Saturday, April 28, 2007

coffee session




LA CAMISA NEGRA-JUANES

Tengo la camisa negra
hoy mi amor esta de luto

Hoy tengo en el alma una pena
y es por culpa de tu embrujo

Hoy sé que tú ya no me quieres
y eso es lo que más me hiere

que tengo la camisa negra
y una pena que me duele
mal parece que solo me quedé
y fue pura todita tu mentira
que maldita mala suerte la mía
que aquel día te encontré
por beber del veneno malevo de tu amor
yo quedé moribundo y lleno de dolor
respiré de ese humo amargo de tu adiós
y desde que tú te fuiste yo solo tengo…
tengo la camisa negra
porque negra tengo el alma
yo por ti perdí la calma
y casi pierdo hasta mi cama

cama cama caman baby
te digo con disimulo
que tengo la camisa negra
y debajo tengo el difunto
tengo la camisa negra
ya tu amor no me interesa
lo que ayer me supo a gloria
hoy me sabe a pura
miércoles por la tarde y t ú que no llegas
ni siquiera muestras señas
y yo con la camisa negra
y tus maletas en la puerta

Aku tak paham sepatah haram pon ape lagu nieh cakap...lagu nieh aku minat since last year lagi tp arinieh dgr balik still best n boleh membuatkan aku gelak dgr sore penyanyi die...hehehe..kiut & kelakar sore Juanes..

Okeeehhh...semalam aku tak dpt update blog sbb ade meeting yg sangat penting! I was so surprised when Helen told me I was selected to have a coffee session with my Vice President. Biar betik?!!!! Aku nieh consider junior kat department baru aku tuh...kenape aku? Dah takde org len kot?

COFFEE SESSION nieh utk employees...kuli macam aku ade discussion ngan top management. Aku bajet, sume org kena ke..sume ade slot masing2 ke...ape ke. Tibe2, Joe...one of my seniors ckp kat aku, "Girl, u should be proud. As a newcomer...ur name has been selected. Bangee tau!" Aku pon pelik? Bangge ke?

So, aku just masuk jeklah boardroom (ceh, macam The Apprentice..hahaha). Bile die tanye, aku cakap....kalo die suruh bagi opinion...aku bagi. Tp gaknye kat tpt keje aku nieh pendiam kot...ramai yg tak menyangka aku nieh leter sebenarnye...bile time coffee session, org suruh cakap..kite cakap la kan!

Yg segannnye...aku ade incident ngan Vice President aku nieh dulu. Dulu kan aku bukan keje bawah die. So, aku pernah la teased kate Mat Salleh nieh handsome, aku nak jd bini no. 2...ahahhahaa....amik aku skali...yg best tuh, die siap recall muke aku, name aku...padan muke...tak naik pangkat la ko, Sha!!!!!! Huhuu...

Tuh jek la..nak cite pon. Len tarak...cerite same setiap ari. Sekian:D
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Ade kopi, ade donat...baru best kan?
pix changed to double daffodil 17/05D

Thursday, April 26, 2007

spring collection



SEMBUNYI-MISHA OMAR & FLOP POPPY
Percikan sinarmatamu
singgah di hati
bergetar bibir ku bisu
sukar mngerti
pasrinya diriku tawan
tak sempat berkelip aku
kau punya
biarpun mngetus
ilham memujuk jiwa
mengikut suatu raga
melamar rasa
biarpun kita mencuba

sembunyi
namunkan ku terlihat
yang jelas di wajah
kita memang penasaran
merasakan cinta
bagaikan bintang
di malam cerah
beri cahaya
tak terhalang
menyusuri segala
bertentang mata sebentar
di hanyut angan
tersentap aku tersedar
di perhatiakan
sedangkan diri terasa
kemana
renungan aku
nak alih...

Macam best plak lagu nieh. Aku ingatkan lagu Indon, tp bukan rupenye. Hehehe. Tp macam comey...dahla aku mmg suke suara Misha nieh, tak payah jerit2 pon dah best dah!

Yeaaayyy...hepinye balik dr holiday. Bukan pergi mane pon, dok umah jek. Dok tgk tv, bace buku, masak...& I did what I love the most which is:GARDENING! Hmmm...cosmos aku dah bercambah,mule membesar. Bunga raye aku yg kaler purple tuh dah kembang...pastu sume best laaa...

Yg paling best dok tanam bunga kat atas nieh! Portulaca Grandiflora or....Japanese Roses. Paling senang nak ditanam. Just patahkan batang die n cucuk dlm tanah. Aku replant balik Japanese Roses aku kat umah tuh (sehingga memeningkan kepale parents aku!). Sbb aku nak pokok die lagik rimbun, so aku dah potong balik Japanese Roses nieh sume, then aku cucuk balik...biar die makin membiak. Yg peningnye, sbb Japanese Roses aku kaler pink...hehehe...so, umah asek dgn bunga kaler pink, purple jek...& obviously...ibu pening sbb die tak suke aku asyik ngan gardening..cuzz....

Ibu said kalo aku asek ngan gardening means aku tgh teringat bangat kat die. Hahaha..mmg la. Tak tipu pon. Mmg teringat bangat kat die. Tp bile pk2 ntah2 die ingat tak kat aku, aku pon malas nak ingat. Tp aku mmg ingat sangat kat die laa..Ntah apasal aku windu sangat kat die. Bongok ke ape aku nieh...aku pon tak tau. Patutnye aku dah boleh menggatal nieh...Tp tak tau plak apasal lecehnye nak menggatal:D

Tadi, mase dtg opis...Kavitha tegur aku la...ade mamat nieh lalu sebelah...aku tak perasan..."Babe! He's checking u out!", die sound aku. "I didn't realize dat, dear...", aku jawab. Kavitha geleng jek. Honestly, kalo menggatal pon takde gunenye...I'm still thinking bout him everyday...Bodoh...

Ohh..yeeee...aku tgk Jgn Pandang Belakang yesterday. Loser aaa. Kawan2 aku yg len bangse dok kate cite tuh best. Apsal aku rase macam...ntahlaaa...malas nak ckp...

Liverpool kalah ngan Csea semalam. What the heck....aku ttp akan menyokong...walopon telingaku panas di opis arinieh...huwaaaa...

Yg len2...takde mende aaaa...replied msgs in frenster...Hmm..macam reunion plak..
Okeh...dats it...gtg...this is pix of my flower...check it out! Amik kat web mane tah...tapi rupenye exactly like dis:D

Monday, April 23, 2007



YOUR WOMAN-WHITE TOWN

Just tell me what you´ve come to say to me
I`ve been waiting for so long, and here I try
It comes as a surprise that all can see
So cut the crap and tell me that we`re through
Now I know your heart, I know your mind
You don`t even know you`re being unkind
Just use me up and then you walk away
Well you can`t blame me that way
Why did you blame me this way?
And I guess what you say is true
I could never be the right kind of girl for you
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
When I saw my best friend yesterday
She said she never liked you from the start
Well, me I wish that I could claim the same
But you`re always near to have my heart
And you`re such a charming handsome man
Now I think I finally understand
Is it in your genes, I don`t know
But I`ll soon find out that`s for sure
Why did you blame me this way?
Well I guess what you say is true
I could never be the right kind of girl for you
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
Well I guess what they say is true
I could never spend my life with a man like you
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman

Semalam aku tak kemane, dok melepak kat umah sambil tgk tv sepuas2nye...pagi2 dah bangun nak tgk kartun...tapi kartun tak byk yg best.Lepas tgk Totally Spies..tibe2 ade kartun Barbie:Fairytopia. Hahahahhaa..ape lagik...budak2 nieh sume tido, aku tgk la Fairytopia nieh (ape daaaa...aku yg keje sampai 2 pg malam Sabtu, diorg yg bangun lambat...ehhehe..)

