Tuesday, February 28, 2006

theOtaku.com: What Fruits Basket Character Are You?

What Fruits Basket Character Are You?


Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.

DON'T CHA -PUSSYCAT DOLLS

Don't Cha

Oh, baby dolls

I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around shes all over you
And I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind
I know you should be home with me

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it aint love
It just aint enough to leave a happy home
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See, I dont care
But I know she aint gon' wanna share

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha , baby
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

I know I'm on your mind
I know we'll have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me, you aint blind [2x]

See, I know she loves you (I know she loves you)
I understand (I understand)
I'd probably be just as crazy about you
If you were my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then, Oh friend your'e secret is safe with me

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

Cewwwwaaahhh...wat kuiz dpt jawapan Honda Toru...macam kiut jek aku...hehehe..prasan tul...tah mane la persamaan Honda Toru kat situ:D

Ampeh tul Ayen nieh..tah hape2 tah. Skang leh la nak tido lena die nye team dh menang Carling Cup. Wokeh..selepas episod chenta luka aku smalam, rase malas plak nak menaip pasal cerite centa nieh...yelah..aku tak pandai bercenta...tak macam org len!:D

Tp, aku rase, kalo aku tak ckp pon salah jugak. Wokeh la kawan2 sekalian, sbnrnye...aku ngan 1st luv aku tak berchenta. So, kalo kowang rase membace cerite semalam tuh ade tulih...pasal aku tgk die men bola ke...pe ke...well, we were actually frenz...But aku mmg suke nengok die dr 1st year. Ntah apasal aku tak prasan..until tetibe terperasan but it was too late kan...

Nape aku suke die? Becuz die bijak. Ntahlah...for me die mmg la bijak kalo tak takkan dpt dean's list kan. Tp men2 jugak. Pastuh...satu agik sbb walopon die tak tinggi..hehehe (biase2 jek aaa...tak rendah, tak tinggi), tp die nye style tuh pade aku sangat macho la...smpai aku tertawan...Orgnye gelap, kalo nengok...kdg2 kawan aku pernah ckp, style kicap jek...ahakss...becuz aku tak minat org cerah...

Yg paling2 utame skali becuz aku comfortable ngan die nieh...Ntahlah...bile mengenangkan balik kesah dolu2...Aku leh jd slesa terlebih ngan die...n ade mase aku leh jd over pemalu ngan die...yg penting, aku suke style die aaa...

Aku cume realize...aku suke die, mase satu malam...mase tuh tah hapasal terdetik. Tp detikan tuh...cume sekejap jek aaa. Few minutes later dpt tau die suke org len...hehehe..So, kire awal2 aku tau aku dah melepas...hihi

Mmg dr awal dulu aku tau aku akan melepas die nieh...sbb...die nak org lawa. Me, looking at mirror mmg dr awal tau aku bukan taste die. So...maybe sbb tuh aku tak pernah cakap pon kat die...just menyimpan dalam jek la..

So, org yg dipilih tuh mmg lawa. In fact, aku rase aku mmg suke features org tuh...lagik2 die nieh dak umah aku, kalo jln same mmg rase la diri tuh tak lawa...hehehe..

Aku mmg tau dr dulu...kitowang mmg leh jd kawan jek..becuz minat tuh mmg la lebih kurang..walopon len2...(cthnye len team bola), n kitowang slalu gaduh (aku suke), tp...die bukan nak carik pompuan cenggitu. Die nak yg peminin n anggun...n most of all..lawa. Itulah last words aku ngan die dulu mase mule2 die pernah rase cam sedih becuz chenta die nieh tak ketahuan la pulak berbalas ke tidak...so, mase die ngadu2 aku bgtau die...die takleh regret sbb die dh tau ape pilihan die. N kalo itu pilihan die...aku rase die patut teruskan...n die patutnye takleh aaa marah2...N kalo dh sayang tuh, jgn plak mengate blakang..tak elok...sayang tuh sayang la...cewwwaaahh...aku yoyo o! Walhal...dah yoyo o cakap ngan die...balik tuh nangeh...

Paling aku takleh lupe one day aku lepak ptg kat mapley...aku dpt tau die 3 kali round kat mapley tuh tgk aku makan nasik goreng ketam..heheh. Tah hape2. Last2 aku tanye...nape. Die kate, sbb die bosan...ape daaa..dah de awek pon bosan...sedangkan itu pilihan die, bkn sume org minat nye same kan?
Mende die paling paham sal aku, betape sayangnye aku kat dagu si Pires...ahak. So, mase die mengusha dulu, die pi buang kumis n janggut die yg lawa tuh...aku lak yg sedih, sbb org tuh tak suke. Tp bkn aku punye...aku diam jek laaa..

N paling lawak, "ko paham aku, Sha...die tak suke bola. Die tak paham aku!" Adehhh!!!!

So, kesimpulannye? Kdg2 ape kite suke, org tak tentu suke kan? Kdg org yg kite suke...tak tentu balik suke kat kite...;P

Jd...tamatlah riwayat kesan degil. Nieh just a clarification...my 1st luv was not even my sumone...just a fren...huhu...

Lagu ngade2:D

Monday, February 27, 2006

Blue Heart



BLURRY-PUDDLE OF MUDD

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

Okay...aku pon tak paham apasal Cik Ayen jiwang macam tah hape2 nieh...hehehe...Ade ke suh tulh mende jiwang...cettt...Ketahuilah kawan2 sekalian, hikmat jiwang tahap gaban aku tuh dah mule menyusut and at times dah takde hehehe...:P

Nywayz, aku ade satu mende yg aku nak share ngan kowang from cite Luv Actually. Dlm satu part cite nieh, adelah zaman2 di mane 3 org sahabat berkawan. N dalam persabahatan dowang nieh ade 3 org....termasuk bak kate Kunci Hilang (Kiera Knightley-Pride and Prejudice!). Nywayz, 3 org sahabat nieh ade 2 laki and sowang pompuan. Pompuan tuh, Juliet, and dua lagik lagik..Mark and Peter kalo tak silap aku. Cite nieh taklah sadis sangat..cume ade satu part tuh mengingatkan aku pasal diri aku sniri..huhu..

Mark mmg suke Juliet. Tp lambat melapazkan.So, one day...tah camne tah, Juliet ngan Peter kawen (mind u...kadang2 aku lagik cepat lupe bab2 cite nieh! Hehehe) So, kesian la Mark...gadis idaman kawen ngan besfren die gak. Aku rase, the saddest part (walopon cite nieh tak sad), mase Juliet and Peter kawen, pastu...yg si Mark nieh jd tukang kamera. N...selepas ditilik2 Mark tangkap gambo n videokan gambo si Juliet jek...sume n segale aksi:D So obvious kan, akhirnye bile Juliet tgk sniri video rakaman perkahwinan die?:D

So...one day...mase Christmas...dengan bebarape board yg dh siap bertulis...n sebijik radio yg memasang lagu Christmas...Mark datang umah. Juliet bukak pintu. Peter tanye, sape tuh? Mark, without words...tunjuk board tuh "Tell him it's the carol"...lebih kurang cenggitu la. So...die pon mule flip words yg berikut (ehsan dr Kunci Hilang...tengkiu very much!!!!)


Mark: [on sheets of poster board] With any luck, by next year - I'll be going out with one of these girls.
[shows pictures of beautiful supermodels]
Mark: But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - Just because it's Christmas - And at Christmas you tell the truth - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you - Until you look like this
[picture of a mummy]
Mark: Merry Christmas

N akhirnye....Mark pon blaa....huhu...cedih...sob...sob...

Aku sedih aaa. Honestly. Mase aku tgk tuh, aku hampir nak nangeh..idung dh rase cam penuh je nak sreeett...sreeeet...Tibe2 terase kisah aku satu mase dulu macam diframekan balik dlm cite nieh. N if only words nieh...aku cakap dulu kan? Hmmm....maybe silence was the best thing to do at the time..huhuhu..

Bezanye...mase aku wat pangai pakai videocam rakam muke die tuh...mase open house. Raye. N aku tak prasan brape kali aku rewind nak tgk muke tak ensem die. Hehehe...been wondering lately why I was so in luv laa...Macam mane die boleh jd the 1st one...hehe...

N then, mase tuh...gi Johor, kenduri kosmet aku. Aku rewind agik...with dat longing in my heart. Seriously...jiwang sesangat la waktu tuh! :P

Tp...bile dh balik dr Johor...realiti menjelma...ecewaaahh. Aku kena trime hakikat...life aku macam Mark tuh la...dh lambat ckp, sape suh kan. N aku plak sentiase pk yg pompuan kena jg pride, takleh ckp dulu...so bertahun menunggu n akhirnye...lebur!

He was my dream guy. I mean...mase tuh, aku tak prasan. Aku tak tau ape yg aku nak, smpai aku hilang akhirnye. Everyday bile nampak die senyum...n mase aku got the moment berdua jek ngan die...aku langsung tak prasan! Padan muke aku la, waktu tuh...

Aku rase, kenangan aku takleh lupe ngan die, mase tuh kat Coffee Bean, Sunway Pyramid.(Rasenye CB, bukan Starbucks). Aku dok satu tpt, tibe2 die dtg wat muke comey...dok sebelah. Die kate, kang kalo die dok depan nnt asap rokok kena kat aku (aku sbnrnye pernah suke laki merokok). So...mase die dok sebelah die men bacak2...smpai aku marah. Last2 die gelak2. Geram jek, rase nak cubit tp ctrl beb! Pastuh, die cite kat aku sal bola...die cite kat aku sal motor...kitowang spent the hours macam kitowang jek ade kat situ...n..tibe2 die ckp, "Kalo la aku dpt awek cam ko, kan!" Terkejut...but said nothing...jage pride Cik Sha!!!N the day ended like dat..

N then, last2 aku pandang jek die...die anta aku balik hostel. The next day, aku tgk die men bola kat stadium. Best sangat. Aku bet, kalo die leh score goal...tp die tak score. He wore number 10...number jersey aku...hehe. Pastuh, mase die dh men...die trus dtg kat aku. Dok sebelah dgn bucuknye...die cakap, "Aku taknak tanye org len...yg penting utk aku skang, ko!" Aku gelak2...soh die pi tpt len, n die trus bukak baju. Hampeh. Bdn peluh2. Die bagi jersey..soh aku lipat. Aku pon lipat la mende melekit tuh..hampeh...

So, me bebel pasal performance die...die senyum2...n most of the time argue aku tak pandai men bola. Hahaha. My sweetest moment with him...sbb aku suke bile time gaduh ngan die. Aku rase die bijak bile tiap kali die gaduh ngan aku....N plus, sangat comey...luruh jantung beb!:P

My last day with him...mase tuh, aku nasihatkan die to pursue his dream gal...my hosmet. Walhal aku dah nak nangeh..tp aku ctrl jek. Aku gelak2 walhal balik tuh aku nangeh sampai lebam. Die anta aku balik kg...n on the way...die nyanyi utk aku...n aku nyanyi ngan die. Tajuk lagu: Blurry...Puddle of Mudd. Tp yg part paling haru...die nyanyi," You could be my someone, u could be my scene...bla...blaa...." Dah la pandang2 aku...sebbaik tak eksiden bawak keta...huhu. N then, part yg sedih tuh...."Preoccupied without u, I cannot live at all, my whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl..." Hish...bodoh jek rase! Tp balik tuh...mase die pujuk ajak gi PD (anta gadis idamannye)...aku tolak...n itulah kali terakhir kitowang same2...sbb lepas tuh everytime nampak dr jauh..aku lari. Sbb pernah one day die ternampak, die kejar (mase tuh die dh official jd bf org len)..."Puas aku carik ko, ko gi mane...aku windu ko aaaa!!!" Aku gelak2 jek ckp, "Aku pon tiap2 ari windu ko...okay aaa...nak balik...tata..." Pusing2 tuh aku okay. Tp toilet UPTEN tuh la tpt menangeh aku mase tuh...hampeh tul...

