Wednesday, February 11, 2009

sha: the chrysanthemum story part 11


Die pandang aku. Aku tau muke aku nieh muke tak puas ati.

Sepet: I'm not married.
Aku: Dgn I u cakap macam tuh la kan...
Sepet: Yg lain akan pedulik ke Sha? Maybe...but let them guess!
Aku: Kawen ke belum nieh?
Sepet: Belum!
Aku: Hah...(aku gelak sarcastic lagik!)
Sepet: My dear...can u put those sarcasm away today? I dtg nak terus-terang, kay...
Aku: I susah nak percaya.
Sepet: U trusted me before. Why can't u do it now?
Aku: I trusted u enough last time until I can't trust u again...
Sepet: Why?
Aku: Takkan diorang nak bohong I? They are you office buddies. They should've known your status!
Sepet: Dats the whole intention.
Aku: Ape?
Sepet: Pernah ke dowang check betul2 status kite? Status u? Yang tau pon HR. Dowang kisah pasal keje je.
Aku: Habis tuh?
Sepet: Biarlah dowang tak tau...kalo dowang tau I kawen ke, tak kawen ke...lame2 menyusahkan I aje.
Aku: Apasal pulak?
Sepet: Look at what happened to us. To me. Tell me why should I tell them?
Aku: Yang tadi diorg nampak kite jumpa?
Sepet: They can guess all they want. Lantaklah...
Aku: Macam tuh pulak?
Sepet: And as far as you were concerned...it was just to drive you away...U takkan dekat kalo I dah kawen, kan?
Aku: Hah...(angguk)Sepet: I thought I could get over you.
Aku: U already have...
Sepet: Tak jugak. Skang u dah takde dlm building tuh lagik.
Aku: Lagi senang?
Sepet: Sape kate?
Aku: U never wanted me, anyway. What's the difference?
Sepet: Senangnya u cakap.
Aku: Betul kan?
Sepet: Tak...tak betul. It might be with others, but not u. Kalau tak I takde kat sini hari nieh.
Aku: Who knows u might be doing the same thing with others?
Sepet: Sha, I'm not a punching bag. YOUR punching bag, yes. But not everyone.
Aku: (aku senyap. Takkan aku nak ngaku yg aku nieh jealous benarnye? Walhal die tak pernah pon curang...)
Sepet: We will hear your part now.
Aku: Ape?
Sepet: Tell me. What actually happened?
Aku pandang die...
Sepet: It won't hurt this time. I promise.

Burung terbang dekat tasik depan kitowang nieh. I inhaled and exhaled. Should I go back to the past?

3 comments:

Tie said...

Adoi sha!! Bila nak abis citer ni....macam sinetron je...hu hu....

nURmALa mAZLan said...

Aduh!!!! Nak tgu bersambung lagi ke?? Huhu~~ x sabar ni sha

Neeza Shahril said...

akak dah ternampak-nampak nasi minyak atas dapur besar... ada bungga manggar gitu.. hehehe..

cepat Sha.. habiskan cerita.. :)