Tah hape2 aaa..biase aaa kalo cite Fairytale...kalo heroien mesti macam jiwang & over baik sangat...aku pon naik meluat! Tp tgk jeklaaaa..skali skale melayan sambil berbaring2 dgn seronoknye...Huuuhh..bahagienye bile ari tak keje!!! Hehehee..

Aku suke tgk Bibble...bkn Bible! Watak yg terpampang kat gambo nieh...Comey kan? Hehehe..mengingatkan aku pade kucing aku tersayang...Rio Ferdinand (hampeh...aku bagi name Ferdinand...org len pi tambah Rio, srupe itu player MU!). Sayang tak sayang, kucing nieh sbnrnye tak pernah masuk umah, kalo masuk umah cepat2 dihalau. Tp sejak aku jarang balik umah mak aku, n balik pon seminggu sekali...die slalu betul2 curi2 masuk umah...N bukan masuk dapur nak curik ikan...TAPI...

Curik masuk bilik aku utk tido di atas katil aku! Hah! Adik2 aku pon tak dpt tido atas katil aku tuh. Sbb sume sedia maklum katil aku macam katil hostel...tak larat nak tegang2 kalo dah tido. Kalo ade pon org tido kat situ, ibu aku...lagik2 kalo aku dah lame tak balik...cian dieee...(alamak, part nieh sedih la plak).

Tp kucing aku, Ferdinand...tak tau ape sbbnye. Mengade2. Ibu kate die rayau satu umah tak dpt carik aku. Agaknye die bau aku ke, ape ke...die masuk bilik...tido atas katil aku terus...dgn nyenyaknye. Bile kena marah dgn ayah...die bukak mate...n tido balik...kurang asam punya kucing...

One day, aku pon balik....excited betul die. Aku pon dok melayan...tp takleh layan sangat..die nieh putih, kalo kotor...senang nampak. So, rajinla kena mandikan die. Pagi tuh, aku pon tido....die curik masuk lagi. Die tido...atas riba aku, bawah selimur..kepala atas bantal. Gatal tak? Tanpa mengetahui....yg tuan die nieh allergic!!!!!!

Aku bangun tido...aku tgk die ade sebelah. Yg adik aku dok carik, tak jupe. Aku pon jerit laaa...die terkejut terus kuar. Sedar2 idung dah berair...mate dah bengkak...disebabkan kucing...aku MC dua ari tak gi keje minggu lepas...ish...geram betul!Dr sahkan...allergic yg aku kena mase kecik2 dulu dah activate balik...Ferdinand, aku letak kat luar dgn pemerhatian ketat. Walopon sayang...tp kalo dah nampak nak masuk dlm, aku terus marah. Die pon macam paham...dok jek kat luar...muke kesian..Tp kesian tak kesian, tak boleh layan la!

Ferdinand bukan kucing aku sbnrnye. Kucing org len, tp ntahlaaa...tuan tak bagi makan kot. Satu ari die dtg lapar n tolong halau tikus...aku bg la makan. Terus stay kat umah tuh. Disebabkan die behave, aku bela laaaa...lgpon die comey...dah la putih, mate biru...hihi...kucing jantan! Kate ibu aku, Ferdinand=Fahmy. Ampeh! Segan plak bile die kate camtuh. Tp mmg ade persamaan pon..hehehe....

My teammate kat tpt keje, Suzanne n boiprennye San, penggemar binatang. Diorg akan bela binatang...siap beli buku lagik. Baru nieh aku pinjam buku Suzanne, The Cat Owner's Book...nak tgk penyakit si Ferdinand...Hmmm..kalo la ade buku tunjuk penyakit Fahmy! Oooppsss...

Mlm smlm kitowang tgk paper, nampak tiramisu. Sekor2 tgh sengkek...hehehe. Tibe, "Rasenye kalo nak makan kek, mampu lagik tak?"Sekor2 tersengih. Terus mandi...siap2...pastu Su drive sampai ke Kepong. Nak jemput buah atinye dulu. Ma'am Besar dua org kat blakang. Gi Jusco Kepong. Secret Recipe-as usual. Semalam ade Health-Cake. Aku pon try cheese cake baru die nieh...yg masuk category health cakes tuh...sedap...mmg sedap...ade macam2...sunflower seeds, oat, pistachio...tp cheesecake...Cume yg tak best bile aku order hot milk, bagi cold milk...arrghhhh!!!!

Oh yeee...baru nieh aku bg feedback kat Sushi King, lepas aku makan Unagi arituh. Dah dpt reply. Yes! Ape lagik, pasal customer service laaa...Nywayz, aku skang mmg sangat la particular dgn cust service sejak aku sendiri yg provide cust service nieh...Tp takpe, they are making the effort to reply...kire okay la tuh! Boleh aku makan Unagi lagik:D

Kaaayyyy..aku nak balik cuti nieh. Dua ari annual leave...So, no blog updates for 3 days:d Bahagiaaaaaaa....mau cuti...jumpe ibuku:D
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my fav song year 1997.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

cosmos



BUKAN DIRIKU-SAMSONS

Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..

Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..

Chorus :
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku..

This is a picture of cosmos...yeayyy...Kalo nak tau nieh la project terbaik aku setakat nieh...I've been planting cosmos everywhere in my garden..gardern tak besar mane, umah semi-D...takde ape yg speselnye. Tp berjaya la tanam cosmos...ade yg pink,putih,purple...bright pink,macam gambo kat atas nieh...ade yg berlapis...warna kuning, oren...so meriah la umah ku yg tercayang...dpt tgk butterfly dtg..yeaayyy...

Tp seksa jugak nak tanam cosmos, walopon tak payah byk sangat jage coz cosmos tahan lasak...but since kena cambahkan bijik benih...tunggu die besar...siram baja bagi die gemuk...tp once die berbunga...seronok sangat! Mule2 aku nak tanam cosmos mmg kena perli laaa...tp once berjaya tanam...sume org yg dtg umah ckp bunga lawa...ade yg nak mintak laa...itula..inilaaa...

I saw cosmos when i went to Cameron Highlands last yr..nampak butterfly dok gi kat cosmos...geram sangat! Aku jupe benih cosmos...then try tanam...takde nampak pon dlm buku2 laman version Malaysia...tp kutabahkan ati. Skali mase aku bace satu mag bunga org putih, aku bace pasal cosmos...kena letak tgh panas. Aku mmg percaya aku boleh tanam cosmos sbb...cosmos dtg dr southern Amerika...cuaca lebuh kurang kite kan? So, aku pon letak tgh panas...walllaaaaaa!!! Hepinye bile berjaya!:D

Aku bace pasal cosmos lagik..kali nieh bace dlm buku aku, bunga my fav author...aku bace dlm Chicken Soup of the Soul...ade mentioned pasal Cosmos...dll...made me happy & ceria bile nampak cosmos:D

Arinieh terkejut laaaa...cuz Gee,one of my managers was acknowledging me...Die ajak aku gi ladies, temankan die...Skali die cakap ngan aku..

Gee: Sha, I really admire u, do u know that?
Aku: Hahahaha..Gee, are u kidding?!!!
Gee: No! U know what, I really like u cuz u are really determined person, when u want something, u go for it...
Aku: No laaaa...I always make mistakes,Gee...
Gee: I've been watching, Sha...ur codes, ur log-on time...ur punctuality..everything...
Aku:Thanks, Gee. Appreciate dat.
Gee: U need to keep this up,k! U'll go very far with dis..