Aku demam, aku sakit...aku blaja kire bintang. Aku blaja kenal org...aku blaja bawak diri. Aku lari dr umah aku sebelum tuh...alasannye ade hal peribadi...aku tau kwn2 makan ati tak tau sbb aku berubah pangai...tp yg pasti...utk idup dlm dunia yg ade die....aku dah tutup pintu ati:D

Kite taknak tepuk sebelah tangan, kan. N inilah kisah aku...taknak bertepuk sebelah tangan, tp bertahun makan ati. Org pernah tanye, bile aku jupe ex aku...nape...aku macam tak brape sorok feeling from him...Becuz...aku taknak jd kali ke-dua...:D

Bile aku broke up ngan ex aku, aku mmg la frust. Aku sedih. Tp...bile aku jupe kawan2 aku...n particularly...Suhaila...my close fren...die akan cakap,
Su:" Ko frust, aku nampak. Jgn tipu aku! Tp...aku hepi sbb ko tak frust ngan bf ko macam mane ko 1st time frust ngan ***"
Aku: Teruk sangat ke dulu?
Su: Yelah...sampai sakit n ngigau tak cukup teruk ke? Hehehe...
Aku: Hahaha...yeke...aku tak ingat aaa...
Su: Ko nampak teruk mase tuh, Sha...lost...
Aku: Dah brape thn kan, die ade jek....

So...ape pandangan kowang? Tak cukup jiwang ke? Kesah centa pertame aku nieh tau:P

Nieh lagu Blurry:D

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Love Actually



KU SERU -MISHA OMAR

Ku membayangi jiwa hatimu
Tapi perpisahan menunggu
Ku ingin membelaimu
Namun kasihku tiada restu

Diri begini kerna selama
Ditinggalkan marah sengsara
Hingga hilang terlupa
Siapa aku sebenarnya....Sayang

Oh dengarlah sayu tangisanku
Mengapa degupanmu ku seru
Kerna kesepian nan terlalu
Kembalikan hidup yang ku rindu

Oh dengarlah sunyi tangisanku
Kau tahu ku amat menyayangimu
Oh pergilah kau bukan milikku
Pulang pada yang mengasihi dirimu

Ohh..kesepian berlalu ohoh..
Maafkan Daku

Sampai disini
Ku lepas kau pergi
Biar ku damai bersemadi

Luka mu ku mengerti
Kan ku hilangkan derita ini

Arinieh tgk cite Love Actually...cite from UK. To be honest, sejak dulu lagik aku mmg gilerkan cite UK dr American...maybe sbb aku suke diorg nye culture nieh, and Americans culture nieh terlalu caca marba n over moden utk aku...

Love Actually adelah satu kisah yg membariskan plakon2 hebat kat UK nieh...kirenye, kalo dibajet, maybe cite nie mahalla jugak kot! Plakon2 yang blakon dlm cite nieh- Hugh Grant (Notting Hill), Alan Rickman (Prof. Snape- Harry Potter), Emma Thompson (Prof Trelawney- Harry Potter), Rowan Atkinson (Mr Bean), and ramai agik aaa plakon yg aku slalu nampak, pemes tp aku tak ingat name! Hehe:D

Cite nieh, best! Sbb idea cite nieh dr Heathrow Airport, camne suasane kat airport tuh berpecah2 jd stories pasal macam2 la. Kalo sebut love, mesti owang ingat pasal luv story...tp sbnrnye cite nieh bukan luv story sangat pon...Cite nieh gabungan banyak mende, Hugh Grant, Prime Minister England yg bujang...n then die fall in luv ngan PA die, n dat gal plak...tembam! But dis particular PM suke sangat yg tembam...so...die suke. Tp biaselah, byk protocol die nak jage. Pastuh, kakak Hugh Grant, Emma Thompson...die kawen ngan Alan Rickman...bayangkan la Snape kawen ngan Trelawney...gege. Pastuh, Snape nieh die ade affair ngan dak opis die, n one day...kantoi ngan wife die nieh...yg sangat cool...sbb die mengenangkan sayang kat anak2:)

N then, anak Snape ngan Trelawney nieh satu sekolah ngan sowang dak nieh...yg br kematian mak, n then tinggal plak ngan bapak tiri. Mule2 bapak tiri tak pandai sangat jage die...tp one day bapak tiri nieh tolong die dpt die nye crush...so, last2 diorg nampak macam father and son...

Ade plak, satu kisah sowang author yg kena betray ngan member die sbb member die ade affair ngan tunang die. So, die bawak diri pergi France, jupe plak org Portugal. Tp tak paham bahse masing2. Hehe. N author nieh kawan ngan 3 org besfrenz...Kisah besfrenz nieh plak...sowang pompuan 2 laki, sowang nieh dpt kawen ngan pompuan nieh, sbb yg lagik sowang lambat ckp, walhal pompuan tuh sbnrnye suke yg lagik sowang...

Tp luv paling best skali ade sowang rockstar tua kat UK yg pemes, ala2 macam Mick Jagger. Die nieh dh hampir lost hope...tua sampai last idup dh abes ngan poya2. Die nieh abeskan idup ngan manager die...laki jugak. One day, die tekad kalo die berjaye wat comeback die nak naked mase nyanyi. Huhu...so, last2 die nyanyi naked laa...hahaha..

So? Aku enjoy aaa tgk. N after 2 weeks of not meeting my ibu....hehehe...biase aaa...manje terlebih...tido tgh2 smpai adik marah...ahahah...

Satu pasal cite Love Actually nieh...lagu die best2. Lagu Trouble With Love- Kelly Clarkson yg aku minat giler babas...pastuh lagu Wherever you Will Go- The Calling...aiseh...lagu memori chenta luka aku...hehehe..So lately...been wondering.who will be there to take my place...when I'm gone..u'll need luv..to light the shadows on your face....ecewwwaahhh!!! Nieh lagu aku dedicate kat ex mase aku nak merantau jap arituh...hehehe. Liriknye ade pon dlm blog nieh. Huhuhu. Ntah apasal, cam semacam plak dgr lagu nieh..huhuhu...hai...lame dah tak melayan prasaan!:P

Nywayz, tak kisah la ape2 pon..tuh hal aku...jgn la nak nyibok...hehe..tatata...itu saje dr saye arinieh:D
p/s: tibe2 rase lagu Misha nieh best:D

Saturday, February 25, 2006

What Anime Rose Are You?

What Anime Rose Are You?


Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.

TEMAN TAPI MESRA-RATU


aku punya teman
teman sepermainan
kemana ada dia selalu ada aku
dia amat manis
dan juga baik hati
dia selalu adawaktu untuk membantu
kunamun aku bingung
ketika dia bilang cinta
dan dia juga katakan
tuk ingin jadi kekasihku
reff: cukuplah saja berteman denganku
janganlah kau meminta lebih
ku tak mungkin mencintaimu
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra
aku memang suka pada dirimu
namun aku ada yg punya
lebih baik kita berteman
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra

Arinieh sebok wat keje aku laa...sume keje bwk balik umah. 5 sets of exam papers....settle! Gasaklah anak murid aku nak menjawab nieh..ehehe...punyelah merayu soh paper senang...adedehhh...

Sesambil tuh menjeling tgk Football Extra. Ptg nieh dah nak balik dah...aiseh...kesian plak ibu aku moyok pandang aku arinieh. Tak abes lagik berita dunia ngan aku...hihi...

Arinieh, tgk Mighty Ducks. My fav movie yg diminati sesangat dr kecik. Suke layan...Heal the world...make it a better place...lagu Michael Jackson tuh...pastuh...lagu Queen- We are the champions my fren....lagu We Will Rock You...sume2 tuh! Package- cite best...lagu best...watak2 best...gempaq aaa...hehe:P

Windu adik2 aku aaaaaaaaaa...huuuuuuuuuu....huwaaaaaaaaa...nangeh aaa...Dah sebulan since aku digelar Cik Sha secara official nieh adik2 aku pon tak balik umah sbb masing2 sebok. Sowang nak SPM, tournament rugby. Sowang agik asek ngan keje die pastu takleh balik sbb tak dibagi balik. Balik2 tgk si jeles nieh...itupon dekat nak balik nieh baru nak balik ngan aku...kalo tak menjeling jek sbb marah aku taknak stay...huhu...

Aicehmen...nak balik aaa...'til then...tak sempat nak letak logo mighty ducks...kuiz jadik aaa ek!!!Layan lagu juara carta era arinieh tau!

Friday, February 24, 2006

UEFA

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Liverpool Kalah~!
Aiseh mennn..camne aku nak berstory ngan kowang sekalian. 1stly, thanx to my dear Cik Ayen...sbb kejut aku pagi2 bute. Skang aku cepat tido sbb..peeeennnnaat. So...sowang nieh, sbb die student, leh aaa..nak jage2. Kalo teacher sowang nieh ikut jejak langkah die, alamatnye anak murid sure cakap, "cikgu suke tido, ari2 cikgu tidoo.." hehe. So...pagi waktuh Real vs Arsenal, aku ckp..."real gol last min". Tgk2...Benfica gol last min...huhhu.. Aku tak dpt tgk game nieh sbb aku tak bukak tv Astro kat luar...so, aku cume dpt tgk gol Benfica yg last min mmg canteq. Sbbnye aku tido dlm bilik, bukak tv dlm takde astro...huhu...my teaammmmmm!!!! Huwaaa....!!! Fight back, kops~~~!!!!

Stevie G...80 mins or a month?
Pakwe aku si Stevie...injured. Aku peratikan kesan kecederaan die mase vs MU arituh (ho yeahhhh!!! Liverpool won!!!!). Bygkan la...slalu bola die kalo cross naik canteq, kali nieh macam leper jek kebawah...tak lawa langsung..Tp berbaloi tul, Liverpool menang gak! Cume mase vs Benfica itu ari die dimasukkan 10 mins dekat2 nak abes..sbbnye: Rafa kate, better ilang die for 80 mins dr a month...Alalalala..cian bucuk2kku Stevie..huhuuuu...

Momo injured!
Mohamed Sissoko...injured. Bile? Lwn Benfica. Tp kan...tak heran aa. Die nieh slalu dpt layanan teruk. Becuz die Muslim. Sian die, bile org wat die tak kena ape2. Tp die tak wat org kena jek! Erghh..marah!

Arsenal Menang!!!
Ho yeahhhh....lantak la ko skong Real Ayen oiii!! Aku sokong Arsenal dat nite, win or kalah doesn't matter asalkan game best! Hehehe..suke lak tgk beck terkulat...hihi. Tp paling puas ati tuh sbb Henry score...Pires aku pon men lawa jek. Hmm...Ayen slalu ingat aku minat Arsenal kan..the fact is...aku tak minat langsung Arsenal cume players fav ramai kat situ jek...wokeh! Apepon...aku ttp hepi sbb at least menaikkan smangat players Arsenal nieh balik...dowang sume mude2...n then bolela nak membuktikan kalo player tuh dh handal, team mahal macam mane pon taleh kalahkan...Pade aku, silap malam tuh...forward real...midfield dh lawa...tp Robinho sememangnye tak bergune...hehe...

