Monday, April 24, 2006

FA Cupxxx



Yeayyy2...yeayyy2...I'm smiling...I'm smiling...I'm smiling...Senyum la wahai Cik Sha molek... cuz Liverpool dah masuk final FA Cup....Yiiiiiiiihhhhhhaaaaaa!!!! Tak tau nak digambarkan feeling aku nieh. Camne ek...1st sbb last weeek aku tak tgk bola langsung. 2nd, sbb last week aku tak balik umah. 3rd, sbb aku langsung takde pon cam bajet Liverpool nak menang whatsoever. Tetibe...LIVERPOOL WINS....!!!!! yEAAAYYYY... Rase nak joget hoolahoop jadiknye... Hunggaaa....hunggaaaaaa...

Dlm mase 90 mins game tuh aku tak senang duduk even though Riise scored the 17th min gol...Aku cam rase takleh nak settled down. Ingat agik last year nye Carling Cup, Chelsea kejar balik beb!!! Own goal lagik! Huhuhuhu...

Pastu, 57th min, Luis Garcia striked the other goal...rase nak melayang, suke tgk Terry diperbodohkan, but...cover agik...kang die kejar..mampuish...Skali lepas tuh Drogba scored...aku cam geram...dah nak nangeh dah. Aku kan, kalo org len score aku tak kisah. Lampard pon aku leh sabar sangat. Tp kalo Drogba ke Essien ke...aku rase cam kena siat jek... Ishh...dah bergenang dah mase tuh. Emo giler tgk bola. Dah dok ontok jek dpn tv. Aku nieh, kalo tgk bola ade mase aku bising giler tp kalo dh cemas aku bisu macam tikus. Hehehe...

Skali tgk added time 5 mins rase macam nak campak remote. Tgk plak pakwe aku Stevie G dah tengkot. Kewell dah sakit paha. Sissoko pon dah start suffer. Aku dah cuak sangat. Napelah everytime lawan Csea mesti jd camnieh, added time melampau2. Last time mase UEFA Champs yg goal controversy tuh pon added 6 mins gak...Arrrgghh..giler aaaahhh!!!

Aku rase aku betul2 bernapas bile aku nampak Jamie Carragher melompat2....dat time aku tau Liverpool thru 2 final...n Lampard muke macam tapai...hohooooo....Sha still alive beb!!!

Before dat aku tgk game Ars vs Spurs...menikmati pemandangan yg amat menyeronokkan...ape lagik kalo bukan buah ati aku si Pires...and the best game so far..except the time Davids kena red card...aku cam bengang sket. Tp ape2 pon...game tuh best, especially time Arsene Wenger ngan Martin Jol macam bertekak sket tuh...yelah..no sporting spirit kan!

N Gud bye to Alan Shearer? Hmmm...nice man...n absoulutely a gud player. 260 goals...mane nak carik beb! Henry pon belum lepas lagik record die...We'll just wait n see n hopefully die tak gi team len..

Owait then..time to get back to work...Chowwww...

Friday, April 21, 2006

Paola



STICK WIT U - PUSSYCAT DOLL

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
And I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say [Hey]

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick wit you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick wit you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me [one for me]
What I'm sayin'

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick wit you
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick wit you [nobody]
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick wit you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need [nothing else i can need]
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (Baby,I'm with you baby)
Baby, you're with me (Baby,You're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
and that's all that counts

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why i say ,hey


Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with chu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Hoooo yeaaahhh...lawa tak gambo baru aku? Hehehehe..perasannnnnn~~~!!! Nie gambo Gabriela Spanic yg berlakon cite La Usurpadora, La Intrusa, La Prisonera...ahahaha...aku suke die nieh. Mate beso...canteq~! Sexy lak tuh~! Hehehe. But most importantly...jd jahat yg sangat best...mase die jd Paola Bracho. Mase die jadik Paulina aku nyampah...huhu..

Nywayz, today takde mende sangat laaaa. Biase jek. Procedures n procedures...part of the things I'm doing rite now. Supposedly I'm in Johor...facing the assessments for PTD.

Aku sacrifice PTD for dis piece of job? Nope. I sacrificed PTD for my well-being. Bayangkan...aku takde options. Since I'm still in training, aku tak elegible nak amik cuti. So...nak resign? Hmm...not the best thing to do, Cik Sha...!!!

At least, next week dpt gaji dah. Takde kena tunggu 2-3 months. Gaji cikgu aku tak dpt2 lagik...tensen betul. Maknenye bulan nieh ikat perut aku nak bayar duit sewa rumah since last month Su dah bayarkan penuh....adeeehh..

Ape pon, dpt jugak. Come to think about my condition now, I can't afford going for PTD. Bkn tak mo or menolak tuah, tp byk mende yg aku nak pkkan...huuu...let it be my secret...My pride comes 1st, wokeh~!!!

1st time. Ibuku menangeh. Aku dh 2 weeks tak balik n die asek tgk macam2 kes kat tv. Risau anak dare die sorang nieh balik keje malam2 bute. Yup...aku sniri risau sal diri aku sbnrnye. Baya plak risau Kak Sha dh tak makan tambah2 n tak dinner. Part of my savings n dieting plan. Wanna look gud...nak ngorat pakwe baru...ahhahaha...just kidding!!! Just takmo malam2 keje n ngantuk sbb makan...itu aje, k! I know aku takleh kurus beb!!!

