Thursday, May 31, 2007

cherry blossom-hanya padamu qiara



HANYA PADAMU-QIARA

Hanya pada mu
Ku serahkan segalanya
Kau bertakhta di nurani
Anggun cinta mu abadi
Hanya pada mu
Pertama dan yang terakhir
Pohon cinta ku merendang
Disirami kasih suci

( korus )
Jiwa ku dipalu gemersik tak terkira
Hampir ku terlena dalam belaian mu
Cinta mu selembut sutera menjadi saksi kasih ku
Tiada dua hanyalah satu kau yang ku cintai
Sekelumit cinta sekurun kerinduan
Ku rempuhi ranjau duka
Membara sehangat api
Terhapus sepi di hati ku
Seulas bibir mu kelu tidak berkata
Namun ada sesuatu
Nurbisa dari mata mu
Terpancar cinta yang sejati
Awan yang berarak saujana membiru
Cerahlah wajah mu di rimba sendu ku
Menjadi hamparan cinta suci

Tah hape jadah aku asek nyanyi lagu nieh jek...ke aku dgr kat mane tah...tp aku dok nyanyi lagu jiwang nieh...hihihi...tah hape2 kan!Tapi aku dok menyanyi n menyanyi...ehhhh...macam kat sekolah plak:D

Hmm...pe lagik ek. Takde mende sangat laaa...nyanyi lagu macam nieh mengingatkan aku kat Su. Su masuk spital. Pagi tadi mak die datang, aku masih stuck tak dpt nak pergi tgk Su. Frustnye! K
Oh yeeekkk...arinieh aku dok surf www.flowerphotos.com. Kan ke aku nieh mmg giler bunga. Hebat tul ciptaan Tuhan nieh kan...hmm..speaking bout flowers, teringat aku plan nak gi Sungai Buloh nak tgk orkid ngan Su...tak jadi la tuh:(

Aduiihh...yg pastinye aku nak kawan aku cepat sembuh!

Oh yeee...dalam pade tuh aku dok menghabiskan buku Every Breath You Take-Judith McNaught...bukan takleh gi awal2...saje tunggu pesta buku baru beli...hehe..aku dpt for RM24,cheaper than usual...yg paling best dpt UK version...so, cover sangat cantik....spelling UK English..nice! N buku nieh la yg bawak aku ke website bunga nieh...tgk laaa...comey tak buku nieh?:



Buku die biase laaa...buku Judith McNaught...chentan chentooonn...hihi...hmm..sesuai ke aku membacenye skang?

Ibu still asking...I saw his name in pur intranet yesterday...compliments from customers...my heart swelled with pride...he's always good...but...yeah, things were not working out between us...what to do...

Hmm..takde mood...aku nak Suu...huuuuu...
p/s: me and Su's fav flower:D

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

clematis-killing me softly




KILLING ME SOFTLY-ROBERTA FLACK

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style.
And so I came to see him to listen for a while.
And there he was this young boy, a stranger to my eyes.

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish but he just kept right on ...

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair.
And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there.
But he just came to singing, singing clear and strong.

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...

He was strumming, oh, he was singing my song.
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
With his song ...

Tadi dgr Roberta Flack nyanyi lagu nieh..sangat berbeza dgn Fugees...but what the heck, the song remain the same,kan?! Btwa, dalam pade tuh tgk ade chef yg mengaku dirinye fr Malaysia...buat kerabu mangga dgn telur dadar kat Martha Stewart...hihihi..kelakarnye rase...coz...dats not Malaysian food, rite? Takpelah...whatever:D

Tp tak syok coz tibe2 Su called...suruh aku pack beg die...sbb die kat hospital? God..my best friend is sick n I dun noe anything. Aku tanye, kenapa tak bagitau...die kate...takpelah, nanti aku cakap kat ko...aku macam nak nangis (dah nangis pon). Aku tanye brape lame kat hospital, die kate...maybe sehari..lepas tuh balik JB sbb tgh tgk ape speacialist nak ckp...What?!!!!

Aku tak dpt cuti. Bad mood gegile selagi tak tau ape cerite sbnrnye. Mungkin tak berat....tp aku alert sket dgr suara Su tadi, kalo tak..aku tak sepanik nieh!

Aku plan, besok aku nak call Su...kalo die tak kuar spital gak, pagi besok aku tgk die...risau siot...camne aku nak buat nieh?!

Dalam bas...aku bercakap2 ngan David, my ex boss...menghilangkan rase tak seronok aku nieh. Ibu called...asking bout him. David heard...n I was so embarassed. ERghh...nak letak mane ek muke? Lucky, he understands. Ooo...yang tak jd tuh:D Hihihi...apparently, aku tak boleh nak sorok kan. His affection towards me was seen by others last time...uh-huh...

Takde mood la...lenkali jek bercerite...nieh gambo amik kat webshots...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

yellow rose-every breath you take



EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE-THE POLICE

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take

I'll be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay

I'll be watching you

O can't you see
You belong to me
My poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please

O can't you see
You belong to me
My poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
I'll be watching you


Arituh...lepas Liverpool kalah, aku takde mase nak update blog. Apepon...semangat masih kuat...heheehe..Liverpool kalah tp aku tetap meghepikan diri:D

The next day aku sibuk dok umah..tido secukup rase. Then aku balik keje ari Jumaat. Ari Sabtu aku cuti...aku gi KL Convention Center, ade book fair lagik. Shopping buku macam biase. Then,aku gi tgk Pirates of Carribean...hehee...Pastuh, aku gi merayau KLCC cuz Tanti nak beli baju utk party...

Hmm...speaking bout party, not actually a party laaa...more like clubbing session. Bendanye kat Bisik, Ampang...macam2 hal malam td. Benda nieh pasal department lame aku. Come into my dissappointment, he was not there. Probably balik kg la tuh..Tak pon sbb geng sume tak pergi..

Surprise jugak tgk die yg slame nieh slalu pergi function, tak pergi. But come to think about it again..bagus jugak...at least taklah menyetankan diri macam budak2 yg pergi nieh. I just stayed with Coke in hand, tgk perfomance kawan2 aku...pastuh gi tgk org2 punye ragam. Obviously, I won't drink...won't do anything...just lepaking...

