sha: chrysanthemum story

I picked them up from my garden
Originally uploaded by yoshiko314

We broke up 2 years ago. Everything was supposed to be settled (yeke dah setel?). And most importantly I got this one big-and-heart-crunching news that he is married. Nak jumpe ape lagi?

I admit, ade sumthing yang aku tak ceritekan dgn kowang wahai rakan2 blogger ku. Dlm 2 minggu kebelakangan ini die akan call aku sebelum pergi and selepas balik kerja. It's like routine. And dat routine benarnye mase kitowang kapel jek dipracticekan. Since broke up, kitowang nak call each other sebulan sekali pon susah.

And throughout this whole month I kept on asking him about his status. He seriously denied that he is married and insisted me to look into the logic. Mmg la...ade sedikit kelogikan dlm kate2 die tuh. But being cautious, of course I would love to not fall into this fantasy of having the single him calling me everyday.

I fiercely refused to hear the stories and kept on telling myself that everything was just a lie. But he never gave up in defending himself, which was quite surprising. One day he called and we were suddenly into this situation:

Sepet: How did I treat you last time?

Aku: (aku gelak). What kind of question is this?

Sepet: A question for you to answer.

Aku: Hooiiii...I dun want to answer this question lah! Irrelevant!

Sepet: U have to. I need to know.

Aku: Hmmm...let's see. Lupelah! Dah tak ingat!

Sepet: Betul keeee....

Aku: iye!

Sepet: Scale 0 to 10?

Aku: 4.

Sepet: Ya Allah...4 aje?!

Aku: Iye.

Sepet: 4 tuh fail lah!

Aku: Habis tu?

Sepet: Teruk sangat ke?

Aku: Dah u suruh i bagi markah tadi kan?

Sepet: 4...maknenye i fail la ye...

Aku: Hehehe...tak tau laaaa...

Sepet: Tak boleh repeat ke?

Aku: Ape?

Sepet: U noe...if someone seats for an exam...if the person fails...then the person can repeat kan?

Aku: Exam nieh sekali je...kalo fail, fail laa...

Sepet: Tak boleh repeat?

Aku: Tak.

Sepet: I see...
And we carried the conversation like 2 friends as normal...
To be continued...:D