Wooooooo...hepi sangat...tp taklah sampai kembang. Gee, slalu marah org. Garang sangat. Aku takut sangat ngan die sbb die mmg bagus...sume org tau die bagus. Semalam aku migraine...Helen, Suzanne, Victoria, Burn..all my teammates tlg aku. Hepi sangat...Can I ask for better?

I need to work hard..thanks,ibu! This is for u...

p/s: lagu best:D

Friday, April 20, 2007

Dory



SAY IT RIGHT-NELLY FURTADO

In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?


Say it right...???? Yeayyyyy...say dat Barracudas won pls, Mark? Yeayyy....& our Vice President gave the crown to the Barracudas our popularly known as Helen's Team.We won the HEADGEAR DAY....bukan kepale ade gear...tp perhiasan kepale.As usual, my office has its own theme every Friday, cuz dats the day when we can celebrate ourselves (not to me cuz I'm wrking on Sats!).Yesterday, we were asked to create a symbol for our team & create our own head gear..Some did trojan, org asli kinda thing,Arabian nites...& so on...but we? We put nemos & dories on our heads...hehehe..& our Vice Precident, Mark Seymour announced us as winners! Yeaaayyyy...

But I'm not perfectly happy, I would say...because my dearest & beloved AM, Helen is going to resign soon...better offer, better life...normal working hours...and I will surely miss her a lot. She made me believe in myself. Dulu macam tak bajet laaaboleh cakap dengan org putih kan, sbb slalu la kena perli esp mase kecik2 org kate English aku teruk...sum made fun of me sume2 tuh laaa...But I managed at last...ntahla, org boleh kate ape jek...but it's up to the others to judge, kan?

I was on MC on Tue & Wed...batuk tak sudah2...sakit tekak...n everything...but sume ok jek:P

Dats it laaa..malas nak tulis byk2 pulak...tibe2 penat...ape tah...just celebrating my winning effort:D

Oooo Nelly...i hate u so...just luv this song n dunno why..
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I hate it when Megat took my pix just now...I remember when HE took my pix after i painted my face with Japanese flag last year...aaaarggghhh...why?!

asparagus



LIPS OF AN ANGEL-HINDER

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

Okeehhh...dah seminggu aku tak mengupdate blog...meh cite ape aku buat yeeekkk...

My New Blender...hehehehe...
Aku beli blender baru sbb ibu komplen kate blender dah rosak. Asal2 aku nak pakai duit nieh beli blender sendiri...tp takpelah, blender ibu blender aku jugak. So, I used my last piece of voucher mase kat department lame dulu...hasil titik peluh aku buat extra work...berbaloi jugak...tak payah la aku pakai duit cash byk nak beli blender baru ibu nieh. Dlm hati berangan nak beli blender kaca macam dlm Jamie Oliver punye rancangan tuh, tp ibu cakap nanti pecah susah pulak...So, beli jek yg biase...yellow in colour..striking...huuhuuu..puas ati betul...Tp mase nak give in voucher tuh rase sedih...hmmm...keje lame dulu byk advantage...n speaking about vouchers make me think abotu him...Kalo byk voucher aku, byk lagik voucher die...Sbb obviously, die lagik talented dr aku...sayu pulak! Tapi takpelah...melihatkan ibuku hepi dgn blender barunye...aku pon hepi sekali:D

Ichiban
Selain dr beli blender,aku gi makan ramen...one of my favs! Had my own sweet time with my housemates, as usual...since aku yg hantu ramen, tapi tak pernah bawak diorg. Aku order Seafood Ramen..sbb yg len2 dah pernah try kan. Su order Kimuchi ramen...hepinye member sbb ade sayur jeruk dlm ramen tuh...tp bile nak hirup kuah..masam...hehehe...geli hati tgk expression die. Tanti yg tak tahan pedas dok order Tomyam Ramen...aku dah geli ati. In the first place, ramen tuh dah disiamkan...mane ade ramen rase tomyam...hihi...So, berasapla telinga...pedas tak terkate...Even aku pon kate pedas,nikan pulak la Mek Ganu sowang nieh...hihi...merah! So, bile die abeh jek makan, kitowang tepuk tangan...Sebbaik ade green tea:D

Guess handbag
Aku terliur pandang n pegang satu handbag putih nieh kat Guess Accessories...tp biaselah, mahal. Mane nak beli mahal macam tuh. Kalo buat soal selidik PTPN, aku dah mati kering, beli handbag mahal...tp bayar loan nak minimum...hahaha...So, just pandang...haii...simpan la duit, kot. Aku mmg ade hajat nak ganti handbag, nak beli yg elok terus...sbb boleh pakai lame. Wat mase skang dok kepit handbag Gucci yg aunty aku bagi...bertahun lamenye...tahan plak tuh! Beli baru? Tunggulah...kena ketepi dulu selera besar nieh...
Baguette
Kitowang kuar mesti ade coffee session kan? Takpon ice-cream session...Hmm...kali nieh ganti la ngan Bread Pudding with Ice cream...share bertiga. Order fried platter, share bertiga...sambil dok minum French Soda...dekat Delifrance. Pastuh dok berleter n mengade2...sehari dlm seminggu...itu jek mase yg kitowang ade pon. Kalo tak dok bz. Kalo tak, kuar ngan partner...utk aku n Tanti tak applicable la, tp utk Su..kena la bg mase kat partner sket...Hmm..kadang2 bile pk balik best sowang2..tak terkejar2...Tp, bile pk balik mase aku spent weekend ngan die dulu...time tuh la aku nak mengade2...hehehe...Bak kate Su, nak kupas udang pon aku jd pemalas...sbb ade org tlg kupas...yeay! So, mase makan baguette/french loaf/roti pjg Perancis kat Delifrance aritu...adelah udang besar kat atas baguette tuh..Su sempat mengusik lagik...Yes, waktu tuh aku kupas udang sendiri. Tibe2 rindu pulak...

What I found in my book?
Aku dok nak abeskan French Women for All Seasons, skang aku dah nak bace permulaan utk Autumn. Byk info aku dpt...sambil tuh aku dok bukak buku len gak..sbb buku aku takde illustration. Ibu beli aku present buku arituh...The Healing Power of Foods by Dr Pamplona Roger. Cite pasal Food & disease...ape food utk mate, kulit, mulut dll...siap dgn gambo, stats...n macam2 facts...mmg aku slalu bawak tido buku tuh. Ape2 mende sume aku refer kat buku tuh...utk tgk gambo n facts. Macam...aku bace pasal Asparagus, aku compare ngan buku yg ibu bagi tuh...dll...Tibe2, aku nak carik gambo rhubarb...takde. Aku terjumpe plak, buku aku lagik satu...Cook's Companion. Buku tuh die bagi mase kitowang date kat The Curve...aiseh...Aku bukak, jupe...n aku bawak buku tuh tido skali ngan aku since then...macam nak study jekk...hihi..Tp aku blaja byk terms, pasal food utk Spring-Asparagus, Leek, Pasta...dll...sronok!:D

My Article
Aku bace pasal A Guilty of Girlfriend Neglect? kat dlm Cleo baru2 nieh...hmmm...byk yg compare ngan diri aku, esp pasal Su la...sbb die kawan yg palign close ngan aku kan. Mmg exciting...at the same time byk yg kena alert...mmg aku kena ngaku aku dah tak byk time spend ngan die lagik...pastu ngan Tanti, sbb walopon kitowang same tpt keje, tp tak jupe sbb department len...dll...So...best article nieh...byk aku blajaaaa....pasal menghargai girlfriends! Hihihihi..Rasenye bab nieh aku belum fail lagik laaa...cume byk komitmen len yg byk menghalang...