But deep in my heart...yuppp...I missed him a lot...Hmm...kadang2 dok pk jugak, why? Dah takde gunanye lagi kan. But...yeah...things can just changed...Rite now, aku boleh kate...I'm missing him a lot...

Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself tremendously...macam tak percaye jek after dis, there won't be anymore dinner like dis...no more party, no more close fwens like dis...uh-huh...I'm getting older...heheehe...

Sepaking about getting older...my sayang is celebrating her 25 buzday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSIE RIANIE ROSLI...my best buddy since schooldays..sehingga ke hari nieh..jap...ade 10 thn kot kenal nieh...huhu...Papepon, I love u, Gie...Can't wait for u to come back...huhu..sedih plak..

Aku nak share: THE MEANING OF YELLOW ROSE.
Dapat kat internet laa...mane lagik:D

Yellow roses have a shorter, albeit no less fascinating, history than other roses. It wasn't until around the 18th century that yellow roses were discovered growing naturally in parts of the Middle East. Prior to this, roses in cultivation predominantly existed in various shades of pink and to a lesser extent, white. However, once the first yellow roses were introduced, their popularity quickly spread.

During roughly this same time period, new rose cross-breeding and hybridization techniques were being innovated. These experiments would play an important role in the evolution of the yellow rose. One of the more compelling attributes of most roses is their sweet smelling fragrance. This was a trait that the first yellow roses did not share, and in fact, quite the opposite was true! In time however, as breeding and cultivation methods were refined, hybridizers were able to gradually phase in the more pleasing aroma that rose-lovers are accustomed to.

Also changed over the years were the meanings related to yellow roses. Throughout history, the color yellow has been closely associated with the sun. As the source of light and warmth, the sun is integral to life on Earth, and has been worshiped in many early societies. It should come as no surprise that the color of the sun would hold many positive connotations. In many Eastern cultures, for example, the color yellow represents joy, wisdom and power. However, in Europe at the time of the introduction of these roses, the color yellow carried much more negative overtones. Consequently, yellow roses were long used as a symbol for jealousy and dying love. As time went on, however, the more universal meanings connected with the color yellow have come to prevail and entwine themselves with the yellow rose. Today yellow roses are more commonly associated with joy and friendship.

A bouquet of yellow roses now brings to mind all of the sunny, cheerful feelings of warmth and happiness. In contrast to the romantic meanings attributed to other roses, the yellow rose is purely a symbol for friendship. This gives it a unique place in the pantheon of roses. Yellow roses can send the perfect message of appreciation and platonic love without the romantic subtext of other colors. They can represent feelings of joy and delight, and are an ideal way to brighten someone's day who may be feeling down. There is perhaps no other flower that is able to bring out a smile in quite the way that a yellow rose can.


As a symbol of frenship...yg dah lame dan tak lapuk nieh...I'm presenting to u yellow rose pix...with a song from The Police-lagu dgr malam td sambil teringat kat die:D

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

liverpool-yesterday



YESTERDAY-BEATLES

Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Suddenly
I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday
Came suddenly

Why she
Had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Why she
Had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

(hum to "I believe in yesterday")

Takde mood nak update blog. But this flag shows everything:D

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

liverpool flag-ordinary people



ORDINARY PEOPLE-JOHN LEGEND

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
We head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel just like walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
You never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Btw, aku dah tak tau nak letak lagu ape nieh, dats the reason I had to ask around for a song, sbb aku dah blur!

I came to work today very sleepy...rase macam nak tido sambil berkeruh...Luckily got Din to chase me bout the football result. MU fans can be very annoying~!Btw...die nak resign pon...So, no comment:D At least I dun have a Malay guy bugging my life anymore with his football thingy...Cuz at this moment, with my so called new status...I dun think I can handle so many things:D

Hmm..couldm't sleep last nite due to the reason dat I couldn't think of anything else besides a daughter crying & begging for her papa to save her life. She ended blown up because of other people's mistake. So sad to say it's MY PEOPLE mistake...Org Melayu...kalo buat silap...akan dikutuk teruk...Kenape lah careless sangat?!

Maybe dah ajal..hmmm...kenapelah aku nieh emo sangat...ishhhh..Pagi td aku dpt berita baby budak semalam dah meninggal...mak die koma, abah die tak henti2 menangis mase ck ngan ibu pg td:( Sokkaba...berita...sume kuar cerite tuh...Sebak plak aku..Jd kat aku macam mane la ye?

Today, I'm looking into Tasha's friendster thingy...n I found his pix. What did I expect, they are fwens! Heart-stopping...as usual...everytime I see his not-so-handsome face.Why Sha? ADehhh....Liverpool is playing tomorrow...& one MU fan is bugging my life...my heart...my brain!

Dahlah...org period tak patut cakap byk...sbb nanti emo tak pasal2...ehehe...MY spirits are high...n I'm missing my ma like hell...Wanna go back..(padahal baru tadi jumpe)...Niehla kuasa Tuhan kan, insaf terus...tak jd nak merajuk sumenye...ehheee:D

Missing everyone...Ogie, Ayen, Kak Sya, Fairuz...n not forgotten Din. Ko kat mane?

Ishhh...betullah kematian itu menginsafkan!

Monday, May 21, 2007

House of LFC-stevie G song



THE STEVIE G SONG-CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU

You're just too good to be true,
Can't take the ball off of you,
You've got a heavenly touch,
You pass like Souness to Rush,
And when we're all drunk in the bars,
We can't believe that you're ours,
You're just to good to be true,
Can't get the ball off of you...

Oh Steee-ven Gerr-aaard, da da da da da da (etc)

Adoiiii...tak bestnye. Arituh aku balik, dgn harapan dpt la tgk sket2 ke 2nd half...tp tak dpt tgk pon sbb Chelsea dah menang...huhuhu..Malas nak cite pasal FA Cup lagik..buat sakit ati jek...dah la game boring, sume boring..takde ape yg best:D

Tak sabo betul aku nak bercuti time game nanti. Aku rase, aku perlu sangat2 utk berehat. Tak terlarat rasenye nak pergi keje kalo ati n mind dok melekat kat game bola nieh. Ish...jauh di sudut ati taklah expect Liverpool nak menang...just berharap sesangat yg game nieh bukan game yg bosan...n takmo laaa team aku mengalah...walopon kitowang nieh underdog~!

