and i’ll keep you in my room
hush now my love and hold my hand
after midnight i shall take you to a place
where no one else should know of
hush now my love and hold my hand...
- After Midnight by Yuna
I have never faced this problem before. I mean, the world knows how busy I am these days and how much I don't have the time to update my own blog. However, it has never affected my life - I mean, I still have time for the family. I wonder how incredulous it sounds - considering that I'm traveling from Seremban to KL everyday. Things are much better in contrast to during the time when my office was just 20 minutes from home.
Things could get pathetic when you least expected it kan?
And when you don't, things can't be any better.
That's the beauty of life.
But this problem really troubles me. I am trying to shake it off but apparently the more I try to ignore it, the more it happens! What is happening?
Okay, I tell you what:Everytime I close my eyes, I will see this person's face.
Whose face is that?
Let it be a secret. I can't tell you.
Perhaps, I'm too tired. I keep on dreaming about the same thing - over and over and over again. Sometimes it becomes a nightmare.
Some people say..."mimpi itu mainan tidur" or it has got to do with unclean things which disturb you while you're sleeping.
Psychologically - your mind is working even when it should be resting.
Does this means that I'm thinking about this person a lot until I keep on seeing the face each time I close my eyes?
But I know I have been thinking about my boyfriends, friends and family before this too.
I thought about them A LOT.
Why am I not dreaming about them?
Why this person?
I should scrub my feet more after this.
No more dreams, please...