhh...ramai org nak bli tetibe nieh. Hampeh betul....wisau aku:(

Dean Kiely
Dean Kiely was in Charlton as a goalkeeper. Now he's in Portsmouth. Umo=35 yrs old. Die pernah men utk Republic of Ireland. Sbnrnye...Pompey dh de 2 keepers - Ashdown ngan Westerveld (okay gak pe?uiiikkss?). Tp maybe sbb lepas yg kalah 5-0 ngan Birmingham arituh wat dowang lagik cautious kot. Diorg dh sign byk gak org nieh. Maybe wat reshuffling balik since tukar manager arituh. Uiyyooo...relegated ke nnt ek? Ntah aaaa!!

Denda
Ashley Cole= 100,000 pounds---->cut down to 75,000 pounds
Jose Maurinho = 200,000 pounds ---->cut down to 75,000 pounds
Chelsea ---->300,000 pounds

Nieh pasal salah approach Ashley Cole arituh. Nk suh jd player, tp tak kena care. Skang dh denda, pastu appeal2...adelah potongan sket. Ade law, taknak ikut. Bayar jelah smpai 300K pon. Kan team byk duit....:P

Verbal confirmation
Verbally, Henry akan ke Barcelona. My fav team kat La Liga tuh (nak minat Real, susah...sbb slalu tamak). Best laa...sbb minat Henry, so, kalo pi Barca, best. Sbb minat Barca gak. Tp Barca league len!!! Huuuuuuuuuuu....takmooooo...nak suh die dok kat EPL jugak! Tak besh aaa brade seksi nieh pindah team! Errrghh...tak menarik la EPL nanti! Henryyyyyyyyy...dun gooooooooo...nehiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!:( (isk...dh sedih dah nieh!)

My hero is back in town!!!
Ho yeahhhh...my old hero is coming back home. Muuuuuuuuuuaaaaahhh!!! Gempaq aaa. Tak kisah la die bagus ke tak bagus skang, tp aku suke die. Sape agik kalo bukan, Robbie Fowler!. Manusia yg suke letak plaster kat idung tuh. Hihi. Die dh berpindah for free to Liverpool. Alaa...die nieh tak men lg pon takpe, aku tak kisah. Janji die balik Liverpool. Hepi aku! Br nie aku bace, he's the 2nd richest English player after Beckham. Walopon die tak kaye men bola, tp real estate punye investment menguntungkan n die byk sponsors. Tp, die nieh baran...kalo tak takkan gaduh ngan Le Saux (dulu die panggey Le Saux gay!). Smpai men ludah2 tuh...kena buang padang trus! Uiyooo...apepon aku suke die back to Liverpool. Hehe. Even Rafa pon pelik smpai die kate die tak pernah tgk sowang player over-excited nak balik team lame...hihi...C'mon la...die men utk Liverpool sejak kanak2 la!!!

Thank U Brade Toped!
Nk ucap thank u kat brade toped....junior aku kat UNITEN nieh! Toped telah membetulkan info yg aku bace salah kat paper itu ari. Kire best la toped...alert gak ko! Kalo tak smpai bebile aku kena tipu (cett...tak gune tol la). Susah tul dh takleh tgk game sniri! Huwaaaaaa.....maaaaakkkk...sambungla Astro tuh!!! Huuu.....:(

cekodok

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I THINK I'M PARANOID-GARBAGE

You can look but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven knows what you've got to prove

I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it

Bend me, break me
Any way you need me
All I want is you
Bend me, break me
Breaking down is easy
All I want is do

I fall down just to give you a thrill
Prop me up with another pill
If I should fail, I should fold
I nailed my faith to the sticking pole

I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it
I think I'm paranoid
And complicated

Steal me, deal me
Anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me
You can never change me
Love me, like me
Come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me
Go ahead and leave me

Bend me break me
Any way you need me
As long as I want you
It's all right...

Hihi. Okeh....meh cite pasal "cekodok" aku kat atas nieh....

Arinieh, Su contact aku...biase la, nk jupe. Smlm pon die dtg jupe aku. Bile die rase free...die mmg rajin nak berjumpe aku nieh. So, arinieh....jupe2 ingat nak makan same jek...mule2 die ngajak pi mapley. Aku tergelak jugak....minah nieh, sungguh pon die la kwn aku yg paling byk spend time ngan aku sepanjang kat UNITEN, tp die jugak tak same interest ngan aku. Huhu. Aku, mmg kaki lepak mapley. Ade dua sbb: Rawa tosei ngan bola. Rawa tosei...not sure la ade kat KL ke tak. Setakat aku tgk kat KL, tarak! Tak tau la tak pernah jupe ke pe. Rawa tosei, like tosei biase....tp die ade carrot, cumin (jintan manis), n cili hijau. Cicah ngan kuah kelape macam tosei tuh. Superb! Sbb pedas ade, rase tosei ade. Itu makanan aku kat mapley. Other than dat, kalo mase kat UNITEN dulu...of course roti telur+bawang+cili. Tak pon Nasik Goreng Ketam kat Rashmeir...hihi. Aku kuat makan laaa....so, no wonder got dis kind of appetite. Plus, sbb mapley tunjuk bola, so...dgn sendirinye tekak terdidik nak makan kat mapley nieh. Ihiiiiiiiikkk....Tp sume nieh Su tak minat. Su pon tak minat bola, kan.

Just like macam mane Su minat rojak, n I dun. Tp bile tibe2 die nak mkn kat mapley arituh wat aku terkejut jugak. Nak makan nasik la tuh. Okaylah..basically, tpt yg kitowang nak makan tuh not bad la. Not like Rashmier. Die ade ala2 macam Azwath kat Serdang tuh. So, makan la nasik, banana leaf. Kenyang giler...itupon puas aku bajet duit jgnlah over bajet. Dh kate mahal kan, mkn kat mapley nieh. Nk mkn tosei, minah tuh ajak makan nasik. Lgpon tghari....so, kembung la perut aku for today

Tibe2 ptg tuh, die ckp kat aku, ajak aku teman die dok umah die. Dak umah die balik kg dh sumenye. So, last2 gi la sane. Tp cam boring nak balik umah awal2. So, kitowang pon tgk tasik....dh takde mende nak wat kan! Nk naik cruise tuh berdua, membazir. Bajet agik! So, kitowang dok men tgk ikan. Siap ade tortoise agik kat tasik tuh. Tasik mane? Putrajaya aaa....itu yg paling dekat kan~! Takkan tasik UNITEN plak...hihi...itupon mase kitowang cerite2 nak pi tasik, bleh men gelak2 agik nak gi tasik mane...kat Putrajaya ke, kat Bangi or kat UNITEN....huhu...so decidedly...sbb nak menenangkan ati n pale...huhu...

Hmm...satu agik, gi tasik tuh saje jek. Lps tuh pi Carrefour kat Alamanda. Kalo slame nieh yg dekat tuh Mines, minah nieh dah pi Alamanda plak skang. Semenjak wat flyover kat depan Mines tuh mmg menyusahkan betul aaa. Asek jammed jek! Setiap kali jupe sure Su bebel pasal jln tuh dh sesak. Sebbaik gak aku dh takde kat UNITEN agik, kalo tak sure berapi nye nak pi berulang. Skang aku tgk teksi pon dh songel, macam malas nak pusing ke belakang wat u-turn nak pi ke UNITEN tuh...

Su sbnrnye nak suh aku masak fetucine. Tp....tak berbaloi kan, nak makan mende tuh 2 org? Kos tinggi plak. Nk simpan cheese lelame bkn elok. Last2 die p capai udang, sotong, cendawan, carrot. Kitowang nak wat cekodok! Hihi. Takdelah....kitowang men celup2 goreng jek. Sbb takmo makan nasik agik arinieh. Mau diingat yeeee....kwn aku sowang nieh mmg dermawan kuar duit. Tp bile nak masak, die leh tukang bancuh celup jek. Penakut minyak! Huhuhu....Bile sampai kat part sotong tuh mmg die lari awal2. Hehe. Aku mmg slalu kena letup ngan sotong tuh. Ade skali merah kat dada aku sbb sotong meletup. Aku pon tak tau aaa nape sotong suke meletup....dh tos pon meletup gak agik...huuuuuuuuu....

