Saturday, November 01, 2008

last day in cyberjaya: sha met sepet

Dr sehari ke sehari ke sehari...aku mmg nervous nak jupe die. Boleh ke aku jupe die? Elok ke kalo jupe die? Tahan ke aku? Sabar ke aku? And paling penting...boleh ke aku hold all the emotions mase jupe die nanti?

Aku nervous sepanjang ari...tp lepas tuh aku terus fokus. Kuar dr floor aku, tekan butang lift...pintu lift tutup. Naik...naik...naikkkk...errrr...nervous! Hold ur breath...tingggg!!! Sampai. Aku jalan terus masuk pintu department tuh...tag...tittt...tiittt...pintu bukak...masuk...

Pusing sebelah kiri...terus..and akhirnye nampak seorang lelaki botak membelakangi aku. Berbaju polo. Rite...jalan dekat...dekat...dan dekat...


Aku:
Assalamualaikum! Excuse me?
Die pusingkan kerusi...and...sepasang mate yg sepet memandang aku. Senyap...terus pandang. Aku tau die terkejut.
Aku: Haaiiiii....(buat ceria sket sore nieh..senyum sket...padahal nervous nak mam***!!!)
Sepet: Sha.
Aku: Buat ape tuh...? (aku nak cakap Melayu kat opis gak..dun care! Dah nak resign dah~)
Sepet: Keje laaaa...(die senyum sket)
Aku: Sowi kacau nieh...Sha nak cakap sikit jek...
Sepet: Ade hal baru datang yeee...
Aku: Yelah. Macam nieh...errr... I'm leaving!
Sepet: What? (slow je sore die)
Aku: Yupp...I'm leaving...I've tendered my resignation. Today is my last day! (sore ku mesti ceria giler and aku senyum selebar yg boleh!)
Sepet: But...why?

Tibe2 sowang minachi lalu dan meletakkan coffee and doughnut atas meja die.
Minachi: Hey Sha...good to see u here!
Aku: Yeah...good to see u too...
Minachi: U're joining us or what...?
Aku nampak Sepet tutup mate. Then...bukak balik, looking sharply at me.
Sepet:
She's leaving us...(with dat look)
Aku: Yup!!! I'm resigning! Today is my last day! (cheerful...stay cheerful, Sha...)
Minachi: But...where...?
Aku: Just nearby my house.
Minachi: U mean, Seremban?
Aku: Somewhere in Negeri Sembilan, yes...
Meanwhile he was staring at me while other people came & greeted me. All of them were surprised to see me there.

Lepas minachi blaa...
Sepet: Where are u going after this?
Aku: Back to my floor...packing up...
Sepet: No...what I mean...
Aku: Ooohh!! Dat...
Sepet: Hmm...? (his questioning look...always cheeky)
Aku: Somewhere near my house...just 15 minutes drive...just a small company...
Sepet: Small...(chuckled)
Aku: Yeahh...nothing so fancy like dis place...
Sepet: Where?
Aku: I'm going to work for D****e...
Sepet: And u call that 'small'?
Aku: I keje kuli jek...ape yg besar sangat kan?
Sepet: Yelah Sha...as if...(chuckled again)
Aku: But it's going to be nice...I know it will.
Sepet: Any vacancies for me?
Aku: Nope! (pastu aku senyum...die gelak...and it suddenly changed his facial expression)
Sepet: C'mon...
Aku: No...and I'm not going to work with u, okay?
Sepet: And dats why u're leaving?
Aku: Of course not! Ridiculous...(senyum lagikkk)
Sepet: Of course...(and he smiled knowingly)

Die sandarkan badan kat kerusi and looked at me. Pls Sha...be brave. I looked at him intently too...just like the way he's looking at me:D
Sepet: Ayah...ibu...Adik...semua sihat,Shaa?
My heart sank. U will always know where the soft spot is...my love...
Aku: Oooo...Alhamdulillah. Ayah masuk spital aritu. But...he's okay now...
Sepet: Tak cakap pon, Sha? (serius balik)
Aku: Takpela..dah elok pon. Tak payah kecoh.
Sepet: Ibu?
Aku: Ibu okay...
Sepet: Ibu tak tanye pasal I ke?
Aku: Cerite ape yg I nak cerite? (he looked down and smile bitterly)
Sepet: Kirim salam ibu, k? Ayah...Adik sekolah lagi kan?
Aku: Yup! (jgn panjang2kan...sbb karang sendiri sakit...okay, Sha!)