Woodgate
Aku rase kadang2 macam career die nieh dh berakhir jek aaa. Sbb cube tgk betul2, mase Henry score tuh die nye marking tak lawa langsung. He was not what he used to be anymore, kan?! Ntahlaaa...macam biskut mamat nieh. Skang...die injured balik...huuu...gantung boots jelah pasnieh terus ...

Smith!
Sowang agik patah kaki...Alan Smith...mase vs Liverpool itu ari. Br men 10 mins dh injured. Alalala...sian. Pasnie maybe lambat la nak recover cam Ciise tuh kan?! Dahla kedudukan tak secure kat MU, lg injured lak. Sian...sian. Aku pon heran camne die jatuh sniri trus injured gitu jek...ish3...sian...

Balas Dendam~!!!
Ho yeahhh...Chelsea kalah n my team won also! Barca....yeay. Tp cam ade sket tak best sbb aku bile bab2 team EPL kalah nieh cam tak enjoy jek. Tp apepon aku satisfied beberape perkare:


a) Freekick Lampard tak masuk
b) Drogba blakon tak jd
c) Del Horno kena buang padang
d) TERRY MASUK GOL SNIRI!!!


Itu cukup membuatkan aku puas ati n tak tido. Hungga2 dlm bilik wat belly dance..hehehe...Kalo la anak murid ku tau...aisehmen..mampus!:P

Mourinho still berlagak agik..tp malas aaa nak komen kan..mane tau dei wat comeback plak..:D

Aku tak byk stories arinieh...cume results yg de kat tangan jek...n date utk 2nd leg:d

Aku sokong:
PSV - Lyon 0-1 Report » 08/03 » -->Lyon
Bayern - Milan 1-1 Report » 08/03 » --->Bayern
Real Madrid - Arsenal 0-1 Report » 08/03 » --->Arsenal
Benfica - Liverpool 1-0 Report » 08/03 » --->Liverpool
Rangers - Villarreal 2-2 Report » 07/03 » --->Rangers
Bremen - Juventus 3-2 Report » 07/03 » --->Juventus
Chelsea - Barcelona 1-2 Report » 07/03 » ---->Barca
Ajax - Internazionale 2-2 Report » 14/03 » --->Inter

Itu saje laporan saye kawan2:D

Gambo bf aku...hehehehe....Robert Pires~!

Seksis Torino



SEKSIS- ANITA SARAWAK

bila ku bersuara... kau kategorikan sbg meleter
bila kau tercabar... sebelum bertarung pun ku dah kau singkir
tika di jalanan... cermat ke cuai
stereotype lady driver
bila tunjuk pandai... lagakmu hebat
mengalahkan seorang professor

oh mana keadilannya
balik-balik kita saja terkena
dahulu hingga kini
kau memonopoli... cuba menguasai
duniaku ini... oh mana aci

jangan pandangku sebelah mata
hanya kerna namaku wanita
walau ada kelemahannya
engkau pun apa tidaknya
jangan pandangku sebelah mata
nanti kejantananmu tercabar
takkanku menyerah kalah
kerana matamu berat sebelah
kelemahanmu akan ku tepis
selagi persis takkan ku tersisih..

pabilaku ramah... manis lidah
kau tuduhku perempuan murah
namun bila kau menutup helah
katamu mengikut sunnah
andai keharmonian rumahtangga
jangan harap ucapan tahniah
hujung bulan tiba... ku tuntut nafkah
kau buatku macam peminta sedekah

oh mana keadilannya
balik-balik kau juga juara
asyik kita bersabar
melayan takhta... siang malam buta
dan penuh setia... bagaikan raja

Nieh adelah lagu yg aku dgr hampir sepanjang arinieh. Sbnrnye arinieh sports day. Wat kat Stadium Tuanku Abdul Rahman, Paroi. Adeehhh..penatnye Cik Sha!

Arinieh..aku seperti yg len sume pakai kaler "Zahid". Orange! Keje aku menghiaskan grandstand...tpt doknye VIP sekalian...especially Pengarah Pelajaran Negeri Sembilan. Aku pon seram jugak la nak wat mende2 cenggini..maklumlah...aku bukan macam separuh org, dah biase ngan raja, PM dan sebagainye...aku nieh manusia biase jek kan!:D

So...basically, Kejohanan Olahraga arinieh best la. Sbbnye aku melihat gelagat budak2 yg mengingatkan aku pade zaman kanak2 aku sniri kan! Hehe. Aku adelah cikgu umah Mahsuri- Umah Kuning. Aku ingat the last time aku dlm umah kuning mase sekolah rendah...dgn Cik Din..hihi...tp umah kuning aku kali nieh taklah sebagus n setera umah kuning aku mase sek.rendah tuh...hehe...

Pengalaman jd budak2 mase sukan dgn jd org yg organize sukan of course la len2 kan. Penat sangat pon iye..tp ape pon tak sepenat jd budak...mane2 nak merayau pon boleh. Yg nieh terpakse la jage pangai merayau n tak senakal dulu, maklum jelah...awak tuh bukan budak lagik, so kenalah behave. Lgpon dah pakai t-shirt len...tak pakai t-shirt plajar ke, baju uniform ke pe...

Maybe, kelainan yg aku rase sbb skolah aku dulu de dak laki...so suasane len sket. Lgpon walopon skolah2 aku mase sek.men dulu nieh skolah besar (wa masuk SBP, KGV n Teknik...sume sekolah kaye), skolah nieh pon kaye jugak la. Cume dak2 skarang len la sket especially bab2 daye kreativiti dowang nieh...Macam kitowang dulu sebok nak wat sepanduk...banner sane dan sini...tempah baju sniri..skang byk yg wat sniri gak, tp ade guidance from teachers. Contohnye...kalo time aku skolah dulu kitowang bz menempah t-shirt design sniri (takmo pakai t-shirt skolah). Design sume gampaqz belake..tp skang diorg more skema la...hehe..

Bab independent tuh maybe kurang sket la..tp ape pon aku enjoy, especially bab persembahan senamrobik wat formasi macam2, pastu kawat..ade yg siap buat baju style macam Blu Cantrelll...gempaq jugak student aku nieh...ade hip hop dance...and as usual...paling aku enjoy setiap acare skolah...Brass band....hehehe

Sebbaik aku pakai kaler Zahid nieh...orange...kalo tak, maunye ade student ingat aku budak2...huhu..sbb aku pakai sport shoes and bawak beg sandang blakang..huhu...puas aku menempek lipstick..huhh..tak best betul bermekap....:P

Lately aku giler tgk acare Winter kat Torino 2006...channel 901-903 Astro...especially Figure Skating...td aku bajet nak carik gambo lawa utk Figure Skating...baju lawa sumenye...tp cam gambo tak menarik sangat...hehee..

Life aku macam biase...takde ape yg menarik la...cume lately suke mengusik kawan2 yg sudi kawan...itu jek...contohnye..mengusik Ayen yg pronounce Natasha--->Natasyg...heheh..tah hape2 org angau nieh..Usik su n K...n sape agik? Ahhh..biar jelah...biar tak ramai member janji aku hepi...:D

Okaylah..aku dh penat...sat gi nak balik dah...tata dulu rakan2 sekalian..sementare tuh layan jelah lagu Seksis nieh ek...tata!!!

Friday, February 17, 2006

liv vs mu


SAPE NAK MENANG GAME SOK...!!!!

LIVERPOOL VS MANCHESTER UNITED

Wat poll kat sebelah nieh kalo nak vote...kite tgk betul ke tak!
:D

st anger!

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SUARA HATI SEORANG KEKASIH- MELLY GOESLAW
hanya namamu di hatiku
jiwa dan raga takkan berdusta
namun terkadang
cinta terusik benci sesaat
seribu musim takkan bisa
menghibur hati yang penuh marah
entah mengapaberpisah saat mulai menjalin
suara hati seorang kekasih
bagai nyanyian surgawi
takkan berdusta walau ketamakan merajai diri yang penuh emosi
jauh di dasar hatiku
tetap ku mau
kau sebagai kasihku

Aku slalu terpikir camne kalo aku marah. Kadang2 aku suke tgk cermin bile aku marah. Masya-Allah....huduhnyeee..hehe. So, tiap kali marah, kadang2 aku suke carik cermin...nak kasik sedor diri tuh. Kan tak sronok org nampak..

Tp most of the time, malas pulak aku nak cover muke marah aku. Muke aku nieh, marah tak marah mmg masam mencuka..bukanlah cantik jelita pon kan!

So...aku rase arinieh mmg ari aku tak cover pon muke marah aku. Pagi2 lagik aku rase macam nak marah. Maybe aku period. Anak murid aku plak, arinieh lembab semacam. So, di atas lembab bertanye diorg (and lesson arinieh cume ade 10 minutes jek sbb meeting!), so...aku kuar jek kelas without sempat diowang bertanye kat aku. Lgpon byk tul kelas arinieh. Hmm..sbnrnye aku tak lah marah dowang sangat. Aku just marah sbb meeting tuh lame n anak murid aku takleh blajo walopon kelas 2 periods! Aku takmo diowang ketinggalan!

N then...aku balik kat bilik. Ade plak tanye mane kehilangan aku smalam sbb org admin carik. Nak jek aku marah lagik! Laaa..bukan ke aku dah inform sumenye..takkanla pelupa sangat?!

N arinieh, aku nye surat sampai. Surat tuh kebetulan salah plak, terletak name aku puan. Maybe salah, maybe jugak sengaja. Sbb ikut protokol ade sparuh mende walopon ko lom kawen ttp panggey puan. Aku smpai admin, nak amik surat. Acik PA tuh baik sangat...aku tak sampai ati lak tgk die. Tp ade sowang nieh, tah hape post die tah. Yg aku tau die dok kat reception! Punyelah berlagak siap gelak2 sbb surat tuh tulis puan. Hampeh..amik surat aku plak! Nak je aku tanye, yg awak nak bace surat saye buat ape...takde authority pon kan! Bile die dh mule jdkan surat aku joke...aku mule hangin..

Masuk kelas lagik, kali nieh students corporate..except ade sowang nieh mmg suke ponteng. Aku malas nak marah, aku pon nakal dulu. Tp utk yg lambat masuk, kalo boleh jawab aku taklah bising, tp kalo takleh jawab, siapla nak menjawab ngan aku. Sbb...aku mmg nakal...tp rasenye soklan cikgu bab blaja masih boleh dijawab dgn baik:D

Then...baru jek aku naik, kena panggey lagik kat admin. Suke ati jek nak mengarah. Yg aku tau sepanjang 2 ari aku cuti...gossip sudah melande. Maybe sbb surat aku, or sebab musabab ketidakhadiran aku smalam. Aku wat tak pedulik..slame nieh dlm bilik macam2 aku dgr gossip sume org especially students. Kadang2 aku rase sedih org kutuk anak murid aku..tp aku sabo giler jek!

Aku turun jek admin. Amik file aku. Patutnye mende cenggini last week lagik dah setel, tp diorg tak setel2kan pon utk aku. So...mane aku jd tak marah. Balik, aku ade nak anta mende kat KWSP. Bile aku mintak no. majikan..die herdik aku plak. Konon kaco waktu rehat die (walhal dah abeh dah waktu rehat nieh!). Aku mmg dah brapi nak jek aku jerit sial...huhu. Geram tul aku. Tp aku tak layan...wat bodoh jek, setelkan hal KWSP aku tuh..