Ish...ngantuk pulak. Oh yeee...ade satu berite yg membuatkan aku tak ngantuk arinieh. Ape lagik, berite kematian anak murid mak aku. Yg terjadik dekat simpang umah aku jek. Betape tragis nye cite kematian die nieh. Budak nieh baru umo 9 thn..darjah 3.Cerdik n sangat baik. Arituh die patut stayback kat sekolah sbb ade kelas agame petang. Tp die call mak die suruh jemput sbb tertinggal brg. Nak dijadikan cerite..mak die nieh pemandu yg berhati2. Tp bawak Kancil, tau jeklah...kereta paling kurang selamat. Sampai simpang, die bagi signal...tp bas yg lalu just sapu die dr belakang, kereta pun berpusing2..masuk lane sebelah lagi....n kena sapu dgn Lancer dr arah bertentangan. Pemandu Lancer sempat keluar...walopon luka2...Tapiiiii...

Mak budak tuh dgn anak die tersepit. Ntah macam mane, ayah budak tuh kebetulan lalu..die nampak kereta wife die...dgn anak2 dlm kereta yg mula nak terbakar. Org usaha kuarkan wife die...Die sempat selamatkan baby die, walopon baby tuh mula nak terbakar. Budak tadi meraung2 panggil bapak die. Tibe2, kereta tuh meletup...Bapak n mak tak sempat selamatkan anak. Suara raungan td terus senyap...

Aku teman ibu gi spital. Balik2 ibu kena pergi ke umah anak murid die. Budak tuh dah rentung. Ayah die tak dpt uruskan jenazah sbb baby nak dihantar ke HKL, mak pulak 80% terbakar, koma n kritikal. Masuk berite..simpang depan umah aku yg aku bajet selamat selame nieh (baru berhajat nak belikan adik aku motor...nampaknye tak jdla!)

Aku tergamam...tp ntahlah. AJAL. Tp tak seronok sgt bile memikirkan si ayah yg nampak anak meletup depan mate. Tibe2 dr tgh angin2...ibu ngan ayah aku terus senyap. Lega pulak nak cuti besok...Kalo tak masing2 macam tak rela aku nak pergi keje...

Mane taknye...bas yg langgar tuh....bas aku pergi keje...Tak ke sayu Cik Kiah jdnye?

Ergghh..insaf! Al-Fatihah..

Saturday, May 19, 2007

liverpool-sk8ter boi



I LOVE U SO LIVERPOOL-SING TO THE TUNE OF SK8TER BOI

She's a Kopite
He's a Kopite
Can I make it any more obvious?
She loves football
He loves to play it
What more can I say
She went to the match
He did as well
And there they became
Very good friends
There she met some guys
They supported Chelsea
And obviously then she said to them
Chorus:

I love so Liverpool
They are the best football team
They'll win the Premiership this year
They're may be in a bad run
But they're still the best team here
They'll beat all the other teams as well

They asked her:
"Why d'you support
Liverpool terrible football club?"
She said to them:
"Liverpool rules
They aren't terrible as you said"
"They're really cool
And they like their fans
And that's why they play so good for them"
Then her Kopites came
They said the same
About all the things she said...

Chorus (twice)

Sorry other teams you're out,
Liverpool is still the best
They're still in the title race
This is how the story ends
Too bad that you couldn't see
See the players they have got
They are truly talented
That's why they play for Liverpool

She's a Kopite
He's a Kopite
Can I make it any more obvious?
She loves football
He loves to play it
And both of them are truly Reds...

Perang duniaku telah bermulaaa...yeayyy..as MU is trying to thrash Chelsea tomite(aku lagik rela MU menang!),aku tgh bersiap2 utk mengupdate blog n bercerite pasal bola. Menang org kalah, aku tak pedulik...tp sepanjang minggu nieh aku takkan stop utk kuarkan lagu2 from LFC kay! Stop kejap dgn bunga from martha stewart:D

So...for today, we see what Steve's Finnan is saying:
Q:Everybody thought it was going to be Liverpool and Manchester United in the final but AC Milan obviously hadn't read the script. What did you make of their performance against United?


They played really well and looked good. Hopefully we won't give them the sort of room and time that Manchester United did. To be honest, I think it was probably a combination of them playing very well and Manchester United not playing well. Hopefully we can keep things a little bit tighter than United did. Yes, we know they are a quality team and what they are capable of but, like I said before, if we prepare right and focus on what we have to do then hopefully we can win the game.

Tgk...player Liverpool tetap merendah diri kan! Hehehe...Tp tuh laaa...macam jugak org len, I was hoping MU yg akan play against Liverpool kan...but what to do, we are going to play against an overrated team...macam menyampah jek..tolong laaa..

Aku pon tak deny la yg Milan mmg big team...sapelah kitowang kat Liverpool compared to Milan, but we played as a team...bukan macam Milan..boleh menang single-handed kalo Kaka ade...Tp apelah gunenye kejayaan seorang diri kan:D

Ohhh yeee...kesian betul la org2 yg keje arinieh, cuz tak dpt tgk Chelsea ngan MU men. Utk pengetahuan kowang, aku dah pon defer break time aku ke pukul 10 mlm so dat aku boleh tgk 1st half...ingat nak tgk 2nd half tapi tak boleh la...dah ade MU fans booked...kesian plak kat budak2 nieh...SO, aku akan keje 5 jam straight tanpe break...n mase break nnt aku tgk bola..heheheee....

Itu saje cerite aku...ape nak cerite lagik? Yup...I'm missing the MU fan over there...malam tadi takleh tido, pagi tadi tak sempat masak...huhu..tah hape2..

Okaylah...itu aje kali ini...Liverpool forever...hihi..

