Friday, March 31, 2006

din



JUST FEEL BETTER - SANTANA FEAT STEVE TYLER

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm goingIt's not how I planed it
I've got a key to the doorBut it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows meAnd who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this timeI'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting old
I think I need a little help this time!Yeah[Guitar solo]
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my wayGod I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Aiyaaak. Menaip di kale nervous...tak best betul. Tak payah ckp nape nervous..yg tuh aku crite kendian. Hope sumenye okay nanti....Amiiinnn...

Semlm 1st time gi Jusco Seremban 2. Hahaha...kronik aku skang. Dh lame dok Seremban, Jusco tak gi. Dahla dekat ngan tpt aku ngajar lak tuh. Ihihi. Dak2 slalu cite kat aku sal Seremban 2... tp aku cam tak berminat plak. Adik aku Shahmi dulu wat part time kat situ, tak abes2 pujuk aku g sane. The whole fam dah gi sane, aku jugak tak pergi2. Apasal ek...ntah aa. One of the reason sbb aku mmg malas nak gi mall kalo takde duit. The other reason cam malas nak gi, nnt sangap plak...unless tpt tuh byk nak ditengok. Ade skali jek aku tringin giler nak gi, itupon br last week la. Sbb one of my students showed me her Harry Potter's sticker book collection. Giler aa!!! RM5 camtuh jek. So, cam tringin giler nak gi usha. Aku tgk kat Kinokuniya (the last time went with Ayen), sticker book tuh 16.90. Half-Blood Prince- 39.90 beb!!! Aisehh...students aku, kalo bab HP ngan buku slalu wat aku jeles...Fortunately they are all sweet gals:D

So, the person who made the "visit" to Jusco possible wuz...rakan sekolah rendah...Cik Din! Haha. Segan siot...org dok jauh kat
Jupon smpai dulu dr aku...byk kali lak tuh! Hahaha. Malu...malu... Sebbaik bkn Kak Sya bawak, lagik segan. Die gi sblm perasmian arituh...adedeh...cegan!!! Tp takpelah, Cik Din...ko wat record 1st time aku gi Jusco ek...hehe...

Ape de kat Jusco ek? Bosan aa. Takde mende. Basically tpt paling aku suke pon...Popular ngan MPH. Hehe. Biaselah aku, giler gi kedai buku. Cume semalam, aku lupe nak tgk ape patut aku tgk. Yg aku jupe sume Sophie Kinsella yg melambai2 tuh. Aiseh...giler best! Lauren Weisberger...n aku jupe gak Kaplan- Shaking Her Assets tuh kat Kinokuniya's data base mase surfing! Huiiyoo...wish aku de duit...wish aku de duit...huuu...Whatever it is, thank u ek, Din...now leh tau buku footballer's suke. Nnt leh try bace gak. :)

Sbnrnye kalo ikutkan...smpai kul 5 kot smalam (sng die leh trus jemput mak die nieh). Aku pon malas nak rush. Tp, tibe2 bonda kesayangan aku call, die tunggu aku kat Seremban plak kul 4. So, mende yg aku tak sempat tgk, TGV yg digembar-gemburkan best. Aku rase, stakat idup aku nieh gi TGV takde yg best. GSC best la, popcorn sedap. Hihi. Ntah aaa...org Seremban nieh masih gayat lagik pasal Jusco nieh...So kire okay la.

Adik2 aku slalu slalu pesan, gi Ichiban. Tp nak gi Ichiban ngan org yg blk dr tpt ramen tuh malas plak aku. Lgpon aku bukan reti nak mengorder, slalu adik2 orderkan. So, what did I enjoy about yesterday? Sbb...org tolong order. Hahaha. Yeayy...thank u very much. I had enuff of ordering, bile kuar ngn org, aku gak kena order. Aku gak kena ckp ngan waiter. Muak tul. So, the last 2 times jupe member nieh, diorg wat the ordering. Thank u ye Cik Din...:D