Tp takpela...bile dh tinggal dua org boleh aaa nak men gelak2. Jadik tak jadik...kitowang makan jek. Amik sos cili...amik black pepper sauce, yg takde mase tuh mayonis jek (tp takpe...dh kate dh mlm....so, takleh mkn byk2!). Mmg macam men masak2 jek...Aku pemalas nak wat air, die wat air...tukang serve pon die gak. Bentang sokkaba....start mkn. N di atas ialah hasilnye:D

Ape...buruk? Pakai bantai jek tuh. Janji dah masuk perut. Hehe. Lepas tuh...tgk Malcolm...tgk Ripley's...men wrestling2....zzzzz..zzz...Last time kitowang wat camnieh mase 3rd yr dulu;)

p/s: Malas nak carik lyrics lagu2 baru...lagikpon asek layan lagu lame skang....nieh one of the lyrics dlm buku aku. My song...:D

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

eriyza_qistina

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THAT'S WHY YOU GO AWAY- MLTR

Baby won't you tell me why
There is sadness in your eyes
I don't want to say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who feeling lost right now

Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away, I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you want to say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me, anymore...


Arinieh letak image kat atas nieh. From now on, buzday akan di wish care ini...malas nak carik gambo kek/card agik. Amik mase nak carik gambo kek, lagipon nnt ade org kek lawa, ade tak lawa. So, sume wish dlm blog nieh maybe akan ditukar ngan mende atas nieh. Standardize! Bermula ngan buzday Kak Sya...31/12 (dah tukar image!). For the person above, die ade nickname...sangat best nicknamenye. Tp aku rase name betul die agik best....so, aku letak name betul die. Sowi lambat wish! N sowi lame tak contact. Didoakan smoge pjg umo, murah rezki n cepat2 berjodoh ek:D

Sowi la greetings aku kaler macam chocolate Cadbury...ahakss...aku nieh mmg ade problem sket ngan kaler purple n pink...mmg suke jek kalo nampak 2 kaler nieh....hihi...sowi..sowi..

Pastu...lagu kat atas nieh actually tah hapasal...kemas2 bilik jumpe cd2 lame aku, jupe kaset2...n then buku lyrics aku!!! So, cam lagu nieh antare yg paling slalu aku nyanyi (skang kat tgh season album chentan kuar merate2, tak lame agik valentine's!) Takde kena mengena ngan aku pon bab chenta nieh, but ade time kite slalu nyanyi satu lagu yg tibe2 terlintas kat pale kan...so, utk arinieh, nieh lagu yg terlintas n ternyanyi tibe2...hehe...Sempena asek tgk Piano Love Songs nye iklan tuh...huhuuuuu...

Arinieh tak gaduh ngan Ayen. Yeaaaayyy...takpelah, malas nak wat sessi kaco mengaco ngan die awal2 minggu nieh. Org nak blaja, lgpon bg chance die manje2 ngan darling die. Hihi. Cume teragak la die dh leh men bola ke belum...hmmm...kan best kalo dpt tgk...Nk gi tgk kang jd pitnah plak! Aisehmennn...bosannye...(kalo tak leh tgk ade gaye Rooney/Kaka ke tidak...)Slalu perasan jek! Hihi


Oooopssss...cerite bola tunggu aaa ek. Aku byk nak cite, dh taip....tp tertinggal plak..hihi~! Sowiiii...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

kitty ku!

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HAND IN MY POCKET-ALANIS MORISSETTE

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
What it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab...


Hmmm!!! Ape nak cite. Pk...pk...pk....tingggg!!!Okeh la, meh kite cite.

Okehlaaahh....sbnrnye arinieh aku nak cakap pasal:KAWEN DAN MULUT.

Ahaakkkss...ape?! Kate aku dh buang tebiat? Neeeehiiiii...neeeehhiiii....belum lagik. Aku nak cakap sal kawen nieh, sbb td aku br berbincang ngan ibu aku sal cerite kawen nieh. Huhu...

Aku belum nak kawen agik. Tuh aku cakap awal2la. So, kalo agak2 nak mengumpat kate aku gatal, agak2 la. Sabar dulu. Bace betul2...masing2 pergi sekolah, kan! Ini bukan cerite aku nak kawen. Nieh story len...(nak bace, bace...taknak bace...podah...:P)

Aku sbnrnye pening sket. Sbb lately, org ramai nak cadang nak kawen anak. Yg aku pelik tuh, byk2 org...cerite ngan ibu aku plak. Takde org len ke. Huhu. Aku bkn pe...kadang2 tuh aku kesian plak kat ibu aku. Rasenye, macam la org tak paham yg ibu aku nieh byk tanggungjawab. Byk masalah len die nak pk. Apasalla dok p cerite kat ibu aku. Tuh yg aku kdg2 panas jugak la.....huuuuuu...

Aku bkn pe, aku tak brape minat ibu aku nieh menceburi bidang informasi remeh nieh. Senang cakap, aku tak minat kalo ibu aku tau hal org. Lagik2 bab2 macam nieh, melecehkan. Bukanlah aku tak bagi ibu aku berkawan...tp aku rase bab2 gini ade masenye aku malas nak ibu aku tau. Nanti, balik2 die mesti cerite kan. Ramai2 org takkan die nak cite ngan ayah. Anak2 bujang die tak masuk column gossip2 nieh. So, balik2 Cik Shaaaaaa jugaaakkk...balik2 Cik Shaaaaaa jugaakk....tuh yg aku malas.

Macam baru nieh, ade yg nak kawenkan anak. Baye aku. Aku kenal dak tuh, pernah la berborak. Kalo jupe pon, kitowang taklah rapat...tp leh la nak bercerite. Budaknye baik, lawa, cantik, pandai. Sume complete. Kire kalo letak sebelah Cik Sha, sure Cik Sha nampak senget abes punye. Hehe. Nieh serius n ikhlas memuji! Smpaikan, dak tuh pernah la cerite kat aku, mase die sekolah menengah, ade sowang classmate aku mase sekolah rendah nak ngorat die. (Kak Sya n Cik Din sure kenal nye sape mamat nieh). So, kat situ la kirenye tahap kehebatan minah nieh...

Aku takdelah jeles. Mmg die lawa, mmg die hebat. Aku pon mengaku, in fact aku rase aku pon admire. Cume dek die baye aku...kadang2 aku jd menyampah plak ngan persamaan umo nieh. Wat aku jd tak selesa n boring je. Biaselah, mak2 kitowang tak ape2, tp org suke sangat menyibuk kan. Dr dulu agik, bile aku ngan anak2 sape2 pon aaa(lagik2 cikgu cikgi), kalo umo dh dekat2, mulela ade yg nak compare. Mulela ade yg nak kate macam2. Kadang2 mak2 tak kate ape, org luar yg lebih2.

Tak payah ckp banyak la. Dgn Puan Syariza pon aku kena gak (walhal kite kawan, kan Kak Sya!). Nieh tak pernah cite agik la. Kat tuan punye badan pon tak pernah cerite gak. Dh ade Syahmi baru la Aunty Sha ckp. Sbnrnye ari Kak Sya kawen tuh pon ade rase marah gak. Bukan...bukan marah ngan kakak pengantin aku tuh, aku marah ade org yg dtg tuh. Mase tuh, aku tgk Kak Sya bersiap (yg pakai baju songket purple tudung lawa tuh!). Pastuh, aku pon nak siap. Sbb mase tuh kan 1st time jd pengapit kan...so cam nervous gak, takut terjatuh plak bawak payung pengantin.(hehehe..kasut tinggi sbb pengantin tinggi, pengapit rendah...ahaks!) Skali, mase tgk pengantin kena dandan lawa2(mmg lawa pon kan), adelah org2 dtg tgk. Aku nieh, kenal tak kenal aku greet jelah. Jgn jd kurang ajar, kan. Tibe2 ade la org2 nieh...mak pengantin kenal, mak aku pon kenal. Diorg beriye2 la nak pi salam Kak Sya. Yg aku geli ati, beriye2 plak tuh...macam baik gile je (walhal aku tau nieh, diorg kaki mengumpat paling besar kat sekolah ibu aku tuh!). Aku tak kisah laaa..malas aku nak cakap ape. Aku salam la. Yg best, ade la yg salam...ade tuh plak, buat2 tak nampak trus pi kat Kak Sya. Ade tuh lagik, yg salam muke semacam. Hahahaha...geli ati aku. Aku mase tuh, tak tau nak kate feelings aku camne. Aku marah pon ade (apelah, aku nie budak...die org tua pon macam nak carik gaduh). Tp paling aku rase arituh ialah geli ati. Konon macam tinggi budi bahse sorang2...tp mulut kat belakang, masya-Allah!(diulang sekali lagi, ye kawan2).