Tibe2...aku smpai la kat Guardian, nak bli pad. Aku kan period. Mase aku nak capai pad..tibe..."Assalamualaikum, teacher!" Aku pusing. Aku tak ingat dak nieh kelas mane. Maybe dak yg aku ajar. Die senyum jek..muke penuh bersemangat. Kwn2 die ade kat situ. Die pon panggey kawan2 die.." Kowang....teacher Sha!!!!" Aku plak cuak org Guardian tuh pandang2. Hahaha. Ntah apasal aku rase macam sedih plak..huuhuuu...tibe2 tersejuk automatik plak ati aku tgk gelagat dowang nieh:(

So...kesimpulannye..dlm kemarahan nieh masih ade agik aaa mende nak menyejukkan ati.

Mlm td...sket salah paham. Sape agik...kawan aku yg sakit, Ayen. Ntahlaaa...sbnrnye kalo aku marah..aku lagik suke senyap n elak contact sebaik mungkin. Maybe Ayen ingat aku marah die...tp sbnrnye aku tak marah pon. Just malas nak share life aku ngan org len. N paling malas nak bertembung ngan org kuat menyibuk..Last2 Ayen jd mangse sbb aku mendiamkan diri termasuk ngan die:D

Org maybe takkan paham nape Ayen, Su...and org2 tertentu jek. Ntahlah...keidupan aku nieh menjadikan sesuatu perkare itu bukti. Kejadian2 lame tuh satu pengajaran yg paling bergune utk aku. Org2 nieh tak pernah lari dr aku...seteruk mane life aku n ape yg terjadi pade aku. So, pade aku..dowang la kawan2 aku...

Tak kisahla Ayen tuh laki ke pompuan ke...aku bukan de niat len kat die. Sumenye kawan jek. Slagi aku tau ape aku buat nieh dgn niat berkawan, insyaAllah..aku tak kisah ape org len pk, sbb aku tau ape aku buat. Biarlah die lelaki pon..kalo kwn pompuan je....harapkan jantina jek same...tp dok mencerca kat blakang pon tak gune!

Okeh...pjg lebar dah...sok aku kena gi ganti. Gotong royong..adehaii...

p/s: Kadang2 tgk anak murid aku....teringat AADC...hehehe...

Thursday, February 16, 2006

ikhlas

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HOW YOU REMIND ME- NICKLEBACK

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no Never made is as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

Ape ek nak cakap...

Basically, nothing. Cume arinieh terpk about sumthing la.

Kadang2...aku rase bukan sume org ikhlas. Nampak jek ikhlas, tp tak ikhlas langsung. So, ape ek...camne aku nak ckp nieh..hmm...pade aku, aku tak kisah org ikhlas tak ikhlas, cume sejak kebelakangan nieh aku rase macam ade ketidakikhlasan ade kat keliling aku. Maybe prasaan aku jek..tp makin aku dok n tenangkan diri utk berpk..aku rase, maybe betul kot: bukan senang nak carik org yg ikhlas.

Arinieh, org tanye aku, aku moody ke. Bkn moody...cume aku nak berhati2 la. Kadang2 aku rase malas nak update blog sniri. Tp mengenangkan org yg betul2 jauh dr aku, aku update. Lagipon mane tau...there are people yg aku nak jupe bile aku update blog..

Tp sbnrnye, aku malas nak update cam dolu2 lagik. Sbb kang len aku ckp, len org paham. Yg best tuh, len aku cakap..gune mende yg len tuh ikut kepahaman nak attack aku. Ape kena mengena aku tak taulah...Yg jd mangse, org yg nak tau ape jd ngan aku lately. My real frenz...

Aku sbnrnye dah tak tau nak caye sape agik. Lately aku pandang keliling, aku nak cakap ngan sape2...aku rase macam susah nak caye org yg ade keliling aku. Cukup skali org gune segale2 yg ade kat aku utk attack aku. Rupe aku, ape aku pakai, camne aku jalan. Aku leh still ingat satu2 ayat org bagi kat aku. Bkn aku tak reti marah..aku reti..tapi aku malas nak jd bodoh n rendahkan mentaliti aku nak gaduh2..

Skang, aku malas nak cite ape aku wat dah. Suke sangat buat andaian, buat sangatlah. Aku cam takde ati nak bercerite sal diri aku melainkan aku rase mende tuh penting utk kawan2 aku tau. N kalo mende tuh tak against principals aku. Sbb aku dah malas...

Kadang2 aku rase, betul ke nak berkawan ngan aku, or org saje nak kawan bile aku de kedudukan, ade keje...nampak elok. Bile dlm kusut2 org takde pon nak tanye kabo..

So, salah aku ke kerane tak percayekan sape2 lagik? Salah aku ke org wat andaian macam2? Takleh ke aku simpan rahsia aku sniri..?
Itu jek utk arinieh:d


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

hibiscus

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JUJUR-RADJA

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti
sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
bukan sumpah atau janji

* buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
setulus hatimu bisa menerima
sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
bukan sekedar bersama

reff: jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia
tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku

jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia
tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku selamanya


Aku slalu pelik ngan students aku. Kadang2 aku rase diorg gedik, mungkin sbb diorg dok sekolah pompuan. Sumtimes, bile aku dok sowang...aku pon puas pk, nape kawan2 aku skolah situ dulu...tp tak cenggitu. Sumtimes, aku tgk kawan2 len skolah pompuan jugak...tp diorg macam relax jek. Tak dikecualikan ade yg susah mengawal diri nieh still wujud...tp maybe, tak ramai...Tak seramai students aku skang! Lebih menakutkan!

The 1st day aku jupe dowang, most of them terkejut becuz dowang kate teacher dowang nieh tak kelihatan sperti sowang cikgu. Maybe ke sbb aku rendah? Hehe. N then I asked them, what's bothering them..am i too simple? Or too ugly? Pastu diorang cakap..." No la teacher, we actually thought u look like just anyone of us...if it's not for ur cloth and make up!"

I asked them, "Do u feel dat I should put on more make ups?" N they said..."No...it's just dat we couldn't believe we have a very young teacher for dis subject!"


N aku gelak je...The next day, I put on my red lipstick instead of the mango one. But unfortunately...diorg cakap..."Teacher, can u stay with us permanently? It's gud to have a sister as a teacher!" Aku dah gelak. Sudah! N I asked them...kenape? They said,sbb aku je cikgu mude yg ade...n the old teachers sume garang2 ngan diorg. Aku gelak lagik. Tak cukup garang lagik ke? N suddenly I realized yg cakap tuh sume dak2 form 3 and form 4...sbb diorg belum dpt byk keje except tgh abeskan project dowang! Heehehehe...

N then...bile aku mencadangkan chocolate during time aku...diorg macam tak caye. Itu tak termasuk lagik aku kate ngan diorg yg aku suke S.H.E. Hehehe...lagik dowang tak caye pastuh. It was until..

"Teacher, what does it feels to be in co-ed?" Huu...aku dh agak soklan nieh akan dtg..

I said, "Just like ordinary schooldays like urs..."

"Teacher, u had a very gud time during ur school days, rite? I mean...lots of boys there..." Aku senyum jek...

"Why, do u think boys are intresting?"

"Well...at least u have sumthing to watch everyday..."

"It was not as intresting a u think, okay..."

"But teacher...I mean, u can have boifrenz, sumone to look after us..."

"U think so?"
"Yeah!!!"--->jawab beramai2....hehee...
"Yeah, it was fun. But u have to think about the reason why u come to school everyday, okay?"

Pastu...dgn very big reluctance from them, we dropped the topic. Aku pon blank gak..hahhaa...Aku tau dr dulu agik diorg dok nak korek sal aku nieh, even aku study kat mane, umah kat mane pon aku tak cakap...

Aku respect ngan dowang sbb dowang nieh, Alhamdulillah..students yg pandai2 n cepat menangkap..but I pity them becuz they have such very small world...Hanye umah n skolah. N diorg tak macam kawan2 aku yg walopon girls school...tp bijak bab2 berpijak pade bumi yg nyate nieh...

Smart, yet dreamy students. Yesterday they kept on asking about Valentine's Day. Utk Malay students, Muslims...awal2 aku dh ckp jgn celeb. But for the non-Malays...I just grinned and said, "Well today we have cheap chocolates on sale, though!" Diorg cam tak puas ati...hehehe...Sowi gals....Miss Sha cannot share dat information with u!

Today...aku gi exam SPA. So, tinggal students aku ngan keje2...sian dowang. Hehe. Dhla banyak, sume calculations...hihi. Penat jugak exam arinieh. Aku jupe kwn2 lame sparuh tuh...Haiza, dak matrik....dak skolah2...Dah kate examnye di DEWAN SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN RAHANG...sekolah rendah aku..hehe..

Okeh la...nothing else, nak balik umah je pknye nieh...Tata!!!

Lagu nieh sentiase mencuit ati aku...hehe...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

ralph lauren




ape ek...hmmm...jeles ngan Ayen die gi Melake arinieh...huhuhu...

Takde nak ckp ape...arinieh nak tayang perfume idaman yg year after year takde duit dr dulu nak bli...huwaaa..
every year mesti ade promotion mende nieh...aku pandang jek...
bkn sbb name die romance..tp mmg aku minat mende nieh...tahla...aku minat sangat mende nieh..

Bau die best, packaging best..poket aku, tak best...

Nak la mende nieh...angan2 jek...lagik2 bile dtg feb ade promotion...huhu...
K. aaa...stop berangan...sedar la diri tuh, Sha!
Takde lagu arinieh ek...malas nak letak...

Monday, February 13, 2006

wannabe harry potter

WANNABE-SPICE GIRLS

Yo, I'll tell you what I want,what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell mewhat you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ah
If you want my future forget my past,
If you wanna get with me better make it fast,
Now don't go wasting my precious time,
Get your act together we could be just fine

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
Iwanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ah

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

What do you think about that now you know how I feel,
Say you can handle my love are you for real,
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try
If youreally bug me then I'll say goodbye

Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ah

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way itis

So here's a story from A to Z, you wanna get with me
you gotta listen carefully,
We got Em in the place who likes it in your face,
we got G like MC who likes it on an
Easy V doesn't come for free, she's a real lady,
and as for me you'll see,
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta,
you gotta, you gotta, slam, slam,slam, slam
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your bodydown and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down zigazig ah
If you wanna be my lover

The British Day...
Today aku saje letak lagu wannabe...sbb mase tgk posting mende nieh, aku dgr lagu Wannabe..Spice Girls...hehehe...used to have huge crush on Victoria Adam..lepas die kawen ngan Beckham...macam muak plak tgk die kat magazine:P
Okaylah...actually just nak share today's experience..well, best jugak..all dis while sitting at the back during the assembly, td sitting in front..hehe. N then..tetibe tringat Hogwarts plak...huhu..tibe cam rase kan best kalo aku macam McGonagall ke...Snape ke..huhuhuuu...back to reality...no Harry Potter...no pumpkin juice whatsoever..yg ade krusi plastik n n brochure sekolah penyayang:D. No pumpkin juice...:P

Well, at last. Aku tak bli buku nieh...pinjam org. Inipon adult version punye yg aku bace (yang kaler itam). The 1st book aku bace adult version..ntah laaa...same jek...cume aku rase buku HP dh makin serius n tak byk lawak cam dulu:d

Basically, best sbb byk cerite pasal Voldermort, which I like. Pastuh byk incident yg macam susah nak dibayangkan...tp bace byk2 kali leh paham..