Bestla kan, org banje kite. Hehe. Lenkali kalo aku tgk Pizza Hut, aku ingat ko la ye, Din. Kembung prut aku. Wondered aku makan ke melantak. Adeh...giler aaa...Tp the bottom line for me, sape aku jupe. It's gud to meet u again...yeayy...:D As usual, u're much taller than me, except skang dh tukar glasses, aku cam blur sket ngan muke ko the 1st time tgk. Dgr sore pon cam blur agik. Smpai tgk ko jalan brla aku kompiden tuh ko. :D N thank u becuz u did all the talking...thank u for being very open. Hepi at last aku jupe member byk bercakap nieh. Taklah aku jek kena bebel. No matter what topic u chose (especially futbol!), rasenye okay kot kat aku. The best thing is I didn't take u as a silent partner. Leh rest mulut beb...tak payah Cik Sha bercakap. Itu jekkk. So, let's say sok2 dah de awek...taklah pening pale awek tuh...hehe:D

So...what? Ntah aaa...aku nervous beb...aku nak taip bebanyak takleh nieh. Nie pon taip ikut ati...nak thank org yg bawak aku gi Jusco, at last. Thank u very much. It was fun with u....


Tengkiuuuu!!!!


p/s: Layan Twisted Transistor -Korn. Best jugak!:D Tp lagu nieh lagik best:d

Thursday, March 30, 2006

chicken soup

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IRIS - GOO GOO DOLLS

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Yeeeayyy..arinieh leh lepak! Tp lepak pon tak lepak sangat aaa...aku byk keje. 1st and foremost, tolong translate Jawi to Rumi, mummy (kakak mak aku, yg aku panggey mummy)mintak. Then, Kak Za nye buku untuk tesis die plak...dua chapter. So, bukan la relax sangat, kan!

Yesterday...aku dah abes keje sebagai cikgu. Hmm...basically at the end of the day..puas ati la ngan pencapaian dak2 nieh. Cume, gaji aaa belum dapat agik..hehehe..mampus..kering aku lepas nieh..

Takde mende sangat nak cite sal last day nieh. Biase aaa..dpt present, dpt kad sume tuh kan. Ajar lak gals...so, sangat peminin mende2 nye...hihi. Tp aku suke dak2 nieh best n sronok..ape2 pon yg dowang wat la. Yesterday got sms from students, tp takleh balas sbb takde kredit!!! Aiyyaaak...kena topup laa..cian dowang...

I will definitely miss the students..comey2 sumenye n sangat notty...hihi..

But there was sumthing. Aku tido awal smalam. No cr n all. Cik Din br nak contact. Hmm..sabola ek...aku topup.Just for u n my students..huhu..

K la...nak bla...nieh lagu tema aku dr zaman dolu2...about myself:D


Cuuupppp..gambo banner Chicken Soup sbb teringat Humaira yg chomel...:D
1st time bace CS n tibe2 teremo plak...adeh...cedih plak buku tuh...hampeh!:P



WENGER HOPING TO COPY LIVERPOOL

Arsenal boss Arsene Wenger has admitted Liverpool will be his side's inspiration when they kick off their Champions League quarter final against Juventus.
The Gunners are the only English side left in the competition after both Liverpool and Chelsea were eliminated in the last round.

Like Liverpool last season, Arsenal aren't as high in the league table as they'd like this year but Wenger is confident his side can emulate the achievements of Rafa Benitez's side and beat Juventus on their way towards winning the Champions League.

"We want to follow Liverpool as much as possible and they have given us a great example of what we must do," said Wenger.

"Liverpool did it even though they were far behind the leaders in the domestic league last year.

"But it doesn't mean that, because they did, we will automatically do it. We realise that.

"You can compare the two situations but the difference is that they went on to finish the job - now we have to face Juventus and beat them.

"But it's no good just reaching the semi-final. It's a cup and the meaning of the cup is to win it.

"If you get to the semi-final and go out, people say 'Arsenal only got to the semi-final'.

"If you go to the final and lose it, people say: 'Arsenal have lost the final'. So let's just get out and try to win the game.

"I've felt for a long time now that this team has been improving and I'm convinced you will see that again when we play Juventus."