Disebabkan diorg dh masuk, n dah wat gesture2 tak seronok tuh...so, aku pon beredar (kalo akak pengantin perasan, aku kuar kononnye sbb nak bwk mak andam siapkan pengantin laki). Aku pon buat tak reti jek, mane tau prasaan aku jek. Skali, mase nak fetch pengantin nak amik payung n bunga...terserempak ngan diorg2 nieh. Masih lagik macam tuh style dowang. In fact, muke terkejut dek aku kawan ngan pengantin tuh tak ilang2 lagik. (part nieh nak tergelak plak aku). Siap tanye lagik camne aku leh ade situ. (best betul...macam tak kenal ibu aku je!). And...part yg paling best skali kan...part diorg mengutuk. Ckp tak reti nak slow....siap aku leh tangkap lagik. 1stly, seperti biase...diorg suke bisik2 n gelak2. Pastuh, komplen aku gemuk. 2ndly, komplen...macam mane aku leh kawan ngan pengantin (yelah, aku nieh mane de "class", takkan aku ade tpt plak kat kenduri gempaq macam tuh!). 3rdly, mengumpat ibu aku! Hahaha...best kan! (kebetulan ibu aku tak dtg kenduri tuh, so....senang la kan!). Kalo ikut aku, sure nye aku lempang sowang2 sbb mengate mak aku...jaje cerite macam2. Tp aku sabo, wat tak layan...yg penting tanggungjawab kat kwn. Kenduri pon bukan kenduri dowang, kenduri kawan aku, kenduri cikgu aku. So...aku diam jek!

Tak berakhir di situ laaa...muke terkejut aku jd pengapit pon ade. N paling best skali...umpatan2 tak abes2. Aku cume senyum jek pastuh, sbb bukan sume org macam tuh...ade gak yg baik. Macam mase aku bertembung ngan Kak Salmah (kerani sekolah), die salam ke, ape ke, okay jek. N Cikgu Ijah pon okay jugak...kalo aku kat kenduri...bile die ade, aku slalu comfortable sket. Mase tuh, macam sedih jugak...aku alone...org yg ibu aku kenal2 ade. N mase tuh macam2 masalah, kan. Sebbaik akak pengantin aku ade...ape jd pon, die jugak yg baik...hehehe(puji ibu Syahmi nieh!). So,if u wonder nape aku balik agak awal lepas kenduri ko...now u have the answer, k?

Yg aku kelakar tuh, org2 tuh anak2 diorg kecik2 agik (kalo anak dah besar2, dh pergi jauh...dh paham idup org anak dh besar, takpe jugak kan?) Kire kalo ikutkan, mude dr ibu aku. Tp mulutnyeeee...masya-Allah! Kadang2 aku tergelak tgk dowang nieh. Even td, bile aku cerite kat ibu...walopon die tak gelak, tp aku gelak. Sbb? Aku rase kan, diorg tuh mmg pelakon2 yg bagus. Aku takleh lupe rupe masing2 mase tuh! Pastuh...masing2 ade anak. Anak kecik lagik. Jauh lagik perjalanan...so, pkkanlahh...

Aku tau, sepanjang aku blaja kat UNITEN tuh pon, org esp. org2 tuh dok compare la. Kebetulan, kat situ ramai plak yg blaja. Aku nieh dah anak org ke-4 pon kat sekolah ibu yg blaja kat situ. Tp sbb 2 lagik lelaki, aku ngan Kak Sya yg pompuan...ade jugak yg ckp2. Mase ibu kate amik accounting, ade jugak yg compare...nape tak amik engine (suke ati aku la, itu pon nak jd bahan). Paling best tuh...ade jugak bising, Kak Sya nye fam ade duit anta blaja sane, ibu aku...ade ke? (kan ade loan? lgpun apelah nak compare2...kitowang baik jek sesame sniri)

Tuh bkn kali pertame. Aku sekolah rendah dulu lagik teruk! Sakit pale weh! Mase tuh, aku dak kecik...ape aku tau. Tp kan, diorg nieh ade yg tak paham2. Umo kanak2 tuh tak jd ape lah! (bile anak org len, sentiase ade phrase "kecik agik", tp aku tak pernah "kecik agik"). Kalo tak puas ati, sound direct je. Senang jek cakap: "Anak cikgu, kalo tak score...memalukan aje!" Aku dh kena cenggitu dulu. Ade tuh...sbb die ajar aku math (ibu aku plak ajar math kelas Cik Din).Ibu aku nieh ajar aku kat umah. Bile aku buat betul dlm exam, die bleh agik kasik aku salah! Jawapan betul. Die kate konsep salah. Aiikk...nak kate konsep ibu aku salah, cakap jelah. Nieh anak die yg jd bahan. Pastuh, ade jugak dgn tak segan silu nye mengumpat ibu aku depan aku. Aku budak2...aku ingat lagik ape org cakap. Dewase ke cenggitu ek? Aku slalu kena buktikan aku bagus jek. Aku blaja rajin2...aku wat sume betul2. Aku rase aku nak join kelab ape, team ape...sume aku buat sebaik mungkin seboleh2nye jgn sekali2 ade campur tangan ibu aku! Aku untung ayah aku pon cikgu...kalo ape2 kadang2 ayah yg tolong. Yg paling aku takleh lupe kan...ade sparuh tuh buat cerite macam2 kat ibu aku. Ingat agik...kadang2 ade yg suke, kalo aku kena rotan. Aku pernah kena masuk stor sukan...pastu kena rotan ngan ibu. Sbb? Aku salah buat latihan, pastu ngadu kat ibu aku...Ibu plak mmg tak suke dgr org cakap sal anak die, aku yg jd mangse. Sakit betul badan aku. Smpai arinieh Cik Sha rase! Smpai arinieh jugak aku ingat sape yg pi cakap tuh! Seingat aku smpai ke besar nieh...tak pernah sekali pon ibu aku bising pasal anak diorg....tuh yg aku kecik ati sangat

Skali mase dpt masuk SBP pon org dh cakap. Siap pernah agik aku rase ade yg cube ckp ngan aku....jgn susahkan ibu, sekolah jek kat Seremban. Tak payah masuk SBP~! Cube kalo anak diorg masuk SBP, aku ckp camtuh...kecik ati tak? Aku nieh....tak suke la nak carik gaduh. Tp kan, apasal tak habis2 nak menyibuk. Aku masuk jugak asrama. Pastuh, kebetulan ade plak anak kwn ibu kat situ, bercakap lagik. Aku nieh tak hebat la..itu la..ini laaa (sah2 result aku masuk situ cukup, kelayakan pon cukup). Ntah mane silapnye...aku kuar dr sekolah tuh result okay. Tp anak kwn ibu tuh, walopon result ok, Math pulak B. Kadang2 aku nak jek cakap...budak tuh tak silap ape, tp yg org mulut teruk sangat. Cube la jgn compare...mmgla, ibu aku bkn org senang. Tp tuh pasal la jgn kaco. Sbb kalo kaco pon bukan dpt duit kan! Hihi. Geli ati aku. Bile org compare, kadang2 aku rase bahanenye kena kat org yg tak berdose la. Macam dak tuh, die okay....mak die okay (aku suke). Tp masalahnye, bile org compare, kdg2 aku rase Tuhan tuh tak suke org kuat mengumpat....

Baru nieh, abang kepade dak yg satu sekolah ngan aku dulu tuh kawen. Aku kenal die, aku kenal abg die, adik2 die. Baik plak ngan mak die. Kwn ibu aku tuh, dtg la umah...kire jauh jugak travel. Hepi ibu aku die dtg. Beriye berpeluk2kan. Beriye die mengajak aku dtg. Tp...awal2 lagik mase lepas jek org tuh balik, aku dh pesan kat ibu, ajak anak len. Aku nieh, suke pi kenduri...pahala, rezki jugak kan. Tp, aku taknak ape yg dh jd mase kenduri Kak Sya jd dpn ibu aku (buat nye diorg berbisik2 depan ibu aku, kesian ibu aku kan!)Tp aku tak ceritelah ape sbbnye kat ibu. Aku just ckp, aku malas...lgpun ade cerite nak tgk. Lgpun, aku dh usha....kalo anak Cikgu Ijah si Ajai tuh tak pergi, aku tak gi. Bkn peee...kang, kitowang nieh dah biase sesame sniri kalo kat kenduri. Lagik2 ngan org2 camtuh. Ntah camne, ibu aku pon tak gi akhirnye. So....kenduri tuh kire setel la.