O...speaking of pakwe baru...hehehe..guess what? On Wednesday...bro botak yg aku langgar n senyum kat aku tuh adelah sowang trainer/manager!!!! Ya Allah...just imagine jelah mase 1 session training aku nieh, die masuk n mengajar. Blushing gua sepanjang session tuh beb!!! Dah la die panggey aku "SHA" Gilerr aaahhh...skang aku dh tau name die, keje die, bape lame keje sini, dulu blaja mane, n..most of all...HE'S A LIVERPOOL SUPPORTER! And...die men CM2004 same ngan aku...hehehhee...

Aku nye ngok, aku leh blur n tak kuar sore mase die tanye...adeehh...gedik aaa Cik Sha...GEDIIIIIKKKKK!!!!

Gedik aaa aku skang...n I'M LUVIN' IT...Biarlah...asalkan aku hepi everyday. No more tears,just smile:)

Bukannye aku nak kawen ngan mamat tuh pon...Wilex beb!!!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

lalala...idupku



JIKA KAU BERCINTA LAGI- ALLEYCATS

Jika Kau bercinta lagi
cintalah sepenuhnya aaa aaa aaa
jika kau bercinta lagi
jagalah kau hatinya aaa aaa aaa


engkau yang memilihnya
tanpa memikirkan tentang diriku
kini ku hanya dapat berdoa
agar berbahagia kau disampingnya

aaa aaa aaa

Jika Kau bercinta lagi
cintalah sepenuhnya aaa aaa aaa
jika kau bercinta lagi
jagalah kau hatinya aaa aaa aaa

aku tak dapat menghalang
engkau punya kemahuan sendiri
biarku hidup hanya mengenang
peristiwa yang tak dapat ku lupa

aaa aaa aaa

kini aku hanya dapat berdoa
agar berbahagia kau disampingnya
selamat tinggal
aku mengundurkan diri

Thanking everyone yg bagi komen n leave msg kat blog nieh...
2 days dah tak dapat update blog...huwaaaaaaaa....
Byk nak cite sbnrnye...but...later, k!!!
Tata...see u...byeeeeeeeee....

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Pai



LASKAR CINTA-DEWA

Wahai JIWA-JIWA yang tenang
hati-hatilah dirimu kepada HATI-HATI yang penuh kebencian yang dalam
Karena sesungguhnya IBLIS ada dan bersemayam di hati yang penuh dengan PRASANGKA

Reff:
LASKAR CINTA…
Sebarkanlah benih-benih CINTA
musnahkanlah virus-virus BENCI
virus yang bisa RUSAKKAN jiwa dan BUSUKKAN hati

LASKAR CINTA…
Ajarkanlah ILMU tentang cinta
karena cinta adalah HAKIKAT dan jalan yang terang
bagi semua umat MANUSIA

Jika kebencian MERACUNIMU…kepada manusia lainnya
maka sesungguhnya iblis sudah BERKUASA atas dirimu
maka jangan pernah berharap aku akan MENGASIHI MENYAYANGI manusia-manusia
yang penuh BENCI seperti kamu..

Hmmm..nieh lagu yg dok nyanyi kat umah. Bukan sbb suke. Bkn jugak sbb menci. Ntahlah! Rase cam weird gak lagu nieh tapi cam best plak...ntahlah tak tau nak cakap camne tp cam weird plak rasenye. Kadang2 lagu nieh jd bahan gelak aku...bahan gelak Baya...bahan gelak Su. Sume yg berade di umah. Next week it's going to be only me n Su...adehh..nak start carik osmet nieh...huhu..

By the way, arinieh aku ngantuk. Maybe ke sbb dpt makan free, td ade function sket kat sini. MD's going sumwhere...new MD's coming. Hmm..taklah berkenaan ngan kuli cam aku sangat..hehe...but the food? Nice...menambahkan kalori di badan Cik Sha...adeehhh..

I dunno how, but smalam ade sowang nieh nampak aku minum nescafe sengsorang kat kafe (mind u, ngantuk!). Mule mase die lalu...die senyum. Dengan gigi2 skali kuar. Hahaha. Pastu, dua tiga kali lagi die senyum jugak...adeh..aku cam blur...tp yg last time tuh aku managed nak senyum balik...hehehe..

Tp yg rase cam segan giler arinieh. 2 incidents: 1st one, terlanggar sbb mase tuh ramai owang nak scan card kat pintu. 2nd time...aku adang pintu locker die aku tak sedar. N 3rd time...mase aku wat tour kat whole department nieh (biaselah, owang baru...) Sengih2 pandang keliling..skali nampak die plak. Adeh..malu..malu...malu...

Nothing actually. Kat sini well known yg org from department aku nak pi tuh paling peramah (maybe sbb tuh aku dpt department nieh kot~!).But just macam segan aaa...tgh tranining tp cam dah menyengih di tempat yg salah...no intention, actually. Except dat...hehehehe...to be honest, THE GUY'S CUTE~~!!!! Aaaaaaaaargghh...ade harapan nak cuci mate nampaknye aku..hahaha...(laki org tah hape...hehe).

Been enjoying futbol conversations...except dat kadang2 bile aku sedar2 aku ramai kenal yg laki dr yg pompuan. Adehai...kadang2 tersegan jugak aku. Bknnye sengaje beb. Just dat bile diorg tau aku suke bola, tetibe cam de bond...lagik2 kalo minat team yg same...Well...aku rase yg pompuan tentunye tak suke! Td pon ade yg pass remark kat aku...hahahha...whateverrrrrrr...

