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We have been talking for a while. I suddenly found that I was talking a topic that I didn't want to discuss. With him.
"Dah baik balik dengan dia ke?" he asked. The expression was serious.
"Tak...taklah...orang lain..." I said slowly.
"Waaaa...orang baru. Siapa...siapa....? Ceritalah," he looked interested. I could see his teeth. At least for the first time that week.
"You tak kenal dia siapa," I blushed.
This is going to be really...really hard...
"Entahlah. Dengan Sepet dulu sampai lima tahun. Tapi tak miserable macam ni. This one baru sekejap. Tapi dah kelam-kabut tak tentu arah dibuatnya," I started slowly.
"Tu yang you kata you nak rest tu?" he asked.
"Yang dulu lima tahun...yang ni sekejap. Tuh la...perasaan ni kita tak boleh nak jangka kan, Sha?" he was looking ahead.
I was silent.
"Nampak sangat tak tentu arah bila you macam ni," he grinned. I smiled back.
"Macam mana nak buat ni ek?" I asked slowly.
He grinned broadly.
"Cakaplah kat dia..." he said.
"Gila! Dia nak kahwin bulan 12 ni tau! Takkan I nak terhegeh-hegeh pulak?" I asked with defiance.
"Ehhh...you tak boleh cakap jugak. Kalau I jadi you, lagi seminggu dia nak kahwin pun I pintas," he said.
"Tak...janji you dah cuba," he said confidently.
"Tapi kalau kacau orang punya kan tak elok..."
"Then...you yang mintak diri you sakit macam ni?"
The look on his face was challenging.
This is part 1 of Tulip Larangan.
Welcome, folks. I'll tell you my love story.