Friday, May 18, 2007

what kind of soul do u have?-denting

free

what kind of soul do u have?
You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is the most free-spirited and adventurous. You like camping, hiking, or interaction with other people. Your a social butterfly, but not because of your style, but because of your willingness to communicate with everyone. You probably have close friends who can rely on you because you always seem to know whats going on in the world. You love music and are free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A born leader and great explorer-dont ever change-the world needs more people like you.
Rase macam byk nak update...tp sebenarnye tak byk nak update. Ape yee...ooo...macam biase, pergi keje, buat keje...pastu balik umah...tgk Martha Stewart then terus tido. Len keje takde...itu ajek:D

DENTING-MELLY

Denting yang berbunyi dari dinding kamarku
Sedarkan diriku dari lamunan panjang
Tak terasa malam kini semakin larut
Ku masih terjaga..
Sayang kau di mana aku ingin bersama
Aku butuh semua untuk tepiskan rindu
Mungkinkah kau di sana merasa yang sama
Seperti diriku di malam ini…
Rintik gerimis mengundang kekasih di malam ini
Kita menari dalam rindu yang indah
Sepi ku rasa hatiku saat ini oh sayangku
Jika kau di sini aku tenang ..

Hari nieh aku dok melayan si Amira...nak sell brg Mary Kay die...aduish...ikutkan malas rasenye nak membeli sbb aku rase aku pakai biase2 jek...facial product mmg aku dah ade kan...so nak beli kat die, aku tak mo laaa sbb aku dah selesa pakai aku punye..plus dah ade membership...facial free...walo tak cantik mane, but puas ati!
Tp not bad la brg Mary Kay die tuh...it's just dat aku rase brg die kecik sangat utk harga yg sgt mahal...nak kate sbb brand...aku rase byk lagik brg branded yg lagik berbaloi n cheaper...cume die punye brg tuh unik la sket...byk set penjagaan yg die buat utk jage bibir, mate...dll...mekap...dll...lah!

Yg kelakarnye tgk my pren...Aaron Chin pakai baju Melayu ke tpt keje...hensem apek sowang nieh pakai baju Melayu green apple gitu! Hahaha...but I'm kinda worried bout dis situation rite now, aku boleh kate aku tak risau...tp sbrnye aku risau...bile org kate Aaron tuh boipren aku...Alamak..jatuhla saham aku macam nieh...hahaha...cuz die bukan boipren aku! Aduiii...kalo Cik Kiah dgr nieh pon berasap...takkan mane die bagi aku ade laki tak sunat...ish..
Mulut manusia nieh mmg durjana kan...hmm...biarlah...aku tau sape aku...pandai ko la nak ckp ape...whatever...

Ape2pon...itu jekla...yg len takde...meniti ari tunggu UEFA Champions jek nieh..hehe..
**kite relax sket...arinieh takde gambo bunge:D

Lagu nieh lagu lame fav gueee...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Zinnia angustifolia Star White- terlalu cinta



TERLALU CINTA-ROSSA

Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia�

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Aku terlalu cinta dia

Mari men teng-teng...ish..apasal macam rase dah lame sangat aku tak update blog nieh...Hmm...ntahlah, server bengong, keje banyak n byk perkare yg hendak difikirkan sejak kebelakangan nieh buat aku terkejar2 sampai buat aku hampir terlupe nak apply cuti utk final UEFA minggu depan. Aku ingat nak apply cuti jugak minggu nieh cuz konon2 nak tgk final FA. But for the sake of Chelsea ngan MU? Malas la pulak. Baik aku spare cuti aku di lain hariii...:D

Ohhh yeee...as MU is coming over to Malaysia...harap2nye jadilah sbb aku nak pergi tgk. Harapkan nak tgk Liverpool takkan dpt selagi Carlsberg jd sponsor. So...kalo jd, MU dtg 27/7,time buzday ibu...bolehla jd buzday present.Then...kecoh2 pulak hal2 politik nieh. Politics makes me sick la...blogging pon salah, nieh salah...tuh salah...bodoh betul...Hopefully la jgn sampai blog aku kena banned pulak...Takde isu politik di sini:D Kecuali ketidakpuasan hatiku tentang MU punye issue yg tak setel2...Susah nak book tiket kalo macam nieh weh!

Ohhh yeee...Tue aku tak dtg keje, cuz tibe2 ibuku pitam di tpt keje. Sbrnye aku takut betul bile dpt tau berite tuh...Terus aku amik emergency leave. Tp seperti biasela...kalo dah keling, byk soal..byk songel...byk tanye...Tp as aku ade evidence yg ibu aku betul2 sakit...aku tak takut la...Cume annoyed jek...takkan aku nak pergi keje jugak kalo dah mak aku tak sihat..bengong!

Mari bergembira. Aku ade tournament teng-teng kat opis nieh. Td aku dtg keje awal nak men teng-teng. Hasilnye...aku kalah dgn dua jejake berkaki panjang yg merupekan opponents aku. Seksa beb! Tp I played for fun...So fun I had...hehehee...sempat jugak melompat membuatkan lemak neh bergerak:D

Last but not least...we're having pot luck...Hmm...life is not as exciting when Helen was still my boss..skang Helen dah takde...n I'm missing her...nantilah...ade mase aku bercerite lagik:D
'Til then...aku tak dpt tgk Rossa kat Saturday Nite Live (walopon benci Harith Iskandar, tp suke Rossa)..Nieh lagu Rossa yg kuar iklan tuh..best N Zinnia...one of prettiest flower:D

p/s:Dlm proses mengubahsuai blog, gambo yg dag lame akan ditukar kepade gambo2 bunga kat marthastewart.com...n maybeeeee...chat board aku yg dh expired nieh:D

Friday, May 11, 2007

white cosmos-gantung



GANTUNG-MELLY GOESLAW


Ku harus menemui cintaku
Mencari tahu hubungan kita
Apa masih atau tlah berakhir
Reff:
Kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
Kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
Maunya apa ku harus bagaimana
Kasih…
Sampai kapan kau gantung
Cerita cintaku memberi harapan
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu
Detik-detik waktu pun terbuang
Teganya kau menggantung cintaku
Bicaralah biar semua pasti
Back to Reff
Tentunya hubungan cinta denganmu
Membuat ku sakit
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu

Pagi2 lagi dah bangun n dgr radio...pastuh balas msg Cik Fairuz Diyana. Sowi Peruz, skang br ade mase aku nak balas msg ko...Btw gud luck for ur exam, k!