So, berbalik pade soal kenduri kawen si Khairiah nieh (dak yg nak kawen tuh, hehehe...dekat nak same name ex aku..hihi). Si Khairiah nieh mmg la baik...aku kenal. Tp aku dh cakap ngan ibu, kalo org cerite...dgr jek. Tak payah cakap ape. Senyap! Jgn komen ape2, jgn cerite sape2. Mulut tuh jage...(trust me, sejak aku abes sekolah, aku yg strict ngan ibu aku...huhu).

Aku tau mak die suke cerite sbb kitowang sebaye. Kenal plak. Ibu suke cerite kat aku nieh...sbb die nak kenakan anak dare die! Hehe. Die nak ingatkan aku la tuh. Tp...aku dh cakap, kalo org cakap sal anak die, dgr. Tp jgn sekali2 pi cerite sal anak ibu kat org. Jgn sekali2 cerite pasal ayah kat org. Ape jd dlm umah kite, hak kite. Cerite kite je. Tak payah cerite kat org. Lagik2 hal rumah tangge...jage baik2. Tak payah cakap. Aku tau ibu tak cerite sangat. Kalo ibu cakap pon, sikit2. Tp aku dh warning...sebolehnye jgn ckp langsung. Kite idup care kite!

Ade org die cerite sal anak, sbb bangge. Biaselah, mak2 die suke la ckp sal anak...sbb tuh harte die. Tp kat aku, org tak tau ibu ade anak pompuan pon takpelah. Aku pon tak rugi. Jgnlah cakap. Sebolehnye pon...mane aku blaja, bape result aku, aku keje mane pon tak payah cakap! Kalo adik2 aku dpt result peksa...bagus tak bagus jgn cite! Kadang2 ade org suke amik kesempatan. Die jaje cerite ke sane ke mari. Ceritenye sikit dibesar2. Aku even ckp ngan ibu...ape ibu masak pon tak payah ckp. Sume tuh pon leh jd bahan umpatan org!

Kenape sbnrnye jd camnieh. Senang. Ibu tuh wat sume utk kitowang. N dh jd lumrah pompuan nieh, suke cite pasal laki masing2. N suke amik tau pasal laki org! Anak org! Kalo rase pelik sket, mulelah sane sini bercakap, kan?! Padahal kite langsung takde nak amik tau pasal die. Yg aku pelik tuh, ibu aku...mase si pengumpat kat kenduri tuh masuk spital, ibu aku yg pergi. Die nye laki meninggal...ibu aku yg pergi. Anak die pon ibu pernah ajar. N die bukanlah topik popular pon kat umah aku. Baik kitowang cite pasal bola, lagik syiok!!!Hehe...

So, as for my discussion with my mum today. Ibu cerite ngan aku sal Khairiah. Die nieh dak medic, lame agik nak blaja. Bakal husband die pon engineer, dh keje 3 thn. So...dh smpai mase nak kawen, walopon tak abis blaja lagik. N then, biaselah Cik Kiah...usik aku. Huhu. Aku just cakap...kalo aku rase nak kawen, aku kawen. Kalo tak, jgn cerite. Jgn pandai2 carikkan! Itu yg penting. Aku slame nieh, sebolehnye setel sume sniri. Sebolehnye kalo ade prob, jgn kuat menanges (nanges tp jgn depan ibu). Sbb....aku taknak dianggap tak matang n nnt dianggap tak matang jugak mencarik jodoh aku. So, biarlah aku dipercayai dlm hal2 berkaitan dlm idup aku nieh...aku taknak ibu tak yakin sal aku...

Paling penting!!! Aku dh ckp ngan ibu aku. Maybe cam org len, parents mampu nak sediakan ape aje pasal kawen nieh. Bak kate wan aku, pandai2 la mak bapak carik duit kalo anak kawen, itu tanggungjawab mak bapak. Tp...dlm kes aku, aku tau parents aku tak mampu. Aku sedar tuh. So, aku dh kate...selagik aku tak dpt ape yg aku inginkan dlm life aku nieh, aku takkan kawen. Mmg la lambat kot nak kawen nieh, aku pandang depan pon gelap. Mende camnieh, rezki Tuhan kan! Ibu td ckp laaa..."Sape nak simpan anak dare lame2, yang....Nnt jd cam Mak Lang ko..." Die set smpai aku umo 25...lepas tuh die tak pedulik...aku dh kena start serius sal nieh (huuuuuu...takkmoooooo!!!! Thn depan je tuh!). Tp, aku dh ckp:30. Lambat kan?! Biarlah...itu rezki. Aku tak kate aku nak set sume...aku tak kate aku tolak rezki. Itu terpulang pade Tuhan...Kalo dh rezki aku akad nikah pon, aku kawen jugak kan:D

Aku bukan peee...sejak kebelakangan nieh, aku slalu pesan kat ibu. Jgn la jd cam org....suke cerite2 sal anak kat org. Nnt besok, ape2 jd...malu. Ade org, die kalo anak nye result bagus...cerite menggunung. Kalo anak pi blaja tinggi....cerite gile2. Anak ade boipren...abes macam anak die jek yg laku. Pastu sok2...anak2 macam2 hal...anak nye result SPM teruk tak macam PMR ke, anak kena buang u ke, anak clash ngan boipren ke...dh malu kan...Aku taknak anak2 ibu jd camtu...aku taknak ibu malu cenggitu...

Kesimpulannye, discussion aku ngan ibu aku arinieh byk bercakap pasal mulut, keluarga n kawen. Ape jd ngan fam nieh, kite jelah yg tau hakikatnye. Kalo kite tak tabah, byk setan nak hasut. Org yg nak jd setan menghasut pun ramai. Yg paling bagus skali org tau sket tapi suke besar2 nieh. Dah takde keje len. So...aku harap Puan Kiah...bondaku cayang...jgnlah byk bercakap lepas nieh. Biarlah org cerite byk, kite jd tukang dgr dh leee..

Pastuh, aku rase kalo cite sal kawen, takyah la cite kat aku. Takyah la tanye bab kawen ke pe...sbb aku mmg taknak kawen agik pon. Org len nye anak byk cite2 nak berkeluarge...dh ade boipren tercayang....dh lebih sayang ke ape ke..aku pedulik ape. Aku taknak jd camtuh, aku takmo la. Ade, adela. Org len nak kawen, aku tak halang. Aku malas nak ckp ape...nieh aku tak kawen, dh takde boipren...single mingle pon org menyibuk macam2. Besok kalo de boipren ke, nak kawen ke....org sebok nak tau macam2 jugak. Apasal la pompuan macam nieh. Memalukan pompuan jek..

Aku lgpun wisau ibu aku jd cam aunty aku. Anak ade boipren ke, org minat kang...kecoh! Pening aku. Paling suke cite kat aku la, sbb aku nieh tak pernah agik bawak blk boipren. Kalo ade boipren pun tak seromantic cam anak2 die n bakal2 menantu die tuh. Kang mulelah cakap..."Along tak macam ko nieh...die ramai org minat!" Pastuh kang mule cerite plan die sal wedding anak die, angan2 serta harapan (tp cousin aku ckp, die dah broke up ngan dak yg aunty aku suke tuh) Tuh pasal la aku fobia takut ibu aku nieh jd cam akak die....huuuu tolong! Hihihihihi....geli tul ati aku. Lantaklah nak kate pe. Tp tuh la contoh paling best nak kate pasal compare nieh. Sume nieh macam satu persaingan. Tp as usual...aku masuk telinga kanan, kuar telinga kiri...Mane la aunty aku tau aku ade peminat ke tidak...siang malam cerite sal anak die jek..ihihi...

So, aku end up ngan conclusion la kan? Rasenye kowang paham ape yg aku nak smpaikan. Stakat nieh, aku tak kawen n lom ade plan. Itu satu. Satu agik...disebabkan lom kawen, aku takmo ckp byk sal rumahtangge org. Yg aku tau, arinieh aku dh luahkan isi ati aku kat ibu. Aku takmo, macam setgh org, suke cite sal rumahtangge, sal anak kat org. Aku harap ibu tak payah wat tuh sume. Kesimpulannye...aku nak family aku idup care kitowang sniri.