Byk actions....n byk jugak so-called luv scenes. Dlm nieh Harry pandai jeles, dh kuar ngan sumone...n nampak macam serius jugak pasal mende nieh. N Dumbledore mati:D

So...best la...dpt bace buku idaman akhirnye...At times, best jugak berimaginasi..

Itu sajelah kot cite utk harinieh. Len takde aaa...malas nak cite!:D

Sunday, February 12, 2006

buzday peruz

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DON'T SPEAK -NO DOUBT

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always

I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts no no no
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

It's all ending,
I gotta stop pretending who we are...

You and me
I can see us dying... are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts no no
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak don't speak don't speak
No I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you good I know you good
I know you real good oh

La la la la la la la la la
Don't don't ooh ooh
Hush hush darling
Hush hush darling
Hush hush don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush hush darling
Hush hush darling
Hush hush don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Arinieh....nothing spesel...
Just wanna wish dis particular person...HAPPY BUZDAY~! Fairuz Diyana Ibrahim...my 1st fren in UNITEN. Die nieh best, intelligent, cute, talented, brilliant sume la!
So...what else? Hmm..she was the one yg percaye pade my principles, motivated me a lot, understands me as I am..ape agik ek...
Nk bagi pujian, well, to be honest...itu bukan style aku kat die la! She understands it too..just wish dat die dpt ape yg dihajati dlm idup die especially the luv ones..sbb kitowang pernah ade dream together about luv one nieh kan..hehe..mase zaman single dulu:D
Well..ape agik? Fairuz sumone yg ajar Cik Sha to be a bot feminine, die komen paling best..what should I or should not wear, my fashion consultant..sume2 tuh la...

Okehlaa..takde pe lagik..just layan lagu nieh yg takde mengena langsung ngan Peruz... tp sbb tgk The 10..nieh one of the top songs for Break Up Songs...hehe..
To Peruz...all the luv from Ketam...:D

king of europe



Aiyyaaakk...aku tertinggal sof copy kt umah! Okeh..very briefly...my comments about last nite's match:

Wenger vs Allardyce
-Wenger-my fav, Big Sam-my least fav...so, game nieh aku sokong sape? Wenger.
-Pires -my bf, Nakata-also my bf---> dua2 men best yesterday!
-Sape score dulu - Bolton.
-Who scored for Bolton? Kevin Nolan.
-Goal lawa ke tidak - pade aku, lawa...bola tonjol depan kaki....leaped over the players...keeper takleh tangkap. Nice one!
-Sape Kevin Nolan? - Captain Bolton.
-Paling byk try - from Arsenal
-1st half for Bolton, 2nd half for Arsenal
-Tak boleh ckp sape paling byk try...obviously aku akan kate Pires. Mase free kicks, cross..rasenye byk from die. Tp takleh bias kan!:D
-Then? Goal Gilberto for Arsenal before the final whistle.
-End result - Ars 1 - Bolton 1
- Cik Sha's rating- 4 stars...gud game, tp takde penyudah!:D


Jewell vs Benitez
-Fowler in 1st eleven along with Morientes (tak best! Aku nak Ciise men!)
-Wigan kehilangan Camara for African Nations Cup
-1st 20 minute, boring...bola kat tgk jek...ade try from Liverpool...but not dat gud
-Fowler-Morientes combination- not quite gud - Morientes tak tau bile nak bg bola kat Fowler
-Ade satu time Morientes and Fowler rebut bola, 1st mase Fowler kejar, tak offside, tp bile Morientes pgg outside trus.
-Byk chance...takde finishing.
-Best player yg byk effort from Wigan - Bullard!
-One and only goal - Sami Hyppia..
- Steven Gerrard not fully recovered, nampak pelik bile amik corner, macam org sakit kaki.
- 2nd half -kuarkan Fowler, masukkan Kromkamp...so. 5-4-1
- Kuarkan Morientes, masukkan ciise...not much a change
- Overall? Gud game, but player Liverpool belum men ke tahap yg sbnr..
- Neil Mellor (on loan from Liverpool to Wigan, tp takleh men, sbb loan jek:D)
- Final result: Wig 0 - Liv 1
- Kesimpulan - Liverpool takleh harap striker...kalo tak midfield, back yg score:p
- - Cik Sha's rating- 2 stars...Liverpool is better than dis~!:D


Fergie vs Redknapp
- Hero for the day - christiano Ronaldo - 2 goals, 1 from RvN (nyampah dieeeee!!! tak suke Christina~!)
- Possession - 50-50....2nd half for Pmouth, tp no luck
- Corners? Pmouth lg byk
- Shots on goal - Pmouth lg byk.
- So? - it's ok...MU deserved to win.
- Kesimpulan? Walo sebagus mane Pmouth men, they need goals
- Part best - Goal Pmouth, cantik..but game RvN pon not bad.
- Takd ape yg berubah...Pmouth junam, Mu naik...tp tak ptg Csea.
- My man of the match -Wayne Rooney!-passing cun~!
- Overall game - gud game, intresting...
- Cik Sha's rating- 3 stars...expected results...takde ape diherankan!:D


Shearer vs O'Leary
- Gud game
- Nice one from Newcastle...obviously the Magpies tak suke boss lame dowang dulu:D
- Sape paling bagus? Sume...
- Sape paling teruk? Milan Baros..the whole game not bad, tp die missed lat minute penalty to equalize
- Sape paling hepi? Ameobi....tak slalu die score goal
- Sape dpt pujian? Alan Shearer, sbb die manage while playing
- So? - Alan Shearer ade harapan jd manager kg die..
- Overall? - best..tp tgk delay, dh tau la result:P
- Cik Sha's rating- 3 stars...boleh la...game nieh akan menunjukkan sape next manager Villa:D


McLaren vs Mourinho
- Game? - Best!
- Apasal - CHELSEA KALAH~!
- Paling best - Yakubu's goal...lawa!
- Ape lagik? Ntahlaaa...tp best la Chelsea kalah...
- Nape gaknye..? - kate org pro ESPN, commentator...sbb player Csea penat
- mane pi player simpanan? - ntahlah! tp Drogba n Essien takde kan?
- Boro - Morrison n Mendieta back in the game with Darren Bent!
- Yg takleh dilupekan - tgk Terry kelam kabut..hehe..
- Kesimpulan?- Takyah comment byk...janji Chelsea kalah...hahahhahahah...
- Cik Sha's rating- 5 stars to Steve McLaren's team

Coleman vs Robson
- Ape ek...byk sangat goal
- Sape? - Fulham ---->Helguson dan kawan2...(tak tgk game, tgk gola jek!hehe)
- Best ke? - Byk sangat goal...ntahlah....
- Ape kate Robson? -"We would like to apologize to our fans~!"
- Sape Cik Sha sokong - ntah, dua2 pon okay...tp Fulham nampak lagik mantap!
- WBA relegated? Not a chance..maybe kalo dh takde luck, but..slalunye diorg terlepas saat akhir
- Cik Sha's rating - 3 stars...utk tgk byk goals...tp utk game, biase jek....

Moyes vs Hughes
- Keeper ke-3 Everton kena buang..lepas nieh pakai keeper ke-4 kot...uiiyoo?
- Sape goal? Beattie...nice one!
- Sape men? - Sinama Ponggolle loan from Liverpool men utk Blackburn
- Gud game? Yup...according to what Masefield (ESPN) said...Everton mule nak cure...
- Len2.....tak sure, sbb tgk goals n tries jek!

So...comments?

---->When you lose, it is always a bad day, especially when you don’t lose a lot of times.We lost last season to Manchester City 1-0 and we didn’t deserve it; we lost this season at Manchester United 1-0 and we didn’t deserve it; we lost here 3-0 - and we deserved it. (Jose Mourinho)

---->We just have to hope Chelsea have a bad spell. (Alex Ferguson)
---->You can use any words you like, but that was what I expect from Everton players
(David Moyes)
---->Overall, I am very proud of the strength and quality we have shown. We have so many young players in the side, I feel it is fantastic(Arsene Wenger)
---->In the end, we paid the price for not getting that second goal. It was a great performance but the wrong result. (Big Sam)
---->We know we have a lot of important games coming up and so it was vital for us to have got a result and to see how the players worked hard(Rafael Benitez)

-Chisha Cheryna Pires melaporkan :)

* Kindly put ur comments...ade ruang komen bawah nieh, k!:D

Saturday, February 11, 2006

elle woods -legally blonde



KISS THE RAIN - BILLIE MYERS

Hello ...
Can you hear me
Am I getting through to you
Hello ...
Is it late there
Is there laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone
Cuz I'm
trying to explain
something's wrong
You just don't sound the same
Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the night's
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello ...
Do you miss me
I hear you say you do
but not the way I'm missing you
What's new
How's the weather
Is it stormy where you are
You sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
My mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain
As you fall
Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel hungry and tempted
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the night's
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
(Kiss the rain )
(Kiss the rain )
(Kiss the rain )
Hello ...
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you hear me

Hmm...tgk cite nieh arinieh. Nice movie...not romantic, gedik yet independent! Hehehe. Okaylah..utk dak pompuan. Dis is not a story I would like to watch at cinemas, ade CD jek dah memadai..but, to have fun..yes, aku akan tgk CD die la...

So, why?

1st of all, Reese's eyes...macam aku kate, aku ske org mate besar. 2ndly because all the pinky stuff she possesed during the movie...waaa....sangat lawa walopon sangat girlish!:P

Nice story..walopon tak logik. Hehe. Apepon..aku sangat enjoy.

Basically, takde mende len nak cite except cite yg aku tgk cite nieh...hehe..itu jek!Lepas nieh nak tgk game Liverpool:D

Hmmm!!!! Nieh lagu layan dr dulu everytime ujan...jiwang....nak kalahkan Ayen! Hehehe..:P

p/s: Gambo atas nieh Barbie utk Legally Blonde 2...

Friday, February 10, 2006

what color are you?

What Color Are You?

You are Green

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL-RONAN KEATING

It's amazing how you
Can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear
People talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They can never defy
What's being said
Between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

That smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me

You say it best when you say nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
You say it best when you say nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
You say it best when you say nothing at all
(Nothing at all)


Basically, arinieh takde ape. Kuar mane? Takde mane? Arinieh just ujan...itu jek.

Ever wonder why I never put anything professional in here...nape aku tak tulih anything pasal pekerjan...Let's just say I want to save my own precious skin. Sbb dah muak kan, kena condemn ngan org yg terlebih concern...

Furthermore, lately I've been reading dis month's Cleo...and aku mendapati yg takleh tulih ape saje sal keje dlm blog...as a blogger's rule. So..I think, for dat one, I shall keep it confidential:D

Okeh..what else..? Nothinh much, nak tgk Notting Hill...tertido sbb penat. Been bz for the last 3 days. Gud for me, though...mase aku terisi.