Errrr...speaking about my day, de sowang dak name Fairuz yg mengingatkan aku pade Fairuz Diyana Ibrahim. But then rupenye macam Din plak. Hihi. Din, seriously muke dak nieh cam muke ko. Penyenyap semacam...penyegan giler. But his English IS gud...proud la jugak ade die kat sini. Cume die nieh taklah seaktif Pai(Fairul). Pai satu induction ngan aku. One n only Malay guy yg aku kenal selen si Fairuz nieh kat sini. Except dat...Pai dpt keje 7-4..Australia...huwaaa...

Why ek? Hooo...tadi nampak Pai cam hepi plak aku. Aku tak sedar pon die de, sbb floor tuh department aku patutnye. Tp tibe2 die wujud tah dr mane. N suddenly ade org panggey Sha...huhu. Nmpak these 3 people cam best plak...sbb diorg yg paling bising...Now, aku cam boring jek...

Ngantuk..ngantuk..ngantuk...itu jek sbnrnye. Baru 2 days dpt odd working hours camnieh...takpe. A start. Just continue what u're doing..

In case if u want to ask me, aku tak wat kawan kat sini. Office is office. So...biaselah, teman tp mesra...hehehe...not over frenly:)

Back to the PC again...dah la system aku rosak sket arinieh...another 5 hours to go...Go Shaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!


Monday, April 17, 2006

Kerana

PRINCE OF TENNIS

Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.


KERANA - ALLEYCATS

Kerana kau ku masih di sini
Kerana kau ku bisa menangis
Dan kerana kau yang menghancurkan
Ku tiada berteman
Terkenang wajah mu aku pilu

Selangkah ku tersebut nama mu
Tak terasa jiwa ku dipalu
Oleh rindu dan dendam pada mu
Dan ketika ini dan di saat ini
Dimanakah dikau

Kau puja bulan yang mengambang
Kau pinta bunga yang di taman larangan
Kau sendakan ku punya perasaan
Dan kau menyatakan bahawa cinta ini
Hanyalah permainan

Mengapakah tak kau rasa
Bukan paras supa yang sangat ku pinta
Ohh... ohh

Tapi hati yang dapat merasa
Yang kesedihan ini tak lain
Hanyalah kerana mu

Mengapakah ku diluka
Mengapakah harus ku tanggung semua ini
Tidakkah kau merasakan
Kesedihan ini tak lain hanyalah kerana mu

I got a testimonial today...yeayyyyy!!!

hmm wat 2 say about dis very very cute,preety gurl.she is really a very gud tutor n a very chun sister.she is so damn frenly n ill tel us stories all. wish u all d bez n don 4get us n SMK PUTERI.v miss al ur....................
-kindness
-careness
-jokes
-stories
-n most of all a very gud teacher,sister n frennnnnnnn

bye.take care n don 4get us ah.misssssssssssssssss u sooooooooo much ....muaaaaa


Sob...sob...2 weeks tak balik skang windu umah la plak...hehe. Takpe..takpe...tunggu la dpt gaji nnt balik. Huhuhu. Speaking bout gaji, dis month mati sket aaa...sbb kena bayar rent umah full since bulan lepas Su bayar full. Hope by next month aku dpt save sbb kitowang start half2. Ape2 pon, hopefully dpt bayar utang. Jgn lupe Sha...itu number one!

Arinieh 1st day aku keje from 4pm to 1 am. Lepas nieh, macam nieh la idup aku. Last 2 weeks 7am-4pm. So, skang tak payah bangun awal. Tp bangun jugak awal, in case! Ape2pon induction's over. Now here comes training...tak seseronok induction...ape2pon mane de mende yg kurang serius dlm idup nieh kan?!

Last week wuz tuff. Sbb aku dpt responsibility wat function. ALONE. I thought I couldn't make it, susah giler. But bile dh abes rase lega. Aku tak tido, aku tak makan. N come to think about it again, it was an honor. I mean, dlm induction class aku ade 3 org jek pure Malay. N I got dat kind of job...hmm...bukan sume org leh trust Malays kan?!

The moment my trainer a.k.a my manager congratulated me rase macam nak melayang. Alhamdulillah I did all dat with guts...n I know dat I actually showed my talents at last...

But the most incredible thing...I scored my assessments! Ho yeayyy...who would've thought dis Malay gal with tudung can score in English asessments!!!! Mase my trainer ulur tangan shake hand aku...aku cam shocked n paling penting...nak nangeh. I got into the department I wanted. UK-based at last...huhu. Alhamdulillah again...

Skang, aku dlm training. Bout dat PTD...nantilah aku explain. Whatever it is...I left my mark sumwhere. So, I'm thinking about adding other marks. Hopefully the gud ones. Pray dat...ape2 pon jd...ini sume utk berkatkan idup...

Okay Sha..dah abes break...kena bla....tata everybody..pray fer me!!!

Lagu yg menggegarkan jiwaku...mase Misha nyanyi dulu la! Nywayz, aku jupe 2 Liverpool fans already kat sini...Hehehehe...You'll Never Walk Alone.

p/s: Gambo from my new anime series..

Friday, April 07, 2006

my humps



DON'T LIE -BLACK EYED PEAS

[WILL]
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you ought to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
No,no, no, no baby, no, no, no, no don't lie
No, no, no, no, yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I really see you & what you're all about

No, no, no baby, no, no, no, no don't lie
Yeah, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
No, no, no, no baby, no, no, no, no don't lie (no, don't you lie)
No, no, no, no, yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I really see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, no, no, no, no don't lie
Because you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)


Arinieh nak balik umah...yuuuuuaaaaayyyyy!!! Aku pon tak tau nak kate peee...tp cam best jek dpt balik...hehehe...