Kaayyy laaa...byk aku nak citer....tapi tak tercerita...nanti cont mase aku punye break time jeekkkk...Jom lyn lagu nieh dulu...best:D

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

martha stewart



CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBERE-EVANESCNECE

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

I'm coming to work on Saturday! Ohh....dat shucks~! Tinggi giler que arinieh...malasnye nak bercakap ngan customer...adooooiii...

Btw,baru nieh aku tgk minah kat atas nieh punye show. Inspires me a lot. Best giler care die buat program die...mmg betul2 kena ngan style aku..from cooking to gardening...sume aku enjoy tgk. Mmg best la. Mmg tak macam mane aku minat Oprah la...Martha Stewart mmg gempaq sbb die mmg ade style sniri nak buat mende nieh jd happening...tp aku rase aku berminat dan akan terus berminat nak tgk Martha Stewart show in future...

Sblm nieh bile org putih dok sebok Martha Stewart aku mmg blur, tp skang aku dah mule paham apasal sume org suke tgk Martha Stewart. The only thing yg aku masih belum boleh enjoy tgk ialah Tyra Banks punye show. I enjoyed Parkinson...Oprah...even David Letterman...tp Tyra Banks? Hmmm...susah sket.

Aku ingat nak letak Martha Stewart punye web as one of my fav links laaa...br best sket kan~! Sile la jenguk2 kalo berminat...yeeeeee...

Btw...semalam die wat kejutan kat aku. Muncul from nowhere tgh2 aku keje. Masya-Allah..terkejut. Die bukan dtg nak jupe aku laaa...tp jupe one of my managers. Yg takde kena mengena ngan die. Sebelum tuh aku dah dok nampak member die mengusha department aku, aku tegur la buat ape kat situ. Die kate ade meeting dgn ngan meeting room tpt kitowang. Pastuh tibe2 die plak muncul. 2 kali. I'm sorry to say this..bukan nak perasan...tp aku tau mate die ke mane...N he was watching me while I was working...uh-huh????!!

Tp gua buat bodo...wat keje jek. What I noticed was his eyes were puffy, he was not shaved...&he didn't look like him at all. I pitied him...things must have changed & I don't know about it. I heard today his boss is going to move somewhere else...as well as his best buddy. But I dunno where is he going...hmmm???!!!

How do I feel? Numb. I dunno...guilty? I guess. It's too late...I cannot rectify what I did. This song explains exactly how I feel,I guess? Maybe...

Friday, April 13, 2007

unagi



NO PROMISES-SHAYNE WARD

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

Lagu nieh best...aku suke tul dgr time2 tgh syahdu2 nieh...terase cam best sangat mendengar lagu nieh...ahahhaa...jiwang Cik Sha nieh..ish3:P

Yeeee...semalam aku janji nak cite pasal unagi. Hmm...all this while aku tak keberanian langsung nak makan unagi, ikan darat pon tak makan...inikan pulak belut. Kalo suruh aku tangkap belut dlm sawah...aku cabut dulu sebelum nampak belut...Tapi semalam aku makan unagi=belut! Hahahaha..belut tuh dah masuk pon sistem pencernaan aku...dah mule menampakkan hasilnye pagi tadi:D

Aku gi Sushi King, as usual laaaa...kitowang punye ritual setiap tahun kan. Semalam aku gi makan Una Don...nasik ngan unagi tuh...try la...mane tau best plak. So, hasilnye? Amat memuaskan...oo...patutla Jepun suke makan, sedap rupenye...Lepas nieh boleh tak agaknye aku gi makan belut kat sawah? Boleh kot...nanti kite try..Asal tak bau lumpur dahlah yeekkk!!!

Ape agik ek? Ooo...banyakla makan, tp macam biaselah...takde ape yg syok nak diceritakan melainkan experience makan unagi for the first time yesterday. Tp kena cover ngan yasai tempura...sayur2...hihihi...

What else? Ooo...aku beli blanket baru semalam...syoknye! Satu warne purple, lagik satu warne pink..Alaaa..blanket macam blanket bayi...kate Su. MMg pon...sebab aku suke material selimut baby tuh...nyenyak tido malam td. Tak mahal sangat laaa..walopon comel...tak sampai RM20 pon...tp selesa...Mmg aku kena beli selimut sebab semenjak aku tak dok umah sume nak amik comforter aku, selimut aku...bantal aku pon kena amik gak...cettt...bukan takde sendiri punye...saje jek!

Arinieh ari putih sedunia...Aku pakai putih dr ujung kepala sampai ujung kaki:D Tp lecehnye la nak menjaga...masya-Allah!

Okeh aaa....kena chow dulu...arinieh tak byk mase...prsenting to u...nieh gambo unagi panggang. Agak2 rupe macam nieh la makanan aku semalam. Nice experience...tak menyesal berlagak macam Fear Factor...hihi...:P

Thursday, April 12, 2007

liverpool books



GIRLFRIEND-AVRIL LAVIGNE

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I'm the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]

[Chorus (repeat)]

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like Chelsea!
No way! No way!
Chelsea gonna meet us!
Hey! Hey! You! You!
Chelsea fans are losers!!!


Hihihi..giler...aku arinieh tgh ade mood nak nyanyi lagu nieh sbb lagu nieh best gilers punye...especially dlm mood tgh gembira bangat nieh...adehhh..lepas nieh lagik ramai aaa yg menyakat...lawan Chelsea! Aduiiiiii...bosan....takde team len ke hah?!

Ramai yg target nanti Chelsea menang...pastu lawan MU kat final...sbb nanti bolehla either MU ke, Chelsea ke menang treble...FA Cup,Premier League ngan UEFA skali...the fact is..the more leagues u're playing...the more stressed up u are...injury will be in high possibilities..tak pikir ke? Haiyaaa...ckp pakai sedap mulut..player tak tentu fresh ke tidak...!!!!

Dua ari nieh aku tensen betul tgk bola. Game sronok...commentator macam S.I.A.L. Kuar dah dr mulut aku...lega rasenye...ahahahaaa...!!!Patutlah aku makin menyampah tgk game bola sepak kat Mesia nieh, makin lame makin hampeh sbb press makin hampeh. Sape itu Zainal? Kenape die sebut name player pon byk kantoi? Tak boleh ke jemput org yg berpengaruh utk komen game? Sape Manvir? Apeeee??? DJ je? Ross Yusof? Apeeee...???!!! DJ yg shock sniri tuh? Yg slalu bias kat dlm radio tuh? Sape Sheldon? Hah?!!! DJ lagik? Sape Faizal? Pembace brite? YUCK!!!!!!!!

Takde effort ke nak buat komen lagik menarik weh? Sudah cukup dgn Hasbullah Awang yg dok menyebut player dgn Manglish yg overdo...Abdullah Sani pernah sebut Paul Scholes sbg Posol....Pang Chin Fei...dok salah sebut name stadium, players & tempat mase buletin 1.30 bileh segmen sukan...Wooiii...tak buat homework ke?!

Woii...aku dah nak tgk tv3 pon dah baguslaaa...yg kuar pon bil api jek, takde bill macam Astro. Tp yg boringnye...aku rase Abu Bakar Atan jek yg paham ape die cakap.Itupon kadang2 die terlalu judgmental...kadang2 tak jage sensitiviti...Common man, u're providing a service...at times u need to know Malaysians...aku agree yg PSV tak brape, but u dun have to say they are coming to lose (itulah gaye carenye!).Adossshhh...what's happening?!!!