Tonite...makan kat Man Tomyam, beautiful place, delicious...yet eating a dinner tak bagus utk aku laa...haiyaaa...gumoookkk!!!:(

Itu jek..len2 no komen. Penat nieh. Cite yg best pon tak dpt tgk. Huhu...'til then...

p/s: Lagu Notting Hill jek ek!~result quiz also~

Thursday, February 09, 2006

hola



SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE -KELLY CLARKSON

here's the thing,we started out friends
it was cool,but it was all pretend

yeah yeah,since u been gone
your dedicated,you took the time
wasn't long till i called u mine

yeah yeah,since u been gone
and all u ever hear me say
is how i picture me with u

that's all u ever hear me say
but since u been gone

i can breathe for the first time
i'm so moving on
yeah yeah
thanks to u,now i get
what i want
since u been gone
how can i put it,u put me on

i even fell for that stupid love song
yeah yeah,since u been gone
how come i'd never hear u say
i just wanna be with u
guess u never felt that way
but since u been gone
i can breathe for the first time
i'm so moving on
yeah yeah

thanks to u,
now i get
i get what i want
since u been gone
u had your chance,u blew it
out of sight,out of mind
shut your mouth i just can't take it
again,
and again
and again
and again

since u been gone
i can breathe for the first time
i'm so moving on
yeah yeah
thanks to u
now i get

i get what i want
i can breathe for the first time
i'm so moving on

yeah yeah
thanks to u,
now i get
i get what i want

since u been gone
since u been gone


Lagu nieh best ke ek? Best aaa gak..tp aku tak suke since Akma ngan Pija nyanyi. Sowang AF, sowang agik Mentor. Tak best langsung. Lagik2 si Akma nyanyi...Ya Allah...macam tak malu jek jerit kuat2 (bkn nyanyi, tp jerit!). Pastuh lompat2...aiseh men...len sangat plak ngan pangai die sblm2 nieh...Maybe sbb dah jd artis kot...Tp tahla..tak berkenan lak aku...suke ati dielah!:D

Arinieh: another exhausting day. Tp pale tak sakit macam slalu. Cume geli ati tgk td dak2 nieh mase aku nak kuar, diorg ckp, "Thank You Cik Sha!" Ahakkk...rase macam lawak jek...haperaahhh...:P

24/2/2006- nak gi Stadium Paroi. Big tournament. Aiseh...padanla mak aku slalu penat...cenggini la gaknye. Aku kena geng ngan Renjer Puteri...dh keje aku dr dulu mende nieh jek...adehaaiii...

Arinieh jupe Puan Siti Hawa. At last. Nice lady..cume ckp slow sangat. Tp tegas. Obviously, org len tak suke die..I can see dat. Tp, ntah laa..since die greet ngan baik...aku okay jek..kite tgk jelah camne nanti...

Alaa...ckp pon, mendenye tak glamour mane...tp worth the experience. Aku hepi for certain reasons...

Ape aku merepek nieh...Arhhh...pandai kowang la nak teka. Sum things I have to keep to myself...cerite sume nnt cerite aku digunekan plak!:D

'Til tomorrow...bermulala episod anak dara pingitan:d

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

boipren buku



THANK YOU-DIDO

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the
day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and
through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Ape ek...nak cite. Tak byk cite aaa...sbb penat nak cite. Hehe...
Arinieh ari penat...penat giler sbb telinga penat..kaki penat. Experience penat mak aku slame nieh. Hehehe....
A nice experience and worth it. Hope dpt mencapai cite2:D

Rase pelik bile tibe..."Thank You, teacher!" Macam tak caye...but kena caye...
at least for the next one month..
Then...gi mane jek..."Teacher...tak masuk kelas arini ke! Teacher..teacher tak ajar kitowang.."

Geli ati aaa..cannot believe it...ahaks...

Monday, February 06, 2006

tulips cantik

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APO NAK DIKATO-BLUES GANG

Poi pokan naik basika
Tongah haghi tongah paneh
Apo dayo motong gotah
Apo nak dikato
Kalau boleh nak jadi cikgu sekolah
Kek Kolo Pilah

Sawah leba kobau banyak
Air pigi sojuk sekali
Sunyi sopi takdo oghang
Apo nak dikato
Kalau boleh nak bising-bising
Macam pokan Tampin

Tanak nasik bogheh kampong
Masak lomak cili (lado) api
Mesen padi takdo lai
Apo nak dikato
Ramai oghang dah kojo kilang
Kek pokan Seghomban

( roll )

Batu Ompek Toluk Komang
Tompek oghang mandi mando
Aghi minggu ponoh sosak
Apo nak dikato
Air laut bertambah masin
Kek pokan Port Dickson

Nieh lagu yg aku dgr semalam...hallamaaakk..tak sempat aaa nak taip sal mende2 yg berlaku nieh!
Apepon...tak dapat nak siarkan gambo sbb tak jupe gambo len...
Arinieh nak siarkan gambo cun yg aku jupe nieh...geram plak tgk tulips nieh..lagik2 la ade org dok cite sal Tulip Fair kat tpt die...dok teringat jek!
Tp takpe...skang tulips purple dah de kat Mesia...kat Bukit Larut! Nak taknak pi tgk jek...ade duit ke tidak jek:P

Nywayz...takleh cite pjg, mase tak mengizinkan..bz giler nieh..
Sok mule bz sbb...sok aku dh start jd Cikgu Sha...insya-Allah! Doa2kan ek...

'Til then:D

boleng



Aku tgk bola!:

Super League: NS Naza vs MPPJ
Kalah agikk...hahahaha. Time nieh tukar name plak team nieh. Lawakk aaa...tah hape2. Aku tgk kan, kalo satu company tuh nak sponsor satu team, sponsorship die berpanjangan. Tp NS Naza? Tah...tak tau aa. Cam tah hape2....dr tadi aku kate kan! Tp takpelah...asalkan inject duit sket. Player bola kat Mesia nieh bukan kaye sangat, ade time ko tgh makan kat gerai buruk tibe2 leh jupe gak dowang...hehe. Keidupan dowang taklah seglamer keidupan kat Europe sane. Akan tetapi....for gud reason la! Aku tgk game Mesia (especially team aku, for sure)...men berkampung. Game tak pernah open, pastuh sume org nak rebut waktu yg same. Cam hampeh! Dh aa tuh, bleh plak ade org men dribble...ade yg short passing, ade yg long passing. Tak syncronize langsung. Takde identity! Bercampur baur. Kalo nak kate nape MPPJ leh menang, sbb style men dowang yg leh kate seragam. Senang cakap: N9 men mmg tak bagus arituh. Walopon aku ttp sokong N9 forever, tp aku nak ade perubahan dr segi tactical. N by the way...tolong la tgk2kan sket Nizarudin Yusof tuh....asek jatuh, menyakitkan ati jek. Sekali dua, org leh kesian...dua tiga kali dh rase meluat plak! Pastu si Basey Richard tuh suh la lari keliling padang tiap2 ari. Lari lembab! Macam pancit jek! Apepon...Hoben Jang Hobennnnnn!!!!

FA Cup: MU vs Wolves
Start jek game nieh, aku dh amik remote! Hihihi. Muke atuk aku pon masam. Tak dpt tgk drama Melayu. Hihi. Wolves nieh ade name panjang--> Wolverhampton tak silap aku. Kire okay aaa team diorg, not bad. Cume takleh nak jd setanding MU, tuh jek. Lgpon aku tgk Glenn Hoodle tuh cam masam jek muke sepanjang game nieh. Ntahlah, maybe players tak ikut ape yg die nak, kot. Tp overall, mmg MU ctrl game pon. Aku leh kate passing pon cantik, tak tau aa sbb lwn ngan team camnieh diorg nampak bagus ke pe ke...tp yg pastinye kire okaylah game nieh. Kalo fans Mu tgk sure senyum giler bangat nye! Haha. Tp yg menarik game nieh bile mase tgk lineup tuh. Diorg dh heboh2 ckp Nemanja Vidic nk men kan, so...arituh die start men la. Aku tgk die amik position Ferdinand. Skali Ferdinand trus jd Defensive Midfielder. Kire best gak pertukaran nieh. Sbb position Ferdinand tuh slalu ade Smith. Which was actually position Roy Keane. Hehe. Aku tgk Ferdinand men okay aa kat situ. Tak tau la sbb kalo Wolves nieh tak bagus sangat ke, yg wat nampak die okay. Tp ade mase aku rase mmg elok gak kalo si Ferdinand men kat situ. At least die leh gi in front gak kalo ikut gaye...Not a bad game la, kire okay pee....cume aku tak paham everytime Sylvestre dr blakang ke depan. Tak effective. Overall...sume okay. Richardson ngan Saha mmg patut score goals malam tuh...kena prove dowang bagus gak...kalo tak kang kena jual.... (speculation Saha nak pindah, tp tak nampak gaye plak!). N most of all...the one n only solid reason I've been watching MU games lately, played dat nite. Who else, Park Ji Sung la! Die yg best skang nieh. Takkan Ronaldo plak...boooo. Sbb Ronaldo tak men, game trus best jek!

FA Cup: Portsmouth vs Liverpool
Game yg okay la! Tp aku bg 1st half kat Liverpool...2nd half kat Portsmouth. Sebbaik Portsmouth bangkit lambat...kalo tak maybe leh seri. Kire not bad pe game tuh...Portsmouth dh nmpak kompiden sket men compare ngan dulu2. Tp...lom leh lagik aaa nak dikatekan 100% bagus. If only they played dat way in every seconds of the game, sure dowang menang. Tp mane bleh die menang! Mesti aaa aku nak tgk Liverpool menang! Hihi. Kire okay...aku nyaris nak gigit jari takut giler Stevie G takleh amik penalty. Tp die leh amik. Die mmg best aaa...bertambah cayang aku kat die tuh. Br jek siang tuh aku bace Rafa comment sal die...Rafa ckp, Stevie sets high standard of performance kat players Liverpool yg len. Aku agree, sbb kalo die perform, the whole team berkobar2 nak men bagus2. Die mmg captain yg best. Tp lepas Beck, kat England...Terry yg akan jd captain. For gud reason, sbb Stevie G ngan Lampard asek nak bertumbuk jek. Huhu. Apepon, aku nak memberi pujian tgk Kromkamp yg baru dibeli...not bad, cume aku rase Finnan lagik rajin dr die. Stephen Warnock tuh kena jage2...slalu wat silap. John Arne Riise...makin bagus semenjak sign contract baru...siap sumbat goal agik. Tp die men front left arinieh...slalu die anjak blakang sket sbb tuh tpt Kewell/Zenden. Luis Garcia rehat kot. Alonso kali nieh tak brape perform. Overall...game bagus, cume kena improve aaa...kena ade daye tahan kalo tak silap aribulan leh kalah!