Satu agik...aku nak amik pengajaran. Jgnlah byk sangat ckp sal org nieh. Aku tak kawen agik. Takde anak agik. Pjg umo, lame nak idup. Sok, kalo ckp org...jd kat anak2 aku (kalo ade). Sok ckp byk, silap2 laki aku lari pulak. Takmo aku! Lagik haru kalo laki mati ke...adeh...takmo...nehii! So, jgn cerite sal kite sangat....jgn cerite pasal org. Ingat tuh! Yg penting jage mulut aaa. Aku harap dpt ctrl sementare anak dare nieh agik. Blaja wat pangai invicible nieh...huhu...Sok dh kawen, leh tau senyap mulut. Huhuuu....

End of story. Ade ke aku menggatal nak kawen? Takde kan? So, pk la sniri...ape aku ceritekan nieh. Jgn smpai kat kenduri kawen org yg org buat dgn penuh berkat pon, kite nak buat prangai. Malu la jd pompuan weih!
p/s: Arinieh layan lagu lame agik....my fav ever from Alanis.

Monday, January 23, 2006

anniversary

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SOLDIER OF FORTUNE-DEEP PURPLE

I have often told you stories
About the way
I lived the life of a drifter
Waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand
And sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come lay with me love me
And I would surely stay

But I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

Many times I've been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old
When nights were cold
I wandered without you
But those days I thougt my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that you're not here

Now I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune
Yes, I can hear the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

1st and foremost....
HAPPY 24TH ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS...!!! Cewwaaahh...baru berhajat nak letak simbol 'Z' kat greetings dowang nieh...ingat nak letak name (cam best plak dua2 name same urup...Zamrinor n Zakiah...ecewaaahh!!!)....tp memandang macam poyo la nak letak name parents aku kat sini...so, aku tak letak aaa. Biarlah...yg penting ape dlm ati,kan. It's the thought dat counts:)

I'm not talking about minuses la...yg penting pade tarikh 23rd January 1982, bertempat die Jalan Permai, Taman Dato' Shahbandar, Ampangan, Seremban..merpati dua sejoli nieh telah dinikahkan. Ari Sabtu nikah, Ahad kenduri dua2 belah. Siang majlis umah pompuan...malam majlis umah laki. Siang songket ijau, malam songket biru. Huhuhu. Both of them were 23 nak masuk 24 yrs old (aiiyaaakkkk....my age now!)

Menurut ibu aku, kenduri kawen itu sangatlah memenatkan. Huhuhu, kadang2 bile tgk gambo kan...barulah aku paham apasal penat. Die siap bebel lagik pasal baju songket. Hahahaha. Tp takpelah...panas2 pon dh 4 org anak dh...kalo ikutkan patut ade 6 org tuh...hihihi...

9 months later, 13th October 1982 dptlah Puteri Bulat Bulan nieh. Baby lahir one week before dijadualkan kuar. So, kalo org kate lahir 8 months+++, mmgla...sbb kuar awal. Ibu cite, ari kawen tuh last day dtg bulan, tuh pasal baby pon dpt on time. Hihi. Bab nieh geli ati laaa...becuz mase mule2 blaja Bab 2 form 3 kan, brani2kan diri tanye ibu. Takut giler nak tanye becuz ibu garang, kan! Tp...die okaylah...In fact I got more informations dr org len pe...hihi...

Okeh aaa...kire then kuar agik 3 org. Jantan kesumenye..hehe. Skang dh ade 4, dua tinggi...dua rendah. 3 mate sepet, sowang jek mate besar. Hehe. 3 tembam, sowang kurus. 2 muke ibu, 2 muke ayah. So..what else kowang nk tau? Apasal sibuk2....suke ati laa..:P

So, basically...nak cerite nieh macam2 la. 24 yrs of marriage, bkn senang tul tak. I'm not going to talk about minuses...tuh tak payah sebok nak tau...but what I'm trying to say is....marriage is sumthing u share together, kan?

At this 24th yrs kan...aku teringat la ape yg ibu ckp. She said...one day, when I got to know a person...bile sayang, then I'll know the true meaning of luv. Indeed, she's rite. I got my lesson well, rite? Hehe. But...I'm not going to tell u about my luv life laaa....dats my treasure to keep:)

But...satu jek ibu cakap. One thing about marriage or a relationship...sume tuh hal kite. Jgn kecoh2 cerite kat org...jgn kuat sangat mengadu...n jg lari dr masalah. I'm trying to keep what she said...trying to implement what she did...tak tau la berjaye ke tak...setakat nieh, almost berjaye la. Hehe. But..itu yg me respect sangat about my mum la. No matter how hard the situation, die takkan sronok nak cerite la. In fact, taklah sume cakap org. Me as a daughter pon tak tau, kan. One thing I respect about dis marriage, ibu knows how to keep things confidential. At least aku dpt ibu yg taklah smpai every detail of the marriage tuh cerite kat org...Kalopon ade, terpulang pade predictions and assumptions, kan? At the end of the day...sume tuh die harungi jugak...lantak org nak kate ape...

N then, ibu slalu ajar, in marriage, in a relationship....jgn pandang yg tak baik jek. At least, value the gud things as well. Pandai2 la nak naikkan partner kite, defend partner kite. Ape jd pon...itu rezki kite, jodoh kite. N my dad..hmm...my ayah is sumone yg aku agak jarang cerite la. But, he luvs sumone in his own way. Macam dgn aku nieh, our relationship kan...mmg slalu je argue. Lagik2 pasal bola n Siti Nurhaliza...mmg slalu argue!

But when it comes to appreaciate days and things, dad is the man la! Yg nieh takde sape leh challenge. For example, our childhood photos...ayah yg simpan dlm frame, dlm album...sowang mesti ade satu. Every buzdayz..we get sms or hand-made cards, bile exam ayah post kat hostel hand-made cards utk aku (except skang ayah dh tak nampak sebelah, dah takde). He is the one who remembers even a single date with my mum (yg nieh aku kot yg ikut...hihi). Even today also....ayah is the 1st person to wish my mum...hihi...kdg2 geli ati tgk diorg la. They alwiz say dat luv is a strange thing laa...sbb diorg nye ayat "siang gaduh tak ingat...malam2 peluk jugak!". Huuuuu...aku akan jd blushing! Errghh...maluuuu..

So, with 4 children now....dh makin besar sumenye...just wish dat dua2 nye sihat...at least tgklah sume anak2 abes blaja. Yg aku ingat diorg kawen dulu Chinese New Year, prosperity nye festival kan. So, hopefully the marriage pon prosper gak. Ape agik ek? Hmm...nak wish cepat dpt cucu tak boleh (nnt aku plak yg kena...hehehe). Takpelah....wish sume anak2 nye berjaye. N paling penting! Semoga ibu n ayah di bawah peliharaan Allah...Amin!

No other stories for today. Takmo cerite byk. Hehe. Okay aaa....'til then...:D

p/s: Arinieh lagu fav my parents...hihi...

Sunday, January 22, 2006

bean

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LAGU JIWA LAGU CINTA -MAWI FEAT. M. NASIR

Menyanyi kerana gembira
Menyanyi kerana sedih
Menyanyi kerana rindu
Aduh siapa dapat membaca
Hatiku saat ini

Menari kerana melayan
Menari kerana sunyi
Menari kerana kasih
Ada di depan masih juga tak mengerti

* Gerangan apa buat ku kemari
Dalam temasya ku memencil diri
Darilah jauh asyik memandangnya
Sekalipun dia masih tak perasan...ku disini
Oh...

Lagu jiwa
Bukan lagu mengadu nasibku
Lagu cinta
Bukan lagu meratap hidupku

Hanya nak menyatakan
Tuah dan untung badan
Diuji hebat cinta sehebat begini...hebat begini...


Ni juara carta Era minggu ni. Hmmm...pagi2 ujung minggu nieh biase aaa..bangun tgk kartun! Hihi...
Pastuh pg nieh aku saje kaco Cik Ayen. Dh agak dh, mesti bgn lambat. Huhu...saje kaco kasik die tensen. Dh tensen pon. Hihiii...besh kaco org degil nieh (Ayen jgn mrh...degil2 nnt aku streka kaki tuh. Lagik lambat leh men bola! Hahahahaha:P)
Okeh aaa....pg2 dh kaco org. Pastuh, aku sambung tgk kartun. Tp sejak kebelakangan nieh, aku rajin tgk Mr Bean (kartun n real). Teringat my pren kat Jupon. Hikhik..aku ingat mase sekolah dulu ade dak pompuan kate die cute macam Mr Bean. Aku gelak tak hingat punye!:P Puas aku menilik tang mane rupe Mr Bean tuh iras die plak. Mase tuh kecik agik...so, takde plak nampak macam Mr Bean. Skang dh besar, lame dh tak jupe...tak tau aaa rupe Mr Bean ke, rupe sape ke (bace testimonial org kate Najib Tun Razak...hihi...org tua). Macam2 org laaa...tp yg pasti tak comfortable nak tgk Mr Bean lps org kate muke die macam muke dak nieh. Kang aku mesti rase nak gelak (imagine him doing those funny things....sure lawak kan! Hahaha).