Do ur homework Malaysians! Dah la byk cakap generalisation jek...cube la kuar nice..nice stats...& ensure yg bile tunjuk lineup...fonts bagus..presentation bagus..bukan sakit mate nak bace name player...Dahlah props tak menarik...takde perubahan...pastu mind ur pronounciation! Kite Malaysian...kite speak in English dgn accent kitelah...tp bile pronounce name, tpt...sebut betul2 beb! DMacam mane sensitifnye kite pade perkataan SIPENG yg sebenarnye SEPANG (in fact...dah byk perubahan..diorg dah boleh sebut dengan baik...),macem tuh jugak diorg dgn name n tpt diorg...hadoii...payah!!!!

Wartawan skang tak buat homework...baik aku bace paper dr tgk media elektronik....Dahla Astro dah curi ramai viewers sbb diorg prefer John Dykes or Anrew Lecci ataupun Shebby Singh...bile ade contract tunjuk UEFA...takmo buat betul2...Kenape dulu mase Euro aku rasekan meriah n bagus? Sebab sponsor ke?! Tp knowledge pon perlu ke disponsor? Sebutan perlu ke disponsor? Bloody hell...dats disgusting! (c'mon Ross...not only u know how the Brits sounds like!)

Aku ngantuk sangat tgk game skang...& lepas nieh aku nak amik cuti kalo ade bola sbb aku nak tgk Astro. Kalo takde Astro, aku gi kedai ajek.Tak guna support Malaysian business kalo diorg sendiri tak berkembang...Bile buat rancangan Melodi...beriye2 diorg punye homework..sampai artis aku tak kenal pon boleh kenal (itu sebab lame2 aku tukar channel). Tp bile bab sukan taknak pulak menghomeworkkan diri. Tgk...Majalah 3 ngan Karam Singh Walia pon bagus...belajar sentiasa...

Okeh...tamat sessi luahan prasaan. Kalo aku boleh komplen kat website media prima nieh dah lame aku komplen. Tp? Ade ke takleh reach bahagian service tuh...tak tau plak kalo server Cyberjaya nieh bengong...

TAPI...yg pasti aku hepi sbb team aku akhirnye menang & mebuktikan keupayaan walopon dikutuk & dilanyak teruk oleh 2 team yg pade mase ini teratas. Weeiiihh...aku tak pakai jersey team kalo team menang...team kalah pon aku sokong (muak tul ade team biru tuh, dah menang br pakai jersey..mase seri...sorok jersi...ahahahhahaha!!).

****Jom declare war!!!!****

p/s: atas nieh buku2 terbaru keluaran LFC...Nanti nak carik!:D Besok..kite cerite pasal Unagi:D

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

books



Title: French Women for All Seasons: A Year of Secrets, Recipes, and Pleasure
Author: Mireille Guiliano

This is the book I bought recently at OU MPH Megastore! Haahh..I've been to my paradise, punyelah best! Rase macam taknak kuar my people who went with me were not sharing the same passion...so, tak boleh lame2:P
Buku nieh ade recipes, lifestyle & fashion & all details regarding French Women! Haaa..sebagai Mrs Pires yg ntah bile nak dpt kawen ngan Robert Pires nieh, buku nieh sangatlah fun. Kalo bace Star, Eh! & Cleo...mmg ade review pasal buku nieh..sangat2 fun membacenye...TAPI...yg tak best sbb duit byk kuar utk buku nieh..hihihi...dulu2 byk voucher MPH sbb extra work, skang dah takde...huuuu...& lagik satu yg tak best sbb...Sue amik buku aku, without me reading it first...without me putting my name on it...& without my PERMISSION.Hangin satu badan.But...yup, my best buddy...malas nak marah aaa...yg risau cume die nieh slalu careless...bab pernjagaan buku n majalah aku mmg pernah hangin skali...adoiii...nak dimarah, sayang...tak marah..buat lagik..camno?!!!



Title: Lust in Translation: The Rules of Infidelity from Tokyo to Tennessee
Author: Pamela Druckerman

Aku tak bace buku nieh lagik...just review...kat mane2 byk dah review buku nieh.aku sangat minat mende yg die nak discuss:INFIDELITY. Ape tuh? Hmm...carik kamus la:D Rase macam kalo aku bace buku nieh mesti org ingat sbb aku nak gi kaji pasal ape yg dah jadi satu mase dulu kan...but sbnrnye aku saje2 nak tgk ape mendenye yg best sangat buku nieh...Looking from one view to another cuz dis book will have an overview through numbers for countries from east to west...kite tgk la hasilnye macam mane:D Buku nieah akan launch 19/4...dah masuk MPH booklist dlm Quill (membership mag)



Title:French Women Don't Get Fat
Author:Mireille Guiliano

The book is from the same author-tapi arituh walopon jupe tak beli sbb tak cukup bajet. Buku nieh macam cookbook...very similar to buku yg aku bace thn lepas pasal Japanese Women Don't Get Old or Fat (ade update dlm blog thn lepas!) tp kali nieh pendekatan die more to French diet..fun, for me...sbb aku mmg minat cultural stuff kot...non-fiction & facts all the way:D So, for me it's fun...havoc...I like it...gonna buy it WHEN I HAVE THE MONEY:D rm49.95...DAH JUPE:d



Title:Cinderella Was a Liar
Author:Brenda Della Casa

I enjoyed her writing tremendously! Aku suke sangat buku nieh..menyedarkan, memberi facts...& sangat laser. Expensive but what is there when it comes to knowledge & advise it provides u,kan?! Aku dah abes bace buku nieh...hepi sangat sbb at last...I'm reading sumthing yg sangat fun...tp memuaskan ati.Indeed...Cinderella Was a Liar...U should not rely on fairy tale to ctrl ur life:D



Title:Laughter and Latte: Joyful Inspiration for Women
by Terri Gibbs

Short stories made me laugh...lagik2 la ade promo utk buku nieh...aku sangat puas ati & sangat hepi membacenye...it's sumthing what u need in ur life...Ari2 motivate diri jgn rase diri kosong takde mende...walo byk mane pon prob jgn dok tensen. Dis book provides me with the laughter...dahla comey...org kate dun judge a book by its cover...inilah buku yg boleh judge tuh.Buku cantik, best plak:D



Title:Rules of Work
by Richard Templar

Buku nieh serius. Bought by Cik Kiah to me:) Happy...tp mase aku bace...aku pon serious...even my manager, Helen..pon nampak serious bile dok belek buku nieh...die tanye,"Dun u feel tired reading those books,darlin'?" The answer is:NO. Sbb kalo mende akan ajar kite...kenape kite nak penat kan?:D



Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Harry Potter #07)
by J. K. Rowling

Last but not least...ini buku yg dinanti! Dah order kat MPH:D RM70 & possibilty dpt mug HP free:P Akan launch pade 21/7/07.Sangat hepi...tp diorg ckp ade counselling line sbb ade watak yg nak mati? What?! Sape? Dun tell me it's Hermione...I'll call the line nanti...hehehe..

BITTERSWEET SYMPHONY-THE VERVE

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down?

Antara angan2 dan realiti...ade buku aku angankan...ade dah dpt...Tp aku takkan bace angan2 lagik...biarlah berangan ngan Harry Potter jek...yg len biarlah facts fr now on.. I will adjust my mold:P

***Rasenye angan2 ke Liverpool masuk final nanti?***


p/s: congrats Cik Ayen! MU menang semalam.Nasib jek tuh...hahahhaa..:P


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

adik's birthday!