Aku tak dpt ikut gi kenduri kawen Sham...byk faktor2 tertentu la~! Cedih jugak nieh..since dah kenal lame dah. Just wish Sha n Kamal hepi 4ver after...Hallamaaakk...Baya mesti marah aku tak dtg jd Mak Andam...but for sure ramai lagik mak andam kat situ. Arituh pon aku sniri diandamkan...bukan pandai2 mengandam..
Okeh aaa...Lynn dah dtg...nak gi solat aaa...nieh break kejap jek nieh. Burrrpp..kenyang dah. So, arinieh balik tak naik Merce (serius nieh tau, aku naik Merce gi keje..ahahahha). Takde aaa...van Merce yg macam dlm F1 jek..bukan keta Merce. Aku pon terkejut, I thought I was going by bas Kilang yg biru...tgk2 best jugak van nieh...gud for the benefits scheme...

Kafe served Chinese Food, waffle n ade macam lounge utk sandwiches yg best2 macam kat Midval tuh...BUT, Cik Sha tak brape mampu...kecuali makan lunch tuh terpakse la kan. Apepon, food is okay, walopon ramai kate tak best, for me mmg best. Maybe yg kate tak best sbb diorg nak makanan mamak. So, ape2 jelah...compared to other places, stakat nieh aku takde komplen...Loyalty Code of Standards, man!!!

Tataaaa...gi solat. Silekan melayan lagu gatal nieh..

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

clouds



HARDER TO BREATHE-MAROON 5

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' [CD cover says: "funkin'"] tread the ground that I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe

Okeh aaaa..nothing much to story. Induction day #2 and day #3. Men2...pastu lukis2....dengar ceramah...tgk video...mende2 cenggitu jek la. Takde mende len pon. Sebbaik tak lena diulit intan aku jadinye...hullaaammaaakkk...

Tgh carik locker utk diri sniri. Kalo tak, takleh bwk handbag gi keje...adeehh....tolooonggg...bukan senang nak carik tuh!!!:(

Len2...takde mende sangat. Datang nak wat keje, bukan nak carik member. Arinieh balik, takde sape kat umah. Sowang nak kawen, sowang out station. Aku jek tercongok sowang kat umah...adeehh...tolong!!! Cepat...cepat...sape nak jd hosmet kitowang...2 org diperlukan..yg len dh chow kawen!:D

Semalam Myra call...gayut ngan Myra. Yeayy....miss her a lot lately....Wisau aa pasal die:(

Hopefully lepas nieh okeh sumenye. Dis week either to JB (housemate aku kawen!!!), or balik umah jek. Rasenye maybe balik umah, since nak discuss pasal SPA...huu....decision has to be made dis week...

Missing everybody used to be around me...huuuhuuu..

p/s: Awan chanteq kan...:D N mmg suke lagu nieh...

Monday, April 03, 2006

induction



TAK INGIN LAGI-MISHA OMAR

Tidak pernah sangka
Hatiku kan terluka
Dua tahun lamanya
Ku rela diriku diperdaya

Ku hanya berdiam diri
Hanya mengira masa
Bagaikan mimpi ngeri
Dikau asyik mentiksa diriku

Ku tak perlu cinta
Pergilah kau dariku
Buang masa saja
Tak sanggup ku menunggumu

Tak ingin lagi
Aku membisu
Asmara ini
Bukan untuk diriku

Pernah dikau berkata
Kasih tuk selamanya
Kini jelas semua
Tak pernah kau menyintai

Aku tahu cinta
Yang kau mahu
Bukankah dariku saja
Tak sanggupku
Bersamamu oh kasih

Tak ingin lagi
Aku membisu
Asmara ini
Bukan untuk diriku

Tak sanggup lagi
Aku menunggu
Tak ingin lagi ku melihat wajahmu

RAP:
Amboi sedapnya mulut menuduhku
Tak menyintai isi hati telah kau
Luahkan kini tibalah masa untukku
Melagukan ceritaku pula bukan
Niatku untuk hatimu - mu terluka
Tak pernah ku perdaya
Girl You're overacting
Bermain kayu tiga
No you must be joking
Tak sanggup laguku dengar
Segala tuduhanmu itu
Now pick up the phone
Janganlah marah tak menentu

Adeehh..ape ek, nak bercerite. Ntah aaa....hehe. Basically, arinieh...new thing to do...Welcome to my new opis..huhu...
Lawa opisnye. Itu aku leh cakap la. Tp...lawa ke tidak kerjanye, takleh judge..biase jek. The things dat I luved about my 1st day:
1. Opis ade vending machine free...hehehe..
2. Boleh pakai jeans...yeayyyy!!!Casual..
3. Tak payah bayar duit bas...yeayyy!!!
4. 2 minggu tak keje...dok diam2 mase induction:D

Tp satu jek tak best...aku tak cukup tido...adeh...ngantuk...huhu..yg tuh salah sendiri la...takde salah sape2..

Ptg td aunty call, die cakap sal PTD SPA yg aku cakap..Adehh..napelah bile ade, mencurah2 plak...Smpai aku tak tau mane nak pilih...adeh..dugaan!

Aku windu Ayen aaa. Mane pi die nieh..huhu. Aku nak Kak Sya aku...huwaaaa...I miss everybody!!!:P

Okeh aaaa...nak tata. Kejap jek...kat opis takleh surf internet ek kawan2. Dah de agreement...so sowi bout dat but I accept the rules as it is:D

p/s: Sowiii..dah takde idea nak letak lagu..tetibe blur!!!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

gudbye

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THANK YOU-DIDO

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the
day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and
through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Dis isn't gudbye...even as I watch u leave...dis isn't gudbye...