So...maknenye pagi2 lagik aku dah ingat kat die. Biaselah, terkenang ku terkenang...kadang2 naik bodoh aku rasenye dok jadik macam nieh. Menyesal? Ntahlah. Tak sangat...tp kalo jodoh ade, tak kemane. Aku bukan nak kate org len tak perfect, tp aku rase macam susah utk menerima yg len...ntah kenape. Semalam aku berborak ngan Helen, cuz die nak resign...tibe2 die cakap kat aku, "Sweetheart, u deserve to be with the best~!" Terusik ati aku....tak cukup best ke ape yg patut aku dapat dulu? Mungkin ke aku yg tak cukup best?

Ooo...hmmm..my song. Aku dgr lagu nieh...definitely kena with me...Well, ikutkan tak sanggup nak gantung macam nieh...tp biarlah kalo keadaan akan bertambah baik kalo digantung! Aku sendiri pikirkan...kalo gantung, maknenye aku takkan senang nak berpusing ke lain...Taklah aku menggatal...hahahahaa..

Semalam aku mengamuk. Dgn anak keling yg dok memekak mase aku buat keje. Bangang. Dahla aku tgh buat keje, ckp dengan customer..tibe2 suke ati die nak bising2...aku terajang sekali kang. Tp aku jeritkan jek. Sume terdiam. Haaaa..ingat aku pendiam ye? Ingat aku nieh lemah lembut sangat ye? Padan muke. Now u c my true colour...ahaha..

Aku dah cakap elok2 dua kali...Kali ketiga aku tak sabar lagik...huhu...Bengang aku...keje kalo pandai, takpe...bongok...Tp menjerit, memekak..mmg die pandai...

Gua tetap ceria...dun worry..Nieh gambo cosmos aku yg cun...From marthastewart.com

Thursday, May 10, 2007

rose petals-2 steps behind




TWO STEPS BEHIND-DEF LEPPARD

Walk away if you want to
it's ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
See my shadow come creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time
and think about it
Walk the line, you just can't fight it
Look around and see what you can find
Like a fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

(so watch out)
There's a magic running through your soul
but you can't have it all, no,
Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you

wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around and I'll be two steps behind.
Just turn around, I'll be two steps behind
I'll be two steps behind you
and I'll be there to remind you,
yeeeeaaah, yeeeeeeah


Hmm...been listening to this song last nite after I got back to work....kuar lagik pagi td...aiyaaakk...dats the reason they said if u have heartache, don't listen to the radio cuz it's only going to bring u nearer & nearer to the things u wanted to avoid. Strange enough, aku nyanyi skali lagu nieh sbb Su pergi Sarawak, Tanti balik Ganu...n aku sowang2. N with a reminder of his scent mase kemas wardrobe aku...cuz aku terjumpe his All Black shirt yg die bagi mase both of us busy dulu...Thinking about the man, listening to the song which he sang to me last time...smell his Dunhill Desire perfume which I used to luv (still luving it!)..So, aku nyanyi jek laaahhh!!:D

I cooked today...hehehe...skang susah betul nak masak. Kalo dah ade time, kalo bangun awal, dpt gi kedai...brula aku masak. Kalo tak jgn harap! Arinieh aku masak sotong masak pedas (ingat kat kawanku Ayen yg suke masak pedas) ngan tumis air bayam. Aku sorang2 jek..so...ape sangat la kan.Tp so far, aku enjoy laaa...Cume windu bangat same Tanti!

Okehlaaa...itu saje so far, nanti papehal gua update lagik...nak mamam...:D

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

love in a mist-unfaithful



UNFAITHFUL-RIHANNA

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

Macam bongok la server arinieh...tensen tul. Macam mane tuh...tak kena ngan tpt yg dinamekan Cyberjaya nieh...ceettt..

Ape nak update ek? Tak byk mende...aku ngantuk....semalam aku tido lambat...tgk Martha, but since then langsung takleh tido.Aiseh..nape yeekkk....

Hmmm...boleh tak, semalam mase aku ckp ngan customers aku..kebanyakannye same name ngan die..wouuuiiikkk?? Tau tak betape peliknye aku, yelah...cust aku sume from UK...tp yg call smalam ramai Muslim with his name...name die taklah common giler...but kenape name die? Huhuhu...ntahlah...siap same ejaan lagik...

Rase nak gelak, nak macam2 laaa...termasuk rase rindu gak..but there's nothing I can do about it...aku single, tp tak available...nak wat camne:D

Jgn berdukacita Cik Sha...MU supporters...pastikan anda benam Chelsea tommorrow yek! Baru best! Kite benam AC Milan kemudian...(bisakah?hihi)

changed to love in a mist-31/05/2007

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

rama-rama



RAMA-RAMA-ELLA

Seumpama rama-rama,
terbang bebas di udara tanpa ada halangan.
Aman damai suka-suka,
riang ria tanpa ada rasa duka sengketa, rama-rama.

Ekspresi dirimu menawan hatiku,
ingin aku terbang bersamamu.
Melihat kerenah melihat telatah,
manusia yang sering terlaga.

Ekspidisi ini bagai tiada henti,
kan menjadi antologi diri.
Terhentilah mimpi terhapuslah sepi,
sanubari yang lebih berani.

Terminal yang pasti satu fitrah hati,
kerana yang sejati tiada kekal lagi.
Terbanglah ke sini mencari abadi,
terbanglah ke mari mencari hakiki.