BACKSTREET'S BACK (ALRIGHT!!!)- BACKSTREET BOYS

Everybody
Rock your body
Everybody
Rock your body right

Backstreet's back, alright

Hey yeah, now
Oh my God
We're back again
Brothers, sisters
Everybody sing
Gonna bring the flava
Show you how
Got a question for you
Better answer now, yeah

Am I original? (yeah)

Am I the only one? (yeah)

Am I sexual? (yeah)

Am I everything you need?
You better rock your body now

Everybody, yeah
Rock your body, yeah
Everybody rock your body right
Backstreet's back, alright
Alright

Now throw your hands
Up in the air
Wave 'em around like you
Just don't care
If you wanna party
Let me hear your yell (yeah!)

'Cause we've got it goin' on again (yeah yeah)

Am I original? (yeah)

Am I the only one? (yeah)

Am I sexual? (yeah)

Am I everything you need?
You better rock your body now

Everybody, yeah
Rock your body, yeah
Everybody rock your body right
Backstreet's back, alright
Alright

Yeah, ah, yeah, ahoh

So everybody every where
Don't be afraid
Don't have no fear
Gonna tell the world
Make you understand
As long as there'll be music
We'll be coming back again

Everybody
(come on yeah),
yeah
Rock your body
(come on)
yeah
Everybody
Rock your body right
(Rock your body right)

Backstreet's back
Everybody (everybody)

Yeah (rock your body) (Everybody rock your body)

Everybody (rock your body) (Rock your body)

Rock your body right (everybody)

Backstreet's back, alright!

From a fair cubby baby...he is now tanned (but still chubby) teen. From a baby whoe always cried for hugs...he is now someone who offers hugs to others. HE still craves for ice-creams & cakes. Has a very great appetite in food. From a baby who always had stange sickness, he grew up very strong...AND....he was a die-hard fan of BSB(esp Nick Carter when he requested my mum to make sure his hair cut will be the same), now....he maintains Michael Owen's haircut all the time cuz ayah soclded him once when he tried David Backham's hair cut...

Dats my bro...MOHD SHARIR ZAMRINOR who turns 15 today with the blessing of my ibu n ayah. With the luv of a sis & 2 bros...we wish u all the best in life...& we'll try our best to ensure u'll live a better life than the 3 of us...Amin!

Isk..isk..this is the bro yg akan buat kakak & abang2nye nangis kalo bercerite pasal die...yg terlalu dimanjekan (bak kate kitowang jugak), cuz akak & abg2 takkan tolak permintaan adik sorang nieh...except for once...bile die mintak N-Gage hp tak ditunaikan...itupon abg lagik sorang switched phone tuh bagi adik pakai...REla pakai 3320 asal adik happy pakai N-Gage.N...koyak jugaklah kakak sorang nieh punye poket sbb 2 Converse mintak skali...hahaha...takpe birthday present...with the hope...blaja la rajin2...if can, be better than I am...so that u can always make ibu n ayah proud,k!!!!

The diff when he celebrates his birthday dis year, aku baru perasan adik aku dah besar...dulu macam baby (he still smells like a baby though!). Walo badan sangat besar (mind u, kaki saiz 12!) tapi sangat2 la baby...cume dis year kitowang dah usik2 adik cuz the girls are sending him sms, wishes...hahaha..looks like kakak die, abang die pon kalah bab yg nieh kan:P

Aku tak dpt beli kek malam tadi, cuti aku pon tak lepas arinieh...sedih sangat aku dah plan cuti nieh dah lame tapi tak dpt...boss aku cuti balik UK...arinieh keje akan byk sbb bank kat UK cuti semalam...so, cuti aku canx...huwaaaaaaaa...!!!!

Aku dpt masak Fetuccine Alfredo...my adik's fav...sebbaik la reti buat, nak makan kat luar mahal giler..tp sedih la tgk adik takde kek...huuuu...I know how it feels!

Tanti followed aku balik kg last week...takde mende buat la, biase2 jek..Okaylah...need to chow...lots of work waiting...office...here I come...!!!



***Lagu nieh adik nyanyi mase die kecik...mase tuh die sangat cuddly laa...akak die mase tuh 14 yrs old..last 11 years...die plak baru 4 thn...pelat~! Nyanyi lagu nieh dengan slang pelat die...sume org gelakkan...Jom layan BSB arinieh:D

Saturday, April 07, 2007

T.G.I Friday's



HURT-CHRISTINA AGUILERA

seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
you told me how proud you were but i walked away
if only i knew what i know today

i would hold you in my arms
i would take away the pain
thank you for all you've done
forgive all your mistakes
there's nothing i wanna do
to hear your voice again
sometimes i want to call you but i know you won't be there

i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do
and i hurt myself by hating you
somedays i feel broke inside but i won't admit
sometimes i just want to hide 'cause it's you i miss
you know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

would you tell me i was wrong?
would you help me understand?
are you looking down upon me?
are you proud of who i am?
there's nothing i want to do
to have just one more chance
to look into your eyes and see you looking back

i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do
and i've had myself
if i had just one more day, i would tell you how much that
i've missed you since you've been away

oh, it's dangerous
it's so i'm afraid to try to turn back time

i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do
and i've had myself

by hurting you

***5:45pm-my first break***

It's Friday...consider a Good Friday (for them) & we went to One Utama...T.G.I Friday's eating all Friday stuff.Bocorrrrrr....hukhuk..but for food? Hmmm...dun regret:P

Alamaakkk...my break finish...adoii..boring 15 mins break nieh:(

***9.26pm-my so-called lunch break***

Sebenarnye bile Sue nak gi OU semalam..kitowang bajet nak gi kat Dome...sbb Sue nak makan Espresky (macam nieh la kot eja mende alah nieh...hehehe...). Nampak macam best kan, lepas die bace Women's Weekly aku arituh die macam terliur bangat....Sampai tak bagi aku nak gi balik kg plak...cettt...

TAPI...kitowang lapo giler, dah kul 3 tak makan lagik...sampai2 aku ckp la kat Su, gi Dome...tapi nak mencarik Dome satu hal...lagik2 kitowang jarang gi OU. Semenjak bukak baru nye building nieh lagik takyah cakap la..mmg jarang sangat la pergi sane. TEringat lak si Chow Ni pernah cakap kat aku yg ade buffet restaurant best kat situ, since lapo...ingat nak gi. Name tpt tuh Shogun, Japanese Buffet. Tp Tanti tak suke Japanese food...so, tak la gi situ...

Nampak sign board Friday's, sume nak gi sane. Teguk air liur la Cik Sha....macam loaded jek...arituh baru jek makan kat Chilly's, itupon setelah menyimpan! Hahaha...Yelah, duit nieh bukan nak guna melantak jek kan, bayar bill lagik...tuhla...niehla...huhuhu...

So, pergilah sane. Alaaa...takkan nak hipokrit plak. Friday's mmg fav aku dr dulu pon kan? Cume nak taknak pergi, berduit ke tidak. Lenla aku kena bayar utk org len...mmgla pening. Bayar sniri2 lepas la aku...hehe...So, at last aku pon order. Appertizers-share.Hehe. Main course jek masing2. Tp aku dh amik pengajaran....last time aku gi Friday's aku amik fettucine...tak abeh. Before dat aku gi sane, aku makan Mushroom Chicken pon tak abeh. Gi Chilly's pon cerite same gak...seksa giler nak abeh steak. Sbb yg same...appertizers n aku gi order air manis!

So, instead of Esprit...order Cranberry...amik skali tak bergula...sume org taknak air aku kali nieh...hehehehe...N blaja dr kesilapan, no meat...no chicken...aku order salmon...hihi...aku tgk Tanti, Su...terkulat2...sbb sume order daging...yeayyy...gua steady agik!:P

Kelakar aaa...masing2 3 dara pingitan....org kampung katekan:P Kitowang slame nieh pergi dgn org2 yg berbeza2...tak pernah plak pergi bersame2 b4 dis...so, byknye enjoy n bergelak2 laaa...biaselah, mesti ade gals outing once in a mth kan...baru enjoy sket...ketepikan dulu org2 len tuhhhh...hihihihi...