Hmm....aku tak brani janji...tak brani jamin...bile lagik aku nak update blog lepas nieh. Life will be hectic, 11 hrs per day insyaAllah akan diisi ngan life utk idup nieh..

So, what else aku nak cakap nieh? Sok sume start la. Aku pon tak tau ape nak jd ngan aku lagik lepas nieh...doa2 yg terbaik jek la kan. Life will also not in Seremban anymore...adeehh..cedih nyeee...

Aku takde mende nak cerite. Selagik aku takleh nak cerite nieh, aku takmo ckp byk. Just wish mulai besok...aku nak life aku different dr ari2 aku sebelum nieh...whatever happened in the past...it doesn't matter...as long as people i luv are hepi....

Sok...dah len. Sume kena wat sniri lepas nieh Cik Sha...be more independent dr yg selalunye...

I would like to thank...kwn2 tercayang...Kak Sya...Su...Azwa...Yatmo...u all has been very supportive dr dulu lagik. N then...Ayennnnn...!!! Ape nak cakap ek...tahla. Thank u for being there when I need u. N Cik Din...day ko balik Jupon day aku change life aku...apepon, thanx for the memories ek! Jupe ko wat aku ingat banyak mende sal aku yg aku dah lupe...hehe..

Thank u everybody...

honda

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BEST I EVER HAD- VERTICAL HORIZON

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

Kadang aku kesian kat Ayen. Most of my days...die ade. Thru thick n thin. Aku sniri tak paham la cmne aku leh kwn ngan die. Strange...bile pk kan balik. Aku nampak jek name die dulu, aku rase cepat jek darah naik. Cepat jek nak marah...Tp skang, kalo nampak name die jek...rase senang giler ati aku....huhu...apasal ek...

Jgn salah paham. Aku tau bile sowang pompuan kawan ngan sowang laki...org leh senang jek salah paham kite ade ape2 yg tersembunyi. In fact, aku dh kena lecture pon sal nieh. Hahaha...apela. For me...nope. Aku tak pernah nak pk sampai cenggitu pon...tak pernah langsung beb! Hoho...tolong laaaaa...tak mungkin aku akan suke dgn itu Kaka...not my taste...haiyyaaaaa...:P

Sedar tak sedar dh almost 2 years, kan. Lebih dr setahun kitowang kawan. Cam tak sedar jek dh lame. Tp lately aku rase, aku byk menyakitkan ati die, aaa. Mesti die tensen ngan aku. Aku pon tensen kalo aku tau aku dh sakitkan ati die nieh. Aku tak suke sangat sakitkan ati die. Bknlah sbb die tak pernah sakitkan ati aku (ade....lagik2 kalo die ejek Liverpool aku rase nak lepuk die jek...huhu). Tp die tak pernah plak lari time aku down ke sedih. Not like sum people...Dgn die nieh....Kalo suke, cakap...tak suke pon cakap...So...camne ek nak ckp. Aiseh...susah jugak nak susun ayat nieh.

Lately aku bad mood. Slalu sangat. Ade time aku okay, ade time tak. Lagik2 bile aku bz...kdg2 aku terkejar2 jugak. Pastu, bile aku tgh relax2....tibe2 die muncul. Seriously, most of the time, aku hepi aaa. Kdg2 tgh penat sangat, pastu ade member nak bercakap. Walopon aku becok ke pe ke kan...kadang2 kesian aa jugak tgk. Hehe. Tp, cam lately aku rase cam byk sangat mende tak dpt nak jawab soklan2 die...especially bab2 yg aku rase aku nak avoid: LUV...

All my life...dr dulu. Kwn2 yg dh berkapel akan tanye aku sal mende2 nieh. Sumtimes jd Cik Sri Siantan (bak kate Kak Sya...hehe..). Consultant tak rasmi. Huhu. Most of the time, mende nieh disebabkan aku single at dat moment. Aku, kuar ngan kawan2. Even aku date pon, aku tak pernah serius la. Except for sumtimes ade yg slipped..tp kejap jek. So, I took light of these things. N since aku single...org ingat aku takde komitmen n senang nak tanye aku. Sekali jek aaa...yg aku take serious, itupon serius di ati...di depan org kire taklah nampak serius. Keje yg ade masenye jd matchmaker and so on. N...cyberly, mende nieh pon jd keje aku since aku jd moderator kat KK dulu. Luckily, aku dh stop byk perkare2 cyber except utk blog nieh...so aku tak lagik jd Miss Consultant cam dulu...

Mase tuh, since aku single...even though I got sum experience from frenz n I was free myself...aku tak kisah. Aku free kan...so, org tanye aku bab2 chentan nieh, rasenye taklah bermasalah nak jd pendengar. Then, bile aku sniri de bf...at 1st aku masih lagik tak kisah, until...aku sniri kena berkomitmen ngan mende2 camnieh. Biaselah, things come n go dlm relationship nieh. Well....to be honest, sum people die tak kisah. Ape jd pon die nak jugak kite mendengar....no matter mase tuh kite tgh ade masalah kite sniri. N when kite nak terangkan, kite pon ade masalah...rasenye, ade yg lari...takmo share! Yg rasekan masalah die lagik hebat...Apo nak dikato, aku accept jelah, kan! Bukan sume org tak pentingkan diri sniri, betul tak...