FA Cup: Bolton vs Arsenal
Tak tgk game...tp tgk goal n segale macam discussion sal match nieh. Frustrating la. Seriously. Everytime aku tgk game Arsenal, MU or Spurs, kalo ape2 jd aku sure cepat cedih. Walhal bkn minat pon teams nieh! Bkn men menci ngan MU slalunye. Hehe. Tp cam ingat kat org2 yg aku tau sokong team nieh...wat aku berpikir byk jugak. Sure frust kan? Aku pon frust. Aku frust Arsenal kalah. Aku frust Arsenal tak menang lwn Bolton. Aku frust sbb kalah 1-0 jek. Aku frust sbb aku nak Arsenal menang. Aku frust sbb aku tak suke Big Sam. Aku frust sbb bile Arsenal kalah, aku takut fav players aku lari team len! Arituh dh frust Vierra lari...nieh kalo yg len lari (nak2 plak Henry!)..huuu...takmooo!!! Skang aku rase lagu Aduh Saleha leh jd Aduh Arsenal. Huhu. Kau biarkankan ku sepi....dalam gelita...Arsenaaaaaalllllll....huhu. Satu goal jek arituh, Arsenal dh kuar dr saingan trus. Pastuh Big Sam pon berlagak. Siap nak kena promote jd English manager agik (oh tidakkk!!!!) Kate Shebby n Jamie Reeves, skang Arsenal bagus...gud games, cume need sum time. Kate Shebby...die slalu enjoy tgk game Arsenal sbb Arsenal players mude. Kate Steve McMahon...passings Arsenal paling bagus. Tp what happened, man? Satu jek aku prasan players mude Arsenal takde: mental strength. Diorg kena kuat nak fight back aaa. Takleh harap org2 tua dlm Arsenal jek. Tolong aaa menang lenkali weeehhhh...bgla fight sket kat EPL nieh. Boring aaa skang...tak rancak! Dalmatian...eh, demmmmnation....(ikut style toped menaip...hihi)

Paul Ince
Zaman 90's. Die men utk England n Liverpool. Tp kejap jek. Die bkn tak bagus, cume sikap panas baran menyakitkan ati. Tp skang die men utk Wolves jek...itupon masih lagik keras ati...lawan ref. Selambe badak jek die sepak bola masuk gol lepas ref tiup wisel. Huhu. Apepon...die nieh takleh dikire living legend sangat la. Die biase jek. Cume die mencuri tumpuan sbb die yg paling handal pon dlm Wolves arituh. Captain agik! Huhu. Tp Wolves ttp kalah....huhu

Macam logo transformers aaaa....hihihi...
Tgk crest Wolves! Macam logo transformers Optimus Crime jek....hihi. Aku bkn nak ejek ke pe...tp aku rase logo diorg salah satu logo weird dlm football nieh. Too straight forward. Kepale serigale :D Slame nieh aku rase Arsenal nye yg paling straight forward....tp rupenye diorg lagik aaa...

Dean Kiely
Dean Kiely yg baru dibeli oleh Portsmouth tuh taklah bagus sgt aku tgk. Biase jek...utk sowang keeper umo 35. Robinson pon agik bagus kat aku. Kiely macam nervous sket. Utk wat mase skang, ramai lg bagus dr die kat England nieh kot. So....ntah aaa...macam tak brubah jek nasib Portsmouth kalo dapat keeper cenggini...


The Redknapps!
Harry Redknapp adelah manager Portsmouth. Jamie Redknapp adelah anaknye. Dua2 former players Liverpool. Yg best, bile vs Liverpool...Jamie dok ngan abah die tuh. Yg aku geli ati kan, Jamie nieh diketahui umum penyokong kuat Liverpool. Tgk mase UEFA Champions, die beriye2 mengharapkan Liverpool menang. Huhu. Pastuh, ade skali tuh...die bawak ESPN nye reporter tour kat Anfield, menyuarakan rase ati nk pasal zaman2 die men kat Anfield tuh. Sbb die pun former player Liverpool, kan! So, mase vs Liverpool arituh, muke Jamie cam nak suke ati giler Liverpool dpt goal...tp die dtg utk Portsmouth. Hihi...cam lawak aaa tgk die. N Cik Sha melting as ever....die nieh mmg smart n notty dr dulu mukenye...adehh..ku jatuh chenta cinta lame! Cair....cair....Ahakkks..

Case of the ex!
Bkn lagu Mya tuh. Hehe. Nieh pasal ex players Liverpool. Robbie...Robbiee...Robbie....kepulangan yg dinanti. Tp org cakap macam2 plak die balik kg. Kate die dh tak laku aaa...dh tak bagus aaa...Arghh...tak kisah la! Yg pasti aku puas ati. Fanz len pon puas ati. Siap ade column greetings gembira agik kat web liverpool. Adeh...betape bahagie wat mase ini! Tak tau la die perform ke tak, tp hepi gak aa~! Tp yg aku cam terkejut tgk Football Focus arituh sbb diorg kate sal McManaman. Nak balik Liverpool ke? Uiikksss...masih boleh ke nak diterime? Die meninggalkan Liverpool mase zaman gelap, gi Real Madrid dgn senang atinye. Sangat mengecewakan mase tuh! Mmg la suke die, cayang die agik...tp dulu die dh bla tuh marah woo. Leh ke fanz len trime sedangkan aku pon still teringat episod hati terluka tuh! No way, rasenye...die pon dh tak bagus. Skang lagik ramai players yg lagik bgus dr die kat Liverpool. Tp bak kate Ayen... thn depan Owen plak balik Liverpool. I'm still hoping la, dear. Wish die balik Liverpool balik. Tp susah kan. Ntah aaa. Kalo boleh ikut ati nak jek dak2 academy sume balik Liverpool. Wat reunion! Mesti senyum sampai ke telinga aku!:D

Chelsea out of money?
Aku dh cite dgn pjg lebar sal Liverpool...dgn player2 lame sume kan! Skang ade satu brite yg br diberitahu oleh ibu aku, bile die bace paper. Ayah pon bace! Diorg kate Roman Abromovich ade masalah kewangan sket. Ntah aa! Tak tau betul ke tidak. Tp yg aku tau, Chelsea nak berusaha keras menang segale2nye sbb diorg nak duit (dgr commentator ckp). Huiyyoo. Tp aku tgk, mase lwn Everton arituh, seri plak. Late goal lak tuh. McFadden score, pastuh br Lampard score. Tak tahan pressure ke? Ntah aaa...kalo diorg takde duit okay gak. Kasik adil la kat EPL. Taklah ade team kaye asek cilok players team len jek...

Obi Mikel kot...
Rasenye macam nieh kot name player yg MU n Chelsea rebutkan. Tp yg aku tau from Nigeria. Macam Obi Wan Starwars kan! Hihi. Ntah aaa...diorg kate MU dh sign, Chelsea men rebut2. Pastuh officials MU macam nak ngadu kat FIFA ke...nak wat tindakan ke...camtuh aaa. Ntah aaa. Suke ati la nak rebut pon. Chelsea tuh nak rebut...biar diorg rebut. Theo Walcott pun nak rebut...nieh Obi Mikel. Tgk jelah byk ke tak duit. Silap aribulan bazir bayar denda jek!:P
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Saturday, February 04, 2006

loner



WE BELONG TOGETHER-MARIAH CAREY

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

I didn't know you
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side

We belong together
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together

Last episode utk Last Christmas. Huuuuuu....cedih aaaa!!! Tp nak wat camne, tak lame lagik spring n cite nie langsung tak sesuai nak letak time spring. Name pon cite Christmas. Tp cite yg lepas nieh tak tau aaa best ke tak since cite macam zaman kimono jek..Uhuuukkk...takut cite macam jiwang giler babengzzz jek! Kalo jiwang, takmo aaa tgk!:D

Ala, last episode Last Christmas nieh pon jiwang gak even though tak sejiwang cite Korea. Kalo macam Winter Sonata penuh ngan nangeh2, cite nieh kire berbaloi aaa. Yg die tunjuk pon kawan2 si Kenji..mak Kenji. Tp the best part aku rase mase sume org dpt bunga from Yuki mase Yuki masuk spital tuh. Dunno tuh bunga pe...tp yg aku tgk bunga tuh kaler merah, sempoi, Nk kate lawa sangat tuh taklah, tp lawa la jugak bile balut lawa2 tuh. Merah bukanlah all time fav aku...tuh kaler fav Ogie. Hihi...

N then...last part dlm cite tuh paling best! Diorg pi tgk aurora...kat Yellow Knife, Canada. Kire ending story nieh bukan kat Jupon la. Aisehmenn...aku tak tau la kalo mende nieh pakai komputer ke, setakat magic kat tv....tp kalo la tpt tuh macam yg ditunjukkan dlm tv tuh...teringin jugak nak gi! Lots and lots of stars....Fulllamakkk...Kire cam tgk bintang gak aaa dua ekor dlm cite nieh....Ish...ish...tangkap jiwang aku kejap...ihik...:P

As for today, besides cite Last Christmas aku, idup aku cenggini ajelah. Takde ape yg spesel...huhuhu...except dat...pg td ade org tuh bosan dok dlm bas sbb nak balik KL. Momaaannttaaiiii my pren! Sok naik bas gi Melake sure tak bosan nye....berkobar2...ihihihi (suke usik die). Dh jupe buah ati sok takde mane bosan agik la! Grenti nye...angau smpai otak aku yg lebam...hihi...

Kayla, dats all for today. No story the mory the morning glory....tata...:D

Friday, February 03, 2006

alabama

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CRUISIN'-HUEY LEWIS AND GWYNETH PALTROW

[Huey Lewis](Gwnyneth Paltrow)

[Baby let's cruise]
(Away from here)
[Don't be confused]
(The way is clear)
And if you want it,you got it forever
This is not a one night stand..baby
(Yeah)
So,let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find

You're gonna fly away
Glad you're goin my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
Music is played for love
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

[Baby tonite]
(Belongs to us)
[Everything right]
(Do what you must)
And inch by inch we grow closer and closer
To every lil part of eachother
(Oooh baby yeah)
[Sooo]
Let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find

You're gonna fly away
Glad you're goin my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
Music is played for love
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

Cruise with me baby
Ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhh
[Yeah,]
(Oooooooooooooooohhhhhhhh)

Oooohhh baby let's cruise
(Let's float, let's glide)
Oooohh
Let's open up (and go inside)

And if you want it,you got it forever
I could just stay here beside you and love you baby
Let the music (take your mind)
Just release and [you will find]

You're gonna fly away
Glad you're goin my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
Music is played for love
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together

You're gonna fly away
Glad you're goin my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
Music is played for love
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when...I love it, I love it,I love it
(OOohh)
[Cruise with me baby]
(I love it when we're cruisin together


SWEET HOME ALABAMA.

Skang nak Valentine's kecoh bona ngan cite chentan. Nieh salah satu drnye. Aku dh tgk aaa cite nieh dulu. Tp tgk kat VCD haram jek...hihi...

Basically, cite nieh taklah menarik sangat. Jln cerite macam cerite2 chentan yg len, nothing spesel. Kalo jenis bace Mills and Boons cam aku nieh, lagik aaa muak ngan crite cenggini. Mane taknye, pusing2 mende same jek.

Ape ek yg menarik? Cerite Matthew McCaughnhey (salah eja kot nieh), mmg cenggitu jek la. How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days pon lebih kurang cenggini...simple luv stories yg ade masenye too perfect. Smpai bosan n naik lebam otak aku. Baik aku tgk Pikachu...lagik enjoy. Thunderstorm Attack!!!!!

Yg best pon Reese Witherspoon, sbb die nieh mmg comey, mate bulat. Lawa. Hubby die tak blakon cite nieh, yelah tak sesuai kot watak nieh. Kalo si Matthew tuh sesuai la...siap ngan slurrr org Southern American agik. Care ckp koboi. Pastuh, rupe pon cenggitu laaa...leh tahan, all-American look.

Hubby Reese Witherspoon...si Ryan Phillip. Fullamak...sexy lower lip. Awwwwww!!! Gatal Cik Sha nieh. Ntah aaa...sejak kebelakangan nieh, giler tgk laki bibir tebal plak, walhal aku minat bibir nipis jek. Hampeh tul. Sejak tgk Thiery Henry byk2 kali nieh ade anjakan sket taste aku...cet...

Ape ek yg best? Arinieh takde mende best...kecuali Mirmo. N....maybe baju2 Reese Witherspoon dlm cite nieh. Nice. Macam baju Avatar YM. Ahakss...

Other than dat...kena kaco ngan Cik Ayen...mase tgh bace buku. Tanye mlm nieh byk bintang ke tak...hish...hape2 tah. Usik org jek! :P

Nk continue bace buku aku. Mlm nieh bintang byk sangat kat padang! Kan best kalo boleh dok tgh padang! Takpe...tgk kat balcony nieh jek aaa...:(

Tataaaaaaaa....

p/s: my lagu fav from Gwyneth!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

lifehouse



HANGING BY A MOMENT-LIFEHOUSE

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely and complete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm livin for the only thing i know
i'm running here and crashing
where to go?
and down i know i'd like to be in tune
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing left to lose
nothing left to fly
there is nothing in the world that can change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else..