Aku paling sronok dpt gi MPH Megastore laaaa....ape lagik! One & only contentment rasenye...even the great food cannot challenge what I had with the book...hihihi...Aku wat bookshopping lagik kali nieh...nantilah...kemudian kite cite pasal book review aku yg baru..hihi...lame mencari, asek kena gelak jek ngan org kedai buku slame nieh...at last I found it..:D

Aku ade list buku2 yg aku nak beli in future...tp nantilah...kemudian kite cite....

At last...we managed to finished meal at Friday's, tgk cite Meet the Robinsons (cartoon Disney yg baru tuh!), gi melantak Espresky kat Dome (me order Berry Bliss...kang migrain plak amik kopi!), n....balik umah dgn sangat2 content:D

Life can be so sweet, rite?:D

Friday, April 06, 2007

orihime



THE SWEET ESCAPE-GWEN STEFANI FEAT AKON

WooHoo, YeeHoo
WooHoo, YeeHoo
WooHoo, YeeHoo
WooHoo, YeeHoo
[Gwen]
If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape (escape)& recreate a place as my own world (own world)
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
Now tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet(be sweet),
I know I've been a real bad girl(bad Girl) (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better,
Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

[Akon]
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)

[Gwen]
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground
So baby, When times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, want to take you with me

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place as my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place as my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Okehhh....takleh lame aaa.Nanti mak marah..hehehe..Aku bangun awal arinieh,tah hape2 la aku mimpi gaknye...yg pasti tak pleasant langsung aaa mimpi tuh sbb aku dah terbangun awal2...tp cam lembik jek badan nieh...so aku capai buku aku..sambung bace. Abeh satu chapter dah:D

Semalam nak makan kat Emre's.Alaaa....dekat benteng kat umah aku nieh ade dak2 wat sizzling steak. Comey budak tuh. Mude sangat lagik. Aku tanye, nape name kedai Emre...ikut name player bola ke? Die kate...tak...ikut name anak die. Aduishhh...budak nieh sangat la mude..dah ade anak? Murahnye rezeki!!!

Sedap makan kat Emre nieh. Skali skale nak tukar selera makan western food kat gerai, ape salahnye. In fact lagik berbaloi dr makan kat Mama Chop Papa Grill, F1...dll...lagik sedap, berbaloi. Bunyi makanan western...sirloin steak..tp style sizzling gitu..puas ati la gak...senyum gak aku ngan Tanti..Lagikpon malam2 kadang2 balik keje lapo plak...ehehhe..Dgn keramahan dak tuh, makan sedap..panas2...puas ati..

Tp semalam aku tak dpt gi Emre sbb diorg nak tutup kedai dah...aku balik keje 1.30 pagi..manelah diorg nak bukak lagik..Budak tuh senyum jek ngan aku, "Lewat dah nieh kak!!! Saye nak tutup laaa..." Tp sejuk betul ati...senyum jek walopon die penat. Macam nieh la org berniaga kan, camne pon bukan nak marah2 ke ape ke...tp tetap maintain...kualiti pon boleh tahan!

Last2 aku gi Yus, makan bihun kungfu. Lorrr...cam hape jek.Sepinggan RM5...baik aku buat sendiri pon lagik sedap...cett..

Arinieh aku ingat nak balik umah jekk...sbb besok aku keje...Arinieh kan Easter kat UK...UK cuti aku cuti...tp aku kat Mesia gak...hahhaha...Tanti pon takde sape2...die lagik best cuti sampai Isnin besok...aku gak kena keje...sbb Along mane jek cuti....susah nak jd shark nieh..org cuti pon kena mintak utang..hehe..

Tp tak jd balik kot. Su dok memujuk aku nak gi One Utama....nak lepak Dome. Ade ke ajak gi Dome kat sane...adooii...bocor la poket aku nieh. Tp memandangkan die dah beriyeee...takpe aaa..jap lagik aku siap...

Itu jek aaa...Tanti dah call...jap lagik Su balik keje...Gua chowww...story kendian...
***lagu sangat comey***

Thursday, April 05, 2007

haagen dasz



KEEP HOLDING ON-AVRIL LAVIGNE

Your sad eyes never told me
No paradise, here for the lonely
But I hold on, half a heart here in my hands
Been so long, would you know me
Who's holding you, who's gonna hold me
If you want me, then I'll be your man
And I keep holding on
Holding on till you come back to me
And I keep holding on
Holding on till you run to me
Can you take me to heaven
Show me the way cause I'm no angel
I'm lost and
Can I hold you one more time
I guess me holding you was holding you down
WIll I have your memory
Or will your memory have me
I don't know, only time
Knows if I'll ever know peace of mind
Only time knows if you're mine, if you're mine
And I keep holding on
Holding on till you come back to me
And I keep holding on
Holding on till you run to me
All I can hold is a shadow of a heart that's gone
And left me shattered
I'm lost and
Can I hold you one more time
I guess me holding you
Was holding you down
I guess me holding you
Was holding you down
I guess me holding you
Was holding you down

Hmmm..arinieh nak cite pasal trip gi Midvalley last 2 weeks...tak sempat nak update sesape..nak update pe mende...Okehlah..I had a trip gi Midvalley..itupon nak cite. Dat sux,rite? Macam tak pernah pergi jek. Bukan peee...lame dah tak pergi nieh!!! Bokeh bayang tak lame tak gi Midvalley? Yelah..kot ade pon last year..mase 'die' rajin ajak aku kuar...pastu aku malas, die malas...sbb dua2 letih keje banyak...end up sume mende, discussion...kat Mydin Subang..pathetic...hahaha..

Okeh!!! Ape aku buat kat Midval? Byk...tp satu drp mende nak cite ialah aku gi Haagen Dasz!!! Hahahaha..br kuar gaji, boleh laa...kalo tak jgn harap aku nak spend 20 bucks for 2 scoops of ice-cream! Aku order strawberry shortcake ngan macadamia nuts...best...ngancam! Tanti ordered Banana Split..her fav as usual..

Sbnrnye tak bajet nak gi Haagen Dasz..mampus...bukan byk sangat duit pon. Nak gik Baskin jek...malangnye situation Baskin yg sentiasa sesak membuatkan aku malas..dgn minah2 Arab yg melambak n takde manners...baik aku cabut jek naik atas. Kat Haagen Dasz dptlah peace of mind sket..nampak sangat aku dah tua...hassle sket...mule la tension...Yelah, nak lepak bukan nak tension...ari2 kat opis dah hingar bingar...inikan pulak nak bising di tpt len...NOT ME!!!!

Enjoyed opur ice-cream...but did not enjoyed the service! Haaahhh...ckp service aku mmg particular semenjak aku sniri yg provide service! Kalo lembab mulela aku bengang...sbb aku kalo lembab mmg kena maki ngan customer. Haagen Dasz lembab laaa...bukan nak ckp ape...dpt plak amoi2 n apek2 yg tak boleh converse in English...in Malay pon blur...laaaa...takkan aku nak ckp Cina?

Speaking about Apek...yupp...mase kat Haagen Dasz...aku asek ingat die. Inilah balasan aku kan. Mase org tuh ade, tak de pon macam nieh...skang dok teringat tp dah terlambat.Padan muke aku. 1st experience aku gi Haagen Dasz mase tuh ngan die laaa..sbb dua2 suke ice-cream..not only Haagen Dasz,kdg2 lunch kat opis pon makan paddle pop same2...hahahha...