So...ape yg terjadi br nieh...aku regret jugak. Takleh tido jugak nieh pk mende nieh. Well...1stly, becuz kawan tercayang aku sowang nieh bertanye, n aku takleh cakap. I was surprise myself. Maybe...ntahlah. Sbb aku mengenangkan yg aku sniri failed in terms of luving sumone kan. I failed to make sumone hepi with me, failed to give dat 100% commitment. N sejak tuh aku try sebaik mungkin...jgn bg opinion ape pon pasal luv life org...even though people are asking for my help. Everytime org cerite kat aku, aku rase macam...leh dgr, tp aku takleh kate ape...n aku akan try sebaik mungkin jgn berkate ape2...sbb aku taknak bile aku ckp...nnt org kate, "alaaaa...ko pun putus jugak!" So...aku diam...n dlm diam jugak kdg2 aku down n sedih jugak aaa....

It was like mase aku single...when aku jugaklah yg dok kat takhta Single Club. Tp mase tuh, aku tak rase ape2...sumenye kejap jek. Tp now...almost one year since I last broke up with my ex, n aku rase chentan nieh bukan cerite aku...bukan topik aku. Sebolehnye aku close dr cerite mende2 nieh. Org tanye, bile aku nak de bf lagik...jawapan aku mmg taknak bf la wat mase nieh. Best tau....tgk kawan2 kite hepi...n diorg share kegembiraan ngan kite. Tp, itu jek yg leh aku wat....mendengar. Utk bercakap lagik..biarkan org len yg wat keje tuh sbb aku rase aku tak layak since aku pernah failed. Bukan aku tak pernah try....tp mmg dah tak boleh...

Aku sniri tak prasan sejak bile aku jd camnieh. Kdg2 aku rase mende nieh baik gak utk diri aku, sbb taklah aku slalu sangat kecik ati. Ade org just cerite utk compare sape lagik gembira, sape lagik bahagia. Especially dah tau aku dh broke up, lagik la nak cerite macam2 as if sronok sangat jek. Compare between my ex dgn bf sniri. Haiyaaa....keje menyakitkan ati kan?! Well, what do u expect dr org single macam aku...except dat aku content jd single balik n hepi dgn single acitivities yg org berkapel takleh buat. (for example, flirting) Hehe. Kdg, org bertanye hanye utk menyakitkan ati, kan. Bukan sbb caring ke pe. Itu yg wat aku malas n takmo lagik bercakap. Lagik baik dok sniri...itu yg aku pkkan. Oleh sbb tuh, lagik sronok kan...kalo kite tak tau ape org len wat...n jgn dengar kisah chenta org...Yup...maybe org tuh suke kot nak cerite...maybe anxious nak berkate2...For me, pandang positif yg die nak kite share kegembiraan die...

The moment aku tutup kotak brg2 aku ngan ex aku dulu, maknenye ati aku pon tutup. For the time being, aku rase mende nieh no ending...aku akan tutup forever. 1stly...I got too much to attend, especially my fam yg dlm 2-3 ari lagik dpt tgk muke aku dok umah balik. 2ndly, cite2 aku...keje aku...3rdly, utk org2 yg aku betul2 syg n aku rase betul2 syg aku jugak. N...secare tak langsungnye, aku tak suke org senang2 pk aku nieh cheap. Senang nak bertukar ganti. Yup...aku ramai kawan...tp tak bermakne sumenye leh dpt ati aku, kan. Itulah mende yg paling aku jage skang. Cik Din kate....pompuan dlm mase 6 bln dh dpt ganti...well, not for me...kot? Kalo pon leh ganti...aku tak ganti...bukan semudah tu laaa...

If only ex aku bace nieh....mesti die akan ingat die la penyebab sume mende nieh (luckily, die tak bace...hehe). Yeah....well...indeed, he's the most amazing guy so far...jangan tanye nape die special....I don't have dat reason since the 1st time I laid my eyes on him. Kalo tak, takkan la aku leh kapel ngan die after years of holding on to my single title yg berjage abes tuh. But, yg paling penting aku taknak kaco life aku...yg aku nak susun balik, bina balik. Bkn chenta jek yg leh wat aku frust, k....terlalu byk mende len dlm idup leh wat kite kecewa....

Cume dlm proses nieh, aku taknak sangat ingat perkare lame. N mostly, aku taknak....org ingat aku mengharap kat ex aku....chances to reconcile whatsoever. Aku tak pernah pk mende2 camtuh, k. Bile aku putus...aku just wish die hepi n aku doa banyak2 sume yg pernah ade between aku n die cukup utk wat aku hepi. Tp, dlm proses nieh jugak, aku kena elakkan cakap sal die. Means kalo aku ckp sal die...aku taknak smpai org or die sniri ingat aku nak balik kat die whatsoever. Org leh kate aku gile lagik kat ex aku...even though aku anggap ex aku kawan...Aku layan ex aku baik2 pon salah...Aku nak wat ape lagik....? Dh aku mmg macam nieh la, weeiiii....takkan dh clash nak bermusuh. Dh break, nak mengumpat. Itu bkn style aku laaaa....