Geli ati sket bace brite kat atas nieh....hihi. Sebbaik Wenger yg cakap, bukan Ferguson..hehe. Ape pon...aku takde nak komen byk sal bola skang. Rase cam dlm heaven gak Liverpool menang byk lately nieh. Hahaha. Tp aku asek tringat buku kat Kinokuniya tuh. (gambo atas) Aku nieh kalo dtg sane mesti bace buku tuh. Maklumlaaa...nak beli ---> RM147.90. Tak mampu beb! Arituh mase tgk buku nieh ngan Ayen rase dah tercabar lagik iman aku nak beli buku tuh..huuuu...

Nywayz, apepon hope sumenye wokeh jek skang...aku hepi Arsenal mng, walopon aku minat Juventus. Aku suke sbb...aku nak team EPL menang. Aku mmg anti sket ngan Serie A semenjak org Serie A kutuk aku. Bodoh tul...

Mlm aku jage tgk Arsenal mng tuh cam best jek. TV dlm bilik, aku dh on siap2. Bile aku bukak je mate alarm bunyi...aku nampak Pires...adehh...pujaan atiku! Hahaha...sejuk ati bgn tido beb!:P

Apepon skang pilihan aku ialah Lyon...aku nak Lyon kalahkan Milan, biar Ayen kalah. Ahahahha...aku takmo bg team Ayen menang. Sejak seminggu nieh aku tak contact teman tp mesra aku sowang tuh. Macam mane gaknye reaction die Arsenal menang ek...hahaha...best..best..sronok kalo tgk die mengarok...hihi..

Minggu nieh, insyaAllah tgk bola kot. Takde pape yg menghalang, insyaAllah. Hopenye sume okay...ho yeahhh...gud luck Cik Sha...

Malas nak komen byk la beb..tgk jelah game. Takde harapan besar lately nieh....aku tetap sokong no matter what. Just hoping dat Liverpool will win the FA Cup:d

Monday, March 27, 2006

Do You Feel Lonely?

Do You Feel Lonely?

hello^^
You're like me ^.^ You feel alone sometimes, but
you will survive. Just remember that you got
alot of friends that will help you get trough
when you got problems.Think more positive ^_~
If you don't have friends, you have to be
careful, depression isn't far away...


MORE THAN WORDS-EXTREME

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Well...ape nak ckp ek. Aku de byk mende nak ckp sok. Nnt aku cakap la besok...hehe.

Arinieh aku tak gi sekolah. Sbb aku demam. Nieh aku nak jalan balik la nieh. Adehhh..penat. Nak chat ngan Kak Sya, mertuanye ade.Hehehe...paham...pahammm...slamat melayan ibu mertuamu, Sabariah! Eh...silap...Kak Sya...hihi...

So,camne ek...life skang. Aku biase jek...tp bengang aaa ngan Cik Din. Nak balik Mesia tak cakap! Adehh..aku plak dh lame tak bukak email. Sowi ekk...ade rezki berhubung la kite...itupon kalo brani jupe..hihihi...
Okeh aaa...nak jalan sama Husna....tata!!!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

waffle

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HOW COULD AN ANGEL BREAK MY HEART-TONI BRAXTON


I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard

Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Wh didn't he catch may falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart


Gambo waffle ini adelah bersempena Kak Za (Hasmaliza) belanje aku makan waffle smalam...since aku hanye ade beberape ari lagik nak jupe Kak Za nieh. Well, for me she's very, very nice la. Dah la comey, baik lak tuh. Kaunsellor katekan. I learned a lot from her...lagik2 nak memahamkan diri pasal anak murid sniri. Well, to be honest, I think she's one of the kind yg tak kisah nak menegur sesape saje walopon die taklah kenal aku sangat. The 1st time she scknowledged me, aku rase cam segan...yelah...aku tgk die style Wardina...bergaye jek nampaknye. I thought die jenis org yg alim2 gitu...n then dengar2nye Kak Za nieh org Kelate...halllammmaakk..malunye la kan kite!