Sepet: I'm not happy, Sha. (yes dear,ur eyes are telling me dat...but I can't do anything!)
Aku: Dengar cerite dah kawen ye?
Sepet: Ha'ah Sha...dah kuar anak 3 dah..
My heart skipped a beat. Adoiiiiii!!!!
Aku: Alhamdulillah...kembar 3 ke? Ke tak cakap ngan Sha?
Sepet: Hmmm...kembar 3...power giler I nieh, kan?
Aku: Aaa...yeahhh... (force a smile, Sha!)
Sepet: (Gelak kuat...merah2 muke...hish!)
Aku: (muka blur)
Sepet: Sape cakap ngan u i dah kawen ni?
Aku: Adelah!
Sepet: Siapa, yang? (glup! die sedar tak nie?)
Aku: Ape?
Sepet: Who told u, Sha? (betulkan sikit soalan tuh ye!)
Aku: Dodo.
Sepet: Dodo?
Aku: Your boss.
Sepet: U're calling him Dodo?
Aku: Yelah...kawan I, suke ati I la.
Sepet: U kawan dgn boss I?
Aku: Laaaa...mentang2 I kuli...
Sepet: Kenape tak cakap?
Aku: Why should I?
Sepet: Betul jugak.
Aku: Dodo's girlfriend is my teammate. Dodo was my trainer before he became your boss. Tak perasan?
Sepet: Ape die cakap lagi?
Aku: None of your business (senyum)
Sepet: I remember u perfectly fine, now (sengih)
Aku: Thanks.
He looked at me. I looked back at him. We kept quiet for a while.


Aku: U dah gemuk...
Sepet: Haah. Makan banyak. U remember my sister?
Aku: Yup!
Sepet: Die pon kate, "Abg nieh dah gemuk." Kalo kat tangan ke takpela, Sha...nieh kat muka, kat perut...
Aku: (Aku gelak. Hmmm...lamenye tak gelak macam ni?)
Sepet: U pon...
Aku: I know...since the operation, badan dah macam belon.
Sepet: What operation?! (serius and nampak marah)
Aku: I was hospitalised. 2 months tak dtg keje.
Sepet: Takde siape cakap?
Aku: Sbb org tak tau except my boss.
Sepet: Apasal?!
Aku: Nothing...just minor surgery, dats all.
Sepet: Sekarang?
Aku: Dah okay!
Sepet: Orait...tapi I tak tau.
Aku: It won't be intresting for u...
Sepet: Sha...
Aku: Yup?
Sepet: I wish I knew...
Aku: I'm alright! Sihat nieh...dah gemuk pon.
Aku: So, u dah kawen kan? How's life?
Sepet: Laaaa...siape cakap I dah kawen?
Aku: Dodolah!
Sepet: Budak tuh nak kena la nieh!
Aku: Laaa...ape salah I tau?
Sepet: Because I'm not married!
Aku: Whateverrrrrrr...
Sepet: Sha...(marah)
Aku: It's fine. Apasal sorok2...?
Sepet: Sha...I'm not married.
Aku: It's okay...it's none of my business, kan?
Sepet: I'm serious. (marah)
Aku: Me too! (aku gelak. Tp sbnrnye confuse nieh!)
Sepet: I will call u.
Aku: Hahahaahaa...tak payah lah!
Sepet: I will.
Aku: You won't. U say u will...but u won't.
Sepet: (koyak kertas...) My number.
Aku: For what?
Sepet: For u.
Aku: No. baru?
Sepet: I ramai sangat girlfriend. Tak boleh handle. ( die senyum nakal2 lagik)
Aku: Tell me something I dunno (I smiled)
Sepet: (Gelak). U percaya I cakap camtuh?
Aku: Of course!
Sepet:I just need peace.
Aku: Find it.
Sepet: Sha...Sha...I'll call u?
Aku: Please....(and kali nieh aku betul2 cakap please)
Sepet: Call u?
Aku: Not please call me...but please dun say something u are not going to do.
And his eyes were clouded. Remember when u went missing my dear? How devastated this lady in front of u was? Pls...I dun need hope.