Seumpama rama-rama,
melewati panorama yang penuh warna warni.
Taman bunga taman damai,
dengan aksi lincah berputik hidup yang harungi, rama-rama

Ari Ahad aku pagi2 lagik dah balik umah...maklumlah, Tanti balik Ganu, Su pulak ke umah mertua di Pahang. Jd aku balik Negeri Sembilan jek la (cewwaahh..macam jauh sangat! ahaha)

Ape lagik...dok men2 ngan aku punye bunga2 sume. Kadang2 berangan kalo ade crocus kat Mesia nieh, alangkah cantiknye. Dulu berangan ade sakura kan, tak boleh...pastuh berangan tulip, pon tak boleh. Berangan crocus tak sudah2...hihi...comey n menambat ati! Takpelah, bile ade bunga..ade butterfly..kite layan lagu Rama-rama ngan gambo bunga jek..:D

Isnin...tgh tido, aku dpt panggilan, "Cik kak! Ko dah bangun belum! Aku kat Senawang nieh!" Utk pengetahuan, nieh la satu2nye manusia yg paling berani kaco aku tido, sape lagik kalo bukan Su. Pagi2 dah mengajak aku gi Amcorp Mall...perghhh...awal2 dah kena jln sampai ke PJ. Nak makan pulak tuh...ade ke...Tp takpelah,aku pon siap2. Lgpon aku mmg ade appointment di area berdekatan..aku kena gi The Mall...dah ade appointment ngab Nyonya Sharon...Facial free~~~!! Hehe..

So, gi la jln2 kat Amcorp Mall. Sue memperkenalkan aku kat tpt namenye Uncle Chili's...boleh tahan, harga affordable. Tp kitowang gi time lunch hr..ampeh la sket.Tak abeh2 die suruh aku try fish head beehoon soup, best kate die...

So, sume skali RM6, dgn air dll...kire okaylah tuh kan?Sehinggalah...ade kitowang jln kat tpt jual kain...aisehhh...kelemahan ku nieh....mule2 kuat jugak iman jgn kuar duit langsung...Tibe2...aku nampak sesuatu...China Silk RM40! Adoi...kain lembut, sejuk n cantik...Teringat ibu. Hmm...bulan lepas, mase aku beli brg utk ayah, die diam jek. Aku tak beli ape utk die lagik. So...aku pon belikan kain tuh. N alangkah hepinye Cik Sha bile ibuku kate, "Macam nieh la kain ibu nak pon!" Hepinye...lagik2 bile tgk die pegang kain tuh...dah planning2 nak buat baju ape. Kurang2 lepas nieh ibu aku tak pakai baju same gi sekolah dah:D

Dah puas berjalan, aku gi The Mall, Si nak gi opis. Jd aku pon dgn seronoknye tertido n terlena sbb biaselah, massage muke, kepale n bahu...n yg penting tak sakit! One thing, takde session picit jerawat...ahaha...lega aku...After dat, abeh session..aku merayau agik ngan Cik Su...Dlm ari terpikir, lepas nieh kawan aku nieh nak jd bini org...tak boleh la aku merendek ngan die lagik...huhu..

Aku plan nak pakai kebaye gi tpt keje arinieh. Gi survey pario...mahal nak mam! Ku kuburkan hasrat...Last2 aku pakai pario cotton aku nieh...warne biru laut..Sbbnyeeeee...arinieh batik day! Jgn buat malu kaum..dah kate one & only Malay..aku pon berkain batik ke tpt keje arinieh...hopefully team aku menang...

Arinieh...balik keje, aku tinggal sowang...adehhh..tak best. Bosan aaa...kite cont tomm...

p/s: utk kawan yg kate aku sombong tuh...aku takde cr aaa..arituh hp tinggal umah mak!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

tattoo day



AIN'T NO MOUNTAIN HIGH ENOUGH
-WHOOPI GOLDBERG & THE CAST OF SISTER ACT 2

Now if you need me
Call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Don’t worry baby
Just call out my name
I’ll be there in a hurry
You don’t have to worry

CHORUS:
‘Cause baby, there ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you, babe

Remember the day
I set you free
I told you, you could always count on me, darling
And from that day on
I made a vow
I’ll be there when you want me
Some way, some how

CHORUS

And no wind (no wind)
And no rain (no rain)
Or winter’s cold
Can stop me, baby (oh baby)
‘Cause if you’re ever in trouble
I’ll be there on the double
Just send for me, baby
Oh baby

My love is alive
Deep down in my heart
Although we’re miles apart
If you ever need
A helping hand
I’ll be there on the double
Just as fast as I can

CHORUS

Ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from you

Ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from you

Aaaahhh...
Nothing can keep me
Keep me from you
Ain’t no mountain high enough
Nothing can keep me
Keep me from you
Aaaahhh...
Nothing can keep me
Keep me from you

Ape nak cite ek? Ntah laaa...tak ingat. Semalam aku rase macam byk sangat mende nak update...tp tibe2 macam takde mende nak update...ahahhaa...tah hape2...

Okay...semalam ade BODY ART DAY? Bangang kan? Tah hape2...huhu. Aku pon kadang2 rase org yg buat nieh macam syok sendiri...mmg la kitowang ikut tapi slalu sangat buat event smpai nak muntah pulak jdnye. Tp takpelahhh..ikut jeklah demi bonus yg tak brape sen tuh.... (hmmm....annoyed sbnrnye nieh:D)

So, sampai2 jek budak team aku dah belikan sticker, sbb tau punyelah...aku takkan layan punye laaa kalo nak letak mende len. Satu...selepuk tatoo sticker butterfly & bunga kecik2 letak di pipiku sepanjang waktu berkerja semalam...cet...hampeh! Mmglah kalernye purple, kaler preberet...tp..adoi...

Sume memuji kononnye cantiklah aku pakai tattoo tuh kat muke. Maybe sbb kena ngan kaler...oorrrr...aku sowang jek yg cerah sbb aku Melayu! Hehe. Yg len2 kan gelap..so, kaler purple gelap tak nampak laaa... Tp aku malas nak kate ape, kang jd isu perkauman pulak..hihi. Aku malas nak cakap byk since Helen (my boss) sendiri yg melekatkan tatto tuh kat muke aku. Mane nak lekat lagikpon kan, dahla pakai tudung...skirt labuh...pastu tutup sampai ke tapak tangan...hihi...amik ko. Tpt nieh sejuk nak mampus time keje...guarantee boleh sakit kalo aku tak pakai tutup sebegitu!