But then one day aku pakai baju biru nieh...aku kan byk baju kurung biru. Then, Kak Za yg bertembung dengan aku tegur, "Comelnya hari ni pakai baju biru?" Aku pon jawab balik, "Slalu pakai baju biru...biasa jek kak!" Then, dia terus ajak aku berkenalan ngan die. Tibe2 aku dpt tau Kak Za rupenye tinggal dekat jek ngan umah arwah nenek aku kat Ampangan nieh. Kak Za ajak aku gi sekolah ngan die...tp aku tolak. Bukan ape, rupe2nye aku kenal mak mertua Kak Za nieh!:D

Aku tak bagitau Kak Za yg aku taknak tumpang die sbb mak mertua die tuh jenis kaki bercerita (walopon aku rase, Kak Za tau...tp kitowang tak pernah bangkitkan soal nieh). 1st day aku mengajar, mak mertua Kak Za bukan main beriye2 cerite kat aku Kak Za nieh kaunselor n Kak Za ade master(taklah macam aku yg ade degree tak seberape nieh). N then...dr kecik aku mmg kenal sangat org Ampangan nieh especially mak mertua Kak Za. Kalo aku naik ngan Kak Za, maunye kecoh satu Ampangan!

Aku rase, last2 skali pendekatan Kak Za bile die ajak aku translatekan journals master die...Alhamdulillah Kak Za n frenz puas ati ngan hasil keje aku. Aku pon suke jugak sbb dapat la carik duit tambang gi keje kan!:D

Last2...one day mase Kak Za dtg umah, hubby Kak Za tanye Kak Za..."Rasenye mak Sha nieh org Ampangan. Cikgu kan?" Ooopppps...mesti die perasan dak yang dok menginjang kat umah arwah nenek dulu...yg slalu lari2 gi sekolah kul 7.30 (biaselah, dak nakal...hehe). Mase tadika plak aku tadika dekat situ2 jek. Aku pon jawab jelah ye...sbb dr awalnye aku byk tak cerite sal aku kat cikgu-cikgi skolah nieh...huhu..

So, last2 smalam...Kak Za ajak aku gi A&W makan waffle n minum root beer. Kenyang beb! Kak Za galakkan aku jd cikgu sepenuh mase...ntahla..die kate ade bakat...hahahhaa...ade ke?!

Berite pasal pemergian aku minggu depan aku sampaikan pade students aku today. Terkejut plak aku ade yg sedih nak nangeh. Aik...bukan budak2 nieh tak suke aku ke...ish3...

Sowang parents datang menyerang aku arinieh. India. Alasannye sbb die marah aku denda anak die berdiri. Looo...dah anak die tak siap kerja rumah?! Sebulan dah aku bg keje umah tuh...die leh tak tau. Dah la tuh...dlm 2 bulan aku jd cikgu...sekali jek die dtg kelas aku yg seminggu ade 4 waktu. Haaa...salah sape?

Luckily, Datin ade menyelamatkan keadaan. Tp before dat, my dear Mrs Chin n Mrs Jaswinder also helped me. Kire tak rugi la aku kawan ngan dowang nieh. Diorg marah sbb aku kena serang cenggitu. Sedangkan plajar tuh mmg sangat teruk...tak dpt aku ceritekan prestasi die...

Kalo die tak pandai, aku kena ajar. Itu keje aku. Tp mak die plak hyperaktif kate aku dera anak die berdiri. Aiseh...pening betul. Garang sangat ke aku?

Last2 didapati...budak nieh mmg manje...maklumlah..asek tak ke sekolah...n aku harap mende nieh dpt disetelkan...

Aku masuk kelas, aku tanye anak murid aku, "Garang sangat ke cikgu nieh?" Diorg kate..."Cikgu Rock!" Haish...budak2...len yg aku tanye, len yg dowang jawab. Tp sebelum balik, beberape owang budak dtg jupe aku n cakap..."Cikgu, nape cikgu nak pergi cepat sangat. Kot iye pon tunggu la sampai kitowang SPM" Aku ckp..."Laaa...saye nieh ganti 2 bulan jekla!!! Saye ingat bukan ke awak sume tak suke saye?" Diorg jawab,"Mane ade, cikgu!" Kawan awak kate saye nieh garang! Aku nak jek ckp...and akhirnye...dowang ckp, "At least cikgu amik berat sket kitowang punye keje. Walopon cikgu tegas, tp ade jugak org nak amik tau." Terkedu aku. Setau aku, aku wat keje aku jek...haiii..mmg garang kot aku nieh...hahaha...