Tuan punye badan sniri pon, aku taknak die ingat aku nak kat die ke pe. Aku hepi, skang die dh hepi. Biarlah, itu bahagian die. Aku tak marah, aku tak dendam pe pon. Lame die dh wat aku hepi dulu, kan. Sbb itu, the least aku ckp sal die, the better. Kalo tak ckp langsung pon, takpe. Lagik elok. So...bile Ayen mentioned name tuh...aku tak tau nak kate pe. Bkn salah die...tp aku mmg dah taknak amik tau lagik....Nnt org salah paham. N silap aribulan ex aku pon salah paham. Aku taknak seolah2 aku yg perasan...(bukan tak pernah jupe org yg ingat kite nak kat die je...huhu)

Dh setahun dh. N paling penting aku nak jage name aku. Sape lagik nak jage, kalo bkn diri sniri. Aku nieh bkn de pape lagik dah. Aku nak sorang2....aku taknak sape2. N bile aku ckp tuh, bkn sbb aku kecewa tp sbb aku nak build life aku sniri. Aku sniri dah tak tau mane pergi chenta aku tuh....ilang kot. Aku cume rase aku dah takde ati...dh kosong...chenta tuh bukan sumthing yg leh dijadikan topik kalo ngan aku, k....

Sbnrnye aku sedih...takleh jwb soklan member sniri. Dh aaa mmg cayang pon kat die (kang aku ckp sayang...ade lagik la yg salah paham, wat andaian sniri tuh!). Die dahla baik ngan aku...Aku sedih ke, aku ape ke...die ade jek. Mase nangeh2 tuh carik die jugak kan! Kwn pompuan pon belum tentu leh wat camnieh beb! Konon caring tapi haprak...macam caring menipu jek.(yg ade...Alhamdulillah...aku appreciate gile!) Tp bile aku takleh jwb soklan Ayen...aku cam mrajuk sume nieh....aku rase cam aku dh sakitkan ati die jek. Aku rase guilty gile plak.....erggghhh....

Aku hepi sangat tgk die hepi. Suke kaco time2 die nak angau2 tuh. Kdg2 aku wish kalo la aku leh wat sumthing nak bg die hepi n hepi lagik, kan. Tp tgk kat diri aku sniri...aku nak bagi pe pon. Len la leh sponsor tiket percutian ke Melake. Hehe. Sponsor die nak kawen ke...huhu. Yg leh wat doakan die jek. Other than dat aku sbnrnye tak mampu....belum lg...n tak sabo beb nak tunggu saat2 mampu tuh.

Sejak kebelakangan nieh aku makin mengade. Sensitif semacam ngan die nieh. Maybe mmg sbb aku stress, period aku pon lame dr biase. Sebbaik bkn bulan pose kan! Arituh kuar ngan die pon cam rase nak lepuk die...Tah hape2 aku merepek. Ntahlaaa...aku takleh nak explain ngan die mende nieh. Just hope die stop la sebut THE NAME tuh kat aku. Bkn sbb aku benci...or bkn sbb aku tak bg kawan. Kawan ttp kawan...just nak menjage jgn smpai ade salah paham nanti...

Itu sbb aku ajak dok kat tpt tuh arituh. Sure Ayen tak paham apasal aku ajak die berjalan jauh2 tuh. Well....itu tpt aku dok dulu. Dat is the place where the miracle began. Yg aku avoid nak dok slame setahun, sbb aku taknak. Aku hepi akhirnye aku dpt gi tpt tuh...dok situ...Alhamdulillah I did it...walopon berteman n aku tak kuat sangat kat situ (Alhamdulillah jugak tak nangeh!). But I guess...I am stronger than I thought?

Sumenye sbb aku taknak org salah paham lagik...biar org ngan kebahagiaan dowang...itu jek.

p/s: my song!!!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006

rambut

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YOU RAISE ME UP -WESTLIFE

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
[Instrumental break]
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.You raise me up... To more than I can be.

Aku ingat lagik...aku tak pernah rambut panjang. Pendek jek. Boy-cut. Satu mase aku pernah buat rambut Mawi. Mase tuh, protest sbb sekolah aku nye peraturan kena rambut panjang. Aku plak menci rambut panjang. So, dr boy-cut....aku potong lagik pendek sampai rasenye macam dah abes rambut aku nieh. Mmg pemberontak! Hehe. Automatically...tindakan disiplin la kan!!! Huhu...nakal jugak aku nieh dulu bile diingat2 kan. Tp aku mmg tak suke peraturan sekolah yg satu tuh....simpan rambut panjang....sedangkan dr kecik aku rambut pendek.

Masuk U...still rambut pendek. Ade nak terpjg jek rambut, cepat2 aku pendekkan. Ntah apasal aku rimas. Aku rase kan, kalo bab feminin nieh bukan soal ko rambut pjg ke pendek...Walopon ramai yg kate aku mesti jd pompuan sejati...(mase tuh kurang sejati kot). Tp, aku tak pernah nak rambut pjg pon...

Tak sedar bile die ternampak. Kate die,tak sengaje nampak mase kat umah. Aku pon tak kisah la.Tp die tegur...nape pendek sangat rambut aku. Aku cam...tak tau nak kate ape. 1st time aku takleh nak lawan ape org tegur sal rambut aku. Yg aku ckp, "Suke ati aku la!" Tp...bile tibe2 die kate..."Suke ko rambut pjg. Kan cantik!" Aku wat tak dgr bab cantik tuh. Mmg word cantik...bukan word aku. Lawa, bukan aku. Yg aku dgr, die kate die suke aku rambut pjg. So...aku terpk jugak nak rambut pjg. Sekejap jek...lepas tuh aku potong lagik rambut. Maintain potong macam biase, sebulan sekali...