Sume org menang laaa...Tp satu insiden yg mencuit ati gua berlaku semalam. Waktu aku berjalan dr toilet nak masuk opis, tibe2 aku bertembungla ngan si dia. He just stared at me...with the tattoo at my face...Aku sendiri tak tau nak senyum ke, nak buat ape...just passed through...Aduh! Kalo ikutkan mau jek aku menegurnye...tp naluriku berkata...tak ingin terulang lagi...My ego as a woman prevented me from any actions...His ego as a man meletakkan kitowang masing2 dlm posisi sekarang...SO??!!! Nothing happened....Woooohooo.. Cume jantungku yg masih berdebar bile melihat die..:D

Aku ingat mase tuh die nak tangkap gambo aku...kitowang tgh giler ngan World Cup...pastuh aku taknak paint muke dgn bendera England (walopon keje ngan UK...haram aku nak letak muke ngan bendera diorg weh!), So, aku paint bendera Jepun...mase tuh contest macam nieh gak aaa..Die dok mengusik aku pasal bendera tuh...Ceewaaahh..kenangan manis la kononnye...podah..Dlm pd tuh, senyap2 die simpan gambo aku dlm fon...bongok tul..

Later on aku realized yg bukan sume org punye gambo dlm phone tuh...walopon die kate die ambik gambo sume org...buat malu jek kan? Tak lame lepas tuh, kantoi sbb aku terjumpe dlm fon die tah bape byk la gambo aku dlm tuh...candid!

Tp dua2 diam semalam...aku pandang die, die pandang aku...Egonye masih tak boleh menerima dgn keadaan aku yg nampak hepi nieh (tp taklah sangat pon, sbb aku ingat die lagik). Maybe...kite mesti meneruskan lakonan nieh kan? Biar die dpt yg terbaik...but it's definitely not me:D

Okeh...aku pamerkan gambo crocus...bunga di tpt sejuk, di gunung...cuz ain't no mountain high enuf...ku teruskan dgn cita2....ewwwaaahhh!!!

Friday, May 04, 2007

ceri



gambo sakura yg jatuh....cewwwaahh!

FIRST LOVE-UTADA HIKARU

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

Aku tgh dok nak tgk email..ahahaha...2000 emails o/standing! Mampus nak bukak sekor2..adooiii...nywayz...kebanyakannye deleted laaa!!! Sowi kepade sesape yg dok menghantar email fwd kat aku (termasuk gambo Siti Norhaliza yg seksi tak seberape tuh...ahahah...tak heran, mende tuh setakat nieha ku pon ade!). Sumenye dah di delete..kang tak pasal kena saman pulak..Datuk Siti kan kaye beb! Mane la exec cabuk nieh dpt nak bayar saman die...Sensitif pulak orgnye...! Aaahhh...(podah!sape suruh jd penyanyi, ye tak?)

Ape aku buat arinieh aaa? Oh yeeee...arinieh aku masak! Ahahaha..best plak rasenye dpt masak arinieh. Maklumlah, slalunye makan luar, sbb tangki air makcik nieh melimpah jek airnye. Penat betul aku dok komplen kat die, tapi laki die kate biarkan ajek. Nak potong duit sewa umah...die tak bagi. Menyampah plak aku rasenye. Walopon aku suke ngan makcik tuan punye umah, tp slalu benar rase marah ngan lakinye. Bukan ape, kadang2 kalo pandang org tutup mate, sume org salah...die jek yg betul. Sume org pandai, die tak pandai...kadang2 boring gak ngan care wiring die kat umah tuh...Agaknye org TNB mmg macam tuh ke? Berlagak ajek? Dulu dok UNITEN pon aku tgk pakcik2 nieh berlagak gitu gak...walopon keje driver bas TNB, trak TNB...anak2 diorg lagik tak payah cerite. Tapi...ade gak yg baik. Ntahlah...mende camtuh pon nak berlagak ke? Keje TNB pon berlagak ke? Tahlaaaaa...biarkan...asal tak maki aku. Maki pon nak buat camne, org lagik tua...malas nak layan. Kang kalo dicakap, dikatenye aku kurang ajar plak, padahal penat mak bapak aku membesarkan aku...Last2..gua bisu jek la! Asalkan gua hepi!

Aku dok berborak ngan bos lame aku-David Woo. Aku dulu punyela takut kat die nieh..ehehe..tp skang tah la, dah pindah department takde takut sangat kat die...hihi. Setiap ari die menunggu bas bersame aku. Ade mase geli gak ati aku, dasar Cina...kalo boleh jimat, jimat lagi...dah company bayar transport..die gunekan sebaiknye. Tapi aku salute ngan care keje care Cina die tuh....menjadikan aku sebaiknye aku skang. Ingat lagik dulu mase die mule "mencium" gossip yg die dgr pasal kitowang..diela yg paling sporting...siap aturkan kitowang pergi outing same2..tak gune betul! Sampai laaa...keadaan tak mengizinkan...die still amik berat pasal both of us. Ape taknye, awek die pon manje n comey orgnye...kadang2 jeles plak aku tgk:d

Oh yup...mlm semalam aku teringat plak kat die. Ampeh. Rindu serindunye la plak! Ape daaa aku nieh...tah hape kena aku teringat tak pasal. Bongok ke hape. Tp ntahlah...agaknye maybe sbb org dok tanye sal die kat aku. Tp tak gune pon tanye aku, aku nieh single mingle lagik. Aiseh...kadang2 aku rase, bile sebut pasal die nieh...jatuh saham aku...tak dapat aku menggatal! Hehehe..

Aku skang dok tunjuk gambo bunga...sbb skang kan spring...bunga byk2...aku suke bunga...So, aku akan kuarkan gambo bunga jek sepanjang spring nieh....salah satunye...bunga paling aku suke hanami@sakura@cherry blossom...Salah satu sbb aku teringat sakura sbb spring n...emails kepade Ceri! Aahahaa...ceri=me.

Btw...dah puas mengomel...meh kite layan lagu yg dirosakkan oleh Ning Baizura dlm Thursday Nite Live (eh, bukan dlm Seekers ke?ahahaaha).