/>Tp, yg minggu2 aku kejar nak tgk pg Ahad: Nescafe Kick Start. Rancangan budak2 nak wat projek memasing. Macam Apperantice, tp Apperantice tuh cam luxury sangat...simple sangat. Nieh more to Malaysianize things la...sronok gak bile tgk diorg bg modal kat budak2...diorg buat projek yg dowang nak buat...sume2 tuh aa!!! Tringat pulak zaman student:)

Aku suke ade sowang dak nieh. Dak Melayu, name die Haryati. Die nieh bercite2 nak terbitkan manga comic die sniri. So, with modal yg die ade tuh...die dah wat la projek die. Minggu nieh nye cite, die dh pi launch comic die Crest tuh, pastuh die dpt Best Booth Award. Pastuh, Gempak nye Editor surprisingly dtg tgk die (wuhhh...gempak!). Mmg best la! Aku suke keje si Haryati nieh. Kire die ade mission nak wat comic (it works, komik die lawa!), pastuh team die bagus, strategy bagus, planning bagus...n mostly die mmg cool n low-profile! Tuh yg aku berkenan sal die:D

Ade jugak la calon aku tak minat dlm tuh. Tak payah la ckp kan! Tp aku mmg trase sangat best la kalo aku dpt gi Comic Fiesta tuh...huhuhuuuuu...Sape tau Comic Fiesta wat katne...aku nak gi...takde sape nak teman ke aku pi sane...nak gi!!! Dh la comic si Haryati tuh siap ade merchandise agik...adehaaiii...Geram!!!

Tgh tgk game All England agik. Badminton DEFINITELY bukan game aku, la. Dr kecik puas aku nak minat tgk badminton, tp aku cam susah nak minat. Aku ttp suke tgk game outdoor...yg byk kuar peluh n membuatkan seseorang tuh kena tanah n rumput. Aku lagik rela tgk rugby dr badminton aa. Takleh nak minat, tah hapasal! Walopon aku peminat sport...tp aku takleh layan badminton. Tennis bleh aaa... Huuuh...kalah kot Mesia nieh...macam tak best jek aku tgk game. Dr td sakit ati...adehhh...MALAYSIA BOLEH, ma!!!!

Takde mende la nak ckp...macam biase, ari Ahad, ari tgk tv. Jap lg tgk Smallville, pastuh tgk The Apperantice...tata...p/s: One of the reason I hate Tom Welling: his dimples. They torture me...ergghhhh!! Nyanyi laaa...Lagu cinta...bukan lagu meratap hidupku....:D

Saturday, January 21, 2006

cher_red

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WAS IT SOMETHING I DIDN'T SAY-98 DEGREES

Something I didn't say
Something I didn't say

Spending another night alone
Wondering when I'm gonna see you again
Thinking what I would give to get you back, baby

I should have told you how I felt then
Instead I kept it to myself, yeah
I let my love go unexpressed
'Til it was too late
You walked away

Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say I love you
Was it words you never heard
All the words I should have told you

All those times,all those nights
When I had the chance to
Was it something I didn't say (Something I didn't say)

Always assumed that you'd be there
Ooh, couldn't foresee the day you'd ever leaving me
How could I let my world
Slip through my hands, baby

I took for granted that you knew, yeah
All of the love I had for you, yeah
I guess you never had a clue
'Til it was to late
You walked away

Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say I love you
Was it words you never heard
All the words I should have told you

All those times,all those nights
When I had the chance to
Was it something I didn't say (Something I didn't say)

Woah, all the words were in my heart
They went unspoken
Baby now my silent heart
Is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know
You're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me

Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, duduk depan tv! Ho yeahhh...pagi2 dh belly dance lagu Pingu. Hihi. Aku tido kul 4 pg smalam...tp bangun awal sbb aku terdengar satu nyanyian duo pagi2 bute nieh. Cube teka sape nyanyi? Parents aku!!!

Diorg bkn nyanyi lagu 2 Insan ke, Lagu Jiwa Lagu Chenta ke...tp lagu len. Cube kowang teka diorg nyanyi lagu pe? Huuu....ade ke diorg nyanyi lagu: Pingu..Pingu..Pingu...Aku macam tak caye jek, nieh betul ke nyanyi lagu Pingu betul2. Aku pon bangun, tgk diorg gelak2 tgk Pingu. Ish2...patut la aku nieh macam kartun...rupenye nieh cite diorg tgk...huhuhu...

Arinieh ade cite Kal Ho Naa Ho. Hmm...2 minggu nieh cite Industan jek kuar. Cite nieh, ade sowang kwn aku minat dulu (sbb die prasan die cam SRK!) Pastu, die bgtau aku sal cite nieh. Aku pon tanye Azwa, best ke cite tuh. Pastu, Azwa bli VCD. Aku pon tgk. Aku susah sket nak tgk kalo takde jaminan cite tuh best, tp sbb die kate best...aku pon tgk....

Kire okay aaa cite nieh. Boleh aa. Gambo lawa, style baru cite Industan, len sket dr yg len. Tp...bile lelame tgk die cam tak lari aaa dr konsep biase pengarah cite nieh yg dulu2 (Karan Johar yg Koffee with Karan kat Starworld tuh!) Walopon aku tak pernah tgk cite die yg len (except K3G), tp aku leh agak la persamaan setiap cerite yg die wat melalui kwn2 aku yg kaki industan...

Dr dulu, kalo aku tgk cite nieh...ade satu part tuh aku cam distracted sket. Huhu. Probably becuz it has the similarities of what I had experienced before dis. My 1st luv...uhuk!

Yup...before aku ade bf, ade sumone yg aku sangat minat n suke. Cume, die suke org len. Sumtimes...kite suke org, tp kite takleh define camne prasaan suke kite tuh. Suke? Sayang? Or sekadar berminat. Aku pernah berminat ngan sumone...tp kisahnye jd panjang sbb byk sangat complication yg tak perlu. Aku pon tak paham apasal jd complicated sangat...lepas aku tau die tak berminat, aku pon cam let go je sume prasaan aku. Cume...maybe mende nieh melibatkan frenship...so, leceh la. Tp lepas beberape tahun nieh, aku dh berpk ape yg pernah berlaku...n aku decide...mende yg aku rase kat die tuh bkn chenta ke ape....just purely intrested kat org tuh je. So...cam taklah besar sangat ceritenyee...(skang pon aku tak dulik ape nak jd kat die...lantakla!)

Yg aku leh kate 1st luv aku nieh...sbb after all these years pon aku cam rase impact die agik. Mmg aku suke die gile2 kot! Hehehe. Mane taknye, die menepati hampir sume ciri2 yg aku nak, n paling penting....aku cam suke tgk die dh bertahun2 tp aku tak perasan. Hihi. Boleh tak gitu...?

Tuh la bile aku tgk Kal Ho Naa Ho tuh td, aku cam teringat lak satu scene dlm life aku dulu. Tetibe teringat! Dlm cite Kal Ho Naa Ho td kan, ade satu part tuh heroien die pakai baju merah, hero die pakai tie merah. Pastu hero die ade ros merah. Dlm scene tuh, yg si heroien nieh bgtau la yg die suke kat sorang agik nieh. Hmmm...tuh yg teringat tuh kot. Aku ingat agik mase aku ngn 1st luv aku tuh...mase tuh, die kate..."Ko tolong aaa aku...aku mmg dh suke sangat ngan die nieh. Tolong aku, Sha!". Muke die mengharap sangat...die pandang aku straight kat mate plak tuh! Aku mmg tak smpai ati tul mase tuh...Aku ingat agik balik tuh aku nanges jek...sedih giler weh...tah hapasal 1st time aku rase frust giler2 nye dlm idup aku...Die mmg la tak salah...bkn die tau pon aku suke die. Pastuh, sape agik nak mintak tolong, mesti aa mintak tlg kat member, kan?!