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm livin for the only thing i know
i'm running here and crashing
where to go?
and down i know i'd like to be in tune
just hangning by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..

Okehlaaaa..aku sbnrnye takde idea nak story pe asal2nye. Tibe2 mase berborak ngan member aku sowang nieh mlm nieh (sape agik kalo bkn
Cik Ayen!)...tibe2 dpt topik plak...Topik jiwang plak tuh! Ahaks....Geli ati la. Nk story the mory topik jiwang ngan Cik Ayen nieh rase macam nak gelak jek...Tp mengenangkan kwn sowang nieh tgk sebok mewindu kan, so tak kisah laa..tahan gelak tuh dulu:P

Topiknye:WINDU. Hmm...sbb kwn aku nieh mewindu kat seseorang mlm nieh, so...tibe2 story pasal windu plak, instead of cite bola. Kdg2 rase nak usik die bile die windu2 macam org demam nieh...tp sbb aku tgk kes die dah macam org demam panas...tak jd la plak. Hihi. Kesian...Cik Sha layan jek laaa...demi member tercayang sowang nieh! Okay pe...kurang2 tau la yg my pren sowang nieh ade prasaan jugak. Bkn macam mase mule2 kenal dulu dok bergaduh je ngan die smpai rase nak campak barang (macam mane la dr gaduh gile leh jd baik aku pon tak paham!). In fact, aku ske bile die windu darling die. Geli ati tgk die mengade2. Ahaks...:P

So...camne ek, kalo kowang windu? Ape kowang buat? Trus ckp windu ke? Persoalannye skang...pernah ke kowang windu mewindu nieh?

Windu nieh macam strange kan. Kdg, bile tgh wat keje pon leh windu. Macam bom meletup dlm pale, tibe2 jek. Tp, mesti ade sbb kowang leh mewindu kan. Aku rase 1st time aku rase windu yg terlebih hebat, mase aku kecik. Tak paham ape itu windu, waktu tuh. Aku kena ikut aunty aku balik KL, sbb parents aku ade hal sket. Lebih 2 bulan aku tinggal kat sane. Lame betul! Seingat aku, aku asek menangis tak henti2. Aku tak tau ape aku nak, maybe aku nak balik umah arwah nenek aku kot. Tp yg pasti, takde sape nak mendengar, takpon org saje wat2 tak dengar. Dh besar nieh, aku paham la nape aku dihantar gi situ dulu. Mase kecik2 aku tak tau kan. So...mase tuh aku just nanges...there are times aku takleh makan, takleh wat ape2 sbb aku asek nangeh jek. Sampai satu ari arwah nenek dtg KL. The moment I saw my nenek, I was too overwhelming with joy...sampai aku lari peluk nenek aku. Pastuh aku nangeh puas2. Since then...aku dh tak nangeh agik...n tibe2 macam ade sumthing terangkat dr kepale n bahu aku. Rase free:D

Dok asrama, bkn tak windu...windu. Tp mungkin care aku express windu aku tuh salah, tak macam kawan2 len yg dok nangeh n call mak. Aku plak langsung tak nangeh. Call jugak, tp kejap. Yg aku buat...aku slalu wat pangai la. Aku fly trus balik umah. Tipu surat sakit. Hihi. Aku pon tak paham asal aku suke carik jln cenggitu nak balik umah, tp dh besar...brla aku paham...AKU WINDU.

So, kesimpulannye? Windu....lagik2 pade fam nieh...kadang2 ade masenye takleh nak difahami. Kdg2 kalo berjupe asek bertekak jek ngan adik-beradik...men tarik2 rambut. Tp bile dh jauh, kite wat macam2 utk menghilangkan windu kite pade dowang. Tp dgn care kite sniri la. Ade macam2 care:D

Dr kecik, aku blaja...kalo windu, tak payah dok ckp. Mungkin aku terlalu "bega", degil..keras kepale. Nk cakap, takut ibu aku gelak, since ibu pon cenggitu. Tp dh tua2 nieh, dh tak segan cenggitu. Dh leh straight kate windu, tp ayat aku la. Maybe sbb ibu tuh jenis garang, so...bab meluah prasaan tuh ayat macam keras sket bunyinye..Kdg kalo org tak paham...sure ingat kitowang bergaduh or aku kurang ajar. Hakikatnye...mmg kitowang nieh kasar sesame sniri...tp cayang tau!:P

It was later then...when I fell in luv for the 1st time. Aku tak sedar pon aku dh suke org time tuh, kan? All I know when he went away, he got sumone special...br aku paham makne windu tuh. Sayang. N there I was...jd pungguk windukan bulan plak dah! Hahaaa. Blaja the meaning of missing sumone. Regret? Ntahlah. Tak kot. Yg de cume sumthing yg aku tak paham mase tuh. I kept thinking about only one person everytime. Teringat jek. Lepas tuh, bile dh takleh wat ape...dok diam2 dlm bilik. Bile jupe die, rase cam hepi giler. Pastuh, bile balik...dat strange feeling started to have its effect back. Susah betul!:P

N the moment came...to let go. Brape lame ek, aku mewindu lepas tuh? 2 years? Ntah, tak ingat sangat aa. But it was damn hard to sleep at nite. Aku mmg suke giler tgk bintang malam2, if ade org jek aku ske ctrl tak gi tgk. So, mase tuh...aku tinggal level 10 kat Murni UNITEN tuh, bilik plak aku sowang. Mlm2 cam automatic, bukak tingkap...tgk je luar. Blakang tuh jln nak pi Putrajaya. Tp from level 10 leh nampak Palm Garden. N more stars:)

Mlm tuh mmg episod hati terluka aku kot. Dh time nak let go. So, mule2 tuh nangeh smpai kering, smpai kepale jd bengang. Mate sepet aku dh takleh bukak, melekit n bile bengkak jd lagik kecik! Tibe2 bangun, bukak tingkap bilik. Weh...aku tak pk nak bunuh diri tau! Ade iman agik! Pandang2 luar....macam takde bintang jek. Pastuh, nangeh lagik. Tak tau la dok carik pe kat langit tuh. Skali..tibe2 nampak sumthing. One and only bintang yg leh aku tgk dr bilik aku. Satu jek malam tuh. Tp cam tinggi giler...jauh kot. Ntah pe kena ngan aku mlm tuh...I started to talk to the star. Bicara sama bintang! Macam lagu Rossa plak. Ahaks. Mule2 rase macam bodoh, mengong pon de ckp2 kat bintang nieh. Tp...ntah aa...maybe pasal tuh, aku tak pernah ckp kat sape2. The star was the 1st one to know. Huhu. Tp lepas ckp tuh kan, cam lega...Satu malam tak tido...smpai terbit matahari n bintang tuh pon ilang. Menjelang pagi, senyum balik:)

Since then, every nite...dok....tgk bintang from my windows. Dh mula rational sket. Sbnrnye...bkn bintang tuh kan? Kalo nak ngadu ape2, ngadu ngan Tuhan...betul tak? Bintang tuh kan, Tuhan yg punye. Unconciously, lame2 aku sedar ngan SIAPE aku mengadu sebenarnye. Tp...ntahla...aku macam appreciate giler everytime aku tgk bintang2 nieh. Mlm2 dok sowang2 tgk bintang before tido. Mengadu windu aku. N asal2 aku tak sedar pon bile aku tgk bintang tuh aku doa macam2. Most of all utk owang yg aku windu tuh aaa. Aku nak die hepi, segala hajat dimakbulkan...Tuhan sayang. Tekad, kalo die bukan utk aku pon, aku nak hajat die kesampaian! Aku doa jek...Sbb kat mane2 pon Dia ade. Even kat bintang yg tinggi tuh! Sbb Dia jek leh tlg aku...

Lame...tgk bintang...bertahun jugaklah! Until....yup, aku jupe org len. Same case, not a happy ending. But still, macam dulu...until now....bile aku pandang bintang tuh, serta-merta aku akan teringat...ade yg lebih besar dr aku. Ade yg menguji. Kalo tak, takkan jd camnieh kan? Bintang tuh sniri pon tak kekal pe. Kalo bintang tuh makin terang...maknenye jangka hayat bintang tuh dh makin pendek. Nk jd lohong itam jek kat angkase tuh. Bace buku Science. So...aku patut tau, ade masenye kite akan hepi...macam bintang tuh, ade satu mase lagik terang dr bintang2 len. Tp satu mase nnt, die takkan ade sinar lagik, kan! Idup kite pon macam tuh...

Maybe, care aku bodoh...macam budak2. Bile windu, tgk bintang. Tp mende macam nieh, byk iktibar kan. Bintang tuh, bile hujan...die takde. Langit mendung, die takde. So, maknenye...kite takleh harap satu2 mende tuh akan stay slamenye ngan kite. Everyone walks away eventually. So, kite kena bersedia bile die takde. N bile die ade...hargai die sepenuhnye. Wuish...jiwang tak falsampah Cik Sha nieh...hihihii...

Senang ckp camnieh la. I learned from the stars. Pengajaran ade di mane2. Even kat bintang yg tinggi tuh. Windu...mane bleh ilang. We can just ctrl it. Kalo terlalu windu, n dilayan windu tuh...lame2 yg parah...kite kan?! It's just dat...ape yg kite buat bile kite windukan sumone tuh. Dulu, windu means nangeh. Lepas tuh, windu means langgar peraturan skolah, n lastly....bile windu, tgk bintang. Tgk bintang, kalo bintang ade. Tp tgk bintang kosong2, takde makne. So, learn sumthing....

N ape skali kite wat bile windu, ingat sape yg kurniakan prasaan windu nieh utk kite. Maybe...ape je yg kite wat tuh, is to bring us back to The One. Maybe prasaan windu tuh utk mengingatkan kite kat Dia. Ntah laaa...lately aku bertambah paham nape tibe2 ati aku tergerak nak ckp ngan bintang tuh dulu. Huhu. It is maybe becuz He wants me to be back to my religion. Jgn aku windu membabi buta! Ingat, sape yg bagi sume nieh...

So, kalo dh Dia yg bagi prasaan tuh kat kite...kite doakanlah utk yg diwindui ek! Kdg2, kalo bintang takde...aku pejam mate rapat2 (nieh kalo siang ke, dh ade org..so takleh over-react dpn org). Aku ckp dlm ati, "Ape die buat pun, lindungilah die! Kalo boleh...smpaikan aku windu kat die! Aminnn!!!" Pastuh aku wat keje balik. Ehehehe. Slalu aku wat hobi aku la, aku bace buku ke...aku masak ke....tgk kartun. Takpun aku keje kuat2, blaja rajin2. Mlm2 bile dh sowang2, layan la windu tuh puas2 dgn bintang. Time to learn sumthing! Tp mesti doakan die everyday. Sbb...kalo kite syg...kite doakan, betul tak?

Aku bukan alim ulama...tak dgr ckp aku pon takpe. Becuz there are times I'm not as tough. Tp....dis was what I did for myself n the ones dat I missed.

So, missing sumbody, anyone? Dis is a normal feeling....bukan utk yg berchenta jek...:P

p/s: since today cite sal windu2an..like to share my windu2an song satu zaman dulu la...n a special pix for Cik Ayen:D