Chowwww...bersama rinduku...ecewwwwaahhh!!!

Thursday, May 03, 2007

pink rossa



CINTAI AKU-ROSSA

Sanggupkah ku bertahan
Tanpamu di sampingku
Setelah kau memutuskan kita berpisah
Serasa seumur hidupku slalu denganmu

Haruskah ku relakan haruskah ku berjalan
Tapi bayang wajahmu selalu di anganku
Karena cinta yang dulu pernah kau beri
Takkan ku lupa untuk selamanya


Cintai dan sakiti hatiku
Kalau itu dapat membawamu
Kembali ke pelukanku lagi
Aku rela memberi sgalanya untukmu

Malam yang dingin ini membuatku menangis
Melihat gambar kita yang dulu bahagia
Kemana perginya masa indah itu
Tuhan tolong kembalikan kisahku

Cintai aku sakiti aku
Kalau itu dapat membawamu
Cintai dan sakiti hatiku
Kalau itu dapat membawamu
Kembali ke pelukanku lagi
Aku rela memberi sgalanya

Cintai dan sakiti aku
Bila itu membawamu
Untuk selamanya
Kembali ke pelukanku lagi
Aku rela memberi sgalanya untukmu

Yeaaaayyyy.....bestnye Liverpool dah menang! Bahagienye idup aku...Pg semalam aku melompat sowang2 depan tv...sampai Su tegur,"Woi! Team ko menang ke?!" Aku tau terkekek jek laaaa..nak buat camne lagik!

Sowang2 senyap arinieh..ahahahhahahaa...sukenye ati aku. Tp aku salute fans MU, terutamanye bos2 aku nieh. Bukan men lagik memberikan aku semangat pade malam Liverpool nak jupe Chelsea. Tibe2 jek masing2 ikut same menyokong Liverpool...hehe. Tp aku pon malam td tibe2 jek jd penyokong MU...apekan daye, MU kalah.Hahaha...frust gak Cik Sha! Kalo tak mesti lagik meriah:D

Okeh...disebalik kegembiraan kerana Liverpool menang, ade lagik satu kegembiraan yg aku nak share ngan kowang arinieh. Aku bertemu sekian lamenye...kawanku...Miss Asdilla Anor...ataupon Bawang Pink.Kami bertemu di Secret Recipe Alamanda arinieh, sbb Cik Su nak makan "karipap besar" kat situ lepas membayar dan menghabiskan wang membayar bil2 dan sewa. Huhu. Lawa kawan aku nieh...windu sangat. Berbaju kurung nampaknye:D Samelah...aku pon tak abeh2 ngan baju kurung ijau arinieh...maklumlah! Nak pergi bayar bill tgh ari buta...panas woi!

Perut aku sengal nieh..tak makan lagik...ape aku nak cite pon? Takde mende. Aku nak cite pasal servis aritu...aku rase baik aku cont besok jek. Btw..hosmet ku, my bespren...akhirnye menyatakan hasrat mendirikan masjid Julai nieh...ececeh..bahagie nampaknye...terpaksela aku melepaskan dikau, wahai Cik Su! Aahhaha..betullah tekaan aku yg die patutnye kawen dulu...

Ckp pasal kawen, hmmm...teringat planning org tuh yg tak jd, kan....Hmm...takpelah...harap die jumpe yg terbaik....lagik baik dr diriku ini:D

Ni Rosa Evelyn..kaler pink...kerane jupe kawanku bawang pink...N lirik lagu Rossa...kerana ku terkenang si dia...hehe...acah je!:P

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

gladiolus green star



YOU'RE LOVED (DON'T GIVE UP)-JOSH GROBAN

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

Hmmmm...ape aku nak cite ye?! Haaaaa...arituh aku gi ke Pesta Buku Antarabangse kat PWTC.Paham2 jeklahhh kalo aku dah tgk buku, sure lame. Sbnrnye sambil menyelam, minum air...meh aku cite. Tajuk cite nieh ialah:SERVIS.

Servis #1: Beli tiket bas

Kesian betul mashimaro aku. Sape lagik kalo bukan Tanti. Mase nak beli tiket bas tuh taklah teruk sangat,cume yg tak bestnye...kalo Melayu jage kaunter mesti nak berborak punye...customer depan mate kena forget dulu sbb berborak lagik penting. Rubbish tak? Tapi nasib baiklaaaa...tiketnye dapat...

Servis #2: Sowang ajek buat keje?

Tanti nak makan Fish & Chips, so kitowang gi Secret Rcipe sbb itu jek yg ade Fish & Chips..lagikpon minah nieh nak makan yg set siap ngan brownies tuh.Yg mengharukan...bile sowang jek yg amik order, yg antar bill, antar makanan..dll..macam takde org len. Sbb yg len? Tah mane dak2 nieh pergi...Tp mamat yg sowang nieh aku puji betul..cekap! Dlm pade antar bill aku, antar kek makcik senah ujung pintu...lepas tuh layan mek bedah nak air...pastu layan pakcik jakpa nak sudu...(name dirahsiakan sbb aku pon tak tau namenye! Hehehe). Tp superb aaa mamat tuh...boleh cepat naik gaji:D

Servis #3: Jualan buku secara pakse

Kitowang diapproach oleh sowang Indian guy nieh...pade awalnye kitowang intrested gak ngan buku2 die...tp tibe2 masuk sowang Pak Bai (Benggali), yg mengatekan...produk die terlebih bagus...n die mati2 nak paku kitowang suh beli buku die tanpe menghiraukan mamat yg dah lebih dulu approach kitowang. Paling mengharukan, diorg keje in the same company & betape tak minatnye aku dgn care die menjual kat aku mase tuh. Ape lagik...mulela muke Cik Sha masam mengalahkan cuka.Tambahan pulak aku dah pernah berkecimpung dlm sales sendiri...aku paham sangat budak sales macam mane...haiii..melampau! Terpakse aku tinggalkan. Bole kate..itulah mende paling spoiled utk arituh...

Stop dulu dgn cerite spoil...sambung lagik nanti...nak sambung keje!

*****
p/s: Lagu tanti & butterfly sangat cantik~!:D