Kalo nak kate tuh zaman prubahan aku kat UNITEN, mmg ye la. Keidupan selepas "sangkut" ngn dak tuh wat aku bawak diri jauh2. Mmg tukar abes corak idup aku nieh. Kalo aku stay gaknye, maybe aku tak kenal plak ex aku dulu tuh. Tak la terserempak ngan Kak Sya kat lab dulu. N for sure bkn kaki dok kat lab:D

Tp ape yg aku blaja lepas tuh mmg bagus: kalo syg org, yg penting die hepi. Mase aku bla jauh2 dulu...niat aku cume nak sume org hepi. N paling penting, aku nak org yg aku syg giler tuh hepi. Die tuh baik. Dh la anta aku balik kg. Pastuh, pandai lak tuh. Men bola pon best. Tah la! Yg pastinye aku mmg missed macam2 gud things sal die. Tp, bile die suke kat org yg pade aku perfect, aku rase hepi gak utk die...So, dat's why I went away...

Skang aku rase, mesti die dh jd engineer. Ntah2 dah pi oversea, who knows. Dak pandai cam die tuh patut awal2 agik dh fly. The last time aku ternampak die, konvo kitowang. Tp tak same session, sbb kos len. Orgnye masih encem seperti dulu (Su pon pening aku kate ensem, sbb die nieh gelap...ahaks!). Yg pasti, aku yakin ape aje yg jd kat die skang...mesti best. Ntah2 dh kawen, tak taulah! :D

Yg pasti...aku tau die hepi n aku langsung tak nyesal ngan keputusan aku. Mmg la, die tak kapel ngan aku ke pe...tp at least dlm idup die, pernah la ade name aku kan? Itu pon dh cukup. Mane la die nak jupe fan Liverpool cam aku nieh. Giler plak tuh ngan Pires (die fan Arsenal n die pon suke Pires!). Sape la dak pompuan yg laser sound die kalo die men bola tak best lepas die men bola dulu. N aku la manusia yg paling minat kat Honda CBR, ngan Aprilia member die tuh (which yg aku kate kat die aku minat kwn die...hahaha...kelentong sunat aku asal die suke ati!). N lps aku gi, die pernah la tanye kehilangan aku nieh...I think dats enuff la kan....dh cukup utk aku. So, aku rase...mende tuh pon dh okaylah...Nak expect ape lagik, kan~!

Back to Kal Ho Naa Ho. Ros merah dlm cite tuh yg wat aku lagik tringat waktu tuh. Dh la tibe2 mintak tlg matchmake, siap tanye agik sal bunga kat aku. Kalo nak tau sbb nieh jugak la aku cam allergic sal ros merah...huhu. Ros merah tuh adelah salah satu mende yg kitowang critekan dulu, pastuh...die pon bg la buah ati die ros merah sejambak. Pastu, buah ati die....tunjuk plak kat aku. So, mmg makan kerabu ati dengan gulai jantung betul...hahaha...bile diingat2 balik zaman tuh...idup betul2 ngan air mate je...Cik Sha...Cik Sha...

Sbnrnye ape yg aku dok cite ngan kowang nieh? Hmmm...takde pape la! Setakat tringat chenta pertame mase tgk Kal Ho Naa Ho nieh:D

Lgpun...aku pernah dpt satu phrase nieh dr seseorg :"Mencintai tak semestinye memiliki". Mmg laaa...aku tak dpt pon die, tp sape kate kalo kite suke org, kite mesti kapel...mesti kawen? Aku blaja dr peristiwa yg pertame nieh...and ape yg aku nak skang...org2 yg aku syg, hepi n suke ati...walopon bkn ngan aku, kan!

So...last2 kul 6, aku tgk Last Christmas. Tuh yg aku ske tgk cite Hong Kong or Jupon other than Korean movies ke, industan ke. Kalo Cine ngan Jupon nieh jiwang dowang bragak sket! Takde nak nangeh2 melampau2 macam Korea ngan Industan. Macam td mase Yuki marah si Kenji tuh. Mengamuk jek! Selambe campak garpu kat Kenji. Hehe. Best aku tgk. Diorg tuh romantic, tp macam sempoi jek. Dr aku tgk kisah nangeh2 ayat berbunga...baik aku tgk Yuki. At least kan, lagik tersentuh jiwa Cik Sha nieh!:D

Okeh aaa...nieh pon sbnrnye aku tgh tgk game badminton Mesia. Aku tak minat, tp Adik beriye nak tgk. Kebetulan si Jaja (Zakry Latif), ex-bf cousin aku tuh men. Hahaha...aku ingat, sbb aku la penulis surat chentan nye...hikhik...Tp game cam tak best laaa...sbb dr td aku tgk Denmark dah leh kejar Mesia...huh...ntahlah!

Dlm pade tuh....ade kawan aku sowang nieh..mengaco plak! Ish...aku suh makan ubat, takmo mkn ubat. Smalam selsema...org suh embus ingus...nak sedut ingus. Arinieh batuk plak! Kaki injured tuh blom elok agik....Hmm...sebbaik takde depan aku. Kalo tak...aku streka kaki tuh...Degil betul Cik Ayen nieh!!!:p

Eh, poyo plak org Denmark nieh...Tak macam Tomassen pon. Huhu. Marah plak aku. K aaaa...mau tgk game! Tataaaaaa!!!

p/s: Kate Fairuz, nieh lagu aku mase ngan 1st luv aku...ntah la!:D





Friday, January 20, 2006

keanue

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I WILL SURVIVE

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive (hey hey)

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little girl
who fell in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive (oh)

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
I will survive...!

Mlm nieh aku nak tgk The Replacement. Pakwe aku tuh blakon. Sape agik kalo bukan si Keanu Reeves. Hehe. Si encem! Mmg la menarik kalo tgk die nieh. Die taklah rupe mat salleh sangat. Tp die kadang2 putih sangat...aku nieh dh la tak minat sgt yg putih2 nieh.

Tp die ade satu asset. Muke die bujur gak. Dagu die kire panjang gak! Hehehe. Jatuh chentan Cik Sha memandang dagu panjang die. Hihi....ku jatuh chentaaaaaaaaaa...wuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu...

Aku suke The Replacement. Sbb tuh cite yg Azwa suh aku tgk. Br nieh aku terserempak ngan Odah kat KL Sentral. Odah bg number Azwa. Aku pon call...windu plak. Ibu aku pun windu die. Azwa skang dh energetic compare mase last kitowang contact dulu. Alhamdulillah...

Cite The Replacement nieh pasal football. Kelakar pun de. Walopon aku suke tgk Keanue Reeves, tp yg len2 tuh lagik aku minat. Sbb diorg kelakar, smpai arinieh masuk tah bape kali cite tuh pon aku still gelak agik..siap hapal dialog lak tuh...ihihihihihi..

Okehlaaa...tuh pasal cite fav aku yg sangat best n kelakar tuh. Satu agik, aku kena bersaing tgk cite tuh ngan ibu. Sbb ibu nak tgk Mawi kat Hitz 1.Adeh...Mawi...Mawi..Mawi....!!! Leceh betul bile ko kuar tv! Kesian ibu....Mawi tak menang Lagu Terbaik. Menang Lagu Popular jek. Tp...aku rase ibu bukan bengang Mawi kalah, die mesti bengang Jac menang persembahan terbaik. Sbb Jac mmg tak la best sangat. Yg best persembahan mlm nieh:V.E

Tp nak kate pe, sume tuh juri pro, bak kate dowang. Kat aku juri jiwang pon ade gak, hehee. Diorg nieh sume org2 balada. So, no wonder dowang suke Jac. Satu agik..arrangement music Mawi ke, sape ke...mmg hampeh mlm nieh. Bunyi orkestra RTM mane pernah best...balik2 macam lagu sarkas. Huhu...So, jgn arap la sape yg ade kekuatan music n instrument nk menang...music tenggelam!

Tp aku tabik same itu sifu. Die bagus...dtg tgk Mawi nyanyi. Marlia Musa pun dtg. Aku suke tuh. Die komited...tuh yg aku berkenan.