Tp last2 barulah aku prasan sbnrnye sume nieh berpunca dr prinsip aku sniri. Gaji mmg la tak besar...tp kite nak keje kite berkat. Itu sbbnye la kite kena wat keje betul2 kan...takleh la sambil lewa jek...

N at last barulah aku tau jugak...bukanlah sume dak suke jalan2. Kalo takde yg menegur...sampai bile pon die leka...Brlah aku tau disebabkan aku la keje dowang tuh dah hampir siap pon. Kalo tak asek men2 jek...huhu..

Ntahlah...aku tak mintak ape...yg aku mintak cume hasil aku berkat n sampai pade ati budak2...walopon lepas nieh aku bukan lagik Cikgu Sha....huhu...

p/s: Lagu Masyetah, my pren! Dulu slalu nyanyi lagu nieh sebelah die. Layan syahdu kawan aku tuh...huhu. Skang aku plak layan...ahhahaha..
Cedih la pulak~~~~!!!:(

Thursday, March 09, 2006

votes



Aku tak kisah la org nak kate pe...Liverpool kalah n menang...ejek mengejek perkare besa laaa..dun care n dun wanna care...huuuhuuuu...

Last nite, aku hunggaaa2....nari2 kat dlm bilik tgk Real Madrid kalah. Kan aku dh cakap aku tak suke Real kan...mmg kepantangan aku sket team yg satu tuh...tamak...menyampah..ish3...

Pasai ape Liverpool itu kalah...n nape mesti diejek...ntah ler. Kat aku, pangai mengejek nieh..kalo ngan member aku aku dun mind...tp kalo agak2 menyakitkan ati aku tuh...go to hell jek....

So, mase aku tau Liverpool kalah, aku just sengih jek aaa sowang2...aku suke tul kalo Liverpool kalah at least satu Cup...biar sedar diri sket. Aku mmg prasan Liverpool bile dh kalah smangat tuh mule nak ade...tak tau la dis season same ke tidak cam last season..hopefully same la hendaknye...smangat makin boost...and boosstt....ho yeahhh

Pade aku, strike Liverpool mesti ditukar n Fernando Morientes mestilah dijual. Sebagai mane sakitnye ati aku ngan Emile Heskey, cenggitu la carenye Morientes menyakitkan ati aku...n aku harap2 sangat ler yg Morientes tak men utk Liverpool. Season nieh aku cam bosan sket sbb byk player yg dibeli tak berpakai...contohnye Bodwejin Zenden...

Ape2pon aku nak striket tuko....hehehe..dr dulu agik aaa...skang, aku rase Benitez kena cepat insap laaa...especially sal Simao tuh kan...hahaha...padan muke, sape suh tak bli awal2....kalo tak, tak jd la arinieh..hehe...

Nywayz, ape pon satu jek team EPL yg tinggal....Sal Chelsea, ntahlah. Skang aku tgk Mourinho nieh kuat bergaduh...arituh nak tumbuk Bryan Robson...bodoh tul....Sebbaik la Benitez tak loser cenggitu..

Aku mule2 ingat nak tulih sal MU menang Carling Cup...tp arinieh aku cam nyampah plak fans MU yg poyo ngan aku. Ek eleeehhh....at least masuk 2nd round...bukan cam ade team tuh. Ish...kerane nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga...

Okayy...aku tuko poll yang aku buat nieh...result poll arituh adelah seperti berikut:

Barca- 7 votes
Liverpool- 2 votes
Arsenal- 2 votes

TOTAL VOTES- 11

So, skang quarter final lak...jom vote2 sume...

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

nangeh plak



LEMAS-RUFF EDGE

lemas ku dalam dakapanmu
tidak ku sangka kau tertipu
inikah lumrah orang bercinta
tiada ruang nafasnya
lemas ku dalam pelukanmu
tidak ku sangka kau begitu
inikah ertinya bercinta
berikan ruang agarku selesa
memang dia orangnya
mulanya memang sempurna
tiada yang buruk darinya
bahagia sentiasa dirasa ohh..
tapi kini dah berubah
yang indah jadi derita
aku resah gelisah
yang tinggal hanyalah sakit dan peritnya
kini aku
*mula sedari apa yang telah terjadi
diriku dibebani bayanganmu
tapi itu semua dulu
memang ku tidak mahu teruskan
percintaan ini bersamamu
(bukan kubenci...) kepadamu
(bukan kubenci...) oh watakmu
percayalah kataku...aku rimas, aku lemas
(bukan kubenci...) cemburumu
(bukan kubenci...) kau ekori ku
percayalah kataku...aku rimas, aku lemas


Sowi aaa....lame tak update blog nieh. Bz..bz..n bz...

