Monday, August 09, 2010

orkid's cafe: strawberry sayang pun senyap


more strawberries
Originally uploaded by cannelle-vanille
"Buat apa?"
"Makan strawberry!"
I said with a cheerful voice. Indeed, I was in a cheerful mood. Strawberry is one of the most beautiful things in the world.

He chuckled.

"Hari tu I called you makan strawberry jugak..."
"Hari tu strawberry boss bagi. Ini strawberry orang lain pulak bagi....
"I said.
"I ingatkan you beli strawberry lagi? Jadi macam hari tu, siap singgah Cold Storage cari strawberry..."
"Tak...tak...ni ada orang bagi. Bajet low. Dah kena stop makan strawberry," I grinned when I said that. That was the most honest statement I've ever made.
"Cherry?" he teased.
"Cherry mahal!"
"Tak jugak...cherry colourful orang buat kek tuh dah start jual murah dah..."
he teased again.
"Woooiiii....main-main yeee..." I warned with a laugh.
"Tak main, kacau je...."I knew he was grinning.

"Hmmm...been wondering..." he changed the topic.
"Uh-huh?"
"Kalaulah kita satu tempat kerja macam mana?"
he asked carefully.
"No way!" I answered straight away.
"Yes way?"
"Nope!"
"Yes?"
"You gila ke....benda ni bukan buat main-mainlah..."
I said angrily.
"You ni pun...you know that is not possible right?" he said gently.
"Hmmmm...." I just realised that we were totally in different field.

"Apasal cuak sangat?" he asked again.
"Tak cuak...."I felt embarrassed. I was acting like a child.
"Menggelabah jeeeeee..." he teased.
"Yup..." then I was quiet.

"Sepet?" he guessed.
I was silent.
"Right?"
Silent.
"Sha...I know about him. Ina cakap..." he said.
Silent. Again.

"Why, Sha?"
"Simple. Bila partner kita kerja sama dengan kita, dia tahu setiap kelebihan dan kekurangan kita. Ada masanya semua tu boleh digunakan dalam relationship kan?"
"Yup."
"Lebih teruk bila orang bandingkan kita. Eh..,boyfriend handsome, awek tak. Or...boyfriend high flyer, awek pulak kena action plan. Kan?"
"Mmmmhhhmmm...."

"Bila you tengah in love sangat dengan dia...orang nampak. Bila gaduh pun...orang nampak. You boleh kata you pandai sorok. Tapi kat tempat kerjalah paling banyak gossipers sebenarnya...." I continued.
"Kerja macam I ni tak boleh nak fikir tu semua. I taknak hilang kerja just because I sukakan someone..." and I heard him drew his breath.

"Sorry," he said.
"Tak kerja, takde duit. Takde duit, tak makan. Tak mandi. Kerja atau cinta?" I asked him.
"Dua-dua..."he answered.
"Not to me..." I said.
"Habis, kalau you jumpa pasangan you kat office, macam you jumpa Sepet macam mana?"
"Takkan..." I countered.
"Jangan cakap takkan..." he countered me.
"Apa you nak ni?"
"I'm just curious..."
he said.

"Kalau ditakdirkan I jumpa someone at work yang I berkenan..."
"Mmmmm...."
"I akan senyap."
Full stop.
"Senyap? Aiii...takkan Sha senyap?" he laughed softly.
"Senyap as in I won't reveal my feelings," I explained.
"Why?"
"I told you..it's not worth a pot of rice..."
"Sha...jangan..."
"Dia mesti seorang yang betul-betul sayang I for me to let go of my commitment and build a new commitment with him, okay? I have a family to take care of..."
I ended that up.

"Tapi kita tak satu tempat kerja kan?!" he asked cheerfully.

I was still chewing my strawberries.

Senyap saja.

6 comments:

kiddo2music said...

"Dia mesti seorang yang betul-betul sayang I for me to let go of my commitment and build a new commitment with him, okay? I have a family to take care of.."

----> its tough to know whether he really worth this far!

tapi i do notice, mmg banyak sgt realtionship start dari workplace yang sama, blok building same, nek lrt same, etc2 mmmm...

not really an interesting n thrill love story to tell our grandchildren later, right? haha

~ mizzAmy ~ said...

kak sha, we got the same thinking. i rather not fall in love dengan kawan kat 1 tempat kerja. hari2 tgk muka dia je. nanti hilang feel rindu-rinduan. hehehehe....

cik GULA-gULA said...

salam ramadhan cik cheryna:)

mier@merr said...

setuju...tak best klu satu tmpat kerja..takleh nakal2...wawawa...

Dee said...

kehkehkeh..pun x suka kalo hubby sama tmpt keje..kwn2 sgt limited..nti nk cuti sama2 pun susah..

selamat berpuasa sha!!

Cik Qemm said...

conversation yang tegang.huhu.
tapi glad die bole terima bah fikiran kak sha :)

happy for u!