Aku berkenan tgk baju Misha...purple n pink...my fav colours. Baju Misha tak sesarat baju Jac la. Jac nye baju nampak pelik, tak lawa. (maybe sbb die kepeng sangat, pakai plak satin..mane lawa, pastuh...baju yg sleeveless, bile tambah2 kain nak jdkan sleeve mmg kalo tak kena care, jd buruk!). Azharina plak, die lawa...tp baju die ketat sangat, perut die nampak buncit. Baju Dayang gak simple, penampilan yg lawa sbb rambut Dayang dh kurang blond. Baju budak D-Va tuh pon lawa, walopon nyanyi tak best sangat. Baju Linda n Diana Rafar macam baju Amylea mase nyanyi lagu Hak Milik Kekal kat konsert AF, tp kaler len. Adam yg paling smart skali bajunye...maybe sbb aku suke tgk laki kurus tinggi pakai kemeja than t-shirts. Yg paling best artis jemputan...Dia Fadilla. Sempoi...pakai suar, senang...hhehehe..dah, abes cerite...

Aku tak kisah la sape menang, tp bile tgk Jac slalunye mmg aku boring (die menang ke kalah ke, aku mmg tak minat die). Sbb die tuh mengade la. Walopon aku tak minat Siti Nurhaliza, tp aku lagik rela tgk Siti dr Jac aa. Aku lagik rela tgk Misha, Sarah Raizudin ke...Takpon biar aku tgk omputih terus. Senang ati aku:D

Sape suh jd artis, kan? Kena komen trime jelah. Aku biase jek ngan keputusan camnieh. Dh cam boring nak tgk singing competition nieh...takde challenge dah. Ke sbb aku dh tua? Ihik...tgk kartun tak boring plak....hehe..

Baik tgk Mirmo. Dhla kena Mirmo kidnap arinieh. Tak sabo nak tggu minggu depan. Tak pon tgk Sunny Fong ngan Chan Siew Sang kat dlm Armed Reaction. Oh, sok ade Last Christmas. My fav...Yada Akiko! Yuki!!! Lagik best tgk cite tuh....hehehe..

Okaylah...nak titon. Dh jage lame dh nieh. Td layan Cik Ayen...flu rupenye. Takpe, 11/2 nnt sure tak flu agik. Hehe. Mlm nieh dgn bengang ngan org lagik...sian die. Tp nak bengang ape nye, Ayen...kalo dh suke usik org, org usik la balik....takleh marah2 sgt. Sbb aku takde depan ko, kalo tak aku pon usik jugak:D

Windu Izzy la. Nnt MU nak vs Liv Ahad nieh. Aku tak dpt tgk. Lame Izzy tak poyo kat aku. Balik2 Ayen jek poyo. Hihi...Takpe...pasnieh kalo die poyo agik, aku letak streka panas kat kaki die yg injured tuh...ihihihii..(tanduk kuarr!!!!)

Titon dulu....sebelum titon lagu Mungkin Nanti lak kuar...bocan! Jangan kau coba tanya kan kembali....rasa yg telah mati...lalalalala....

p/s: Lagu tema The Replacement :D

Thursday, January 19, 2006

123



YOU WERE MEANT FOR ME -JEWEL

I hear the cloack at 6 a.m
I feel so tired from
Where I've been
I've got my eggs
And my pancakes, too
I've got to make a cereal
I break the yolks
And make a smiling face
I cannot have you
In my brand new place
I wipe the responsible smear
Don't leave the key in the door
I never put the towels
On the floor anymore coz

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know he'll love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

I call my momma
She was out for a walk
Coz it was only a cup of coffee
She didn't want to talk
So I pick up the paper
It was more bad news
My heart's been broken
People being used

Put on mu coat
In the pouring rain
I saw a movie
It wasn't the same
Coz it was happy
Oh I was sad and
It mase me miss ya oh so bad coz...

I go back to my business doing fine
Must I go out when I say
If I had you on the line
Same old story
Now much the same
Hearts are broken and bleeding
I brush my teeth
I put the cap back on
And how you hate it
When I turn sheets down
And take a deep breath
And put on my pee gees
And hop into bed
I'm half alive but I'm mostly dead
But I try and tell myself
That it'll be right
I shouldn't think
Only one in a night

Semalam, balik2 je...tgk Mirmo. Sempat tgk Armed Reaction kejap jek, balik lambat. Tp kan, aku terkompius kejap. Kate name die Minami. Bace kat pintu umah pon Minami. Tp kenape alih suare name die jd Kathy? Hihihi. Blur aku jap! Tp kan, si Minami tuh mmg weng la. Ade ke suke Dillon...pastu gedik2 plak tuh! Pening pale si Dillon tuh. Hihi.

Tp takpelah, kartun. Aku kompiden, kalo Su tgk Mirmo, mesti die kutuk aku. Hehe. Arituh pon die dh gelakkan aku carik2 gambo Mirmo nieh. Tp gambo dlm kartun Mirmo nieh cantik aaa!!! Aku rase cam nak jek beli CD series Mirmo. Ergghh...tp Fruits Basket lagik best!

Aku tgk barang2 dlm cite Mirmo nieh, geram plak. Brg2 Minami sume ade stars. Geram nyeee...nak bintang jugak!!!

Tp ade satu agik rancangan yg aku kire rajin gak tgk skang nieh: Dutch Lady 123. Hehe. Walopon belum jd mama sape2 agik2, takde baby...aku sniri tak paham apasal aku suke giler rancangan nieh. Aku tak tau la apasal everytime aku tgk mende nieh aku macam amaze sangat. Probably sbb aku dok terpk...camne aku kecik2 dulu? Huhu. Belum smpai mase nak pk pasal baby sniri laa...cuz kawen pon takde dlm otak. Hihi.

Kali nieh, aku blaja macam mane nak ckp ngan anak2 kecik2 pasal sex, how to start sex education, how to make ur children communicate n how to add their vocabs, what fascinates children, game baru utk budak2, food baru, pastuh what should mothers eat, pastu camne nak wat kalo baby ade rashes. Haha. Buang tebiat aku kan?!

Baru few hrs before dat berchatting ngan Puan Syariza. Bile tgk rancangan budak, macam geli ati plak. Bile tgk tuh, ingat Syahmi. Aunty Sha dok terpk camne la ibu Syahmi kat sane, sbb ibu baru cerite Syahmi men ampaian ibu die...hihi...

Sebbaik dpt ibu cyber kan, Syahmi! Rajin bace2. Bile tgk Sofea Jane, Shahrizan ngan Yuen (3R) tuh cam sronok plak sbb diorg nye model2 anak2 diorg sniri. Best plak aku tgk:D

Hmm..cite sal rancangan best2, ade satu agik mende aku geram. Poster anime!!! Aaaargghhh....!!!!!Mase nak balik singgah tgk, pastu tgk harge RM2.50 satu, kalo beli 5=RM10. Aaaaaaaa!!! Nak..nak...tapi kena bajet...takde duit....huuuu:(

Pastu ade satu agik mende geram. Tgk story books kat kedai. Macam biase la, sume nak geram jek kan! Balik dgn prasaan cedih. Aku ade membership card...tp duit takde. Huu...nak bukuuuuuu....Besok, aku cite pasal buku2 aku tgk tuh. Sbb, td terselak Cleo lame2 aku. Byk review buku best2. Berangan jelaaaaa....:(

Kire takde mende sangat sbnrnye arinieh. Kdg2 penantian tuh satu penyeksaan kan. Huh...boleh tahan jugak kalo nak bermadah2 nieh. Hehe. Hmmm..takdelaaa...arinieh ade kecik ati sket. Ngan sape? Tak yah la tau. Sebok jek! Hihi. Kecik ati...sbb penat tunggu arinieh. Kecik ati sbb peluang baik tak dpt nak digunekan. Kecik ati sbb macam tak suke jek aku nak improve diri aku. Kdg2 merajuk jugak...sedih jugak. Mane boleh tak sedih kan, pasal diri sniri? Tp sabo jelah...takpelah, kalo org kate tak boleh, takkan aku nak ingkar pulak. Dlm ati cedih Tuhan jek yang tau....Cite2 aku tuuuuuuuhhh....Ape la nak jd ngan aku nieh kan..

Dahla, malas nak kecik ati sangat. Diam jelah. Kalo layan nnt, marah pulak. Aku pon kena paham org...takkan aku nak berkeras, nnt gaduh. Hish..ntahlah! Baik aku bace magazine aku nieh...bace buku resepi ke...dpt ilmu pon dpt...marah pon ilang, kan!

Okeh...aku nak tambah dua site nieh dlm links aku kot...macam elok jek...nnt aku usha....mane tau nak dipakai di mase akan dtg:)

p/s: Suke nak layan lagu nieh...easy listening...gud lyrics...

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