Aku terpandang tpt die ngan aku duduk dulu...When he stared at me furiously and said, "Can't u just give me a try!" n I had tears in my eyes...I was so scared...of getting hurt again. When he smiled but sadly asked, "Please...?" I just shook my head...ape yg aku rase mase tuh...aku sendiri tak tau...

Bodoh. N now I would say...aku nak kejar balik the person yg buat tembok dlm ati aku nieh runtuh sampai tak boleh nbak dibina balik nieh. Aku nak tanye ape dose aku sampai aku kena terima balasan macam nieh. Aku nak tanye kenape perlu merobohkan kekuatan semangat aku...sampai susah aku nak menerima org len. Aku nak tanye...kenape betray aku...sedangkan aku tak pernah betray die.Kenape yg si baik nieh jd mangsenye?

Tp aku tak bodoh. Yes, aku jatuh teruk, semangat hilang. Tp Tuhan ade...mungkin, adenye die aku akan blaja pasal diri seniri. Yes...skang aku failed nak terime org len...cuz,aku takleh lupe ape yg jd dulu.I hurt others because I was hurt. Tp skang aku nak stop ingat yg sakit dulu tuh...Kalo ade jodoh, die ade lagi...n die maafkan aku...Aku akan kate,"Honey...I forgot about him...he's no longer here...it's ur place now!!!"
Dah terlambat...tp Tuhan kan ade?

Adehhhhh...Cik Shaaaa~!!!! Ke mane jek pergi takkan lepas ngan luka lame kan...! Do something about it...Bella Della Casa....I'm gonna read ur book until I finish it!

Hahahha...next time gi Haagen Dasz...amik chocolate ice cream...kasi indulge sket,jgn ingat cite sedih!:p


p/s: btw...mungkin sbb MU kalah..bengang sket..hehehe...
***i need u tp be strong***

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

cinderella



BE THE MAN-CELINE DION

I would fight not to ever fall too deep
Never sure that love would grow
Now at night as I lay me down to sleep
I could never let you go


And lying here with you, I still can't believe it's true
Never thought that I would ever find a love
That lasts forever

Be the man that's mine
Find the love that never goes away
Be the heart I know will be
The one that beats for me, be the man


Used to be scared if I would ever get this close
I'm not afraid to touch you now


Long before I knew, I'd be making love to you
I dreamed that maybe I would one day
Lose myself in someone, someday

Be the man that's mine
I always try to find the love that never goes away
Be the heart I know will be
The one that beats for me, be the man


Take me where I have never been
I will follow you, you'll never be alone
I will run, run to you
I never thought that I would ever find a love
That lasts forever

Be the man that's mine
I always try to find the love that never goes away
Tell me we will always be together
Make us stay in love this way forever
Be the heart I know will be
The one that beats for me
Wherever you may be
Always be with me, be the man


Hmmm...things can just happened in our lives kan? Kadang2 macam2 benda kite tak sangke2...tibe2 jadik plak. Kadang2 kite ingat mende akan jd better, tp worse plak. Kadang2 kite ingat kite takleh happy...tp extremely happy plak...Camne tuh? Kuasa Tuhan!

Aku happy sangat arinieh...ade two reasons. Firstly, sbb...LIVERPOOL MENANG!!!! Haahahahhaha...hepinye...hepinyee...hepinyeeee...!!! Dah ade3 away goals kan, ingat takleh menang, menang gak...Tp best la..puas ati..cume last goal yg Crouch score tuh aku tak dpt tgk cuz aku dah tertido plak...adoiii...sedar2 dah Malaysia Hari Ini...podaahhh!!!

Number two...sbb dpt email mengejut semalam. Fairuz Diyana binti Ibrahim...ape mimpi anda hantar email kat saye nieh?! Tau2 jek sms fr Dublin...haiyaaa...n u made me smile realizing that I'm reading this book now...Cewwaahh....bile ko sebut phrase head to toe to Cik Peruz...aku tibe2 teringat plak kenangan2 lame...zaman budak2 yg sangat2 foolish! Hahahaha..

So, skang aku bace buku nieh. Cinderella Was a Liar. Cerite pasal crush, pasal boipren, pasal marriage...anak dara tua! Mmg kelakar n menghiburkan hati. Tp byk mengajar aku nieh! Mmg serik la kalo pikir mase nak bayar harga buku nieh...ade member card MPH pon tak gune, bukan boleh discount kan!

Buku nieh wat aku byk ingat kat Fairuz...kebetulan la Fai...mase tgh dok peluk2 buku nieh ingat kat ko. Skali tibe2 nak check email...dpt email ko..Thanx a lot,my dear!

So...ape ek? Bace la buku nieh...byk tips menarik n masuk akal lagik realistik! N to Miss Fairuz...dedicated to u...lagu head to toe aku dulu...BE THE MAN...hahaha...tah bape kali aku letak dlm blog nieh:P

***www.cinderellawasaliar.com***

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

psv



HIGH-JAMES BLUNT

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

Kite bagi lagu yg English sket sbb arinieh kite nak tgk apeeeee??!!!!! KITE NAK TGK ENGLISH TEAM MENANG!!!!! Yeayyyyy...aku nak tgk Liverpool menang arinieh. Aku tau PSV kuat, tp Liverpool pon ligat. So arinieh aku nak Liverpool menang, kalo boleh...AMiiinnnn!!!!

Arinieh aku takmo tido lepas keje. Aku mesti tgk game tuh sampai puas. Lagikpon aku ade story book nak menemankan aku arinieh...so, aku boleh stay up..Sha boleh!!! Sbb aku dah kemaruk nak tgk bola, tp aku asek tak dpt tgk bola sbb aku keje Sabtu mlm Ahad...huhuhuhu..

Sape score goal? Ntah! Tp yg pasti gua risau gak players nieh buat lupe dunie lepas kalahkan Arsenal 4-1 arituh...jgn marah Din! Hihihihi..poyo jek...tah hape2...

PSV ade kekuatan tersendiri...walopon players tak glamer tp diorg power. Aku takkan terkejut Liverpool kalah sbb manager yg same pernah tumbangkan Liverpool dulu. Too bad, aku takde info arinieh. Aku nak sangat berborak dgn si Helen nieh, tp mase tak mengizinkan aku nak tanye. Kalolah boss aku nieh org Liverpool, aiseh...ntah ape aku buat kat die..hahahahha..

Ape aku nak cite yeekkk?!!! Oh yeee...last weekend Tanti went to my parents' place...take a rest n enjoyed her day in Seremban. Cian tgk die asek demam tak jupe family nearly 5 mths already. So, bawak la jupe mak aku...Mak aku nieh plak sensitif giler ngan si Tanti...(need to understand dua2 takde mak lagik dah!!!). But the funniest part is when my mum seems to not letting me go..not letting us go...Aiseh...Cik Kiah nieh kot ye pon windu skang dah obvious bangat plak...

Bolaa...reminds me of something I had. Someone who cared. But won't care enuff as I made the mistake by hurting dat person. Kalo die ade nieh, mesti die dok gelak sbb die akan kate MU lagik power kan?!!! 2 guys in my life...both are MU fans? Bongok ke pe aku nieh.Aiseh...whatever happened Cik Sha...keep on surviving...football in ur heart!

Aku kena survive aaa...nak wat camne, this is my life...bola pengubat atiku...!!! Cewwaaahhh:D

Mlm nieh nak tido lena lepas Liverpool menang...NAAAKKKKKK!!!!

You'll never walk alooooneeeeee....

***My fav song! HIGH u go..***