Smpai satu mase, tibe2 die kate..."Aku terpk, camne bf ko nnt, Sha?" Aku pandang jek. "Nape?" aku tanye. "Cube lembut sikit...." die dh mule bebel. "Dah lembut nieh kan..." aku start nak marah (panas baran jugak aku nieh dulu). "Tak cukup..." die jawab balik. "Lantaklah!" aku balas. Die senyum. Part tuh wat aku slalu mengalah. Bodoh jugak kadang2 aku rase camne dgn senyum die jek aku dh tak marah agik. Kitowang continue camtuh jek. Die mmg slalu concern pasal kelembutan pompuan nieh. N betape mase tuh aku nieh kuat melawan! Biarlah...

Arituh die pandang jek searian. Kitowang story sal bola cam biase. Tibe2 die kate, "Kalo la boleh aku tgk ko bercinta kan!" Aku, macam biase..melawan lagi..."Not a chance!!!" Pastuh aku sengih. Die gelak jek. Aku paham maksud die...lagik2 pasal aku yg baran n tak prihatin nieh. Bkn tak pernah die bebel kate aku patut bersikap pompuan...especially penampilan n style aku nieh. Aku wat bodoh jek...pedulikkan kalo aku nak jd diri aku yg sebenar. Waktu tuh...die sniri patutnye paham yg aku dh byk berubah sbnrnye! At least aku dh dressing cam pompuan compared ngan yg dulu2...lagik la tak feminin!

Die ade gf. Feminin. Tak tercapai kat aku standardnye. Aku ingt lagik...keje aku tlg cuci rambut awek die yg pjg tuh satu mase dulu. How I adored her hair! N kenape la aku rase cam rendah diri sangat ngan awek die yg feminin tuh! Tak tau nape waktu tuh la my turning point. Aku jatuh...teruk. 1st time, aku paham maksud frust...aku paham maksud menangeh sepuas ati. Mule2 aku nangeh sbb org yg aku syg nieh, aku rase bodoh. Trust me...tak tau bape byk kali aku menyepak dinding bilik mase tuh. Nak tahan dr menangeh. Aku benci menangeh sbb aku rase aku lemah kalo cenggitu. Tp, he was the 1st person yg ajar aku menangeh kerane itu. Especially...mase die kate, "U made all this possible! Tq, Sha! Sayang ko!!!" Aku rase macam nak melempang die jek...geram! Nk jek aku kate..."Kepale hotak ko sayang aku!!! Bunuh aku jelah!" Tp dah syg....nak lempang camne...aku senyum jelah. Dlm ati...pecah beb!

Tak sedar lepas tuh, aku tak ptg rambut lagik. Rase dh pjg sket, aku ikat...tp aku tak pernah nak potong. Sampai one day, aku bukak ikatan tuh...Azwa tegur...."Rambut ko dh pjg...." She looked so surprised n....extremely...hepi. N how impressed my frens were becuz aku dh rambut pjg. Diorg men rambut aku...ade skali tolong luruskan...tolong ikat...macam2 lagik. Walhal rambut aku taklah selebat dlm iklan tuh...well....

Sampai satu ari mase aku lepas rambut... Azwa pegang rambut aku...die cakap..." Sepanjang nieh la ko bawak diri, kan?" Aku angguk jek. Mase tuh aku rase sayu semacam tgk rambut aku. Die mmg tak tau...smpai arinieh. N bile kawan2 len bg remark sal rambut aku...Su akan senyum jek kat aku. Sememangnye 2 org nieh jek yg tau kisah sebenarnye: Azwa n Su. Syam bg adiah getah ikat rambut warne purple lagik! Die pon hepi aku rambut pjg...

Ibu plak, hepi ke? Ntahlah. Die suke jek...men rambut, tolong wat tocang....dll. Aku ade sumone pastuh. Kdg2 mase bf aku msg...aku tgh wat tocang...n he was so hepi about it. Bile tgh dok ngan die...kadang2 die carik tocang aku kat blakang pale nieh (mane nak nampak, aku pakai tudung...tp tocang tuh timbul sket). Die suke tarik tocang tuh. N aku tak terfikir nak ptg rambut sbb bf aku cam hepi jek aku rambut pjg. Die pon suke belikan getah ikat rambut aku. So, aku simpan la rambut nieh....

Baru nieh, mase wat product utk projek anak murid aku, diorg kait getah ikat rambut macam2 kaler. N diorg hadiahkan kat aku...dgn suke atinye. Aku mmg la terharu...mase diorang bg kotak tuh kat aku. Aku just diam jek. Arituh, ari Sabtu...mase camping aku bukak tudung....ade student aku men rambut...wat tocang kecik2....huhu. Macam2 hal kan....

Tp, aku tak bagitau. Maybe aku nak potong rambut aku nieh lepas nieh. Back to the way I used to be. Kenape? Sbb...aku nak start all over again dgn rambut baru aku. Aku taknak...bile aku sikat rambut, aku akan teringat org yg nak sgt aku rambut pjg tuh. N most of all...aku taknak lagik...bile aku wat tocang ke...n adik2 aku men tocang aku, aku trase macam org len yg tukang men tocang aku. Arituh, aku dh simpan byk getah ikat rambut yg die bg...aku dh taknak pakai. Mmg la syg...comey. Die suke bg warne pink, cantik sangat. Ade tuh, ade bintang2...tp biar tak payah pakai...

So..ape aku nak ckp nieh. Hmm...kesimpulannye...dis is one of the biggest decision so far. Kalo bole aku nak rambut aku pjg...kdg2 comfortable. Tp...aku taknak idup dlm kenangan laaa....Fresh start for me...Let it be sumthing dat will make everyone smile...