Sepet: Nie...tiket Cobra Ten...I nak pergi nanti...
Aku: Oh yeah...bestnye...
Sepet: Tak pergi?
Aku: Tak kot...nak start keje ari Isnin nanti...
Sepet: Oooo...I pon tak tau la nak gi ngan sape...
Aku: Ur fwens ade? (die senyum je)
Sepet: Bile u kawen, jemput ye?
Aku: (I rolled my eyes. Duuuuhhh!!!)
Sepet: Why?
Aku: Buang mase!
Sepet: Jemput ye?
Aku: Nope...
Sepet: Huiii...u were not like dis, Sha.
Aku: I've changed.
Sepet: See that.
Aku: Thanks!
Sepet: I'll call u...
Aku: No. Okay....I nak balik nie...
Sepet: All the best for u...(he looked down on the floor. When he looked at me, I saw the same look. Again. But this time, he smiled)


Aku senyum and terus jalan keluar dr situ...turun, amik beg...and tinggalkan office...Goodbye my love...

15 comments:

Kekanak Tokyo said...

very confusing yet interesting story...

Wish you luck kat tempat kerja baru nanti..

Ganbarre!

Tie said...

Aduh!! Sha...boleh buat drama nih!!..Kak tie gelak bercampur sedikit emo laa..Pandai lah sha ni, control emo..(cam kak tie je..)

Okaylah sha...mulakan hidup baru. Jadikan yang lepas tu satu kenangan indah! Dan satu pengalaman yang berharga. Kak tie pernah lalui semua tu and still kak tie boleh hidup...happy lagik!

Take Care!!!

cendawanintim said...

Good luck for the new job!

bozzobattousai said...

good luck kerja baru... jgn sedih2...

Neeza Shahril said...

sedihnya jumpa sepet... best of luck Sha.. semoga ceria ditempat baru... hopefully hidup Sha lebih bermakna bila duduk dekat dengan parents...

ari said...

Yahhh...Good Luck Gal!

Pocket said...

adoih laaa..
here i am putting que haidar at the seat and
seeing u standing, wearing your brown tudong and maroon shirt. (The pic on your top left)
talking the script with every detail portrays the whole scenery bit by bit.

terkedu terkedu,
anyway, i see that u've moved on...
best wishes in your new company and
gambatte kudasai nee :)

Hanis Razak said...

sedihnye cerita itu..isk3..
.
Anyway, good luck !!!

Areej said...

aaaa? dia da kawen ke belom ni?

shaxx said...

sya, awak tak de cita2 ke nak jadi producer or director filem cam yasmin tuh..? citer u macam script movie arr....

and what if memang dia belum kawin?

Dayu said...

sha, who's this sepet actually
he seem so nice..amat baik
sha pun mcm selesa je ngan dia..
ke dah penah citer pasal dia, cuma i je tak tau, itu dia

lankapo said...

sha,

aku rasa ko buleh wat skrip drama yang hebat..pasal ko memang pandai buat dialog cinta gitu..

takkan sebigitu detail ko ingat kan haha mesti ada tambah sket2 hehe

anyway, all the best ok..alah kat tempat baru nanti lagi ramai jejaka2 hensem dari sepet (cam aku lah lebih kurg haha)

atty's said...

huhuh,.cam sedih lak baca story nie..
hope u success in new job..takecare

Eriyza said...

Sha, ko leh jadik penulis skrip.
Seme ayat ko ingat eh.
Bagus. :)

*SiRibenMerah said...

wahhhh.. br ada kesempatan nk baca.. I love reading the conversation.. kalo dpt tgk live lagi best kan.. hikssss...btw sha, sumtimes hard for us to say gudbye to our loves one.. proud of u my dear.. selamat membuka lembaran baru di opis baru.. selamat bekerja dan selamat menjalani kehidupan baru..all the best to u =)