Wednesday, May 26, 2010

sha: aku wanita biasa

The girl handed me the bill, "RM22.40," she said. I flipped through the notes in my purple purse, thinking twice. I haven't got the time nor the money to spend too much on ice-cream these days. But I needed something to celebrate;)

Putra LRT was having its worst day of service just now. I was planning to go home early when there was an announcement stating that I had to wait another hour should I need to get into an LRT. My lungs wanted to burst the moment I saw hundreds of people queuing for tickets in front of me. I immediately took the escalator and headed to KLCC.

While walking through the hussle, I craved for peace. Maybe I was too tired, I couldn't stand noise and the surrounding. So, I let my legs chose its own destiny. They chose Haagen Dasz;)

Aku ini wanita biasa
Bisa sakit luka karena cinta
Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga

Yes, folks. I couldn't helped feeling lonely when I licked Strawberry Cheesecake and Belgian Chocolate just now. I saw a couple who fed each other Ice-Cream Fondue; thinking that I would look definitely weird if I ordered that and ate alone.

I saw...
...a couple who wore yellow t-shirts
...a couple who took pictures while licking chocolate ice-cream. They planned to put the pictures in Facebook.
...a boyfriend who hugged the girlfriend too closely until the cotton fabric of the gilfriend's shirt showed its crease
...a husband who fed strawberries into the pregnant wife's mouth

Argggghhh...Haagen Dasz was not the place I was supposed to be.
I started to hear "Kau Ada Dia" and Kris Dayanti's Aku Wanita Biasa in my ears.
Well, Sha is exaggerating! Hearing voices is the sign of a person who is going lunatic. Sha is not crazy yet! Well, not crazy...but definitely a sad girl.

Liking someone who doesn't like you is preasurising. Definitely.

Then I bit the crispy almond flakes and the blossom basket. My vision cleared. My hands clasped Lisa Kleypas' Smooth Talking Stranger tightly, thinking that I should read my book instead of watching a magic called affection and love.

Then I saw...

A girl who brought an ice cream to her partner who wouldn't stop talking through the phone. The girl licked the ice cream with pleading eyes but the partner was ignoring her. Then he walked by before he stopped somewhere near me.

"Sayang...she is still with me. I know...I know...I layan dia makan ice-cream dulu, nanti I datang jumpa you, okay! Alaa...kejap je. I tak sayang dia, I sayang you..."

The blossom basket in my mouth crushed fiercely.

Yup, I worked hard to pay for the expensive ice-cream today. I went to a place which soothed my lonely heart. But I didn't expect to learn a lesson:

"It's better to be lonely than betrayed!"

My Strawberry Cheesecake rested in the Blossom Basket had never tasted nicer;)

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

13 comments:

Lan Bingka said...

ni yang tak syok ni..
tak elok mainkan perasaan orang..

Kujie said...

erk.... selalu gambar kecik
tapi mlm ni ...saje je nak dera perut org ye sha


yg manis tu bkn semestinya pengubat

Pocket said...

so being lonely is not excruciating enough huh.. tp dia cakap ngan anak menakan kot :) heheh


(pocket yang cuba sangka baik tapi gagal..)

✿ y.a.n.i.e budak G.E.B.U ✿ said...

slam sha....

ai pun wanita biasa

hehehhe...sedap nyer tgk pic ais kerim tu

~ mizzAmy ~ said...

huhuhu.. betul tuh kak sha. it's better to be alone than betrayed. buat jiwa lagi merana je.

next time, ajak kita okeyh!! =P

atty's said...

kty pun hanya wanita biasa punya perasaan..

adoi ..gambo food tu bikin peyut menggelodak.,.

Quiyah & Hasrul said...

u're punishing urself very hard. pls tell me that this is only temporary..

Dee said...

pergh..yup sha..lebih baik alone dr dikhianati..next time nk mkn eskrem ajak k dee tau..hehehe..

al-lavendari said...

tetiba je terasa sangat lapar .. patut pun dah dekat 12.30 tengah hari rupanya.

aBoi said...

sometimes makan aiskrim boleh buat aboi rasa best di saat-saat tidak best..hehe

Othman Juliana said...

damn! guessing the one with him is Mrs. and calling is gf~

if you are in the gf position? oh, ok-he never said such things to the mrs. or me. Erk, kantoi???????

ungu said...

a very good lesson indeed...

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