N utk my pren sowang tuh yg msg nye tak berbalas since last week...aku nak bgtau ko aku takleh reply aaa...kredit takde. Biase aaa....rasenye tak payah diperjelaskan agik kan...

Arinieh aku rase serba salah. Dak2 amik test, and aku dh marked pon. Last week tuh yg aku bz...aku nak wat paper from form 1 to form 5...asal sume kelas aku ajar aku kena wat paper. Muak tul...hahaha..

Pastuh ade sowang nieh die eager sangat nak amik kertas exam die. Tp sbnrnye, lepas test arituh, die cam sedih giler takleh wat...Aku rase back in her mind she thought she could score, tp sbnrnye...die tak score.

Dak nieh anak cikgu. Mak die...hmmm...kalo aku nak ckp kang, collegue ngajar gak. Tp not exactly laaa...aku ngan mak die tak bercakap. Maklum jelah, aku nieh nampak seperti sumone yg incapable nak ajar anak die, die rase kot. Pastuh, arituh mase aku suh wat latihan...dh siap discuss fill in...budak tinggal nak salin n drill wat calculation, die kate latihan aku tuh "waste of time".

Alangkah sedihnye die...kalo die tau anak die dpt the lowest mark utk both classes form 1 yang aku ajar. Anak die 1st class...kate die dulu, dpt straight As dll...kirenye tak perlu latihan macam dak kelas #3 yg aku ajar lagik satu tuh. So...takpelah..aku pon since die dh komplen kat sume org (tak plak jupe aku nak komplen tuh)...aku tak la force dak2 suh wat exercises. Aku opened up wat extra classes during recess...anak die la yg tak dtg, sbb mak die kate not needed...

Abeh tuh...ape kowang rase bile kowang tande, n nak bagi markah pon takleh. Dak tuh hanye dpt 1/15 markah circuit calculation aku. Ade ramai dak yg dpt full mark. N in fact...sume kate test aku tuh senang...

Td, mase aku bg paper...dak nieh teresak2 nangeh. Aku kesian betul, student aku jugak...walopon aku cukup geram ngan mak die. So, aku tanye..and deal, selagik aku ade...die leh hantar latihan n wat keje ngan aku kalo nak improve. Tp...dgn syarat...kalo mak die agree, or else cariklah cikgu len yg die rase lagik bagus. Aku bukan pe...org yg tak rase latihan n pengajaran tuh buang mase...diorg sumenye score..

So, last2 dak tuh hanye nangeh. Aku tak kate ape...cume aku kate, die anak cikgu...n aku pon anak cikgu. Aku dh face mende nieh...n aku nak die improve. Cume dlm ati aku menahan nak cakap...walopon parents aku cikgu...tp diorg tak pernah masuk campur hal aku kat sekolah...yg aku ingat, mak aku garang...n kalo ade die tau aku tak betul make naik la tali pinggang ke...rotan ke...aku tak pernah ngadu ngan mak sal cikgu...

It was later than dat die bagitau aku, die nak wat sume keje aku tp mak die tak kasik...Haii...camnieh la parents zaman skang gaknye...sbb anak die dh pandai...

Bile org nk ckp banyak, aku plak malas nak komen sbb...aku rase tak hingin la...aku lom ade anak...so, bab2 prasaan ibu aku takde experience...Tp aku rase, as a mother kite nak yg terbaik utk anak2...just pkla...bile latihan cikgu bagi die tak bg wat...ish3...

Okaylah...pg2 lagu nieh kuar kat ERA...

p/s: takde mase nak taip sal bola dah...huu...yelah2 MU menang..Barca pon menang...(nak cakap sal team die...cettt...)